Daydreams…Part 30

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I real fast hide behind his brother. “Wait??”, he asks. “I’ll tell you in a second”. I peek around him, “Oh thank god”, I think, he’s on stage singing one of his songs:

Now I know That I can’t make you stayBut where’s your heart?But where’s your heart?But where’s your…And I knowThere’s nothing I can sayTo change that partTo change that partTo change…So manyBright lights, they cast a shadowBut can I speak?Well is it hard understandingI’m incompleteA life that’s so demandingI get so weakA love that’s so demandingI can’t speakI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going homeCan you seeMy eyes are shining bright‘Cause I’m out hereOn the other sideOf a jet black hotel mirrorAnd I’m so weakIs it hard understandingI’m incompleteA love that’s so demandingI get weakI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going homeI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going homeThese bright lights have always blinded meThese bright lights have always blinded meI sayI see you lying next to meWith words I thought I’d never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead(How can I see, I see you lying) ‘Cause I see you lying next to me(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I’d never speak(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead‘Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I’d never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or dead‘Cause I see you lying next to meWith words I thought I’d never speakAwake and unafraidAsleep or deadI am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)I am not afraid to keep on livingI am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgivenNothing you can say can stop me going home.

Now the song is over, people clap their hands. While he goes to get drinks, me and his brother go find a place to sit, away from the stage. “Ok, now what’s wrong???”, he asks me as we sit down. “Look who’s here”, I wave my hand to the stage. He look’s, and sees him, as he’s about to sing, “I’m not okay”. “Oh” “Yeah”. He thinks, then he says,“Well, it’s not like your going to run into him” “To late, already did”. He gives me a look of fear, ”What happened?? What did he say??” “Nothing really, just said hi, and he also said that he saw what that asshole did on the carpet. That’s it really.”“Oh, well, that’s good then, no hugs and kisses??” He’s being a ball buster. “Nope, sorry” We laugh, than he comes up with drinks. “Wow, that was fast.” He’s brother says. “Shut up, the line is murder up there. Where is…” before he can say more,his brother points over to the bar, their friend is, of course, is talking to some girl’s. “Oh, never mind”, then he sits down beside me.

After a hour, we head back to the hotel, but first we have to drag his friend away from the girl’s, while yelling to them,” I’ll call you later”, while getting him out the door. We at last get to bed. I had fun, (besides the carpet thing and running into the ex). I still feel uneasy, and he knows it, because as we get into bed he says,” Are you ok??” “Yeah, I’m good. Just a little shaken about what happed” ”Yeah but it’s something more” “What do you mean??” I ask, pulling the covers over my head. I hear him reply, “It’s about seeing your ex, isn’t it”….