Heartblog: Earthquake Weather
a hundred heavy wolves laying next to me.
it’s a heavy heavy heavy world
and nice girls stay nice, all but me.
you have one minute and fifteen seconds to show the world why you deserve it all
and 13 minutes and 25 seconds to know that you don’t.
fight everyday for someone to believe it all again tomorrow.
everyone tells you they want you to succeed
but the wolves hide in rooms, circling in packs, hoping that you don’t.
you are so used to being brave that you can’t call up your friends crying anymore
what would you say?
I got everything I wanted, and some of what you wanted to
and everything is crumbling
can we drink tea and be nobodies again soon?
life was funner when i was sad.
I was a more interesting human when I was heartbroken.
you only liked me because I made you feel like you had it together.
I used to be someone I liked, who read books, and ate records. someone who laughed real loud laughs and did kartwheels for no reason.
now everything is heavy heavy heavy.
the world is out to get me.
someone told me today that it is a long long long long long road
and that nothing is important
and that everything is important.
feels like summer.
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