Warped Tour Blog and Journals

great part by jordan (jordanatthedisco23). :D

Sierra's perspective

Alex invited me to come aboard All Time Low's bus so of course I went. He told me we would be alone. I was so ready to be with him again, and as far away from Blake as possible.

"Hey," he greeted me when I finally arrived.

"Hi," I answered. I hated small talk, I just wanted to get back to the kissing. I stood thinking of all the possible ways I could jump straight into that. The only thing I came up with was to just leap on him. Eh, it could work, though maybe a little painful for him if I didn't plan it properly.

The corner of his lips began to curve up into his adorable smile, and I instantly melted inside. I grinned back, and decided to go for it. I dashed towards him at a medium pace, and jumped into his arms. He was ready for it, so he caught me and we both started to laugh. I pressed my lips against his, feeling the sensation as he pressed back. Eventually Alex stumbled back onto the bench. I pulled of his shirt, and began to kiss his neck. He began to mess with my belt, as I moaned in excitment. At that very moment there was nowhere else I wanted to be, but that feeling didn't last long. 

The whole entire time I was with Alex, I couldn't stop thinking about Blake. Alex was amazing, which was why I couldn't figure out why I had Blake on my mind. It was starting to freak me out.

"Is something wrong?," Alex asked when I turned my head away from him.

"No," I replied flatly. I was afraid it I looked at him I would start to picture Blakes face on his. Then I would officially be going crazy.

"Did I do something wrong..." Alex muttered. He sounded completely defeated. I guess he had never gotten this reaction from a girl before. I wanted to be overjoyed, but I just had too much on my mind.

"No, no, it was great..." I told him, "I just can't think straight right now. I'm sorry."

"Oh ok," he answered. I still heard that tone of disappointment in his voice.

"I really have to go, our signing is in like 30 minutes," I said, as I sat up and began to grab my clothes from the ground.

"Yeah, thats cool," Alex said softly. I knew he was hurt, but I just couldn't deal with him right now.

I put my clothes on, and made my way to our tent where I found the guys waiting.

"Where the hell have you been?!," Anthony yelled, thrashing his hands in the air. He looked so dramatic I couldn't help but laugh.

"Around," I giggled.

"It's not funny, Sierra," he cried, emphasizing my name.

"Whatever, lets just go," Blake said. He barely even looked at me, which was strange. Plus he sounded upset.

Great. Both the guys in my life were upset with me.

"Blake!," I called, as I picked up my pace to catch up with him. "Are you okay?"

"Oh, so now you care," he snapped.

"Blake...come on. I wasn't feeling very well earlier," I said, making an effort. I was trying to make it seem like I cared, but I really didn't know which guy I liked.  Blake had his moments where he was super adorable, but then again he was way too clingy and controling. Then there was Alex. Alex was always just a hook up, but he was so cool, and suave, that he was pretty much irresistible to me, but he wasn't boyfriend material and he was hard to keep up with. I still hadn't forgotten about that song...

What had I gotten myself into.

"Whatever," Blake mumbled, as he strolled along even faster. It was becoming hard to keep up.

I was up about to give up, then out of the corner of my eye I saw Alex standing with Jack and Rian. He was laughing at Blake, and making comments to Jack and Rian. For some reason it made me angry. I glanced back up to Blake and for the first time I actually felt bad for him. I wanted Alex to see that Blake could potentially be competition for him, so I sprinted towards Blake and grabbed his hand. He perked up, as I pulled him through the crowd. Once I knew that Alex was watching I kissed Blake forcefully. He seemed surprised at first but then he started to give it back to me, and soon we were full on making out. Once our lips parted, and I glared over to Alex who had a look of shock plastered across his face. I grinned, and knew my little plan had worked.

I was satisfied for the time being, but in a few hours I knew I would have to face my problem.