Remember the day: Tokio Hotel live in Padova

Exactly 1 years ago, I was in Padova (2 hours far from Trieste) and I was waiting for enter in the arena where Tokio Hotel performed in their HUMANOID CITY LIVE TOUR.

I went out from home at 7am in the morning and at 9am I was in Padova and I waited 10 hours up pressed in a screaming crowd. Organization was really really bad, I’ve been always pressed on a crush barrier while security started to make pass crowd in another sector of crush barriers before enter in the arena, the caos reigned… no police security, and if they were, they didn’t move a finger or did it almost nothing for stop those crazy and screaming baby girls… the weather wasn’t so good, it was so cloudy and for a moment rained a little bit…

Finally at 7pm I enterred inside the arena and arrived under the stage, to the left, from Tom’s side, in a particular section, where crowd couldn’t stay, but ambulance’s assistants said me that I could stay there as well, I was in a favoured area, and I was really happy.

Anxiety was growing every minute more, I was so excited to be there and see again my boy and my angels again, after the last time, in Rome in September 2009 during Coca Cola Live @ MTV…

Lights turned off and a recognizable sound started to play… NOISE is coming and with it guitar and drums beat: Tom, Georg came on stage and the crowd started to scream more than they can, and then the metallic egg opened and here there are Gustav and Bill, who started to sing…

I can’t believe to be there again and live again those amazing and undescribable emotions, tears started to fall and I couldn’t stop them…

Everytime I go at a Tokio Hotel’s concert, I do a lot of sacrifices and I spend a lot of time up without sit me down and I don’t go at the toilet even for 17 hours, I don’t eat and I stay focused to my aim: to be in front row and can glad the concert and don’t stop to look my boy and recieve a couple of looks back, it’s so stressing to listen my stories about what I can able to do for them: don’t eat, don’t sleep ect… but for me it’s so normal… and even though everytime when is less than 30 minutes before the show I say to myself: “oh Lordy, the wait is killing me! I must resist, I must resist!” and of course weariness starts to make feel it, in the end, after 2 hours of concert or other events where Tokio Hotel are involved, I say to myself: “It was really worth it! I can’t wait to repeat it!”

Those are a couple of pics I did during the show:

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS, I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!!!