But Somewhere I Went Wrong
Hey!!! You know that often I feel like a shadow but now is weird. I had met with the doctor, ok psychiatrist… and I was sent to him that he diagnosed my “anorexia”, but he didn’t do it. He said to me that I qualify to treatment in hospital. I’ll not think about it because I must begin treatment, another judgement will give me to hospital. No one hears me…..
I thought that I’m strong by one a little moment. But it was just dream. I want to feel these emotions, you know happiness and love. But in my soul lives darkness right now…
I feel so unwanted and unloved. I don’t want to be a problem. I’m scared that you can be angry at me that I writing so sadness but I share with you everything from my heart…
I hope that new days will bring something better… Just 12 days to met with psychiatrist and I’m worried or more…
Love you so much…
