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So, obviously everyone is really into Alice in Wonderland. I haven't seen it yet, but I plan to watch it next Friday with a bunch of friends.

 

It's strange how this movie affects fashion, style and trends.

Everywhere I go I see commercial for it. Outfits that are influenced by it. Articles in magazines influenced by it.

My girly side screams "Hell yes! Bows! Roses! Light blue dresses!!! GO.FOR.IT."

But there is this other side of me that doesn't like it. It says "Are you really falling for that stuff? It's so boring now that everyone does it..."

And that side is kinda right.

 

 I usually hate boycotting bands, clothes, brands etc. just because there are a whole lot other people wearing/listening to them. Why wouldn't you like something just because there are others that start loving it? It's not logical and pretty poor. Speaking about music I feel like that. Speaking style I just hate going with the flow too much no matter how cool it is.

What do you think? I'm not sure about it.

Even as I'm typing it I know that the Alice-stuff is way too pretty to not go for it. I love girly things and this brings some new fairytalish edge to it.

 

 

 

Do you like it?

Would you stop doing certain things just because they got popular?

xx

  Lisa

Okay so i was seeing how many people that i know like Justin Bieber and want to date him and it turned out alot of my friends call him their "lover"! Dude whats up with that, I mean how can you be obbsessed with a normal human being.. make that anything at all? It's just not healthy. I don't understand. LCM by Children 18:3 i recomend it definately. I mean the posters, the music, the acting,I'm fine with all that stuff but i mean keeping a picture of like ummm... Talor Lautner shirtless it's just creepy. I don't get these creepy obbsession things. *sigh* I mean come on it's like were in a different universe where anything can happen... "I like my dream world so thats why I did it," is the main excuse for people doing drugs. To me these "stars" are like acctual idols like a drug... we cant LIVE without them once we start liking them. I mean they won't kill or hurt you most likely but still it's like we can't live without them *sigh*. Just head my words I think you will find out this is very,very true.

 

As know, HIM published  Shatter Me With Hope - video teaser. You can listent to the song on:

 

www.shattermewithhope.com

 

Unfortunately,many people ripped the video and published it on youtube... DON'T DO IT!!

By publishing the video on youtube you only damage the band, they're doing so much to make a pleasure to the fans all over in the world. If you rip the video and/or the mp3 to add it on your ipod (just to wait for the album), DON'T UP IN ANY SHARING WEBSITE!!!

ABSOLUTELY, IT IS NOT LEGALE. WARNER WILL TAKE DRASTIC MEASURES, AS IT IS ALREADY DONE TOWARD WHO RIPPED HEARTKILLER, LIKE SAINT VALENTINE AND SHATTER ME WITH HOPE (SINGLE)!

WE HAVE TO SUPPORT HIM AND THEIR WORK, DON'T DAMAGE THEM!

 

When you are at home, listen to SHATTER ME WITH HOPE on:

www.shattermewithhope.com

Help increasing the website visits!!

Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom just recent got married.. Sometime over the past week, I think. I'm not for sure, so if you really want to know, you won't find that here. ;) Anyway, wasn't Kourtney(Kim's sister) also with some black man? They are broken up now, I'm sure, but whatever. Is Kourtney the only normal one in the family!? STICK TO YOUR OWN RACE! I'm not racist, but I don't think white girls and black men need to be together. This also goes vice-versa. There are also reports that maybe their wedding was fake and just staged for some more publicity for the show Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Personally, I don't think that it's true. If they would have done that, they probably would have chosen a white guy. It's Khloe's choice to get married to this black man.. LoL! Well, I guess the question for me is, Why do these girls love black men so much? Maybe because they come with a big package? ;)

If you walk away,
then tell me who will I turn to?
I've made some mistakes.
But I promise they won't resurface.
You're always there for me,
with arms wide open.
And if you run away,
I don't think I can make it.

I can't throw you away, but I won't let you stay.
If only you understood what mistakes were.
Perfection is but a description and that I can't be,
but with or without you, I can't see.
I can't breathe.

You're always telling me things
that bring me down the most.
Yet being in your arms,
feels perfect, I'm not lost.
Blinded by feelings, I'm just in love with love.
You aren't for me but I'm still keeping this up.

I can't throw you away, but I won't let you stay.
If only you understood what mistakes were.
Perfection is but a description and that I can't be,
but with or without you, I can't see.
I can't breathe.

Unable to look away,
you won't let me be.
Can't see past the grin,
always leaving me falling to the floor.
My face flat on the ground again.
Flat and alone again.

I can't throw you away, but I won't let you stay.
If only you understood what mistakes were.
Perfection is but a description and that I can't be,
but with or without you, I can't see.
I can't breathe.

I can't throw you away, but I won't let you stay.
If only you understood what mistakes were.
Perfection is but a description and that I can't be,
but with or without you, I can't see.
I can't breathe.

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This kind of a little song I wrote up I guess. I'm an amateur at this, haha, but I decided to give it a shot. Whee?

...

I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don't wanna have to go that far, and I
I've got you down, I know you by heart
And you don't even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
Don't wait for the sky to clear

I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight to call your name
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain

...

from Taylor Swift's song - "Come In With The Rain."

Today, I awoke to my father asking me if I wanted to go to breakfast at Cracker Barrell with himself, my granpa, and little brother. Mind you, it was 7 o'clock and a mere 3 hrs after I had finally gone to bed. Hell, no...I wasn't going. So needless to say, I went back to sleep. At 12 o'clock, I woke up a second time.

From there, I went to take a shower and to get ready so that I could pick my mom up from the airport. However, her flight was delayed...so I had a few hours to spare. What did I do? Absolutely nothing. Nada. Zip. I danced around to some music on my 'random' playlist for a while, watched a little t.v., and thats pretty much it.

Then, it was time to pick up my mommy. And spent about an hour and a half in the parking lot of the airport. I have to admit though, I missed her WAY more than I originally thought I would...so I was definitely glad to have her back.

After that, I went to eat with my family & my older brother's girlfriend's family at my favorite restaurant in the whole wide world...Portofino's. And the wait took foreverrr. But none of that really mattered because I felt sick to my stomach...therefore, I had no appetite. :( quite sad. So basically, I haven't eaten all day.

And the worst part of it is...the boy problem. I won't go into detail...simply because I have NO idea who will look at this...and I wouldn't want it getting out. Just know, that my current playlist is dedicated to that certain someone...and it's not pretty. Hmph. Sometimes, I want to be Taylor Swift...I only wish I had her amazing songwriting abilities.

On top of this all...it rained all day. Usually, I like the rain...but not today. It simply added to my gloomy state of mind. It's supposed to snow tonight. But I stopped believing the weather men about that forever ago. They call for 3-4 in. and we get none. They don't call for any...and we get some. I guess you could say they're not the brightest bulbs in the tanning bed. But oh, well.

Enough venting about my day. I'm just hoping for a better tomorrow. Trying to be optimistic. :)

I hope YOUR day was amazing. ;)

Love, Gracie <3

 

why cant my fat go to my ass like normal people!!!!
got that Buddha belly going on
btw what do you call an anorexic girl with a yeast infection???

ATTENTION
i never said I was fat
i said i have fat
HUGE difference

"I'm lost on roads where colors pave the sidewalks
and I'm to numb to even feel the wind
and every step I take just catches on fire
and I leave behind a buring city of gold."

So, I dunno how to even use this web-site. I mean it seems pretty cool, right? But I don't have slightest idea what to do. And I really wish I knew how to make my page look all snazzy and shit but I can't. Because I am made of pure fail.

So if anyone can help...hint hint.


Ok. Well, I hafta go be a loser somewhere else for know. See yahs.

~Ink

What makes a future so damn important? If you look at it, there's always a future ahead. So why is it when we're all in highschool we beleive we have to plan for the " future" and why weren't we doing it before? Whats the difference between having a future at birth, and having one at sixteen?

Everybody is going crazy saying the the future's not far away. Yeah, they're right the future's tommorow. I don't have a plan for 10 years from now. I don't even have a plan for tommorow yet, i take things as they come and im pleased with that because you never really know what's going to happen in the "future" Yet, i can't help but listen in to their talking and feeling like im an idiot because when i finish school i dont want any material posessions. Honestly, is that so bad? They speak of fancy cars, and big houses with multiple car garages. But where's the happiness and the freedom, and when do they really start living?

The fun starts when you leave school, and just taking a year off isn't enough for me; i need to take a lifetime off. Outdoor living and travelling constantly is the life for me. Beginning my hairdressing apprenticeship is the first step, but even that is being obsessed over by my parents. " You have to have a good life and a good future.." and " Dressing casual to sweep floors and straighten hair is not acceptable, you need a suit." is all i ever seem to hear. When did growing up become so important? I haven't had this much fuss over me since i turned into a tween, and that was like forever ago.

Responsibilities, morgages, housing, job dedlines and rent all make my head hurt. Maybe i'm just a girl afraid to grow up and be an adult But i don't even act my age, and by that i mean i act beyond my years. I can't seem to find the rewarding factors in owning a thousand things that cost money, what's the point? I want to work hard for my money; and spend it just on food, fuel and a place to rest my head when the car gets uncomfortable. I don't want to worry about the rest, like where im going for a business meeting on  wednesday or what my schedule for thursday's embasador tour is.

With the cost of living so frigging high, and everything becomming so hard why would anybody want to live a barbie and ken dream life? There's a lot of holes in that last part, like the fact they probably worked hard, and studied hard to acheive that life. But i've watched my parents do that, they're forty and the stress of everyday living and it's costs still drives them crazy. Not fun.

I just don't want to wake up at 30, and realise the past 20 years of my life like education, hard working and stress haven't acheived happiness; they've acheived material possesions that won't mean anything when your dead. Sure memories won't mean anything either, but to me atleast, i need to live a life worth living; and i don't want it to be normal.

I don't know, what's your opinions?