The Butcher Blog and Journals

(Will's Pov)

Anger was building up inside me.  Not one doctor has come out and told me about Sara.  I worried sick about her and I was worried about Allie too.  I wanted to know how Sara was doing and if she was okay but I couldn't get a freaking doctor to talk to me.  I looked around and everyone was here waiting for some information on Sara.  I got up and looked around.

"Bill,where are you going?"  Adam asked

I looked at him.

"I'm going to look for a damn doctor." I replied.

He nodded.  I started walking until I found a doctor.  I walked up to him and tap his shoulder.  He turned around.

"Can I help you?"  He asked

"Yes, I want to know how my wife is."  I said

"Name?"

"Sara Beckett."  I said

He nodded and turned around.  He pulled out a clipboard and he faced me.  He looked through the papers on the clipboard.  He kept flipping through the pages and it was driving me insane.

"Aw,yes."  He said

"What?"  I asked curious.

He looked at me and smiled.

"Your wife is fine and is breathing on her own now."  He said

"Can I see her?"

"Sure. Room 165."  He said

I nodded.  I thanked him and walked away.  I walked past the guys in the waiting room and went to her room.  I opened the door and walked in.  Sara was lying in bed sleeping peacefully.  I smiled and walked over to her.  I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.  I looked at her and she had a purple bruise on her neck.  I lightly touched it and she moved.  I moved my hand and sat down in the chair next to her bed. 

(Sara's Pov)

I woke up to someone talking.  I opened my eyes and I was in the hospital.  I felt a hand in mine and I looked around.  I saw Will and he was talking to the police.  I remember what happen and I felt tears coming to my eyes.  My beautiful baby girl was gone and I was probably never going to see her again.  I wiped the tears away.

"Will."  I whispered.

My throat was sore and it kinda hurt to talk.  He turned around and stood up.  He kissed me and stoke my hair.

"Hey."  He said

"Hey."

He kept stroking my hair.

"Did you find Allie?"  I asked

He looked at me and shook his head.

"No,but the police are looking for her."  He said

I nodded.

"Can I have some water please?"  I asked

He nodded.  He poured me a cup and handed it to me.  I took a drink and shallow it.  It kinda hurt to shallow it.  I winced and put the cup down on the table.

"Throat hurt?"  Will asked

"Yea."

The doctor came in and check me out.

"Mrs.Beckett,you can go when ever your ready." He said

I nodded.  He unhooked the machines from me and walked out of the room.  I scooted to the side of the bed and slowly climbed off the bed.  Will held out his hands but I refused to take them.  I got down and Will pointed to a bag in the chair next to him.  I walked over to my bag and got some clothes.  I walked into the bathroom and changed.  I walked back out and walked over to my bag.  I got my brush and brushed my hair. I put my hair into a messy bun then I put my brush back in my bag.  I put my shoes on and zipped my bag shut.  I grabbed my bag and put it over my shoulder.

"Let's go so we can find Allie."  I said

Will nodded.  He got up and walked over to me.  He took my hand in his and we walked out of the hospital.  We got into a cab and went back to the hotel.  We got there and got out.  We walked inside still holding hands and we went to the elevator.  He pushed the up button and the door opened.  We walked inside and he pushed the button to our floor.  The door opened and we walked out.  We walked to our room the room where I last saw Allie.  The room I almost died in and the room were some psychos took my baby.  Will slid the keycard in the slot and opened the door.  We walked in and I walked to the bedroom.  As I walked into the room I step on something.  I looked down to see Allie's stuff duck.  She never went anywhere with out it and it was her favorite stuff animal.  I bent down and picked it up.  I threw my bag on the bed and held the duck close to my chest. Mr.Ducky is what Allie called him and it suited him.  The duck was yellow with a black suit and red tie.  He had a top hat that had a red rose sticking to the side.  Mr. Ducky had one eye missing cause Allie bit it off when she was 2.  I remember giving her this duck.

~Flashback~

I had already gave birth to her and was holding her in my arms.  I looked at Will and he was staring at Allie.  I looked at Allie and she opened her eyes.

"Aww,she opened her eyes."  Will said

I smiled.  She had Will's eyes and they were beautiful.

"Can you hand me her duck? It's in my bag."  I asked Will.

"Sure thing."

He walked over to my bag and pulled out the duck.  He walked over to me and handed me the duck. I started playing with Allie and she smiled.  I showed her the duck and made it give her a kiss.

"Can I hold her?"  Will asked

I nodded.  I handed Allie to him and he gently rocked her.  He smiled at her and started to walked over to the door.

"Where are you going?"  I asked him with a smile on my face.

He looked at me and smiled.

"I am going to show our bundle of joy to everyone out there in the waiting room."  He said proudly.

I laughed.

"They are going to be jealous of you."  I teased.

"Good.  I want them to be jealous."

I laughed.  He walked out the door and I fell asleep.

~End of Flashback~

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Will putting his arm around me.

"It will be okay."  He said

I nodded.  We got up and walked out the room.  We got to the lobby and walked out of the hotel.  We got into a car and started driving. I told him everything that happen.