Cutting

Day 2                 I
had a total mental breakdown today. I mean straight-up, bawling, gasping for air, couldn't see or
couldn't concentrate, CRAZY. It was so weird, most b… Read more

I sat in bed that night, enveloped in such a horrid sense of guilt that I couldn't shove aside
easily. It built up inside me until all my senses could feel were guilt. Stupid, disgusting guilt. I
did not get a sense of pride. I did not feel dignifi… Read more

I hold the note in my trembling hands. Eyes blurring, I struggle to read the lightly penciled
handwriting I see so plainly in front of me. Mind spinning, I can't think over the bittersweet
remembrances overplaying themselves in my head, an unwant… Read more

well today i slipped up again. almost a whole month clean but i screwed it up. Read more

Last night (July 22, 2009) on The Real World: Cancun we found out that Alyiiia was a cutter. A
cutter is someone who cuts themself to cope from something that happened in their past, it is also a
source of depression. As most of you know, I myself am… Read more