But I’m Human Too

I don’t know what wrong is with me. In Friday I went to libraries. I was happy because was hot. I wore this outfit( just without leg tights) and a few persons called me “whore”. It hurts me still. Why I can’t wear what I love. Why I can’t be who I want to be. Why I have be the same person like everyone around me. I want to be myself. I scream it again. But no one hears me for sure.

Tomorrow I’ll begin my free practice in travel agency. I’m not fan of this practice. I prefer in another place. I hate that I can’t do what I love. I’ll must say goodbye to my art.

I thought that in this summer I’ll can change something in my life thanks my art. I planned send the next stuffs. But even now I’ll not have a time to write and for everything.

I feel really depressed for it. And everyone is happy about this practice but I’m not. I had in plans another thing. I don’t have physically and mentaly strenght to this practice and I just cry when I think about it. Today about 10 a.m. will start horrible holidays aka practice. I don’t know what will be with me. I just see that I’m nobody and I always will be…

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