Daydreams…Part 7

We sit in silence. We are not looking at one another. After a bit he says “So, what up??”. “Nothing” I reply, being very short. I can feel eyes looking at us in the other room. “Listen, I really want to talk to you” he says. “Well I must say, your doing a good job of it” I reply, picking up my cup and going to the pot for more “You want anymore???” I ask him.” No, I’am fine. I’am sorry”. I look at him, dumbfounded. “Sorry for what????”. He look’s at me with sad eye’s. “For what I did”. I look at him, then I understand. “Whatever, forget about it”. “I can’t. I know it hurt”. I sit across from him. “I said just forget it”. “But I told you, I can’t, I was such a ass, I did’nt know….” All this time I tryed to clam my anger, but suddenly, I lost it. “Well you did’nt know now did you??? Did’nt give a danm about me or my feelings. You just wanted to do what you wanted to do. Run of and leave me here in hell!!!!!!” “But I”he begens. “No,no more.” I get up and leave. “But I want to make things right”, he yells after me. I turn arouned and say ,very nasty, “You want to make things right????? Then get the hell out!!!!!” He look’s at me, dumbfounded. “What??”. “Get out of my house, and stay out of my life!!!!!! “I then storm upstairs for my room, but before I do, I yell over to my mom and his brother, “You can come out now, the show is over”. I get to the door and throw it shut. I fall on the bed, weeping.

Another memory, a very, very bad memory come’s to me……….