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Here's chapter five! As always, thanks so much to you guys! :D You're just awesomee! Okay, here it is!

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 Hayley's POV

I was sitting all alone in a corner in a room filled with people. The only ones I could see were Josh and Jenna, standing no more than a centimeter apart from each other. They looked like they were kissing, and then I blinked my eyes. Immediately, I saw Jenna in a wedding dress and Josh in a tux. I looked down to see my own apparel. I was still in my sweats. I guess I wasn't invited to this wedding. Josh and Jenna were still in the same place, still attached by their lips. I felt a tear run down my cheek and fall onto my hand. Pretty soon more tears were running. I started singing.

I could follow you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
Maybe then we'd remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

"Wake up!" I heard a voice saying. "Wake up, Hayles!"

I opened up my eyes and realized my face was wet, probably from tears. I sat up in the bottom bunk of Izzy's bunkbed. I looked to my left and saw Zac and Izzy, concern written all over their faces. "A-are you okay, Hay-Hay?" Izzy asked.

"Y-yeah. Weird dream is all. Why? I didn't sleeptalk again, did I?" I asked, panicking, hoping I didn't say Josh's name in my sleep.

"Um... you were crying?" Izzy answered.

"And I could hear you singing from my room! When I walked in here, the first thing you said was: 'Joshie, all I wanted was you,'" Zac glared. I was shocked. Sure, I snored. I've talked in my sleep, too, but singing? I've gone crazy. I swear I have.

"Zac, lemme talk to you in your room," I said, getting up out of the bunk. "Iz, go back to sleep, 'kay? I'll be back in a little bit."

I followed Zac into his room and sat down on the floor while he sat down on his bed. "So... what'cha gots to say, Hayles?" he asked.

"Zac, I'm gonna go all out and say this. Yes, I'm desperately, madly, truly in love with your brother, my ex-boyfriend and first love, Joshua Neil Farro," I blurted out, covering my mouth immediately after.

"Well, Hayles. There's no need to hide it. Everyone here, 'cept for Joshie of course, knows that. You just gotta tell him yourself," Zac told me wisely and then looked serious. "Hayley, if you just realized that you love the man, then you've got some serious problemos. I'm a man, and I knew!" he smiled proudly.

"Well, Mr. Manly-Man. It's not fair for him and Jenna if I tell him I love him," I frowned.

"Hayley. Are you seriously still thinking it's not fair for Joshie and Jenna if you tell him you love him!?" Zac demanded, now slightly angry.

"Yes, Zac. That's exactly what I just said!" I stressed.

"Well, you're just a little crazy, ya know that!?" he rolled his eyes. "Look, Joshie loves you. Like one of my now favorite songs says, and like I told you before," he started singing the same line as the one from before.

Sometimes a Joshie's caught looking

At things that he don't need

He took a second look at Jen

But he's in love with Hayley

He winked as he changed the lyrics.

I don't know where that leaves Jen

But I know where Hayles stands

And Jen ain't woman enough

To take Hayles' man!

"Whoo! Seriously, Zac. You should sing at the next show and I'll rock this awesome drum solo!" I offered, trying to inconspicuously change the subject.

"Thank you, thank you. I know, I'm wonderful," he bowed, "but seriously. Jenna's nothing. You just gotta make her hair look bad, change her wardrobe, and make her make a fool outta herself, and then she's gone. Ugh, I feel like a girl again. Man Zac. ZacMan. Football. Basketball. Weightlifting. Taco Bell..."

I nodded, but the only things that rang in my head were: bad hair, bad wardrobe, and fool outta herself. "Zac, how badly do you hate Jenna?" I asked, noticing that he was writing 'Zac is a M A N!' all over a piece of paper.

"Uhh..." he said, trying to hide the paper, "as much, if not more, as you do."

"Will you help me take her down?" I asked while sticking my hand out.

"Why wouldn't I!?" he agreed, shaking my hand.

"So, this is the plan!" I said, making him crouch down so I could whisper him the plan.

After I told Zac the plan, we both went back to sleep. The next morning, I got up, grabbed some clothes from the laundry room that I'm pretty sure were mine, and took a shower. I walked downstairs and saw Josh eating some Cap'n Crunch on the couch. I made myself some and plopped down next to him. We were watching some Spongebob. Awesome.

"So, Joshie, can I borrow your keys?" I asked.

"Umm... sure, why do you need 'em?" he asked back, curious as to where I'd take his precious car and getting his keys out of his pocket and throwing them to me.

"Zac's been dying to show me something at the mall," I lied, hoping he wouldn't notice.

Josh's POV

"Zac's been dying to show me something at the mall," Hayley replied. I could tell she was lying, so I decided to have my fun with her.

"Oh really? Can I go with you guys?" I asked, smliing and taking a bite out of my cereal.

"NO! I mean... no..." she replied, making me slightly chuckle.

"Why not?" I asked back, using the puppy-dog pout that she can't resist.

"B-because... we're going shopping for... um... you know... girl stuff?" Hayley answered more like a question.

"So, let me get this straight. You're taking my car so that Zac can take you to go see and shop for girl stuff?" I asked, teasing her a little.

"Yeah! That's exactly it!" she smiled like a little kid in a candy store. I scratched my head and smiled.

"Well, maybe I should ask Zac since he's the one showing you. Hey, Zac! I have a question for you!" I smiled, reeling him into the living room. Now Hayley had a nervous look on her face and slumped onto the couch even more.

Zac's POV

"Hey, Zac! I have a question for you!" I heard Josh say from the living room. I saw Hayley next to him on the couch trying to hide.

"Sure, go right ahead," I said to him.

"Hayles here says you need my keys because you're going to take her to go see some girl stuff. It's true, right?" Joshie looked like he was gonna laugh at any moment and Hayley turned redder than her hair, which she dyed back to red after the show.

Danggit! When I say I'm a man, it means I'm a man! Why doesn't anyone get it!? I thought to myself. I put myself back together and looked at Hayley. "Well, that's what I told her I was gonna do, but it was a cover story, Joshie! You ruined it! I was gonna take her to the new restaurant called 'El Taco Grande' to get some fat on her body, speaking of that, we gotta go!" I said, pointing to the clock to hopefully emphasize my point.

Hayley rushed off of the couch and ran to Josh's car in a flash. "Bye, Joshie! Have fun today!" I said, as I ran out after her. As soon as I got out and into the passenger's seat of Josh's car, I glared at Hayley. "Girl stuff? Real smooth, Hayles."

Hayley's POV

"Shut up, Zac. Just tell me where to go!" I demanded as I drove away from the Farro household. After about 23 minutes, we reached our destination: Jenna's apartment. Zac and I crept toward toward the front door and tried every single key on Josh's keychain until we found the right now. Finally, the door unlocked and we were in.

"Zac, you be look out!" I whispered as I made my way to the bedroom. Thankfully Jenna was still asleep, so I made it to the bathroom with ease. I grabbed her shampoo bottles and emptied them. I filled them up with my special concoction and placed them back in the shower. Then I heard music- not just any music! IT WAS HANNAH MONTANA!

Who said who said

I can't be superman

I say I say

That I know I can!

I cringed and looked for somewhere to hide. The only place was the cabinet under the sink, so I jumped in there. I heard footsteps and braced myself. I heard the shower turn on and waited 20 seconds before crawling out and running out of the place.

I guess Zac wasn't lying. He seriously took me to El Taco Grande and made me eat. I ate one taco and wached him scarf down about seven. Finally, he took me back to his house. We walked in and heard someone yelling.

"I SWEAR! I WOKE UP BLONDE, BUT NOW I HAVE PURPLE HAIR!" I heard Jenna's shrill voice yelling.

Zac and I walked into the living room, where we saw Josh sitting on the couch with his mouth wide open in shock and Jenna with some vibrant hair. My eyes widened and I seriously tried to stop my laughter, but I just couldn't. I was better off than Zac, who was rolling on the floor laughing.

"Do you know who gave me purple hair!?" Jenna demanded. I tried to respond no, but I couldn't stop laughing.

"I believe that's a shade of indigo, ma'm," Zac said and started laughing again.

"Hayley, sweetie, let's talk in the other room!" Jenna said sweetly and pulled me into the dining room.

"What's up?" I finally managed to stop my laughter.

"I know you did this to me!" Jenna glared, pointing to her hair.

"I'm sorry, but I didn't make you stupid," I said, shrugging my shoulders.

"No! AND I AM NOT STUPID! YOU TURNED MY HAIR PURPLE!" she yelled into my face.

"Um.. three things. One: You might want to consider a tictac. Two: That's indigo. Three: How would I be able to do that? I don't have access to where you live," I said innocently.

"Ohh... I know you did this because you-" Okay, when will she seriously learn that she cannot sing.

Don't you wish that you could be

A fly on the wall

All my deepest secrets

You'd know them all

"Umm... not really..." I said, trying to stop the ringing in my ears. I took in a deep breath.

"Okay, you seriously need a new song. You're gonna run out of lines eventually!" she rolled her eyes.

I'm not the same kid

From your memory

Well now I can fend for myself

I don't know where that leaves you

Ah, but I know where I stand

And you-

"Ain't woman enough to blah, blah, blah," she mocked. "This sure ain't over yet." She looked for something in her purse and got out a pair of scissors. She walked up to me and cut off about 4 inches of my hair.

"See you later!" she yelled joyfully as she left the house. I looked down and saw my hair all over the floor.

"This sure ain't over, brat," I mumbled, walking back to the living room.

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CH. 5

Chad was yelling like a maniac on my door. I ran to my room and took Hayley's stuff and ran back downstairs to take her to the basement.

-"Stay here don't do anything I'll get him out" I kiss her and went back upstairs. I took my phone and called Jeremy, for some reason, Chad always believed in him, hi pick up the phone after the second ring and I didn't leave him talk:

 - "Jerm, I know you hate me and that probably I'm the person you hate the most but you can't bail Hayley, no matter how angry you are with her she's like your little sister, the one you will NEVER put down...You have to call Chad, he's looking for her and she ran away, I know where she is but he won't leave if you don't talk to him I promise I'll take her with you but please make him leave" after I finish with begging Jeremy I tried to hear Chad and yeah, he was still at the door and more angry than before. I hear Jeremy clear his throat before speaking "-Fine Neil, but give me 5min...you should learn with that what a MARRIED WOMAN means..." he hung up the phone and I walked toward the door:

-"Where is she Farro? Where?!" Chad yelled as he walked into my house.

-"Hello Chad, nice to see you...Who's exactly that "SHE" that you're looking for? Because last time I check Jenna didn't lived with me..." I said being a little sarcastic.

-"Hayley, Josh...I'm looking for Hayley and I know she's here!" he said hitting a panel of my wall, thanks God it didn't break up.

-"Look, if you can't keep your wife with you is not my problem ...and why in the hell she'll be with me?? She hates me" I said calmly as he walked downstairs after checking mine and Kyle's room, he looked at me and walked towards the door "You are the only reason why she would leave me Josh and you know that but if I see her even 10fts near you...I'll kill you...the both of you and I won't care if you're little pretty boy is around "he said before leaving.

I won't leave him get close to Hayley, and no way he was going to hurt Kyle I WILL kill him if he even tries.

After Chad left, Hayley ran upstairs from the basement and hugged me tightly:

-"I am so sorry Josh...I shouldn't leave him like that...or even lie to him now my mom and sisters will hate me for using them like that" she said sobbing, I just kiss her and try to calm her down.

Like he promised, Jeremy get Chad back in Europe and I decide that maybe it was time for the  band to get back together.

Jeremy's POV:

I waited on the door while I hear Josh car pulling outside. I felt like a little kid waiting for Santa to bring his prices.

-"Jeremy, they are already here just...sit down you're getting on my nerves!" my wife Alex she's pregnant, well at least I think so she have been so freaking sensible in the past couple of weeks but she said is just flu...yeah right,

I saw the red shadow on my door and ran into Hayley, gosh I miss her so much...my little "sister". I hugged her tightly...maybe too much because she started complaining

-"Jeremy...you...are...killing...me!" she said breathless I put her down and just stretch my hand to Josh... He still owns me and Tay an apologize for destroying our life.

We spent hours catching on and Hayley explained me the reason she left Chad and after that we went to play bowling with Zac and Taylor, Josh apologize with us and at the end of the night I felt like nothing change in the past 3 years...that we we're still those annoying kids with musical dreams and a band called Paramore...I felt like if we we're there.

Hayley's POV:

We spent the next 4 weeks  hiding from Chad and living like a little secret family, it was fun having Kyle around and it impressed me the ability he got for keep secrets, he haven't tell Jenna a bit about the fact that I was living with his dad and he's like what...2 years old?

Paramore was together again and we we're planning on have a reunion tour after Jeremy and Alex's baby born. I cleared thing with my mom and everything seems to be ok...or at least that's what I thought.

I wasn't feeling to well so I asked Josh for take me to a hospital.

-"Just wait a minute while I bring your blood test results" said a really nice nurse, I liked her but on fact was for real...I hated hospitals.

-"Have you talk to Chad? Josh asked me as we waited for the nurse to come.

-"No, not really... he's just... he doesn't know what went wrong and when he get the divorce papers he felt hurt... he doesn't understand and it keeps looking for me..:" I said, suddenly scared about what he might do to me.

."Miss Williams here are your results" the nurse said as she handed me the paper, I couldn't read it so I gave it to Josh.

-"Hayles...you...you are Pregnant!" Josh said with a smile on his face that I never saw before, he hugged me and kiss me softly on the lips, I couldn't believe it, my dream, Josh and I having a beautiful baby and becoming a family was again in my mind, but with little Kyle as an add.

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Paramore shows up!! well at least Jeremy did. I know i'm going fast but i'm working on a Haylor fanfic and i want to post it as soon as ANP is over...in the next chapter comes the twist...and if anyone wants to help me with the Haylor thing i'll be totally cool with it + i need names 4 a few characters...comment and buzz plz!

sorry if my lack of updating has caused me to lose readers:( anyways, i might update again tonight:) be happy lol. Btw, can y'all check out my video? I'm singing in it. I made it since i'm going on vacation and my schools talent show is on the same date. So I can't go:( anyways, visit it please:) and subscribe if you have a youtube account. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVYfW2PitwY

I sat up slowly, taking in the small breeze coming though the open window. Where the sun was blazing through. It has been weeks of sleepless nights, the seconds more painful as the clock ticked loudly. I was being trained now by Mark Fairweather, though it was not the same as being trained by Josh. If only he knew how much he meant to me. During those painful weeks, I found that I was in love with my brother, Josh. It was not my intention to fall for him, it was simply a fling at first, nothing serious. But now that I look back, I remember the way Josh would look at me. Was it possible that he felt the same way?

"Hayley, I need you to duck as I kick forward." Mr.Fairweather said to me as we trained. I nodded, prepared as he took the first kick at me. "Perfect." He said after I ducked. "That's the end of todays training. Go home and rest Hayley, you look like you haven't slept in days." He continued. "Weeks actually." I mumbled. "I met your mom the other day, and i'm sorry for hurting her before." He said to me, "I know. You sound like you've changed." I replied. "Anyways, have a nice day." Mr.Fairweather said when he left. "Mom, I'm home!" I yelled when I opened the door. "I'm in the kitchen Hayley. Come here, I need to talk to you." My mom replied. "Ya mom?" I asked as I saw her sitting down on the kitchen table, untouched food infront of her. "I have to talk to you. I've noticed you've been sort of, I don't know the word. Sad? No that can't cover it, Depressed? That should do it. You're depressed Hayley, I can see it in your eyes." My mom said to me as I sat down infront of her. "I'm not depressed, just alittle tired." I replied, lying. "No Hayley, you're my daughter, I know things like that. You barely sleep, and when you do, you cry. Tell me Hayley, are you in love? With your brother?" She asked. I looked down, tears stinging my eyes at the thought of who I was in love with. "Hayley, answer me. Are you in love with your brother?" She asked again. "No." I simply said, "Tell me the truth." She replied. I didn't answer, knowing I couldn't say anything. "You are, aren't you?!" she yelled in shock. "Fine mom! Yes, I am! Happy now?!" I asked, "Why?" She said to me. "Because, he was my first time." I replied, tears finally falling. My mom looked down, taking all this in. "This was when I didn't know we were even related." I continued. "But why Hayley?! Why?!" She yelled, "I don't know okay?! Why am I always the disappointment?! Why mom?!" I asked, "What disappointment?!" She replied. "I'm the always disappointment! I'm never good enough. So what if I'm in love with my brother?! It was unintentional!" I yelled. "Still! Fuck Hayley, I can't take this anymore!" She replied. All of a sudden, a sharp pain went through my stomach. I could feel something wet beginning to stain my pants, and I looked down to find blood coming out of my 'area'. "Hayley! We have to get you to a hospital. Let me get a towel!" My mom said as she ran upstairs.

"Ms. Williams, the test show the cause of the bleeding was stress. The baby is safe though, this happens often to pregnant women. Your baby is perfectly healthy." The doctor said when he came into my hospital room. "What do you mean 'baby'? I'm not pregnant." I replied, "Yes you are Ms.Williams. I think it's best to inform the father also." He replied. I turned my head to see my mom, shocked, mouth hanging open in shock. My mouth was also hanging open in shock. The only man I had done it with was Josh, clearly indicating that he was the father. "But I don't want this baby!" I yelled all of a sudden. All these weeks of silence, and I finally decided to break it. "Please calm down Ms.Williams." The doctor replied. "No Doctor, I can't! this baby is my brothers!" I yelled, to him. "That's impossible Ms.Williams. All siblings that have a baby together conceive a baby with special needs. Yours is not even close to having special needs." He replied. "How is that possible?" My mom asked, "I suggest you talk to the father on that one. Maybe you aren't related." He said to us before he closed the door behind him. I looked at my mom, tears stinging at my eyes. "He's a double agent. I can feel it." I said to her, trying to stay calm for the baby and my mom's sake. I looked down at my stomach, there was barely any bump. I rubbed my stomach then, feeling the small hard part that was sticking out of my stomach. "What do I do with the baby?" I asked her, "Keep it, if you want." My mom replied. "I will, I suddenly love this child." I replied as I looked down and began to rub my stomach again. This little baby in me was made with someone I love, but now that love was turned into hate. Though I still loved this baby, I knew I had to kill it's father. Josh Farro.

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i don't think you realize HOW MUCH of a fail i feel like. at a friend's house secretly uploading (NO ONE knows about this xD). LOTS OF STUFF happens. may seem confusing, but it's all REAL important. enjoy?

hayley, josh, jenna, jeremy+cassie, chad+denise, zac, taylor+lizzy.

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[PART 6]

 Hayley's POV

 Josh and I sat down on either side of Erica. She tried to sit up, but Josh whispered, "no" and gently laid her back down. It was a couple of minutes before anyone spoke, all of us only hearing my quickening breath.

"Hayles, it's gonna be okay." Josh said reaching over and squeezing my shoulder. I looked up at him and he nodded and then I looked back down at Erica who was really confused.

"Erica, do you remember what happened that day?"

"What day Hayley?" I was surprised. She almost never called me Hayley.

I took a shaky breath. "That day, when all of this happened." I motioned towaards her injuries.

She shook her head. "No, I just remember waking up and not having my teddy and not being in my room and hurting and not having mommy there. What happened Haywee?"

I took a few more breaths and looked over at Josh for support.

"Ricky, do you remember being at Taylor's house?" he asked, "Remember, me, you, and Tay were chasing each other and pretending there was snow on the ground?" he added, when Erica said nothing.

She nodded her head and smiled. "Yeah, and mommy told Mickey to stop being a party-pooper and then Haywee came and she started chasing Taywor with makeup to give him a makeover and then you gave me a piggy back ride." she looked at me and I chuckled.

"Yeah. Taylor looked pretty after that didn't he?" Josh laughed as Erica nodded.

"Do you remember anything else?" I asked.

Erica looked around in thought and then said, "No."

I took another deep breath. Great.

"Do remember being in a car?" She shook her head.

"How about singing Christmas songs?" She shook her head, and then said, "Wait, I think I wemember singing Rudolph."

I bit my lip and looked out the window. Perfect.

"Did you wanna know what happened?"

She nodded her head.

I took a deep breath, wiped the hair off her face, and said, "Erica, mommy's not here because we got in a car accident after leaving Tay's house. There was two big cars and you broke some bones from it. And mommy was hurt really badly." Tears were threatening to leak but I knew I couldn't cry. Not yet.

She looked at me with a confused look. "But mommy's coming back right?"

That did it. Silent tears ran down my face as I looked over at Josh. Erica sat up, but this time Josh didn't say anything.

"Haywee! Mommy's coming back right?!" she said, a little louder.

Josh sighed, and hugged Erica. I could see tears in his eyes. I closed my eyes and shook my head.

"No." I whispered. Erica then broke down crying, and I awkwardly hugged Erica, bcause Josh's arms were still around her. I felt horrible. I had just ripped out the heart of this 6 year old and stomped on it. I held onto Erica and whispered encouraging words to her, but nothing seemed to help. Josh eventually let go and rubbed her back and I held her until she fell asleep again. I put her down gently, lightly kissed her forehead, got up and motioned for Josh to leave. Josh put his arm around me as we walked out.

Josh's POV

I'm dying inside right now. I was trying not to cry too much, but I had too, knowing what I was going to do next. I missed Mrs. Williams and I felt so bad for Hayley, but then again, something just didn't feel right. I walked Hayley down the stairs and we sat back down on the couch. The TV was still on from when I first walked in. I turned it off and Hayley looked at me. We were pretty close, so I backed up so there was at least a foot between us. She was still crying, and I couldn't blame her. But was this the right time to do what I was going to do?

Jeremy's POV

Why am I an idiot? Why did I decide to do that to Zac? There was no need for it. Sure Cassie's beautiful and everything, but our personalities clash, and I don't think this is going to work out. I sighed as I got into my car. I was gonna pick up Cassie for a surprise dinner at the finest restaurant in town. It was weird though, cause she hasn't texted me all day. And I'm usually bombarded with her lovey-dovey disgustingly stupid texts. I guess Zac like those? UGH, I have to stop thinking about Zac! I just fucked up our friendship, and I hate it, but you know what? All's fair in love and war. (cliché!) No, I can't do this!

Cassie's POV

Why hasn't Jer responded to any of my texts?! I want to know if he's gonna come over tonight, or if I can just go with the girls. Why are guys so complicated? Ugh! I checked my phone and went through my "Sent Messages." Wait, that's not Jer's num- Ohhh shit! ZAC?! Great. I just ruined everything.

All of a sudden I my phone started to ring.

"Hello?"

"Cassie? It's Jer? Where are you? I haven't heard from you all day!" He sounded different. Like he was hiding something. Just perfect.

"Heey, uh I meant to text you, but I was texting someone else by accident."

There was a long pause and I realized Jer could have taken that the wrong way.

"Well thats great, Cause I was just calling to inform you that we're done, and I never actually did love you. Now buh-bye." Beep-beep-beep.

Cassie what have you done?!

Jenna's POV

My phone started to ring, but Chad grabbed it out of my pocket and turned it off.

"Now where were we?" he asked slyly.

I giggled and he continued to kiss my neck, when I asked, "So are you done with that slut? What was her name? Denise?"

He worked his way up to my cheek, "Obviously." he breathed, "Are you done with that Farro?"

I giggled, "Yeah, but I'm gonna play around with his heart a bit more. His family's so goddamn rich and he gives me everything!"

There was a long pause when we locked lips.

"What about Hayley?"

He chuckled, "Oh, I've got a plan for that little bitch. And her family too."

I giggled and he pushed me against the wall as we locked lips again.

Life was perfect.

Hayley's POV

I ran outside into the rain and started towards the park with my arms crossed against my chest. Tears were streaming down my face and my heart was crushed.

"Hayley! Hayles! Wait up! I'm sorry!"

I ignored anything that he said. It's not like it mattered anymore. So he loved me but he still wanted to be with Jenna? How does that make sense? Does he have to break my frail heart even more? It's starting to feel like I don't have one. Like everyones just destroyed it into nothing.

I stood in front of the pond and looked up at the clouds. I was absolutely drenched, but I didn't care. I didn't care about myself anymore. No one else seemed to care about me either. Everyone was just concieted and stereotypical. No one believed in love anymore. No one loved anyone. And the people who need love the most just seem to get hurt even more. I broke down on a bench and stayed there until someone texted me.

hayles, sorry for what i said. i <3 u and your fam. come over tmrw? bring erica, i miss her :( sorry.

- xchadballx

Could he really be the only one who cared anymore?

Taylor's POV

I still couldn't believe what had happened. First, the William's whole incident. I still feel like it's my fault. If I had realized that night that the Williams' had left, I would have told them not to leave. I knew that Mrs. Williams was very timid around me, since I did say I had a crush on Hayley. But if only I could have told her that I think her daughter's beautiful and really amazing and funny, but I would and could never date her. Hayles is like my sister. It would be too weird. But I never had the chance to, and I know it seems like it's something lame to ponder on, but I just feel really guilty.

That mother probably had so much stress on her shoulders, yet she still manaaged to put on this facade that she's alright. She went through two divorces and she probably felt so guilty about how her daughters felt. She was also had an abusive childhood. Her job wasn't too stable either and she was worried about their house.

I remember when Hayley first told me about all this. I was shocked that that nice lady could hide so much so well!

Not only do I have that guilt, but Lizzy's not trusting me anymore. I don't know why! Maybe it's just cause all of our friends are going through relationship problems. Zac texted me about Cassie and Josh continues to update me on his problems. I was sitting on my porch when I felt something vibrate. I pulled my phone out and quietly laughed at Josh's text.

is it possible to have a midlife crisis when you're 20?!

- joshfarro.

Uhhhh...

apparently, whatsup?

- benjieyork(:

I got a reply within seconds.

i fucked up bad man. just broke the heart of THE girl i love. and getting back together with someone who has no heart.

- joshfarro.

Jenna? No... Hayley?!

oooh thats rough. wanna talkbout it?

-benjieyork(:

 About a millasecond passed.

Yes. starbucks? NEED a coffee.

- joshfarro.

lol, ok. starbucks in 10.

-benjieyork(: 

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you know what i don't get? how it's HAYLEY'S flashback but theres 38749802548203 POVs. oh well, you get the point xD

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ayyy double update ;) if you don't get it there is a chapter of DTMLJSG before this post so check it out :D

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Sure after the split of Paramore the others moved on too.

Jeremy lives like me in LA and works for FBR. He and Jesse are married and he has also a kid. A little girl a few month older than Max called Sarah Marie Davis.

Zac is enganed with Emily, lives still in Franklin and works at his dad's restaurant. Emily is pregnant but don't Zac don't know it yet because Emily wanted it to be a surprise for the wedding.

Hopefully has Zac an other behavior as his brother or you can forget this wedding too.

Oh and Taylor is in a new band and still single, he mean that love isn't a game and he wanted to wait for the right girl, the one where he think 'Wow that's the one'.

Well and Josh, i don't know anything about his new life. Tac is the only one who knows everything about it but he don't tell anything.

Well he don't tell ME anything but i heard him talking to the guys that Josh was once in Franklin. He also was at my moms house.

Wait he was what? i totally forget about it but why didn't tell my mom me anything about it?

But before i could think more about it i heard bubble from the babymonitor. I stood up and walked to MJ's room.

"Hey little buddy, you're already up?"

"Momma" he squealed with both hands in the air.

"Are you hungry?"

"Yeshh"

"Well c'mon we'll get you some cereal." I said lifting him up and let him rest on my hip.

I walked into the kitchen where i found Lizzy sitting at the table, grinning like an idiot.

"Morning. What's up with you smilie?" Her smile warns me that something is up. But you can't know if it's good opr bad.

"He asked me." She squealed.

"Who asked you what?"

"Kyle, to marry him."

"What? Oh my god i'm so happy for you." i exclaimed while Max cuddled up in my chest.

"Mommy i'm hungry." Matthew and Maximilian complained in unison. Me and Lizzy sat Max and Mat in their highchair before i gave her a quick hug and prepare breakfast.

After that i walked to Max who had put on his puppy dog look and he looks exactly like Josh. Max has short brown hair, green eyes and a little gap teeth, like me and guess how Zac call him. Right it's Little Spongebob.

Ah Zac, i wish he would talk to me about how Josh is doing but everytime i try i only get the respones like 'No i don't know how he is' a big lie or 'Hayles do you really wanna know this, i don't want to hurt you more than you are'.

Yeah they're right it would only hurt me more than usually.

I gave Max his cereal and sat down next to Lizzy with my coffee in one hand.

"So when is the wedding?"

"This month." she smiled.

"Wow that's fast. Are you already planning? And have you a dress yet?"

"Actually.. No. I'm not planning and i've no dress yet because i want you to be my chief bridesmaid. So do you want?"

"Really? Me?"

"Yes, really." she laughed.

"Ok, then we're going wedding-dress-shopping tomorrow, I know you've free and me too, the kids are in kindergarten and the guys can do what they want." i laughed.

"Yeah, that's a good idea. But we've a problem. Taylor will be on Tour but managed it to be there at the wedding. And i've 4 bridesmaids. And Kyle only has only 3 groomsmen that means one is missing. Do you know some guy who could be there?"

Of course i know Josh, this is one guy, but if the guys would found out i'm dead.

"Well... I know many guys but they're all oon tour with their bands except Josh, but i know nothing about him anymore, so you've to ask the guys. Specially Zac, i mean they're brothers and i heard him say that Josh was in Franklin." I brought out between sobs.

"Shhh Hayley. You really want to know something about him, huh?" I nodded and pulled the tears away.

"Mommy why are you crywing?"

 

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will she tell him that she crys because of his father ??

what will happen :D

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sadness...

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-Hayley-

I woke up at five in the morning, and grabbed my black dress before walking to the bathroom to slip it on.  This was the first time, in a long time that I'd worn a dress, but I had a good reason to wear it.  I looked at myself in the full length mirror, seeing only things wrong with me.

I gave up on trying to look nice, and walked to my room to get my heels.  I slid them on, and walked across the room a couple times.  I had practiced walking in heels a couple days ago, but today, it needed to be right.

I did good, then I walked into Erica's room.  Her and Kayla were going to school today because Mom thought that they were too young to go to Dad's funeral.  I sat on the edge of Erica's bed, trying not to wake her.  I kissed her forehead lightly, and walked out of her room.

Then, I walked into Kayla's room.  She definetly couldn't go, she was only eight, and it would probably scare her to be at the funeral.  I sat at the edge of her bed, just like I did in Erica's room, and kissed her cheek lightly, since she was sleeping on her side.

Kayla streched a little, and her eyes fluttered open.

"Hayley, where are you going?"  Kayla asked half asleep.

"Honey, go back to sleep, I'm going somewhere important with Mommy, but you and Erica have to go to school," I whispered.

"Why?"  She whispered back.

"You're too young to go with me and Mommy, so you and Erica, are going to school," I said, then glanced at her clock.  5:45 a.m.

I sighed, and kissed her forehead before leaving her room.  Josh wouldn't be up yet, he told me that he wakes up at six, just like my sisters.

Well, it was only fifteen minutes, but he was a dude, he would probably wake up around 6:15 a.m.  I walked back to my room, and grabbed my phone.  Weirdly enough, there was one new text message.  Josh.

hayles, i kno tht ur  goin 2 the funeral 2day, i'll be here no matter what, whenever you need me, i promise

I sighed and looked at the screen for a second.  It said that the message was sent three minutes ago, so he must be up.

thnkz, i dont know if i can hold back anymore tears...

I sent it, and let the tears travel down my cheeks.  I didn't even bother to wipe them off because I knew that they would just come right back.  I walked to my bed, and lay there for a couple minutes, with my face in my pillow.

I heard someone open my door.

"Hayley, honey, the Farro's are here, and they wanted to see you," Mom said patting my back, though I heard tears in her voice too.

I got up, not caring how I looked, and walked down the stairs, not wanting to make noise with my heels, though my sisters should be up by now.

I reached the end of the stairs, and Mom led me into the living room where the entire Farro family was sitting.  They turned to stare at me when they heard my heels.  I never fully stopped the tears from going down my cheeks, so everybody knew that I was crying.

Josh got up, and I walked to him, then, he hugged me tightly.  I cried again, I felt safe in Josh's arms, like there was nothing to worry about.  I felt Josh kiss the side of my head, and tighten his arms around me.

"Joshua, I think we have to go," Alexandra said.

Josh just held  onto me, like he didn't hear her.  I pushed him back a little.

"I'll be fine," I told Josh.

Josh sighed, and kept looking in my eyes.  I looked back into his, and he leaned down to me.  I didn't know if I wanted this right now.  I felt awkward doing this while his family was sitting down right next to us, but that awkwardness went away when I felt Josh's lips touched mine gently.

He pulled away, and I looked at him again.  We stood there for a couple minutes, while his family just stared at us.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too, Hayley," Josh said.

"Josh, dude, we have to go to school," Zac said getting up.

I let more tears fall down my cheeks.  I didn't want Josh to go, I needed him here with me, he made me feel better.

"Hey, I'll see you later," Josh said.

I nodded, not sure how my voice would sound.  Josh noticed that.

"Come here," he whispered.

I took a step towards him, and he hugged me for about a minute, before letting me go. 

"Call me later," I told Josh.

"I promise that I will," he said, then kissed me softly before he turned and left.  I heard Erica and Kayla coming down the stairs, so I wiped my face, and turned to where they were coming.

"Hayley, are you crying?"  Kayla asked.

I shook my head, and walked around them to get up the stairs.  I reached my room, and shut the door, I didn't bother to lock it, because I knew that someone whould be up here soon enough.

I layed on my bed for a couple minutes before my phone buzzed.  I was getting a call from...Josh.

"Hello?"  I asked hoarsly, then cleared my throat.

"Hayley, can I ask you something?"  Josh asked.

"Of course, anything," I said.

"Can you please open your window?"  He asked.

"Wha-, wait, why?"  I asked.

"Just do it," he said.

I got up, and walked to my window to open it.  I saw Josh in the tree that was in front of my window.

"What the fuck are you doing?!"  I asked.

"I'm gonna skip school today," Josh said.

"What, no, I'll be fine, go to school," I said.

He completely ignored me, and climbed through the window.  I stepped out of his way.

"Why are you here?"  I asked.

"I wont ditch school, but I don't care if I'm late, as long as I make you feel a little better, that's all I need," he said.

"Josh, I'm never gonna feel better, my dad died, my mom's already dating again, and I'm going to my own father's funeral today!"  I said.

I felt more tears pour out of my eyes, and I felt Josh lift me up, so I was craddled like a baby in his arms.  He sat on my bed, and kept me in his arms.  I turned my head into his chest, and continued to cry softly.

Josh pushed some of my hair out of my face, and I was only hiccup crying now.  Josh looked at me concerned.

"Hayley, you're gonna make yourself sick, please stop crying," Josh begged.

"I c-can't," I stuttered.

Josh sighed, and kissed my cheek slowly.  I completely forgot about everything.  I stopped crying, and closed my eyes.

"Do you feel better?"  Josh whispered in my ear.

I nodded, and opened my eyes.  "Go to school, I don't want you to get in trouble because of me," I said.

Josh sighed, and moved me onto my bed before heading to the window.  I got up, and pulled his arm.

"Just use the door, I'll tell my mom why you were here," I said.

He smiled, and kissed me lightly before walking out the door.  Today was going to be long.
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We got to the church, and I saw my grandparents, and aunts, and uncles there.  Some of my cousins were there, but I didn't know over half of them.

I saw in the front of the room, my father's casket.  I let some tears go down my cheeks.  I saw some of my dad's friends, that were in the military, come up to me.

"Hello Hayley, Jennifer," Mark said.

"Hey Mark," Mom said.

"How are you?"  He asked.

"I'm fine, sad, but fine," Mom said.

"Hayley, I'm so sorry," one of my dad's other friends, Alyssa said.

"I'm okay," I said.  My voice was cracked.

Alyssa sighed shakily, and walked away.  The funeral started, and I had to go up and talk about my dad.

I walked up, and looked at everyone staring at me.  I took a deep breath, but that didn't stop me from crying.  Some tears went down my cheeks.

"My dad.  Was someone that nobody, could replace.  No matter what happens, I'll always love him.  And I just wanted to say, that I'll never forget him," I said, then walked down.  I heard applause, and the funeral went on until my dad's casket was set into the ground, and the tombstone was placed over his grave.

I looked at my mom then.  She turned to me, and everyone surrounded us.

"Are you okay, Hayley?"  Mom asked crying.

"Yeah, I'll be fine after I get out of these stupid heels," I said taking them off.

"Here, hold them for me will ya, I think I'll run home," I said, then gave her my shoes and took off out of the cemetary, and towards my house.

I lived about three miles away, but I didn't care, I liked running, it helped me clear my head.  I ran for a couple minutes without stopping, and I finally reached my house at the time Josh was walking home.  God, I didn't know that the funeral would be that long.

I saw Erica, Kayla, and Izzy walking on the sidewalk by our house.  I didn't wanna talk to anyone, I needed to be alone.  I knew that everybody saw me, but I just ignored them and ran to the front door to get the key from under the mat, the most common place to keep a key, and I ran inside to my room.

I layed on bed crying which felt like forever.  I heard someone open my door.

"Hayley, Josh is here to see you," Erica said with tears in her voice.

"He can come in here," I said with my face still in my pillow.

Erica left, and a couple seconds later, I felt someone sit on my bed and rub my back.

"Hayley, it's killing me to see you like this," Josh whispered in my ear.

I turned my head from my pillow, and his face was right in front of mine.  I jumped slightly, but kept my face there.

"It's not like I'm intentionally depressed, I just ran from my dad's funeral, I'm sorry that I'm crying," I said harshly.

"No, Hayley, that's not what I'm saying, what I'm saying, is that you aren't even trying to be happy," Josh said wiping some of the tears off my cheeks.

"You have no idea how hard I'm trying, Josh," I said looking down.

I let more tears roll down my cheeks, and I threw my head against my pillow again.

"Hayley, I'm sorry, I really don't have any idea how hard you're trying," he said.  I could tell that he was close to my face.

I turned towards him again, and he looked at me genuenly.  We looked in eachothers eyes for a while, before I'd noticed that Josh was leaning in, and I pushed my face against his.  He moved to the side, so we were both on our sides.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled me closer to him.  I opened my mouth, letting his tongue enter my mouth.  I wrapped my arms around his neck, then I heard someone clear their throat.

I quickly pulled away from Josh and turned to face my mother.  Wow, this was really embarrasing.

"Mom, I-I'm sorry, I just--"

"Hayley, as long as you're happy, I don't mind what you do, you deserve to be happy, but just remember that little talk we had," she said then walked out of my room, and shut the door.  I smiled.  Mom could be so awesome sometimes.

"Your mom gave you the talk?"  Josh asked smiling.

"Shut up," I mumbled looking at my hands.

"Alright, I'll be quiet, but there's only one way to make me be quiet," he said then winked.

I felt my eyebrows raise, and my mouth turn into a smile.

"How do I make you be quiet?"  I asked smiling.

He pushed his mouth to mine, and we started where we left off.  I felt Josh tracing circles on my back, and I ran my hands through his hair.

"Hayley...EWW!!!"  Kayla said.  I pulled away from Josh and turned to Kayla.

She was standing in the doorway with her hands covering her face.

"Hey Kay, do you need anything?"  I asked.

"Never mind, I'll just go ask Erica," she said.

She shut my door, then I turned back to Josh.

"We will never have privacy in this house, will we?"  Josh asked.

I smiled and shook my head.  "Nope."

He smiled, and kissed me softly for a while until I heard someone calling my name.

"Hayley, do you want pizza for dinner?"  Mom called.

"Yeah!"  I called back, then looked at Josh.

"Wanna stay for dinner?"  I asked.

"Sure," he said, then we got up, and went down the stairs.

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alright, srry bout the dragging on in most of the parts

i decided to use ppl for zac's gf, and taylor's gf, as ppl who are already in the story, it would be easier, cuz if i add too much ppl, it would be confusing. so

zacs gf- jazz

taylors gf- lizzy

srry bout everyone else, but i'll try n find a spot for all u in here! sooo yeah....

comment, buzz, blah..........................................

<3 Sarina

Read this!! IMPORTANT !!! : So finally i managed it to update this again. sorry to all Where The Lines Overlap readers but i've a writer's block and i absolutly don't know how to go on. because of this i write this one and the new fanic [check it out if you don't know ;)] this is important i can't promise that i'll update much in the next 3 weeks because we're short before the half-year testimonials and all our teachers said we've a lot of tests coming so i've to learn. blah blah blah i hate it. so it could be that tomorrow is one of the little update i can give !!! but now enjoy ;)

 

 

 

“It was Hayley.” What the hell is he doing. He knows that the guys made the rule ‘No dating within the band’ , okay they also said if it was me and him they wouldn’t have a problem with it, but then you could ask them why they made this rule. I mean I’m not saying they’re not good looking but I think, really? First of all they have girlfriends and second could you really see me with one of them? Yeah sure it would go but it feels like… I don’t know… like I don’t fit in the role with them except Josh. It feels wrong.

“WHAT?” Jerms, Z and T asked shocked and bring me back to reality.

“HEY, don’t look at me. I didn’t kissed him!” BIG LIE.

“Josh” Jeremy scolded. “Why did you lie to us?” Wow they believed me. I didn’t thought it would work. But I think now it’s time to message Kristy and Kathi for my alibi. Then like I know the guys they’ll call them to check who lied.

“Uhm guys do you mind if I go to the bathroom? I’ll be back in a few minutes.” “Sure Hayley.” They said and I ran to the tiny bathroom and quickly typed the message :

Hey sweeties if 1 of the guys call ya and ask u what u did 2night answer them that u had an i-chat with me. I’ll tell you 2morrow why. Love ya & thx Hayles <3

Answer : Kay we’ll do that. Love ya 2 K&K ^^

Thank god. I got back to the guys and found them arguing who’s right and who lied.

“Hayley, tell the truth! Did you kissed Josh?” damn guys you can bug.

“No and if you don’t believe me call Kristy or Kathi or both, they’ll tell you what we’ve done. And now do whatever you want. I’m in my bunk and try to get some sleep.” I said raising my word with every word so that I’m shouted t the end. I think I should think about a second career as actress. I mean the guys believed me and not Josh although they normally believe him and not me.

 

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Everyone is still sleeping so how about a little wake-up-call at…. Lemme see .. at 07.49 am.

“GUYS MOVE YOUR LAZY BUTTS OUT OF YOU BUNKS BECAUSE TODAY IS GIRLS DAY!!!!!” muahahahaahahaha…*smack*

“ouch what was that for?”

“For yelling at this time while I don’t get my coffee.” Jeremy grunted and walked to the kitchen area *smack*

“Ouch again and what was that for?”

“For yelling at this time while I don’t get something to eat.” Zac grunted.

“Sorry that I wanted to wake you on an important …” *smack*

“Ouch and now stop smacking my head and tell me what was that for?”

“I don’t know but the others smacked you and so I did.” Taylor chuckled and followed the others in the front lounge while I made my way to my bunk to get…. *smack* but this time my butt. I turned around with an angry expression and want to shout but Josh stands there and grinned.

“For being sexy and don’t giving me a kiss last night plus this morning.” He smirked.

Chapter 3

Taylor’s POV
“Good evening, guys,” Hayley yelled from the door.
“Evening, Hayley,” we answered in unison. We were sitting around the living room, watching TV. I had my guitar on my lap and Becca lying on the couch, her head on my chest. She looked so peaceful, her hand on her cheek, sleeping in the middle of the clamour.
“Are you ready? Our soundcheck is starting in couple hours,” Hayley said, standing in the middle of the living room.
“Of course we are,” Josh said with a smile. Hayley’s eyes glazed on the girl sleeping next to me.
“Is that her?” Hayley whispered. I stopped playing my guitar and nodded.
“Yeah, actually we need to talk about it,” Jeremy said, clearing his throat as he sat up from the couch. Hayley stared at him, waiting for him to say something.
“She lives in New Jersey and we are going there the day after tomorrow, so what if we take her home?” Jeremy asked. Hayley gave a quick glance on her, but she was still asleep.
“Why not,” she said with a little smile.
“Thanks, Hayley,” I smirked. She smiled back at me.

Becca slowly opened her eyes and her eyes shot open as he saw that she was laying her head on my lap.
“Morning,” I smiled. She looked around and her eyes locked with Hayley.
“So, hi! I’m Hayley,” she said and Hayley offered her hand to her. Becca took a careful hold of it and Hayley shook it with a smile on her face.
“Rebecca,” she said with a smile.
“So you’re coming with us to New Jersey?” she asked. Becca nodded with a smile.
“Okay, cool,” she smiled. “Do you wanna come to our show tonight?”
“That would be awesome,” Becca smiled.
“Great!” Hayley smiled.
“Should we go then?” Josh asked and stood up from the couch. Hayley nodded and we all stood up and slowly walked to the door.

Rebecca’s POV
We stepped into their tour bus and it was amazing. It was almost bigger than my own apartment.
“Are you excited?” Taylor asked. He sat down on the couch and I sat next to him. It felt like he was the closest person to me right now. It felt weird that I actually felt comfortable around him. Around them all.
“Becca,” I heard Hayley’s voice from the bunks.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“I bet you don’t want to be in that dress all the time,” she said. I walked over to the bunks and saw her rummaging through her clothes.
“And I was thinking…” she continued, drowning deeper in the clothes. “You’re about the same size as I am, so maybe you could borrow my clothes.”
My eyes widened as I looked at her searching for clothes.

“Here,” I heard her voice. She stepped down from the bunk with a simple yellow shirt and blue skinny jeans.
“What about these?” she asked.
“Are you sure?” I asked. She nodded with a smile and gave me the clothes.
“You can change in here if you want, I’ll close the door,” she said smiling. “Let me know if you need help.”
I looked at her with a wide smile.
“Thanks.”
“No problem,” she smiled and walked out of the room and closed the door behind her.

I sighed and pulled the zip down from my dress. I pulled the shirt and jeans on and it felt much more comfortable than my too short skirt. The jeans were too tight for my butt, but somehow I got them on.

I turned around and saw a bunk with full of pictures in it. I walked closer to it and looked at the pictures. There was a picture where Taylor was standing with a puppy in his hands, so I guessed it was his bunk. I took the picture in my hands and smiled to myself as I looked at the picture.

“Found anything interesting?” I heard a voice behind my back. I flinched and turned around to see Taylor poking his head from the door with a grin on his face. I quickly put the picture back in the bunk.
“I just wanted to check that you’re okay,” he smiled.
“Yeah, I am. Hayley borrowed me her clothes,” I said with a smile.
“She told me about it. I’m glad she’s okay that you’re here with us,” he grinned.
“You’ve done so much for me. I owe you a big one,” I said laughing. Taylor laughed too and walked closer to me.

“You seem like a nice girl,” Taylor smiled. Blood rushed to my cheeks and I smiled back.
“Oh… thank you. You seem like a nice guy too,” I sneered.
It came quiet for a while and I stared deep in his eyes. I started to smile and he smiled too. He stared deep in my eyes and I had butterflies in my stomach.
Suddenly, without a warning, the bus made a quick stop. I screamed and fell forward. Taylor laughed and took a hold of me.

“Is everything okay in there?” Josh yelled behind the door.
“Yes!” Taylor said through his laugh. “The bus is just taking control of Becca, that’s all.”
“Oh yeah. Some idiot drove to the red lights,” Josh said. “Is everything okay?” 
I was still leaning against Taylor, my eyes widened in a shock.
“Are you okay?” Taylor asked with a laugh. I nodded and Taylor lifted me up.
“Yeah, everything’s okay,” he yelled to Josh with a smile on his face. He had his hands around my waist and I burst into a laugh. Taylor laughed and before I could even blink my eye, I felt his lips on mine.

I kissed him back. It felt so wrong, but at the same time it was so right. I felt so safe with him and I couldn’t deny the fact that I started to like him. Like really like him.
His lips were so warm and it was just a little kiss before he pulled away. I stared at him my eyes widened and the butterflies in my stomach went crazy.
“I have a boyfriend,” I said in a rush.
“I know,” Taylor sighed. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that.”
“No, its okay,” I said and my heart was beating fast because his face was still only few inches away from me.
“It’s okay?” Taylor asked his eyes widened.
I stared at him. “Yes… I mean… I like you.”
Taylor took a step away from me, but kept his eyes on me.
“You like me?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said with a nod.
“Oh,” he said wondering. I heard that the door opened and I saw Hayley’s head poking inside.
“Come on guys! Let’s go,” she said with a wide smile.
I gave a quick glance on Taylor and he smiled at me. Hayley ran outside and Taylor took my hand in his behind my back. After we stepped out, I let go of his hand. But it felt good to know how his hand fit on mine. It fit there perfectly.

Taylor’s POV
I placed my guitar on the ground and saw Becca smiling near the stage.
“I can’t wait for the show,” she said excited when I jumped down from the stage.
“It’s gonna be good,” I smiled. I wanted so badly to cup her face in my hands again and kiss her, but I couldn’t. And I didn’t even know if I was allowed to do that. Not in front of the band, and not when she had a boyfriend. Damn you, boyfriend.

“Yo Tay, come on!” Zac yelled and pointed me to come with him.
“Oh, right,” I said with a smirk. Becca laughed and I took her hand in mine and grabbed her with me to the backstage.

We sat down in the dressing room, Josh had his phone in his hands, listening to his iPod, Hayley and Jeremy were eating and Zac was drumming his drum sticks on his legs.
Becca sat down on the couch, next to Zac and that left me without a spot. I sat on some of the tables.
“So, what are you doing tomorrow? Do you have a show again?” Becca asked.
“No, we have a day off,” Zac grinned and put his sticks on the table.
“Cool,” Becca said with an excited smile. “What are you going to do then?”
“Shopping!” Hayley yelled her mouth full of food.
“Souvenirs,” Jeremy smirked.
“And lots of sleeping,” Zac said with a smile.
“We can do whatever you like, right?” I said, smiling at her.
“Yeah, it’s alright for me,” she said with a smile.

“What’s the time?” Hayley asked and jumped down from the table. I looked at my phone’s clock.
“Seven twenty. Did they open the doors already?” I wondered.
“Guess so,” Hayley shrugged. She started humming some song and put some makeup on her face.

Rebecca’s POV
I watched her putting makeup on her face. From the mirror I saw myself sitting on the couch, next to Zac. I looked horrible. I couldn’t go out with a cut on my eyebrow and I didn’t have any makeup on. My eyes were swollen and red and my hair was just in a messy bun above my head.
I glanced at Taylor. He was swaying his legs back and forth, sitting on the table. And I just couldn’t find a reason why he would like me. The reason why he carried me from the bushes. He didn’t even know me that well. It made me nervous, because I wasn’t sure about his feelings and my feelings for him were just growing bigger and bigger. It was wrong, I knew that, but if I would really want to continue my relationship with Jason, why was I thinking about Taylor all the time? It didn’t make any sense and the only thing it did, it made me confused. Somewhere deep inside me I wished that I wouldn’t have to go back. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to face Jason again and tell him what really happened. He would get so angry and that was the part I was so frightened about. I didn’t want to tell him that I ended up in someone else’s bed and god knows where that would’ve ended… And now I had to keep my thoughts away from Taylor, just to make myself believe that I wanted to go home and everything will be alright.

“Becca, wake up,” Zac said, snapping his fingers in front of my face. I flinched and saw his face in front of me. He started to laugh.
“Do you wanna see us play or what?” he asked through his laugh.
“I’m right there,” I grinned and jumped up. I followed them to the stage.

“You can watch us here,” Taylor said when it was time for them to go on stage. Some other band was just finishing their show.
“Okay,” I said with a nod. Taylor smiled and as the others walked on the stage, he gave me a little kiss on the cheek. After that, he hurried on the stage and I stood near the stage and my face was glowing.

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No banner today because I'm posting this from my brother's computer because I don't have an internet connection, which sucks! I'm depented on it!

i did wut u guys wanted me 2 do!!

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-Hayley-

Josh wanted me to forgive him?  Oh God.

"Josh, I, I'll try, but it wont be easy," I said.

"I've hurt you too much," Josh murrmured looking down.

"Well, you have, but that doesn't mean that I wont forgive you," I said.

"Thanks Hayley," Josh said getting up to hug me.

We stood there for a couple seconds before a prissy voice cut in.

"Hey you fucking slut, get your hands off my boyfriend!"  Jenna screamed, causing everybody to turn to me and Josh.  We pulled away, and Jenna came up to us.

Oh, there was gonna be another fight?  No, Hayley, no more fights!

"Jenna, you and I are not together," Josh said.

"HA!  LOSER!"  I heard Jazz scream.

I laughed quietly to myself.

"What do you mean we're not together?"  Jenna asked like the brat she was.

"Exactly that," Josh said.

"Nobody breaks up with me, I always break up with them!"  Jenna yelled.

"Well, at least you get a new expirence out of this," I said smiling.

"Shut up, bitch!"  She said.

I'd noticed that people were now crowding us.

"You know what Jenna, I've had it with your shit, nobody likes you, do you actually think that anyone does?!"  I asked.

"Everyone loves me, well, except the freaks," Jenna said.

"Guess what, I have P.E. with you, and I know that these, are fake!"  I said then, grabbed the padding out of her bra, and threw it to the sides.

I heard everyone laughing.  I smiled at her, as she turned bright red.

"And this, is fake too!"  I said grabbing a napkin off the table and wiping the three pounds of make-up off her face.

I heard more laughing from people, then pulled the napkin away from her face, and looked at it.

"Eww!"  I yelled examining it.  There was globs of cover up and lipstick all over the napkin.

"God, that's gross!"  Zac yelled.

I saw Jenna run to the bathroom, and none of her friends following her, I guess they weren't really her friends.  I threw the napkin off to the side.

"Ah!"  Tay said dodging it.

"God, you're such a girl!"  I said.

Everybody was back to their tables, laughing about Jenna.

"Dude, that was fucking awesome!"  Jazz said walking up.

"Ha, thanks, I don't put up with shit," I said.

"Nobody does, and nobody ever does that to Jenna, you don't know what she can do to you," Katha said.

"I don't care, I'll just kick her ass again," I said smiling.

"Jeez, violent, much?"  Katha said with a smile.

"I don't know, I just don't wanna put up with her again, and I'm pretty sure that she wont mess with me," I said.

"You got that right!  She's probably terrified of you!"  Jazz said.

The bell rang for lunch to be over, and I walked to my next class with Josh.

"Uh, Hayley?"  Josh asked.

"Yeah?"

"I know that this is pretty fast, but I was wondering..." he trailed off.

"Yeah?"  I asked as we walked into our next class, and sat down next to eachother.

"Umm, well," he stuttered.

"What?"  I asked feeling weird.

"Will you please go back out with me?"  He asked in a rush.

I felt my mouth open slightly.

"Uh, Josh, I..."

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-Josh-

I knew I shouldn't have asked that!  What kind of an idiot am I?!

"Uh, Josh, I, I don't know, it's kinda fast.  I mean, I just agreed to accept your apology today," she said.

"I know Hayley, but I can't think of us only being friends, I need us to be more," I said.

"Uh, I don't know, just, let me think about it, and I'll tell you in choir," she said.

"Alright," I said.

"Hey, you two lovebirds in the back, are you paying attention?!"  Mr. Fulton yelled.

Everyone turned to face us.  I turned so that I was facing forward, and Hayley did the same.  I couldn't think of anything this entire period.

Would Hayley think that I'm a stupid idiot for trying to get her back?

Would she say that she only wanted to be friends?  I couldn't handle only being friends. The bell rang, and everyone went to their lockers.  I didn't bother going to Hayley's today, she wanted to think.  I looked at her, talking to her friends.

"Hey, dude, if you want her back, just ask her," Ajax said from behind me.

I turned to face him, and he was smirking.  I rolled my eyes.

"I'm serious, dude!  You're Josh Farro, you get any girl you want, yet you settle for the one who doesn't want you!"  Ajax said.

"It's more than that, I don't just want her, I need her," I said.

"Dude, you're scaring me, you sound like a fucking stalker!"  He said taking a few steps back, then left.

I sighed and closed my locker, then walked to choir, this was with Hayley, and I didn't know if I should me scared or not.  I opened the door, and sat down at my desk.

I felt my pulse racing, as Hayley walked up to me, and gave me a hug.  What does that mean?  I pulled away, and gave her a questioning look.  She smiled, and got on her toes to kiss me.  I pretty much knew what this meant.

I pulled away.  "Thank you," I said.

She smiled.  "No problem, I know that Jenna's your ex and you lost some control when she kissed you, you were, just a guy.  But, if it hapens again, I promise to never get back together with you," she said.

"Alright," I said.

"How come you wanted to get back together with me?"  Hayley asked.

"I can't live with us only being friends.  Well, yeah, sure, I could live, but not a life I want," I explained.

"Williams, get to your seat," Mr. Manning said.

"Okay, I'll see you after class," Hayley whispered to me.

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-Hayley-

"How'd it go?"  Lizzy asked when I sat down.

"Perfect!"  I said.

She just laughed, and kept working on her song.  I didn't want to work on my song today, I wanted to sit with Josh.  I got out my phone and texted him, hopefully, his phone was on vibrate.

hey, im bord.....

I turned to Josh, and saw him get his phone out, and smile.  A few seconds later, I felt my phone buzz.

at least this is the last class, i'll get to walk home with u today ;)

What did that winking face mean?

wut does the winking face mean????

I sent it, and saw Josh texting me again, I liked Josh a lot, but I didn't know if I could bring myself to say that one word to him.  My phone buzzed, interrupting my thoughts.

i wuz just trying to scare u, dont flip out :)

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

i guess i'll see u wen the bell rings...bye!

I sent it, then put my phone in my pocket, and talked with Lizzy for the rest of the hour.  The bell rang, and Josh came to me.

"Ha!  You didn't scare me this time!"  I said grabbing my bag, and putting it over one of my shoulders.

"I wasn't trying to," Josh said as we walked out of the room.

"Of course you weren't," I said smiling.

I opened my locker, and put my books in my bag.  When we walked out of the building, Josh slung his arm around my shoulders, causing many stares and whispers.

"Wow, this is awkward," I whispered in Josh's ear.

He laughed.  "Extremely," he whispered back.

"So, when were you gonna tell us that you two were back together?"  Jer asked with Sarah next to him.

"We were gonna tell you later," Josh said.

I smiled, and we started walking.  Zac walked on the other side of the street with Nate, John, Izzy, Erica, and Kayla.  Zac told the girls to walk with them so Josh and I could walk alone.  I smiled at the thought, and felt his fingers twine with mine.

This was pretty fast, but it was like things had never changed, well, except the whole Jenna thing.  I flinched at the thought.

"Hey, what's wrong?"  Josh asked, he must have seen me flinch.

"I'm just remembering the whole Jenna thing," I said.

Josh stopped and hugged me tightly.  "Hayley, I'm so sorry that I ever did that to you, it was horrible," he said.

"It's okay," I said then started walking again.

We reached my house, and I saw my mom's car in the driveway.

"Since we are back together," Josh said leaning down.

I didn't know if I should, I didn't know what would happen, I knew nothing had changed between Josh and I, but--

My thoughts were cut off when he pressed his lips against mine.  I got on my toes, and wrapped my arms around his neck.  He snaked his arms around my waist, and I ran my hands though his hair.  Then I remember that:

A) we're outside, when anyone could see us,

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B) our siblings were across the street

I pulled away, but left my hands around his neck.  I knew that I needed to say this, and I needed to say this now, but I had no clue what would happen.

"I love you," I said quietly.

"I love you too," he said, then kissed my cheek before letting go of me, and then my sisters came across the street.

"Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah!"  They said as they walked across the road.

"In the house, now," I said once they reached me.

I turned, and saw Josh smiling at me.  I stuck my tongue out playfully, and walked in the house.

"Hey Mom!"  Erica said.

"Oh, hi girls," Mom said with her fake smile.  Only I knew it was fake, except Mom of course, but I knew why she was upset.  Dad would be here tomorrow.

"Guess what, Mommy!"  Kayla said.

"What?"  Mom asked.

"Josh and Hayley were kissing, and touching eachother!"  Kayla said.

I slapped my hand to my forehead, and glanced at Mom.

"Excuse me?"  Mom asked me.

"It was nothing, really, Kayla's just overreacting," I said, then put my hand down.

"And how long has this been going on?"  Mom asked.

"My birthday," I mummbled looking down.

I saw Erica and Kayla run to their rooms.

"What?!"  She asked.

"Sorry Mom, I just--"

"No, when I said what I meant, finally, I was begining to think that I would have to ask him out for you!"  She said.

"Huh?"  I asked.

"It was obvious that you liked him, but you wouldn't do anything about it," she said.

"Oh, well, thanks for being an awesome mom, and understanding," I said.

"Well, Hayley, beleive it or not, I was your age once, but those were the hippie days," she said.

I laughed.

"Well, that part is over, now, we need to have 'the talk,'" she said.

"No Mom, please!  I know it all!  Birds, bees...butterflies, whatever you wanna call them, I know about it, and trust me, I won't, do that," I said holding up the hand with my purity ring on it.

"It's not that I don't trust you Hayles, it's those boys that I don't trust," she said.

"You don't have to worry Mom," I said.

"Alright," she said.

I walked up the stairs to go do my homework, today was...interesting.

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alright, i COMPLETELY am srry 4 longness!! there was just soo much stuff goin on, and i didn't know how to make it 2 parts, so i go it all down for you guys!! again, i have a...(drumroll)...

CASTING CALL!!

first of all, the waitresses will be in the chapter after hayley's dad's funeral, so don't worry, i didnt 4get ya!

alright, i need someone to be:

taylors girlfriend, and zacs girlfriend!

comment here, and tell me ur name, and wut u wanna be!

comment, buzz, blah..................................

<3 alwayz, Sarina

 

 

this is the sequal to the other hayley.

Hayley

"Hayley, are you coming tonight?"

"What? To the game? Yeah."

"Alright, see you there!"

Tonight was the Tennessee game against UGA. I was meeting up with a few of my friends and their boyfriends for the game. I was currently boyfriend-less. Jake and I had broken up for like the billionth time a few weeks ago. This time, though, it was final. I caught him cheating with a girl in my photography class. Whatever, it was time to end that relationship anyway.

I am a sophomore at the University of Georgia studying photography. I live in a small apartment off campus with my friend Cali. She is the epitome of not a football fan. While most of the student population would be heading out to see this SEC rival game, she had gone off to see her "friend" Luke in Chicago. (Note the quotation marks-they are NOT just friends...but unfortunately they haven't realized that yet.)

Instead of tailgating like most of the fans, I was stuck at work until 6.30. I was working at the Jittery Joe's at Five Points; it was one of the most popular coffee shops in Athens. Really, the only one that did better was the Jit Joe's at the Student Learning Center but that's cause its smack dab in the middle of campus.

An array of fans, students, and other Athenians came and went. A white mocha here and caramello there, it was kinda a blur.

My days had been dragging on like this lately. I had stopped writing songs. I had stopped playing the guitar. I just couldn't feel the music anymore. It was gone.

 

Taylor

"Zac, are we there yet? Because I'm pretty sure we are supposed to be there already."

"Taylor, would you please tell Josh that we will be in Athens in ten minutes," Zac said dramatically.

"Alright, alright. I just don't want to miss the game. We spent a fortune on these tickets!"

"Josh, it's only 4.30. The game doesn't start for three hours!"

"We were supposed to be there by noon!"

Oh brothers! These two guys were my best friends even if they did fight all the time. "Guys, I think we're here." I pointed to the sign that said "Welcome to Bulldog Nation."

Zac pulled into the hotel parking lot. We checked into our room and dropped our bags.

"Hey, I saw a coffee place on the way here. Jittery Joe's I think it was. It's pretty good, if I remember correctly," Zac said yawning.

"Let's go then. I could use some coffee."

 The three of us piled back into the car. We pulled into the small parking lot of the coffee shop.

"Hey welcome to Jittery Joe's! What can I get for you?" the guy behind the counter asked.

"Um...I want a white mocha with whip."

"What size?"

"Um, medium."

"I wanna get a medium turtle mocha."

"And I'll take a caramello with whip. Medium."

"Hey, Hayley, I need a white mocha, turtle mocha, and caramello all with whip."

"What size Adam?"

"All three are Joe's."

The girl behind the counter went to work. She seemed familiar. She was wearing a red beanie and a black t-shirt. I couldn't see her face, but something about her was recognizable to me. Wait, hadn't he called her Hayley?

She turned around holding two orange disposable coffee cups. It was her alright.

"Hayley!" Guess I'm not the only one who recognized her.

"Zac? Hey dude! What are doing here?"

"Josh, Taylor, and I are here for the game tonight. What are you doing here?"

She laughed, "I work here." She set down the coffee cups and waved to Josh and me. "Hey, guys. How have you been?"

"Good," Josh replied for us both.

"Hey, Adam, I'm gonna take my break now."

"Yeah, sure. Take your time, Nick just got here, he can help out."

"Thanks." She walked out from behind the counter. She smiled, "I can't believe you guys are here...it's great to see you guys." She took the time to hug each one of us, starting with Zac. When she got to me, our past seemed to get in the way and things turned a little awkward. She didn't seem to notice too much as she hugged me anyway. "Here, sit down."

"So, Hay, how've you been? What's been up with you? I feel like we haven't talked since like senior year," Zac said.

That's because we haven't. When Hayley and I broke up for the final time during our senior year, most of the communication between her and her Franklin friends had ended too.

"Yeah, I've been good. Been busy, working, going to school...you know."

"What's your major?" Josh asked.

"Photography."

"What, no music?" I asked.

"No," she was quick to answer. Her answer was filled with a dark undertone. I knew there was something she wasn't saying. She shook her head, "So what have you guys been up to? Have you seen much of our town here?"

"Not much. Zac's a lousy navigator and just got us here."

"Oh, well I can give you a tour when I get off work."

"Really?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Hayley!" a guy who I guessed to be Nick called her name.

"Oops! I better go. Meet me here at 6.30. See ya!"

 

Hayley

Whoa, talk about a blast from the past! I'd figured I would never seem any of them again. They looked good. Taylor had short hair now, not like the long mess in high school. Zac had lost his baby fat and grown some definite muscle. Josh, well he was always hot.

I got back to work, now excited about tonight. Soon, the door opened and the three guys clad in Tennessee orange stepped in.

"Guys, I don't know if I can hang out with you if you're gonna flaunt that you're Tennessee fans."

"You know, you're favorite color used to be orange," Taylor said with a smirk.

"Yeah, but not Tennessee orange. That's icky!" I laughed and went to get my stuff. "Bye Nick, I'll see you...Tuesday?"

"You not working Monday?"

"I don't think so. If I do, Adam never told me."

"K. Enjoy the game!"

I walked out with the three guys. The streets of Athens were buzzing. The weather was perfect on this September Saturday.

"Alright, we don't have long. Game starts in an hour."

"K, a quick tour then." I started pointing out different parts of downtown Athens. Before I realized it, my phone started ringing. "Hello?"

"Hayley, where are you? The game starts in half and hour!"

"Oh crap. I'll be there soon, Lani." I ended the conversation and turned back to the guys. "I didn't realize how late it was. I've gotta go meet up with some crazy UGA fans, but I'll see you later?"

"Yeah, sure."

"Give me a call after the game!" I gave them all a hug and ran off towards my car.

 

Zac

New text from HayHay: "Ha ha. U lost!"

"Hayley is such a jerk! Look at this text." I showed the other two.

"Well, it was kind of a pitiful game. They beat us 49 to 17."

"Josh, that is not the point. She is being a sorry winner."

"I think you may be experiencing a bit of sore loser," Taylor laughed.

"Yeah, yeah."

We had made our way out of Stanford Stadium and were standing out on the sidewalk. "So...what now?"

"Well, Hayley said we could hang if we wanted to."

Josh yawned, "I'm kinda tired. I may skip out on this one."

"Zac?"

"Yeah, I'm kinda bummed...and I smell really bad. I'll skip out too. But you should go, Tay."

He shrugged, "Whatever."

"Hey there LOSERS!!" We turned to see Hayley smiling big. "So who's hanging out?"

"Just me, I guess."

"Are you guys sure you don't want to come?" she asked.

We nodded, "Yeah, we'll get together, tomorrow. Don't worry."

"Suit yourself. Do you guys know how to get back to your hotel?"

Josh took the keys out of my hand, "Yeah, I'm driving."

"Hey!"

Taylor and Hayley laughed, "Okay, see you later!"

When they were out of earshot, Josh said, "That could be potentially dangerous."

"Nah, they won't do anything stupid."

 

Hayley

I pulled out my key and unlocked the door. "Sorry it's such a mess. My roommate Cali isn't exactly the neatest person ever."

He laughed, "Is she here?"

"No, she's visiting a friend in Chicago for the weekend."

"Whoa, Chicago for the weekend, that's cool."

"Yeah, well. Um, can I get you something...I don't think we have much...um water? That's about all I can offer you," I laughed at being so unprepared.

"No, I'm okay." He had taken a seat on the couch. I grabbed a water and sat down in a chair next to him. "You look good, Hayley."

I bit my lip, "Yeah...you too."

He inched is way towards me, "You look...really good."

Before I realized what was happening his lips crashed on to mine. I kissed him back, longingly. His hands wrapped around me pulling me closer but I pushed him back.

"We should not have done that."

"I am so glad we did that."

"I can't believe we just did that."

"Do you think, maybe we could do it again?" he looked hopeful.

I stood up and pulled him along with me. He hesitated, "Are you sure?"

I nodded and pulled him to my room.

 

Taylor

I woke with my arm around her bare stomach. I kissed her shoulder as her eyes flickered awake.

She turned over and kissed me deeply. "Good morning."

"It certainly is."

She smiled and looked at the clock. "We should probably get up. You need to get back to your hotel and figure out a good excuse to give Josh and Zac."

"You don't think we should tell them?"

"Not yet." That hurt.

I nodded and went to find my boxers.

"Why don't we get together for lunch, the four of us? Then we can tell them."

I nodded, "Alright." I pulled on the rest of my clothes. With a quick kiss, I said, "See you at lunch."

I pulled the door to her apartment closed. I walked down the sidewalk towards the hotel. It took about twenty minutes, but I finally got into the elevator. I hit the 13 and waited as the elevator slowly made its way to the thirteenth floor. I pulled out my key card to 1305 and slid it in the door. I opened the door quietly...but not quiet enough.

"Where have you been, mister?!" Zac asked from his bed.

"Hayley and I watched a movie but we fell asleep. I woke up at like 3 but thought it would be a little silly to make her drive me all the way to the hotel, so I slept on her couch for the rest of the night. Then, after we were both up, we had breakfast and I left."

"You walked here?"

"Yeah, it's really nice outside today." They seemed to accept my rehearsed answer.  "Oh, by the way, Hayley said we should get together for lunch. I told her we would come, I hope that's okay."

I took a shower and got ready for our lunch with Hayley. I can't believe we're back together. Last night was amazing; I'm glad she's back in my life.

The three of us made our way to Mirko's, a little Italian restaurant on Clayton. When we walked in, I didn't see Hayley.

The hostess came up to me, "Excuse me, are you Taylor York?"

"Yeah. Why?"

"This is for you." She handed me a folded piece of paper.

I opened it. It simply said, "I'm sorry."

"What is it?" Zac asked.

I folded it back up, "Hayley's not coming. Something...came up. You know what, I don't fell very well. You guys eat and I'll see you back at the hotel."

Without waiting for their answer, I shoved my way through the door. I can't believe I fell for that. She just used me!

 

Zac

"Hayley, tell me the truth. What really happened?"

"Nothing, I promise, Zac."

"Do not make me reach through my phone and strangle the truth out of you."

"Zac, I promised that nothing happened between Taylor and I. Something came up, and I had to cover for a friend at work. I'm really sorry that we didn't get a chance to hang out together before you leave."

Well, she sounded like she was telling the truth. "Yeah, me too. Okay, well, I've got to go."

"Bye, Zac."

"Bye."

"Who was that?" Taylor asked. He had just walked in.

"Oh, my mom. She wanted to know when we were gonna be home tonight."

"Okay. Well, are you ready to go then?"

"Yeah, let me just grab my bag." I did so and headed towards the elevator.

Josh was already checking us out when we reached the lobby. We walked out to the car, Josh in the driver's seat, me in the front passenger seat, and Taylor in the back.

 

Taylor

"Thank you for visiting Athens!" read the sign. Bullshit. Good riddance Athens. Good riddance Hayley. I never wanna see you again.

 

Hayley

I've done it again. I managed to ruin the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm so stupid.

Why didn't I go? Because I was scared...scared of what? Taylor loves me...and I love Taylor. What's to be scared about?

Maybe, I can see him before they leave their hotel. I threw on a pair of jeans and grabbed my hoodie. I sped all the way there.

"Excuse me, did Taylor York already check out?" I asked the lady at the front desk.

"I'm afraid you just missed him. I'm sorry."

"It's alright. Thank you."

I walked back to my car. In the safety of the driver's seat, I let the tears flow. Reality set in...I'll never see Taylor York again.

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yay!! i'm really excited for this one! hope you guys liked the prologue..stay tuned to see what happens :D thanks for reading/commenting! oh, and ps...since i'm starting school tomorrow (booo!!) i won't be updating in the wee hours of the night anymore. plus updates will probably take a little longer to come around..sorry!