November 25, 2009Because Life's Not Perfect; [Chapter Forty-Nine]Hey everyone; So; I know many of you will probably most likely be gone tomorrow and not be able to read anything, so here I wish you and your families a wonderful holiday, and a very happy, warm Thanksgiving. My mouth is practically watering from thinking about the tasty foods, especially the potatoes. LOL. So...Happy Happy Happy [early] Turkey Day! Comment below telling me what YOUR favorite food is! Sorry about this being a super short chapter, I think I need some rest and I'll type up a longer one later. ~Joann
JOANN'S POV: I giggled as Bill and Tom chatted with their relatives. They seemed, rather bored and uninterested. Andrea was sitting next to me, falling asleep. I would nudge her every once in a while to make sure she was still awake. "So, where's Jasmine?" I asked, trying to get her to talk so I wouldn't be nudging her every 5 minutes. "She's with my parents, they are being introduced to Andrew, and then she's going back with him to his house, since my parents are going over my aunt's." She yawned. "Andrew...as in...?" I asked. "The one we met at the airport." Andrea said. We both giggled at the memories and felt somebody from above, watching us. We both looked up and saw Bill and Tom, holding beer bottles. I rolled my eyes. Sometimes they were such a bad influence. Andrea reached up, grabbed the bottle from Tom and took a sip. He quickly grabbed it back as his mother was coming. "Oh, Tom could you help me with this?" Simone asked and had a stack of clean plates in her arms. Tom nodded and helped her as Andrea followed. Bill pulled me up, and hugged me from behind. I tilted my head back onto his shoulders. "Is it always like this? This lively I mean." I said. He laughed and nodded. Tom and Bill had many relatives, and it was a bit overwhelming to meet them all at once, but I kept quiet and just cuddled with him and chatted whoever decided to talk to me. Andrea was a pretty big hit too. Everyone was surprised that Tom had settled down, but at the same time, they accepted her pretty quickly. Except for the two teenage girl cousins, around the ages of 15 and 16. They just glared at us like we were bugs. "Why are those two staring at us like that?" Andrea whispered. I did a tiny shrug with my shoulders, even though I understood deep down inside and it sickened me a bit. They came over and sat down across from Bill and I, next to Tom and Andrea. "So you must be Tom's whore." The one with dyed blonde hair said. Tom's eyes widened. Andrea turned to the girls and squinted at them. "Emily, she's not a whore! She's my girlfriend." Tom hissed. "How could you go out with a whore-looking thing then?" Emily asked. I rolled my eyes. If anyone in the room looked like a slut, it would be her. Her breasts were practically popping out of her too tight top. "Excuse me, I'm not the one with too much cleavage." Andrea shot back and grinned at Tom. "But I guess Tom would love that, wouldn't you?" She asked. Tom barked a laugh and shook his head. "Only if you were the one." Tom said. Emily looked at me and pointed to my tiny bump. "Who got you pregnant?" She asked. I was a bit startled by her direct question and cringed into Bill for support. "I did." He beamed. I chuckled and nodded. "Were you like drunk that night you banged her?" The one with dirty blonde hair asked and made a disgusted face. "Do we ever use that language around here Brooke?" Simone asked, glaring at them. "No, sorry aunt Simone. It won't happen again." Emily answered and smiled at Simone. Simone smiled gently at me and handed Andrea a plate of food. "Thanks." Andrea said and started to eat with Tom. "I'm sorry, some of my relatives are rather rude." Bill said. I smiled and shook my head. Bill in many ways reminded me of Edward Cullen from "TWILIGHT." Maybe it was his smooth way of speaking, or possibly his cheesy love lines. Either way, I didn't care. I knew I was just in love with him and would love him forever. The day passed quickly, of opening presents and enjoying the warmth and meaning of family. After the stroke of midnight, I found myself super tired. Maybe it was from the early rise, or maybe it was from the sex. I wasn't sure. I yawned and Bill picked up on this.
BILL'S POV: I saw her yawn a few times in a row and knew instantly it was time to sleep. "Do you want to go home?" I asked. She shrugged and tilted her head on mine. "Let's go up to your room." She whispered. I nodded and carried her up the stairs, and put her gently on the bed. Christmas was always something to look forward to each year, and even though Tom and I got some insults and scolding most of the time, we didn't today. "Bill, I really like your family." Joann whispered, her eyes closed. I smiled and laid down next to her. "I can't wait to be old and see what happens with our family." I whispered. She laughed lightly and turned her head to face me. "I can't wait either." She whispered. I said nothing more, and dozed off myself. That night, I dreamed of the future. I swear I had a smile on my face the whole entire night. Yeah, I really couldn't wait.
JOANN'S POV: I watched as Bill drifted off to sleep. I didn't get how somebody could sleep with a smile on their face. I wanted to reach out and touch him, just to be sure that I wasn't dreaming it all up. I could hear the party die down, and sighed. It was super stuffy in here, compared to the coolness of the other house. I liked the occassional breeze that was let in when somebody opened a window, but I couldn't complain. Before I realized it, I had dozed off and the night quickly passed. The sunshine greeted me a good morning and I felt around, finding Bill's warm body next to mine. He shivered at my touch, and I quickly pulled back. He was still asleep, that was, until a knock startled us both, causing him to fall off the bed. I couldn't help but laugh.
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BILL KAULITZ NAKED!!!!! O.O [ Hoax Or Not? ]Okay. But does that really matter? You're all pathetic. And you've killed any chance of him and the rest of the boys leading any sort of a normal life. Congratu-fucking-lations. So If you can't take the truth, You might as well sheild your eyes and close those tiny little ears forever.. The world we live in today is a corrupt piece of spinning b***s***. Get over it. Because my little rant right here.. Is the truth. And if you think you don't apply to it.. Think again. P.S. Bill- I hope you one day find your true love, because I know being in love is the most amazing feeling in the entire world.
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Just and update on my story....Hey people. Uhm im sorry that i havent been posting anything. I have ideas for chapter six but latly i havent really had the time to type them...but i do have them all (well most) of them wrote down in a notebook read to type,...so chapter 6 is coming soon, actually i pretty much have it all planned out. haha :D So sorrryyyyyyyy..... :-/
--Sarah York......<3
i will be typing soon, i guess i just need to sit down and force myself to type and post everyday even if its just a little bit or even part of a chapter. what do u think?
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Battle of the Bands: Chapter 36Chapter 36 "WAKE UP!" I heard someone yelling. I was abruptly yanked out of my dream and into reality. I shot up from my bed, eyes wide with surprise and a scream slipping through my teeth "Ahhhh!" I screeched, then from the end of the bed a heard a low chuckle escaping through Tom's lips. "Tom, what the fuck?!" I hissed "It's time to get up baby" he replied innocently. He was already and dressed and ready to go. "What was all the yelling about?" I snapped "Oh, that? That was just for my personal enjoyment" His signature smirk appearing on his face "You could have gently nudged me to get up" I offered "But that's no fun" Tom replied "You know you can be a real dick sometimes" I got out of bed and headed for the bathroom. "I'm going to have a shower" I then slammed the door "Would you like me to join you?" That playful tone still in his voice "No, not when you're mean to me" I sulked. He knew I wasn't really mad at him. If I was then I probably would have stormed out of his room. Tom had a way seriously pissing me off without taking it too far. Or maybe I was just a push over that couldn't get angry with him. It only took me about half an hour to get ready, Tom picked out my outfit today. I was expecting him to choose some really slutty garments, but he actually didn't do too badly. Some deep blue skinny jeans, with a thick black belt, knee high black boots, and a Tokio Hotel t-shirt. "Really, you want me to wear your bands shirt?" I asked "Yeah, it's kinda been a secret wish of mine ever since the band started. I always thought it would be totally cool to have my girl wearing my band's shirt" He explained "Well I suppose I can make the sacrifice for you" I joked "Oh c'mon let's go down stairs" Tom grabbed my hand. (Oh, and for all of you who are wondering about Tom's injured hand. It's fine now, practically good as new) We walked hand in hand as we went down to meet the rest of the guys and management for breakfast. We went through the doors, and we saw both of our bands sitting at the same table munching on their breakfast. This wasn't an unusual sight anymore, we all got on now, and even Jules had softened up to Tokio Hotel. We all realised how much we had in common with one another, and we wondered why we spent so long hating each other. Tom and I took our seats and saw all of them wolfing down bacon and eggs, accept for Bill and Dom who went for the vegetarian option of pancakes. Tom and I also went for this option, we were vegetarians too. I like meat, but not enough to kill animals for it. I'm just as happy eating some sushi, or a salad. "Hey aren't we supposed to be filming today, where are the THTV cameras?" Tom asked looking around. "It's not really a good time to have cameras in our face" Gustav answered "Why, what's going on" Tom and I examined everyone. Our eyes caught Georg who looked miserable and puffy eyed. "Georg, are you ok?" I asked "Kayla and I split" He stated, keeping his head down. "Oh Georg, I'm so sorry" I said sympathetically "Ja, well if it's meant to be it's meant to be" He said, not directly to anyone, more to himself. "Why did you two break up?" Tom asked "The long distance thing, it just got too difficult, she wanted more and I couldn't give it to her" he answered "Maybe I could talk to her, I can call Kayla if you want" I offered "Nein, I think it's better to just leave it now" Georg sighed "If you want to talk or anything, we're all here for you" Tom exclaimed "Ja, well maybe we could change the subject" He replied The rest of breakfast was strange and awkward. We were trying to fill the silence with anything that couldn't possibly relate to Georg's situation. But he knew that all eyes were on him most of the time, that's why I think he left early. I don't think Georg was mad at us, but he just wanted to be on his own right now. "Poor Georg, I though him and Kayla were so solid" Dom said, once Georg left "Ja, me too" Pete added "No, I think they've been having problems for a while, Georg just kept it under wraps" Gustav mentioned "Really, I knew they got in a fight a while ago, but I thought they were fine now" Bill replied "Obviously not, it's so sad. I liked Kayla we had become quite good friends" I said "I though Kayla was cool, but I never thought they were right for each other, even from the start" Tom stated "Really?" I asked, turning my attention to Tom "Ja, of course I didn't want to say anything but I think that she was too high maintenance, well that's my opinion anyway?" He explained "I thought she was cool, but maybe it is for the best" I tried to be optimistic Tom and I spent the rest of the day apart, he was off doing Tokio Hotel stuff and I was doing Sophie's Alibi stuff. We got used to this, but it got even more frustrating when I had a bit of spare time to call him he wouldn't be able to talk because he would be in the middle of an interview or photo shoot, or vice versa. Lucky we got to see each other in the morning and at night time or we would hardly talk. So when Tom couldn't pick up his phone for one reason or another I decide to give Kayla a call. I know Georg said not to call her for him, but this wasn't for him, I was wanted to see how Kayla was feeling about this. "Hallo" She picked up "Hi Kayla, I heard about you and Georg how are you" I went straight to the point "I...I'm ok I guess. It's hard you know" She replied "Who broke it off?" I asked I could hear her take a deep breath in "I did" "Why?" "I couldn't take it anymore Vi. Georg is great when we're together, but things changed when we were apart. It got too annoying having to wait for his phone calls and then he would always be too tired or stressed. Then we just end up arguing a lot, over small unimportant things, we ended up taking our frustration out on one another." She explained "But you two always seemed so good together, you can work things out" I tried "No we can't, there will always be a part of my heart for Georg, but I don't have the patience or the time to love someone who I never see" She stated We talked some more, I could tell she was upset about her break up, but Kayla honestly thought that this was the only solution. I tried to convince her that they could work it out, but she was resolute. "Ok I better go, I have some interview to do, I hope things are ok for you" I said "Ja, I will be ok. I know that this is the only way" "Take care Kayla" "Bye Vi, and thanks for calling" She hung up Thinking about what Kayla was talking about, it seemed that her reasoning was quite understandable. This got me thinking about Tom and I. What would happen to us? We were good now, but what would happen when we had to go off in other directions. They were going to the US after this tour and we were going to Asia, we wouldn't see each other for so long. Do long distance relationships ever work?
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November 24, 2009From Tragedy To Happiness 5Longer chapter. Introduces significant character. Have fun reading. Hope you enjoy. Hope you don't fall asleep while reading. A few weeks had passed since truths had come out, and everybody got to know each other very well. While their mothers were at work, the twins and Andreas would do things like go to town or the park, work on and talk about music, and when they made sure the adults would not be able to walk in on them, look at movies from Tom's porn box. Almost every night the boys would sleep over at each others houses, and feel the security and closeness of good friends that they had never had. Simone and Emilie developed a bond as if they were sisters. They could talk to each other about personal things, common interests, and even helped each other with projects and work. Almost every night they and their children had dinner together, and a lot of their free time without the children was spent in each others company. Tonight was a special night. It was the last night before the summer holidays ended and school would start up again. The twins would be starting their new school tomorrow, and the parents wanted to make sure their kids would have their last night of freedom before being pulled back into the Hell and conformity called school. Tonight, the mothers and their children decided to go to a restaurant/club with live entertainment. A moderately well-known band named Fatun would be playing tonight. All three boys had taken an interest in the band quite a while ago, before they had met each other. Around the same, time Simone and Emilie heard about the group and wanted to know what the big deal was. As soon as they heard the first note, they could not stop listening. The music was good, and different somehow. The mothers could feel every ounce of emotion when the music was played, and they could feel their emotions welling up when listening to the music. The band played the music they wanted to play, not what people wanted them to play or thought was cool. The band had enough fans that by the time the boys and their mothers got to the club, there were quite a few people there already, and they felt lucky to get a good view. When it was almost time for the band to start performing, the club became packed, and everybody started talking excitedly. "We have to meet them before we go home tonight!" Andi almost screamed, due to his excitement and the fact that the audience had become very crowded and noisy. "That guy Gordon rocks! We have to talk to him if we meet him!" Bill exclaimed, jumping up and down. "We should show them our skills when we meet them!" Tom said, having trouble keeping his excitement down. Meanwhile, Simone and Emilie were discussing, surprisingly, among other things, the dating potential of a certain guitarist that would be playing at the club tonight. "It's great that we were able to come out here tonight. It'll give the boys one more night before they have to be forced back into the repressive school system," Emilie said. "This will let them see how wonderful it really is to be up on stage. I hope the group is as good live as they are on my CD player," Simone said, smiling bigger than she had in the while. For some reason, she felt that this was a special night for her as well as the boys. "So, Gordon Trümper. I heard he's single. I don't know about you, but personally I think he is very good looking. Maybe he'll notice you tonight," said Emilie, with the faintest trace of a smile on her face, not paying much attention to Simone's last statement. "Oh, no. I'm much too old. He'll probably notice you, though," Simone said, blushing at the thought. "He's not my type, and you really don't give yourself enough credit. You're almost 30 with twins, but you still look like a teenager, or early 20s at the least. Besides, there's really not much of an age difference." "Only five years," Simone muttered sarcastically. Before anything else could be said, the band came onstage. The lead singer came up to the microphone and said, "Hallo, we are Fatun! Thank you so much for coming! Hope you enjoy the show!" The rest of the night was filled with loud music, the crowd singing, and wild movements as the band performed. Simone found that they were even better live, while Bill, Tom, and Andreas jumped around for the entire show. The band was about to play the last song, when the guitarist named Gordon noticed the woman with vivid reddish-brown hair near the front and looked her in the eye. "Before we end the show, I would like to dedicate the last song to the lady with long red hair at the front," he said, winking at her. Every eye was turned to a blushing Simone, as it was clear she was the one he was talking about. As soon as he played the first note, Simone felt as if she was the only one in the audience, and that her broken heart had been completely mended and heeled. When the last note of the sweet song ended, the audience cheered and applauded with much enthusiasm and some awwww!s could be heard. "Thank you so much for coming out! Have a good night!" shouted the singer. The club immediately started to empty out, as most of the audience had either school or work in the morning. The boys had already run off and were no where to be found at the time. "I told you he would notice you. That was very sweet of him," said Emilie, giggling a little bit. "I need to think," said Simone, walking to the bar. She ordered a beer and thought for a while before taking a sip. What had happened tonight? It has only been a little over a month and a half since the father of her children left the family, shattering her heart into a million tiny pieces in the process. But as soon as the man on that stage, a man she didn't even know, looked her in the eyes, none of it mattered. Her stomach fluttered as she thought about this, and she took another sip to calm it down. Emilie came up to the bar and sat next to her. "So I guess you have a new boyfriend now?" "I don't know. I'm so confused. What does this mean?" "It means that God is willing to give you another chance at love, and there is a man who will love you enough to make that happen. Go talk to him!" "You're crazy! It's probably nothing. Let's go. The boys have school and you have classes to teach," Simone said with a bit of uncertainty as she paid for her drink. The mothers found their sons over by the area where the band was packing up their things. They had been talking and laughing with the band, and were even demonstrating their musical talent for them. Andi turned around and ran up to his mother. "This is my mother!" "Hi, I'm Emilie, and this is my friend Simone, the mother of the twin boys that are playing with the guitar and keyboard." Gordon came up to them and shook hands. "Hello, Emilie. Simone. . ." he trailed off, holding Simone's hand a little longer while he looked at her. "The last song was so sweet. I hope the boys aren't bothering you," said Simone, a hint of color coming to her cheeks. "Nein, nein. They're all very talented with great personality. And I'm glad you enjoyed the show." The twins ran up to their mother, and in perfect unison, said, "Mommy, Mommy! The band invited everybody to come and see their show next week! Can we go? Please?" "It would be great to know you all will be there," said Gordon. "Especially you, Simone." "We'll gladly come. Simone is looking foward to it," said Emilie. "Ja, sure," said Simone, her cheeks turning a nice rosy color. "Great!" Gordon smiled, and said, "By the way, Bill, Tom, and Andi are very talented, and have a lot of potential with their music. Have they ever been to or considered music school?" "No. They just seemed to pick it up as soon as they picked up the instruments." "Well, me and the band own a music school. If you want to stop by and try it out, here's my card." He handed them a card that said "Rock's Cool Music School". The boys smiled bright smiles, and Simone said, "I think they'll be happy to go." "Good to know. See you next week." Gordon gave Simone one last smile before they left. "I think music school will be good for the boys, Emilie. They'll learn more about what they love, it gives them something to do, and--" "And it gives you a reason to see your boyfriend more often?" Emilie finished, smiling, making Simone blush once again. Meanwhile, back at the club, when the band finished packing up, they congratulated Gordon on finding a chick that he really liked. "Great job, Gordon, you hooked a--" "Finish that, and I will punch you in the face."
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Life's A Roller Coaster - Hang On [Chapter 8]Revealing content. You've been warned. Bill's POV When I woke up, I heard voices. One belonged to Lizzie and the other...No way! I sat up slowly and looked over to the table. "Morning," Lizzie said, walking over to me. "Morning," I said and hugged her. She hugged me back for a moment and then pulled away. "Who's this? She said she was looking for you," Lizzie said, gesturing to the woman at the table. "Mutti?" I said my voice still thick with sleep. "Ja," she said. "Mom! What are you doing here?!" I said and pulled the blanket up to cover my half naked body. She chuckled. "What? I'm not allowed to visit my own son? And who is this?" She asked pointing to Lizzie. I was about to speak, but she spoke again before I could. "You're not becoming more like your brother, are you?" she asked. I groaned and flopped against the pillow. "More like Tom?" Lizzie asked confused. "Are you some whore?" I heard my mom ask. "Mutti!" I shouted and sat up. I saw the hurt in Lizzie's eyes, though she hid it well. I quickly pulled her against me and began yelling at my mother in German. "Mom! How could you? She's not a whore! This is Lizzie! She's my girlfriend!" I screamed. "Oh, is she now?" she said, in German. I nodded and gently rubbed Lizzie's arms. My mother sighed and I felt Lizzie's confused stare on my face. I looked at her. "Sorry about my mom," I whispered so only she could hear. "It's okay," she said. I saw she was still hurt by my mother calling her a whore. I held her tighter and glared at my mom. "Tell her you're sorry," I said, though it sounded more like a command. She didn't apologize. "Mutti, bitte!" I begged, putting on my best puppy dog face. She took one look at me and let out an exasperated sigh. "Oh Bill! That's not fair!" she said. I didn't let up though. She rolled her eyes and looked at Lizzie. "I'm sorry for calling you a whore," she said. I smiled, "Danke," I said. She rolled her eyes again and sipped her coffee. "I'll be right back," I said and jumped out of bed, pulling Lizzie along behind me. I stopped in the hall near the bathroom and faced her. "Are you alright?" I asked. She nodded, but I knew her well enough to know it wasn't entirely true. "I'm sorry about my mom," I said again and hugged her. "Like I said, it's okay, I'm used to being called shit things," she said and kissed me. I kissed her back and decided not to push it anymore. Someone cleared their throat and I sighed. "Oh, don't worry about me or anything," my mom said and hitched her purse higher on her shoulder. "I was just leaving." "Mutti," I begged. "Don't be like that!" She ignored me completely, took one more look at Lizzie, and left. "Scheiße!" I screamed and slammed my fist against the wall, then slid down to the floor. I felt hands on my shoulders and was gently pulled forward into an embrace. I buried my face against Lizzie's chest while I calmed down. Not only was I mad at my mom for doing that to me and hurting Lizzie like that, but I was also embarrased by her. I couldn't believe she did that. "Bill," Lizzie said after awhile. "Is she always like that?" I shook my head. "No, never. I don't know what's going on with her," I said. "Are you alright?" she asked and pulled my face up so she could look me in the eye. "I'm fine, just, mad. I can't believe she called you a whore," I said. I saw the hurt surface in her eyes again. "You're not a whore. You're nothing but the beautiful, innocent girl that I love," I stated firmly. She smiled and kissed me again. I held her tightly, for a few minutes before she backed away. "Hey! I wasn't done yet!" I said and pouted. She laughed. "Bill! I don't think that's such a good idea," she said and tried to hide her laughter. "Why?" I asked. She looked at floor, giggling, her face bright red and just pointed to me. Confused, I looked myself over quickly, only to find that I'd gotten horny as hell. "Shit," I muttered. I looked at her again and saw her face was completely red. I smiled to myself. So innocent, I thought. "Sorry," I said and quickly went into the bathroom. I turned on the cold water and jumped in the shower. Lizzie's POV It shocked and hurt me when his mother called me a whore. I'm not a damn whore! I'd wanted to say. I wanted to scream at her for saying that, but I couldn't. I kept thinking about this while he was in the bathroom. I also couldn't get the image of him sitting there, almost completely naked, and very horny, out of my head. I blushed at the thought of how I turned him on. We only started dating yesterday! It's too soon, I thought. I kept telling myself that, but in reality, I didn't want to believe it, because I wanted him, too. Wanted him badly. I kept thinking about that, all thoughts of the earlier incident gone. I looked at the clock, 2:00pm. I sighed. The water had stopped a few minutes ago and I waited. Not long after, the door opened and Bill walked out wrapped in a towel, hair soaked, clinging to his face, neck and shoulders and his body not completely dry. I very nearly tackled him, just then. Too much, it's too much. I felt myself screaming in my head. Too soon! The rational part of me screamed. While the other part of me was deciding when I'd seduce him. I found myself staring again and was only brought back to reality when he laughed. I blushed. He walked towards me and my breathing picked up. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing," I barely managed to say. He looked at me like he wasn't sure, but shrugged and walked towards his suitcase. "I didn't bring clothes with me, in my hurry," he said. I nodded and studiously looked at the floor when he walked passed me. I finally decided when and smiled. Tom's POV I woke up and Joann was basically sleeping on top of me. I smiled to myself but then instantly felt bad. Last night...too good for words, but I messed things up big time. I want more than this. She NEEDS to know that, I thought and mentally slapped myself for everything. I want a lasting relationship with this girl, not some one night stand. I want a relationship with meaning, not one based off sex. I sighed and sat up, pulling on a pair of boxers. I gently pulled the blanket back over her and went to take a shower. Joann's POV I couldn't believe last night, I must of needed it more than I'd thought. I almost felt jelous of Lizzie, she didn't know this feeling, the feeling of needing someone so much it was almost too hard to control. She was completely innocent. I woke up and Tom wasn't in bed. I sat up, pulling the blanket with me. No way, he didn't, I thought, but then heard the water running in the bathroom. I let out a sigh and laid down again. I'm not usually one to have sex right after getting into a relationship and felt horrible. I have to explain to him that I'm not like that, that I want more than just sex...I sighed again, closed my eyes and tried to get some more sleep. When I woke up again, Tom was watching TV. I glanced at the clock and it was 3:00. "Holy shit," I muttered. Tom looked up at me. "Hey, you're awake." he said. "I can't believe I slept most of the day," I said and got up. I pulled on his discarded shirt from last night and walked over to him. "Look, about last night," I said. "I just...I want you to know two things. First, that's not how I usually am. I want more than just sex out of this relationship and, second. That, that was definitely the best night of my life," I said. He smiled. "I'm sorry, I want more than just sex, too. I can't believe I let myself get so..." He trailed off and shook his head. I knew exactly what he meant. "It's okay," I said and kissed him gently. He kissed me back for a moment. "Hungry?" He said. Damn. Stupid stomach. "Yes," I laughed. He smiled and called room service. I can tell, I made a good choice. Bill's POV We spent most of the day in our room watching movies and eating popcorn. Unfortunately, most of the movies were in German and didn't have subtitles, so I had to translate. I didn't mind though, I was just glad to spend time with Lizzie. Before I knew it, it was time for dinner, and then it was almost midnight. "I think we should go to bed," I said quietly. "Yea," Lizzie nodded and stood. There was a look in her eyes that I didn't recognize. "I'm going to go get changed in the bathroom," I said. She nodded again and walked over to her stuff. I walked into the bathroom quietly and undressed. When I walked out, the room was dark and from what I could tell, Lizzie wasn't in there. "Lizzie?" I whispered loudly. No answer. Suddenly, I was up against the wall, someone pressing against me, their lips soft and warm against mine. I realized that this was Lizzie. I moved my lips from her's, down her jaw to her neck. Control yourself! I thought. It wasn't too difficult. "Bill," she moaned. Shit. It just got extremely difficult. Somehow we ended up on the bed, naked. I pinned her under me, and tried to control myself. She was breathing heavily, and this excited me almost as much as when she moaned my name. "Bill," she whispered. I looked her in the eye, still trying to regain control of myself. "Yes?" I whispered hoarsely. "Just do it," she said. I still hesitated. "Please," she begged, her voice getting hoarse, sounding more desperate. I groaned and did as she asked. I thrust in gently and she whimpered. I paused, hesitating again. "Don't stop," she begged. I took a deep breath and continued. She got wetter and it became easier, her whimpers turned into moans of pleasure, and often she'd say my name. I collapsed on her after awhile and kissed her. "Thank you," she said. I smiled and kissed her neck. She moaned again, and I pulled back, looking her in the eye. "I doubt you'll believe me right now," I said and knew she was confused. "But, I love you," I said. She kissed me, smiled and soon fell asleep. I kissed her forehead once she was asleep, and then, pulling her closer, fell asleep aswell.
Posted by dkandidc on 11/24/2009 1:55 PM Comments (0)
Bill Kaulitz caught in Ann Demealemeester 2009 fall
Bill Kaulitz, singer and one (large) portion the German band Tokio Hotel. Known not only for his vocals or founding a band with his identical brother, Kaulitz is no stranger to blurring the line between genders. Usually spotted with white-tipped nails and sporting his shrunken wardrobe, you would be lying if you were to say that Bill wasn't in a category of his own, off to the side. Arriving to the premiere of the animated flick Arthur and the Minimoys 2, yesterday in Germany, Kaulitz stayed within his comfort zone in black ultra-slim trousers and black accessories to go along with his get-up. Though it was his oversized sweater that came as something new. Topping of his purple turtleneck with an over sized ribbed knit sweater, Bill drained Ann Demeulemeester's Fall 2009 collection of all it's romanticism and inhibition. Instead using the sweater to add some texture to a rather safe (in his realm) look. Though I can't say that I am a fan of the look, it is nice to see such a powerful piece by brilliant designer out and off of the runway. How does Bill's look make you feel?
Posted by ShannenAshlea on 11/24/2009 11:37 AM Comments (0)
Bild interviewENGLISH TRANSLATION BELOVE CREDIT TO : THOCEANNEWS
Hauptsache es sieht geil aus!
Posted by ShannenAshlea on 11/24/2009 9:34 AM Comments (0)
Is Bill Kaulitz mophing into prince?
Let´s hope so! Here's the Tokio Hotel frontman at the premiere of Arthur und die Minimoys 2 - Die Rueckkehr des Boesen M' (Arthur 2) -- he voiced the part of Arthur -- at Cinestar Sony Center movie theater in Berlin this weekend. And boy, does Bill got that purp! Credit: THOceanNews
Posted by ShannenAshlea on 11/24/2009 9:30 AM Comments (0)
November 23, 2009Forever Tonight Ch.9
Bill p.o.v "Lauren, hey, I was wondering when you get home. Please call me back" I leave a message in her phone. I tossed my cell phone next to me in the bed, and I look at the alarm clock that points 4 in the afternoon. I been calling the last two days and she still doesn't answer me. She's probably chatting with Giovanna and she doesn't hear the phone. She doesn't like her phone, I had never seen her used it. Maybe the phone has low battery. I started making in my mind different excuses why she doesn't answer the damn cell phone. I sighed wiping the tears and mascara from my face. Simone...Emily, her voice echoed in my head. The whispers from future were the only thing that keeps me sane and I laughed along with the giggles. "I love you" I whisper to the empty room. "Hey, I'm worried. I hadn't see you after Anami's funeral and that was two days ago. Are you okay?" I leave another message trying to sound as cool as possible. I glance again at the alarm clock, 4:05. Shit! I continued leaving different voice messages and texts, every time sounding more desperate. "Lauren, please answer the phone. Baby, please" "Okay, I will do whatever you want but please come back, honey I love you" "You know is fucking rude to not answer the damn phone!!! Who the fuck you think you are!" "I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you, Sorry, sorry, sorry, please my love call me. I love you" "Oh my god!! How can you be so unconsidered!? You don't give a shit about my feelings, how many time do I have to call you huh!?" "Please come back baby, I swear I will stop yelling but come back" "You promised to never leave me! You told me you LOVE me!!! Where the fuck you are? I'm your fucking fiancé" "Don't leave me, I will be good. Please Lauren. I need you, I love you. I can stop think of you. I need you here with me, please, please, please" "Are you with Vitaly!? Are you fucking him!? That stupid bullshit of you being his master, you liar! I swear I will rip his head off!!!" "No, no, no I didn't mean the last message. I'm sorry my love. Please don't leave me. I will stop being jealous and childish but come back" "How can I be so stupid!? You leave me once, why it surprise me you DID it AGAIN? I guarantee you I will kick Vitaly's ass when I find him" "Lauren!!! Baby, okay I'm sorry, what I have to do to bring you back. I plead you my love, marry me!!! I love you so much Lauren, I love..." "Okay enough!" Tom snapped the phone out of my hands, "stand up and clean you face! Stop humiliating yourself" "Tom give me the phone" I replied walking towards him trying to grab my phone. "No! Bill, it's been two days of hearing your cries and desperation calls to her. Have some dignity" "Give me the phone!!! She is gonna call back" "No she won't. Bill she take her stuff. I'm sorry but I guess is over and the wedding organizer call about the flowers and decoration. I think you should tell her the wedding was canceled" "The wedding is not canceled. I'm getting married with Lauren and we would have an amazing celebration and I'm gonna enjoy it and you will fucking like it too!" "Bill..." he sighed giving me a pity look before leaving my room, taking my cell phone. I cursed him as I cursed Vitaly without reason; I just need to blame someone. "Knock, knock" I heard a sweet voice from the other side of the window. I run towards the window, wishing for Lauren to be the person behind it, but deep in me knew she wasn't but I still open the door and scream "Lauren!" just to be kill again by disappointment. "Um, no" Victory said, "I'm sorry about you and Lauren. Lauren can be so retarded" I sighed walking again towards my bed crashing on it. Victory climbed into my room sitting beside me rubbing my back. "I know where she is" she whispers getting my full attention, "And yes, she's been hearing your messages" she smiles sympathetic, "She has her phone glued to her ear just to hear your voice. Each call demolishing a piece of her heart, oh Bill, if she was able to cry, Vitaly and I would had drown" "Where is she?" I mutter. "In my house..." "Take me" I interrupted her, and she shook her head, "Please, Victory..." she presses gently her finger on my mouth smiling. "She will come...tonight" she replied cheery. I could feel my heart beating uncontrollably and a smile plastered on my face, "Yeah, so better groom yourself, but before that" she said standing up motion me to do it too, "I'm gonna teach you little tricks, so she can't escape that easily" "Teach me"
Omniscient p.o.v "Why you torture yourself like this?" Vitaly whispers caressing Lauren's hand, "You love him" "Exactly, that's the problem... everything I love die" she sobs. Vitaly sighed running out of reasons. "Didn't you tell him you will stay to be his master?" "I did" she confessed. "And..." "I just need time to take him out off my mind. If I just appear like that I would probably ended under his spell and making out. I want to finalize this, I don't deserve him" Lauren sobs non stop and Vitaly hug her to calm her. "I think you deserve him as much as he deserves you" "I like to differ" she mumbles. In that moment, her phone rang and she smile sadly at the sound of 'Monsoon'. The light of her phone shined through the fabric of her hoddie and she sigh waiting for the music to stop, expecting a sweet hopeless fiancé or an angry desperate Bill. The ringtone stopped abruptly at the start of the chorus and she looks at the word in the display 'one voicemail'. She didn't have to check from whom, Lauren perfectly knew who he was. "Lauren!!! Baby, okay I'm sorry, what I have to do to bring you back. I plead you my love, marry me!!! I love you so much Lauren, I love..." Bill was interrupted by a furious Tom making Lauren feel even more culpability. She hadn't just ruin Bill by this break up but also his twin, the one who always has to pick up the pieces after she left. "I'm sorry Tom" she apologizes putting her phone away. "I'm sorry Bill" "You know you can fix this problem" Vitaly interrupt her thoughts. "I know, but I won't" "Oh yes you will" Victory enter the room shooting her magic to Lauren making her disappear. "Where do you transport her?" Vitaly asked surprised. "To her happiness or probably chaos" "Where did you go?" "To build the chaos"
Lauren p.o.v The last I see was Victory pointing her finger at me and instantly I appeared in a dark room. No light was necessary to know where I was, the familiar of this place and the sweet scent of Bill made me smile and sob at the same time. Why didn't I prepare for this possibility? Oh right because I didn't imagine my student will stab my back. "Lauren" Bill's beautiful voice resonate behind me. I turn around and I suppress a gasp. He is looking stunning, our gazes locked and all my strength faded in that moment. His eyes were covered by mascara and black shadows, incredibly gorgeous as always but this time sadness shine in her chocolate eyes. "I-I'm...sorry" I mumble, "I need to go" I whisper rapidly but before I could move he locked me in a hug. I forgot he wasn't just a simple human. "No..." he whisper in my ear making my heart melts. Mental note: kill Victory. "I'm not letting you go, not again" he said burying his face in my hair. "It's the best for you..." "No! You are the best for me. Please can you understand that?" "Bill, I'm going now, please let me go" I mutter trying to be cold but I couldn't, I want him so badly. I want him to never let me go, to hold me forever. "You are not going to do this again. I won't let you" he replied tightening his grip. I try to undo his hug but it was impossible, Bill is stronger than me with the magic but he didn't know that until now. "How you are doing it?" I asked him and he smile sweetly at me. "Victory, teach me some things" 2nd mental note: reassure Victory die, "What things? If you like to share" I asked Bill as cool as I can apparent and he laughed, oh god, give me strength. He snuggled into my neck kissing it sweetly sending shivers through my back. "Mmm, you like it huh" he laughed sliding his hands to my waist lifting me; unconsciously I wrap my legs around him, "Well, she told me if I concentrate I can be stronger than you. Also, she teach me to enchant any door or window with magic which reminds me, please don't try to escape or you will be electrocuted since any escape is blocked with a magic wall" he smile at me victorious making me lean down inches away from her face. 3rd mental note: make her suffers. "And what are you going to do? Keep me in your room for the rest of the eternity?" I laughed mockingly and he laughed along with me his breath hitting my face. Suddenly, he drops me on the bed, Bill falling on top of me. "No, I'm gonna make you mine right now, and then I will keep you here for the rest of the eternity" I stop laughing when I saw the seriousness in his features and I look at his delicious round lips getting closer and closer to mines. "Bill, please..." I plead him, "Don't make this more difficult" I said but he ignores me kissing the corner of lips. I swallow nervous knowing if he touches my lips I will loose. "You are going to tear my skin with your nails" he whisper and I notice I was burying my nails in his waist. "Sorry" I apologized and he smirks, "Do you love me?" oh god, please I can't say no to that question because it will be a lie that would hurt him and hurt me. I love you. God, I had never loved anyone the way I loved you. Unexpectedly, a diamond hit me on the cheek and I look at Bill, his eyes full of water and my heart finished annihilate. I swiftly wipe his tears away and he smile kissing my hand, "She also teach me to read minds" Bill crashes his lips on mines, kissing me furiously and with such a fervor that made me moan, "I wont allow you to ruin this love" he panted connecting our lips again. I couldn't resist no more, I want him. No, I need him. "Damn you beautiful boy" I curse him ripping off his shirt, passing my hands through his body none stopping our kisses. He chuckled tearing my shirt and jeans moving his hands through all my body, "Hey, I love those jeans" I whined faking anger and he laughed caressing my face, "I will get you others, now please I really need this" I giggle and unzip his pants staying both in our underwear. "I love you" I whisper caressing her face giving him little kisses around his soft face, "Please don't allow me to run away" he smile stealing an ardent kiss, "I promise to never let you go" he smile ripping off the rest of our clothes. "Bill" I moan feeling his fingers teasing me, "What?" he asked innocently kissing gently my lips, "Do it" I murmur and he smirk getting on top of me. He spread my legs pressing his erection still teasing me, "You are making me insane!" I speak softly wrapping my arms around his neck. "This is for not returning 104 calls and 87 text messages" he grin and I'm hell of sure suppressing his desires of going inside. "I'm sorry" I apologized pulling his face down to kiss his lips. "I love you" he said thrusting in me, making me scream. He keeps a gently slow pace, making me moan his name over and over again. He leans down to connect our lips occasionally gasping for air and moaning along with me. He quick his pace and I can sense he will come soon. "Aah" he come and then me. He fell on top of me, our bodies sweaty and our lungs demanding air. "I'm such a stupid if I believe I can leave the eternity without this and you" I panted and he laughed kissing my forehead, "I love you" Bill whisper on my ear. 4th mental note: thank Victory. ok this was hard to write, please comment if you like it =D
Posted by giselleLèvenin on 11/23/2009 7:49 PM Comments (1)
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