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*Monica's Pov*

 It was around 9:00pm when Tommy and Shane went to bed, Jaden was sleeping. The house was quite; I went upstairs and closed the bedroom door. I started working looking at different Charities, after speaking out with Nikki about Covenant House, I wanted to do more. Nikki and I always gave to St. Jude Children's Research, but I wanted to do other thing's.

 The more I looked at different one's the more I wanted to give something to all of them. The silence was broken by Jaden crying, normally it only took Shane or Tommy a few minutes to get her. I opened my door and walked across the hall to where we put Jaden. I opened her door and walked over to her crib, and picked her up.

 "Shhh, Auntie got you, come on sweetie Mommy and Daddy need their sleep."

 I changed her and brought her downstairs. I started walking around with her and hoping she falls back to sleep. She started to then she started fussing I went into the kitchen and started warming up her bottle. Shane is breast feeding but she makes bottles for Jaden at night.

 "See sweetie Auntie is already spoiling you. Hey if your still up after I feed you maybe you'll get to see Uncle before you go to bed."

 I took her into the living room, and sat down on the couch. She drank the bottle and I burped her. I sat there I put my feet on the table and I sat her on my stomach with my legs holding her back up. I took her hands.

 "Glad Mommy and daddy are in bed, I get to spend time with you."

 I could tell she was tired, I took her upstairs and back into her room. I sat in the chair with her in my arms. I don't know how Shane does it but Jaden just falls asleep with her. I started to sing to her, I couldn't think of any songs other then Motley Crue ones, I started with "With Out You" I thought it was ok.

 She didn't go to sleep, so I just started to walk around the room. She finally fell asleep I put her down.

 *Nikki's Pov*

 I came home it was earlier then normal, when I got in I was hoping my wife was going to meet me at the door like she always does. I went upstairs to found our room empty, I stood in the hallway, and then I seen that someone was in the room with Jaden. I opened the door to find Monica laying her back down.

 I walked over to her and she jumped.

 "Don't do that"

 We walked out and closed the door.

 "What were you doing?"

 "Jaden started crying, normally Tommy or Shane would go in after a minute, but when they didn't so I did. I thought they might need their sleep."

 "You're a good friend"

 "Yeah I know, but I thought I might spend some time with her before they leave."

 "Are you saying your going to miss Jaden?"

 "yes"

 I smiled as we walked into our room, I went into the bathroom, and Monica was in the room. I came back in to find her putting her laptop in the chair. We went to bed and she turned the light off.

 *3 hours later*

 I heard Jaden crying, I sat up and looked over at Monica who started to move. I put on a pair of sweat pants and went down the hall to Tommy's room. I opened the door to find the two of them sleeping. I closed the door and went to Jaden.

 "Shhh....Jaden it's Nikki. I got you."

 I changed her and started to put her back to sleep. It was funny I never really wanted kids until earlier I came home to find my wife putting Jaden down. Then it came to me, Monica and I could start trying. Who knows we might have a little one of our own.

 "You might not ever know this but thanks to you, Auntie and Uncle might have a baby. But hey that's just between you and me kid-o so no talking"

 She started to fall sleep when I turned around and Shane was standing in the door way.

 "Did she wake you?"

 "No not really"

 "Funny I never thought I'll see the day that Nikki Sixx is holding a baby, hell and it's not even his."

 "Hey I'm her God Father."

 "Fine I'll give you that."

 "Did you sleep well? Monica was with her when I came home 3 hours ago"

 "I'm sorry I'm her Mom and I can't even get up and put her back down"

 "Shane it's okay, you and Tommy were up the last couple of nights with her. We thought it would be good that we take her tonight and tomorrow to let you two sleep, if that's ok?"

 "Thanks"

 "Now Mommy go to bed, Jaden is sleeping."

  I put Jaden back down and walked back into the bedroom. I laid down next to Monica. She rolled over and put her arms around me.

 "So where have you been Mr.Sixx?"

 "I got a phone call"

 "Don't lie to me, where were you? I rolled over and you weren't here."

 "Sorry honey, I had a date with someone"

 "Oh....She got you too?"

 "If your talking about Jaden then yes. I told Shane that we will do the same tomorrow night, so they can sleep."

 "What did she say?"

 "Thanks, She looked tired."

 "Honey, ever since they brought her home they really couldn't sleep. Most of that was due to the fact they didn't want to leave her alone."

 "Yeah, then she wakes up at different times."

 "Yeah well we better get some sleep, cause she wakes up before you have to get up."

 "Honey can I ask you something?"

 "Sure"

 "I was holding Jaden and well I couldn't help but think about seeing you hold her."

 "Nikki what are you talking about?"

 "We have been married for what a 10 months now. In 3 we will be married for a year. I was thinking maybe we could start talking about having one of our own."

 "You sure?"

 I reached over and turned the light on.

 "sweetie, I love you. But I fell in love with you more when I seen you with Jaden. Some how that little girl put her spell on us."

 "Oh really she's only 4 days old Nikki. But yes we should talk about it, actually I like seeing you hold her too, you look more sexier."

 "I'm sexy?"

 "Yes"