i’m trying to tell you, trying to know you, i’m dying to show you, fighting to get you

tomorrow is going to be so borrrriinnggg. me and the erika doll are going to our great-grandparents 70th wedding anniversary party. (that’s a mouthful). their names are hazel gertrude and william edward. wow. so basically grandpa mumbles ALL THE time. the only people that understand him are the ones that have been around him alot, which is not me or erika. and grandma can’t hear good, so people have to yell at her. it’s kind of ridiculous, most of the time when we visit them, the tv is turned up so loud that no one can hear anything, and they won’t turn it off. sadly my cousins rhys and moira won’t be coming in 🙁 so it isn’t going to be fun.. erika and i will most likely go off into a room by ourselves and talk. my other cousins that are coming are… different. three boys, they don’t understand that girls don’t like to talk about wrestling and football. they’re really nice, but they talk really fast. lol.

today was a shopping day. like, grocery shopping. it was better than just sitting around at home, but it wasn’t anything great. sam wasn’t working at subway again, i think he quit.. which means i’ll see him like MAYBE once a month, but not likely. i want to talk to him. blah idek.

last friday erika and i went to starbucks with becky.

ladadadeeda, ladadadeedeeedada.

we were supposed to go to starbucks again tonight, but you kind of need money for that. and of course, money is non-existant around here.

well…. my mom just asked me if i could help her with some house cleaning.. who in the world cleans house at 12:22 AM? oh well. so it’s time to get off and try to be a good daughter. no complaining, son.

EDIT: i’m done cleaning and now i’m listening to tokio hotel’s new album, which is AHMAYZIIINNG. what do you think the best album is that’s been dropped this year?

earlier becky and i were spying on people’s profiles on facebook, and we saw where this guy commented someone and said, “my summer has been good, but it’s been hard to be so far away from my girlfriend for so long.” and as soon as i read that, i loudly said “EWWWWWW!”… haha, i have no idea why. it was pretty funny though 😀

hannah called and i might stay the night over there monday or something. i hope it works out, it would be so much fun 😀

that is all for now. i’m trying to get back into updating this, you know?