New: “I KNOW YOU”
Hey!!! Today I want to show you my new lyrics, called “I Know You”. I wanted to write something about today’s world as you know I’m a fragile girl and I think a lot about people so in this way I created my new lyrics. During the next days I’ll show you “White Lilies”, “Get Lost In Dreams”, “Mantra”, “Oxygen”, “Bad Girls Crush Skulls” and more… Please, tell me what do you think about “I Know You”
I Know You
1. I knew Sue, she wasn’t a extraordinary girl
From a childhood she starved herself
Even when she though she was dying
“You can not eat ! You can not eat!”
This voice killed her when she saw food on a plate
She believed that she was a butterfly
No one could help her, she lied every single day
Red bracelet gave her secret power
And thinspirations were her second life, pro anorexia life
F*cking pro ana community, f*cking society, f*cking voices inside her head
Doctors gave her prozac, but no one could help her
Mom and dad cried when they saw ghost, not Sue
I remember her a little face and huge eyes
How she loved to dance and sing with me
Sue dreamed of returning to health without her toxic friend
But she gave up, she passed away
Chorus:
My forbidden life, my forbidden pain
I was there where are you now
I saw my death but I came back to life
Every day I suffered as you now
I didn’t believe in hope, but I found her
I couldn’t give up, kids stay with me
For you, I wanna be here and support you
I know you, you can win this life as me
2. Someone said that we are equal but Johny didn’t feel it
He loved this world to the day when parents hated him
After the dark he was a slave of homophobic world
Never ending suffering, new bandages on Johny wrists
He cried in loneliness and screamed from the pain
Why they couldn’t accept him? Why they have been so blind?
Kids in school bullied him, they wanted to his death
He had no strenght to fight, when kids attacked him
Teachers didn’t react to this, they didn’t care about him
Johny felt like a complete “zero” but he was the best man
During one of these rainy days dad took him to the doctor
He ran away from home, but police found him
When he came back, dad said that he never had a son
Johny lost his the last desire to live, this broke him so much
He didn’t know what to do with this life, he thought a lot about it
But no one gave to him a helping hand, it hurt him very much
He took grandfather’s gun and he shot himself
Another innocent soul gone from this sick world
Chorus:
My forbidden life, my forbidden pain
I was there where are you now
I saw my death but I came back to life
Every day I suffered as you now
I didn’t believe in hope, but I found her
I couldn’t give up, kids stay with me
For you, I wanna be here and support you
I know you, you can win this life as me
3. Kate was a girl from my street but we have never talked
I don’t know why but I can’t forgive myself that
She wasn’t like me, like you, she was just herself
And no one liked her, she was a loser for us
One day she was missing, I saw the tears on the face of her mother
The next day police dogs were looking her without a positive result
I blamed myself that I was like everyone here
She was murdered by the boys, by my friends
Why is it so hard to say stop when someone is bullied?
Why do we judge others so easy, too easy?
Why are we do blind to violence? Why no one reacts?
Tell me what’s going on with this world, tell me now
Why do we think only about themselves? Why we don’t care about others
Why do you laugh at disease, when can you someday be sick?
Why are you robbing your family, why do you want to be a fake?
Tell me why we do it, tell me why we do it
Chorus:
My forbidden life, my forbidden pain
I was there where are you now
I saw my death but I came back to life
Every day I suffered as you now
I didn’t believe in hope, but I found her
I couldn’t give up, kids stay with me
For you, I wanna be here and support you
I know you, you can win this life as me
