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Time 2 Dance Chapter 9

Part 1

Sarah’s POV

“Hey sis” I said looking at her

“What did u and Jon talk about?” she asked curiously

“Oh nothing really just wanted to make sure he’s ok” trying to get off the subject knowing I would get pissed off eventually and start yelling and I didn’t  want to do that in front of them

“Sis you love their band ok and you trust them so why all of the sudden did u change your mind… wait it has to do with him wanting to date me right …” she said pointing to Jon who was sitting next to her “why do u always have to do that to them”

“You no damn well why I have to” I said getting a little angry

“He’s not like him” she stated

“… but … just shut the fuck up Paige ok you’re pissing me off and u no it so stop” I said getting really pissed

“He’s not my dad” she told me

“So u would just trust ANY guy no matter what… Huh... You would just go off with a guy not knowing how he is what if he was like Wes you would end up like mom and it would be my god damn fault ... again!” with that I stood up and walked away angrily Ry got up and followed me “Babe what’s going on? Who’s Wes” I didn’t answer him I finally sat down in a hallway he sat next to me and seen I was crying “Hun Jon’s not going to hurt Paige he’s not like that” I looked up at him with my mascara running “how do you no you don’t know anything about Wes Ryan. You have no clue why I’m so fucked up” I said crying “then tell me so I can understand what your acting like this cause its scaring me I don’t like to see you like this” he said and I looked at him he looked so sad “ok but not here people will stare… do u think Jon could bring my sis home” he nodded his head and helped me up and we made our way back to the table “ look guys I’m sorry about that” I apologized “its ok you have your reason” Bren said looking at my sister “look Jon could you take Paige home when you get finished here and Bren do u mind riding with them” Jon said ok and Bren said it was ok I think  Spence was still in shock a bit over what happened then Paige got up and came over and hugged me “love you sissy and its ok I should trust you, your just trying to protect me” we said our goodbyes then went to the car and he drove to the park we first met. “Okay now can you tell me” he asked “yeah lets go down here next to the river no one will see or hear it ok hun” he nodded his head and took my hand while we headed down a gravel path he almost fell about twice finally we got to the bottom and sat down on a huge rock “ you promise me that you wont lea-” I started to say before Ryan interrupted with “don’t worry baby I wont leave no matter what ok” he said kissing my hand “alright, Wes is my sister’s dad and my step dad. Well he was but their divorced now thank god! Anyways he would drink a lot and when he did that he would be a different man.” I looked at Ry and took a deep breath “well he would beat my mother up when he would be drunk it would be over the littlest thing like she didn’t answer him fast enough or she was too busy to do something for him and she’d tell him to get it himself. That’s when he would beat her in front of my sisters and brother” I said starting to cry “he tried to kill my mother countless times, he tried to shove her off that bridge” I said pointing to the bridge next to us “he would chase her with a machete until I found him then I stole it when he passed out and me and bub hide it in a teddy bear in his toy chest inside the closet. The last fight between them was in front of Paige and Josie about 3 years ago which mad Paige 16 and Josie 6 my mom didn’t even no what she did this time he just took and started hitting her head against the concrete steps and called her all kinds of names he kicked and punched her. Josie she told him to stop and he didn’t so she climbed up the little things beside the steps and jumped off of it and onto his back and tried to pull him off mom but he just threw her off.” I stopped for a bit because I was starting to remeber what my mom looked like after that “why didn’t anyone help her” I looked at him “because everyone said she deserved it plus they were drunk and probly afraid of him because Wes had been prison probly over 7 times he’s pure evil! I fucking hate him he almost killed my mother he broke her jaw, 5 ribs, busted her lip, she had a punctured lung, bruised liver and a concussion. he’s fucked up Josie cause when ever she hears or sees a man and woman yell she starts remebering that and she starts crying and screaming and almost goes into an asthma attack. Its all my fault cause if I lived over there with them none of this would’ve happened, Plus John my brother is starting to act just like his dad” I started crying terribly putting my head in my hands “babe look at me” he leans down and lifts my head with his hands and looks in my eyes and whips away my tears “honey its not your fault you couldn’t have did anything more than what you have done ok honey what that man did was despicable he.. he needs to hurt for doing that to your mother and to you, your sisters and your brother you all didn’t deserve to see that” with that he pulled me into a hug and I just cried my eyes out “ssh… ssh its ok he’s never going to do anything like that to you all ever again its all over baby” he said rocking me and trying to soothe me.

To be continue….

This chapter will have to be split up into parts where it’s so long

Love ya Sarah