Lily Update: Better, better, better. (B*tch!)
Subject: Sorry.Current mood: Better
Hi guys , I’m sorry if I worried anyone with the blog I wrote yesterday . I was feeling pretty sorry for myself, I’ve been reading all your comments and they have made me realise there is more to life than being thin! So thank you. I think I was just having a hard time last week . After reading cheryl tweedys comments branding me a “chick with a dick”. I was feeling pretty low and as well as that, some of you might know I launched my clothing line for new look last tuesday, and seeing my picture in so many newspapers next to kate moss’ , made me feel grotesque momentarily . I know its a silly way to feel and I am incredibly proud of myself and my achievements over the past year, there are so many good things about my life . I really am incredibly lucky. I guess it shows how much of an effect the media can have on us young ladies. As for the amy winehouse bit , someone sent me a link to a picture blog where there were some paparazzi shots of my brother and I, and there were hundreds of comments from mean sad people, saying I was a fat ugly bitch and how much better amy is than I. Usually I ignore these things , but in my heightened emotional state I let them get the better of me . My mum has come out here to keep me company and I feel much better now, I sha’nt be getting any surgery , instead I will be eating lots of bread and pasta and thinking about what to write about for the next album. I really am touched and was quite surprised at the reaction the blog received and it definitely has restored my faith in humanity .
I know I’ve said bad things about people in the past , though the majority of them have been blown wayyyy out of proportion, but this i mean: Cheryl if you’re reading this, I may not be as pretty as you but at least I write and SING my own songs without the aid of autotune . I must say taking your clothes off , doing sexy dancing and marrying a rich footballer must be very gratifying , your mother must be so proud , stupid bitch .
———-Atta girl, Lily! This blog makes me happy. If only every girl with body image issues had a mass of supportive, loving fans.
Why my journal only lets me write in italics now, I have no clue.