my so called life

yesterday was robyn’s birthday. we spent the night drinking champagne, dancing at winstons and falling asleep at 5a.m. i wore more accessories than anyone there and for some reason every song was my “favorite” song.. haha. during the day i went down to mtv for a meeting, got my nails done and had a quick pick me up from coffee bean. did my nails in a bright red instead of black.. it was time for a change. my fridge is completely empty. i would go grocery shopping, but whenever i go it feels like such an ordeal. tonight chris and i are going to the set of the new pussy cat dolls video. i really want to get sushi.. im craving it. sunny la is back to being its cloudy gloomy self. i figure its better to dance alone than to not dance at all. you cant have your cake and eat it too. this is a lesson which over the years you will learn. you have to work for everything. things are never just handed to you on a golden platter..

tomorrow my boy is finally home.. i can’t wait to see him.. i cant stop listening to the old classics like marvin gaye, al green and billy holiday.. im loving my new apartment.. my room is so perfect for me.. tons of candles, a cozy bed with giant pillows, a vanity, a bulletin board with photos of my past.. i need to find old school roller-skates..

monday night robyn, rob, one of his friends and i went to sushi dans. we had some tuna tar tar dish which i had never had before.. i loved it.. usually i hate the tuna there, but this was good.. we ended the night by watching gossip girl.. i just got into that show, and i love it.. so dramatic.. is there ever a time in life when everything is okay? are people actually content or is there even such thing as content? none of this will ever make sense to me.. i need a nap.. goodnight.

do you have any big plans for the weekend?

when you were younger what did you want to be when you grew up?

xxoo