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I know you've recently told me that you're here to stay. I grabbed your hand and believed the words you spoke.

But as I look back on those few days, the fight was painful. The tears, they were haze.

Just a mask of my feelings, a lie I kept from you.

And today as I look, I'll find what kept me going.

A tear, falls from my eye. A broken heart you created tonight.

And here, as I stand I look to the future and always see you standing next to me.

I always see myself pretending.

Sometimes then
Always now and again
I want you to feel
How you treated me
Like I stabbed a knife
In your heart
You walked away
And left me there to bleed

I'm done crying about it
I'm done laughing at it
I want you to know
What you really meant to me

You burnt me to the core
Pooring in the rain
And nobody looked
To see if I was okay

I can handle all the pain on my own
I can handle all the pain on my own

I sometimes wish you would leave
I think it would be easier
A lot easier on me
But them I remember the last time you left
I don't think I can go back to death

All photography by: Megan Nicole Photography
Words on picture by: Avril Lavigne
All words by: Megan Herrera