The Butcher Blog and Journals

We all sat around the dark wooden table, Amy fidgeting next to me. I swear, that girl could never sit still.
"So," she said loudly, looking around the table with a smirk.
I glanced next to me, where it just so happened Sisky was sitting. I couldn't help but feel that the guys had set us up, so we were forced into conversation at some point. But what in this world was I supposed to say? 'Uh, hi? Yeah you were my best friend ever, but I secrety was in love with you and still am. Nice to see you again.' I cringed at the thought. He glanced over at me, a small smile on his face.
"Wait, how did you all meet again?" Amy asked, sipping on her Pepsi as she looked around the table at us.
"Well, we went to school together," said Bill, glancing at Sisky and I. He paused, so I took the hint.
"Right, yeah. We lost touch after high school because I moved to Washington state for a while, and they ended up moving as well."
"Fancy that, meeting back up in a Food Lion in the middle of fucking no where," stated Adam, smiling over at Amy.
While we ate, the conversation broke off, as it does with large groups, into smaller conversations. As if by chance, although I didn't believe it, Sisky and I were the only ones not included into a particular conversation. We listened quietly for a while, until he finally turned to me.
"How are you?" he asked quietly, his eyes staring intently into mine.
"I'm... good. Staying busy," I sipped my tea. "How are you?"
"Good. Tour is amazing. You'd love it," he allowed himself a polite grin, leaning in slightly and then back out.
"Yeah, I bet I would. It's what you always dreamed of," I chuckled. "How's Baby?"
"Cranky," he raised his eyebrows.
"What's new?" I laughed, and then looked down.
"Yeah, right? So what do you do? As far as a job?"
"Uh, well I went to college for acting and photography-"
"Big shocker," he grinned widely, allowing me to continue.
"And as I figured, finding acting jobs are tough. I'm looking for things in the photography world as of now, but I'm working with a photography company, just as an assistant and stuff. I'd love to find a job where I can travel, you know?" I met his gaze.
"Yeah," he trailed off. "We missed you," he said after a break in the conversation.
"I missed you guys... so much," I forced myself to meet his piercing gaze.
He nodded, a saddened expression reaching his features.
"I like you hair," I smiled, my eyes trailing toward his head of hair.
"Is that so?" he ran a hand through it on cue. "A guy told me it looked like a dead ferret the other day, I'm thinking of cutting it."
I shook my head, "don't cut it!" I put my hand up, combing my fingers through his curls. "And it definitely doesn't look like a dead ferret," I laughed.
"Yeah, well I've been needing to cut it anyway, so," he made a scissor motion with his fingers.
"Darn," I muttered, then snapped my fingers sarcastically. He shook his head, a smile on his face, and I noticed Bill watching us from the corner of my eye.
After lunch, the guys decided that it was probably time for them to head back to the venue.
"But we still have a show here to tomorrow, so if you want you can stop by before we leave."
"We'd love it if you did. You too, Amy. Both of you," said Jack, nodding.
"Wait, hold on," Bill dug in his pockets for something, then pulled out two lanyards. "Backstage passes for the both of you. These'll get you into Warped, too. We were going to give them away to fans, so here you go."
"Oh Bill you really don't have to," I smiled graciously.
"But I want to. Take them," he pushed them closer to me.
"Bill-"
"Take them or I'll throw them away."
"In the mud."
"Where no one will be able to use them."
"Well thank you, very much," I said, taking them from his hand. I gave hugs, saving Sisky for last, mostly because I was just too shy to do it.
He didn't pull back as quickly as I expected, instead he held on for a few seconds. Those few seconds made my heart race and my head feel like it was shutting down.
"Please come tomorrow," he said quietly, nodding, after he'd pulled back.
"I will," I smiled softly, unable to do anything else.
We all exchanged numbers, this time determined not to lose touch. We said our final goodbyes and watched them drive off.
After Amy and I had made our way home, gotten yelled at by mom for taking so long, and put away groceries, we decided that we were done going out for the day.
We sat on my couch, watching movies for the remainder of the afternoon.
An hour and a half into silently watching Harry Potter, Amy spoke up.
"Do do you love that Sisky guy?"
"Um, what?" I asked, hoping she'd leave it alone. She was Amy, she never left it alone.
"I saw how awkard yet... gushy things were between you two. What up wit dat?" she asked in an accent I didn't recognize.
"Well, we were best friends in high school, and-"
She gasped dramatically, "I'm... I'm not your first best friend?" She pouted her lips and faked pre-cry breaths.
"No offense, but we were best friends, as best as it gets. And..." I paused, unsure if I wanted to tell her. "And I was in love with him my entire high school career."
I exhaled deeply, keeping my gaze aimed at the television screen.
"Really?" she asked quietly, in a completely serious tone, by the sound of it. I risked looking over at her, only to find a serious expression on her face as well.
"Yeah," I said.
"Well, what happened? Did you date, or?"
"No, I, uh. I never told him. I didn't want to lose the friendship that I had with him, and was afraid of being rejected, so I just didn't..."
"Aw, Ell. Why not, though?"
"Because I just... didn't."
"He totally loves you," she said after a long pause in conversation.
"What?" I asked, incredulous. "Sisky? No, Sisky does not love me. We missed each other, we were just happy."
"He so does, Ella, you don't even see it."
"Yeah, because he doesn't." I was starting to get annoyed.
"But he does."
"No, he doesn't, so shut the hell up about it," I felt my jaw flexing as I watched Harry Potter.
"Geez, Ell. Don't fucking flip, I'm just saying what I see," she swung her legs off my lap, sitting up.
"Well it's not true, so."
"Ell, why can't you just accept it when people care about you? You always deny it. And him? Of all people, I'd think you'd be thrilled, or something."
"Well, I don't know what I think or feel anymore, so fucking drop it."
She got up off the couch, and walked over to the basement steps, "well I'm going home, Jesus."
I exhaled angrily, throwing the remote.
As much I hated to admit to even my own mind, she was right. I could never accept that someone liked me, all the guys who ever hit on me I always found a reason not to date them or go out with them.
Maybe I was just scared, of getting hurt.
But I knew it was because I was terrified of not finding someone who I loved as much as Sisky. I felt like no one else was worthy enough, I found myself, even after all that time, comparing guys to him. Things Sisky would have done, things he would have said, in certain situations.
I hated myself for that. For not giving anyone the time of day just because I still cared about him.
I hated myself for loving him.

Sisky's POV

Bill looked over at me, clapping his hand on my shoulder.
"Glad to see her again?"
"Yeah, man. It was nice..." I didn't meet his gaze, for fear he'd read my mind, as Bill often did. "I hope she comes tomorrow."
"She will," Butcher assured me. "Or we'll kidnap 'er."
"That's legal," I muttered, laughing.
"Why didn't you ever make a move on her in high school, dude? I mean, I don't know-"
"I met the chick for an hour and she seems perfect for you," Mike said.
"She's a great girl," Chiz agreed.
"She is..." I said quietly. "I never made a move, because. She was my best friend. And that's such a... such a weird situation. With our amazing friendship at stake, I just didn't want to risk it, you know?"
"It's risky business, messing with that," Bill said, allowing himself to smirk. I punched his shoulder lightly, and sat on the couch.
"So what do you guys want to wreck now?"
"Well, it's kinda hot."
"Let's shoot some footage," Jack said, holding up his camera pointedly.
Without another word, I ran out of the bus with the guys.
I couldn't believe that I'd actually seen her in person, sat next to her.
I felt.. well, lame, that I'd had dreams about her for so long. I was glad I didn't have to dream anymore, I didn't have to imagine what she looked like now.
"Fuck," muttered Bill walking past.
"Why so glum?" I asked in a deep voice, running to catch up with him.
"Our photographer just quit, had a family emergency that's going to take up months of his time."
"Oh," I frowned. "That's shit."
"Yeah, who're we going to find in one day, honestly?" Bill was pretty annoyed, and my mind quickly jumped around, thinking of a solution.
"Lightbulb!" I yelled into his ear. "I know of someone."
"Who?"
"You'll find out," I ran back to the bus without another word.

Hmm I bet you know who it is :D
Thanks for the comments and reads, guys, it's really really encouraging to post a first chapter and get such a positive response.
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I awoke, hitting my head on the bunk above me. I wasn't sure if I'd ever get used to the fact that the bunks were so small. Whenever I sprung up out of bed, I always hit my head, and felt ridiculous after doing so.
I had the same dream about her, the one where I was playing a show and saw her, right there in the crowd.
As I lay there, I started thinking deeper about it. I realized, with a rapidly beating heart, that I had seen her. She had been there, at the show.
Before I had time to think any further, my bunk curtain swung to the side, revealing blinding sunlight and Bill behind it.
I closed my eyes and slapped his face, ignoring the groans that followed.
"Well good morning, sunshine," grinned Bill as I opened my eyes slowly, allowing the sunlight to creep into my burning corneas.
"Geez, bro," I muttered, forcing myself to get up.
"Day off," The Butcher yelled in my ear.
"Yeah," I replied mindlessly, getting a bowl of Lucky Charms.
"Dude, not all the Lucky Charms," whined The Butcher.
"There's a whole bowl left, bro."
He shook the box and raised his eyebrows at me.
"Right," he exaggerated, flopping down on Carden's lap. "This whole tour is ruined now."
"How about I go shopping for you, and buy you a box all your own?"
He simply raised his eyebrows and pouted his lips.
"Okay, I'll make you a deal. A box of Lucky Charms and Reese's Puffs for this bowl of cereal," I offered.
He huffed, and looked to Bill.
"Sounds like a good deal, man," said Bill, sucking air in.
"Deal," Butcher said, with a large sarcastic grin plastered across his face.
"What are we doing today?" asked Chiz suddenly.
"Well, cereal shopping," I offered.
"And checking out Virginia in all it's glory."
"Well let's do it, brother!" yelled Butcher, jumping up and clapping his hands.

I followed Amy into Food Lion, rolling my eyes as she skipped down the aisles.
"Let's get Doritos!" she suddenly turned and said a little loudly.
"We're here to get groceries for my mom, that's it, chica," I said, walking past her with a grin on my face.
"Weeeeeell, your parents are paying, aren't they?" she grinned maliciously.
"Mhm, and we're not spending all of their money, either," I shook my head.
"Ohh, Ella we have to get cereal. We haveeee to," she groaned tugging on my hand.
"You look like a little child right now," I pulled my hand from her, unable to hold back a grin.
"So? I want Cap'n Crunch!"
I sighed, weighing the options: giving Amy her way and buying a single box of cheap cereal or being mean and refusing. I wanted to be mean, but couldn't force myself.
"Alright, alright. One box," I laughed as she pulled me through the store. As she bent down to tie her All Star's loose laces, I turned the corner to the aisle, bumping into a tall, slender figure.
"Oh shit," I muttered a little too loudly, looking up.
I smiled, then looked down the aisle. My heart fell, and I looked back at the figure I'd just bumped into.
He looked back at me, realizing I was still standing there, then his face dropped slightly. Neither of us said a word until I heard another voice I knew so well.
"Ella Southers," said William, opening his arms to a hug. I quickly walked over to him, allowing his arms to wrap around me.
"Oh my gosh, you guys, wow," I muttered, my words barely coming out right. I noticed Jack standing not too far off, and quickly hugged him.
"Jack Edinger, oh wow."
"Like a little high school reunion," he laughed.
"What the hell, Ell? Ha, I rhymed," Amy muttered, walking around the corner, shoe in hand. Her mouth closed as she noticed the group of boys I was talking to.
"Oh... hi," she said, waving her hand, shoe and all.
"Uh, this is Amy. My great, and slightly, crazy, bestfriend," I laughed, scratching my head. I caught his glance, and my heart rate took a plunge, as if I'd just fallen off a cliff.
A small smile spread across his lips, his eyes sparkling.
"So, uh," Bill broke the silence, glancing nervously between Adam and I. "This is Mike Carden, of course, you've met him before, yeah?" I nodded, exchanging awkward smiles with Mike.
"And this," Bill clapped his hand on the back of the long haired boy. "Is Michael Guy Chislett, our lead guitar."
"Hello, nice to meet you," he smiled, and I noticed his accent. Either Australia or New Zealand, but I couldn't quite place it.
"And this crazy dude is The Butcher, our drummer," the boy smiled, and I noticed the extremely cool tattoos plastered across his chest and arms.
"So... aren't you guys on tour?" I asked, allowing a laugh to escape.
"Well, yeah, but," The Butcher began, looking to Bill.
"Sisky and Butcher made a deal and, uh, Sisky's here to buy some cereal."
I glanced at Sisky just long enough for my chest to explode, then I looked back to Bill.
Amy spoke up, and I was honestly surprised she'd kept quiet this long.
"I'm Amy, yeah. And we're here to buy food too, only Ell here won't let me buy anything except a ratty box of cereal because her parents are paying," she said.
I rolled my eyes, grinning.
"Oh yeah? Well, damn. Chosen a brand yet?" Bill asked, motioning to the wall of colorful, cardboard boxes on either side of us.
"Cap'n Crunch," Amy replied, grabbing the largest box in sight.
"Well we were actually aiming for Lucky Charms and Reese's Puffs," Sisky said, surprising me with his sudden outburst.
I looked at him and cracked a small smile, "You always liked Lucky Charms."
"Yeah," he replied, looking into my eyes, "yeah they're my favorite."
"As well as Fruit Gushers, but only the red kind," I said, not taking my eyes off him.
"I was addicted," he laughed.
"I almost had an intervention."
"That would've been interesting."
"Imagine Baby's reaction," I said quietly.
My heart felt like it was pumping either much too slowly, or too fast to even feel it, because I felt light headed and drowsy.
I hated that, even after all this time, he still had this effect on me.
I hated that after all this time, I knew I still loved the guy.

So this is the new story! Obviously, it's about my good friend, Adam T. Siska :D
The name is perfect, I do believe. I was surprised you didn't figure it out.
Things will get deeper and better explained, but this is just the first chapter.
Please comment if you like it, although you don't have much to go by yet. 
Much love;

We all rode back to the buses, all but Victoria and I a little tipsy. The guys were singing loudly, although I had not a clue what they were attempting to sing. Gabe had slipped away with Skanky Girl at some point, I didn't remember him with us as we left the bar. My heart was crushed, and it took all I had to hold back the tears forcing their out of my eyes.
After everyone was settled back into their buses, Vicky decided to stay with me over on the TAI bus for a while. She said she didn't want to be in the middle of all the drunk Cobra boys, but I knew it was because I was upset.
We decided to separate ourselves from the equally drunk Academy boys, and lock ourselves in the smaller back lobby of the bus.
I turned on the tv as Vicky sat next to me, looking anxiously in my direction.
"Are you okay?" she asked quietly. I didn't meet her eyes, "yeah. I'm fine."
"I can't believe him... He," she sighed, as if trying to find the right words. "He hasn't dated many people, he really hasn't. But this girl, he met her a few weeks ago. He doesn't even like her, she just kind of comes with us. It's like he's just trying to find someone equal to you. Ryland literally yelled at him the other day, saying how Gabe doesn't like her and how she's just a trashy girl trying to get a free ride and drinks."
I nodded and looked out the bus window, lights flying by. We were on our way to Flordia, although we had the next day off.
"Who is she?" I asked suddenly, my voice barely audible.
"Her name is Alyssa," said Vicky, her voice sour.
"Hmm," I hummed. "I think I'm going to sleep," I said, feeling tears coming on.
"Alright," she muttered as we both stood up.
She hugged me tightly, then pulled back and looked into my eyes.
"He'll come around," she said sadly. "I promise. We've been trying to whip him into shape for years, now that you're here he will..."
I nodded, then followed Vicky back out as she left.
The next day we had off, so I spent most of it trying to help the boys recover from their fun last night.
Bill was the first to wake up, and he walked out into the lobby as I sat and read.
"How are you feeling, sunshine," I asked, grinning at him as he sat next to me. He fell over, laying his head on my shoulder and I twisted his hair around my finger slowly.
"I'm guessing not great... You never drink, dude. It was stupid to drink so much," I scolded. Still no answer.
"You want some breakfast?" He raised his head and nodded quickly.
"Of course!"
I smiled, then patted his knee before I stood up, going over to find something for him to eat. As I flipped the last few pancakes, Sisky and Carden walked out, yawing and stretching. After Micheal and The Butcher had come out, they were all fully fed and had aspirin in their system, so I figured my job here was done.
"You're like the mom of the bus," said Bill, smiling over at me. I simply shrugged, watching as they devoured the remains of the pancakes.
"What are we doing today?" asked Mike, looking over at me.
"Oh, I don't know," I said, slightly surprised to be asked. Then I realized that it was my job, to keep things in order. "You have the day off, so I guess whatever you want. I think we got to the venue a while ago, so now we're just waiting."
"Man, Flordia is going to be so hot, ugh" groaned Sisky, putting his hands over his face.
"No kidding," I muttered.
There was a pause in conversation as we all sat quietly, watching the widescreen tv.
"Well I'm getting dressed and going to venture into the heat," said Bill, standing up and stretching, a sliver of his stomach revealed as he raised his arms.
"Yeah, I guess I'll come too," said Sisky.
Ten minutes later they were all back in the lobby, fully dressed and ready to go.
"Are you sureeeee you don't want to go?" begged Bill, taking my hand and pouting.
"No, sorry guys," I laughed, patting his head lightly.
"Alright," he said in a defeated tone, then wrapped his arms around me in a hug.
"See you, kid," he said.
"Bye, guys," I said, waving as they walked down the steps and out the door, a wave of heat coming inside as the door slipped closed.
I glanced around the empty bus, wondering what I was going to do with all this free time.
Two hours later, I was getting dressed, figuring I should at least make an appearance.
I texted Bill, asking where they were. He replied quickly, "Food! There happens to be a caterer, so come out and get something to eatt."
I agreed, then made my out the door, the heat hitting me and I instantly felt sticky and gross.
I made me way through the buses, then almost ran into someone, looking up to apologize. It was Alyssa, wearing a short skirt and low-cut shirt, frowning at me.
"Watch where you're going, freak," she said, crossing her arms.
"Uh, excuse me?" I asked as she walked past me. She stopped and turned around.
"You ran into me," she said in a 'what the hell do you think' kind of tone.
I would not stand being talked down to by this girl. I wasn't going to take shit from anyone anymore, especially her.
"Yeah, well, it was an accident and I apologized, so?"
She snorted, then walked closer.
"I know who you are, you're Camilla. Gabe's ex," she stated, grinning maliciously. I couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking, what she was plotting.
"And you're Alyssa, his more than skanky current girlfriend," I said coldly, crossing my arms.
"Well that's not about to change anytime soon, so." She looked me over, her top lip turned up. "It's obvious who the better choice is, anyway," she muttered.
"What?" I asked, raising my eyebrows.
"You heard what I said."
"No, sorry. I couldn't hear you," I said sarcastically. She stepped forward, then I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Come on," said the voice, leading me away from Alyssa.
"Who does she think she is?" I asked angrily as I walked next to Bill, and I could feel that my face was bright red.
Bill put his hand on the small of my back and led me to the bus. We sat on the couch and I leaned against him. Anymore, he was the only one I felt safe with. He and Victoria were the only people I 100% trusted.
He took my hand and traced the lines, then put it down.
"What did she say to you?" he asked softly, his voice like honey.
"It's not even worth repeating," I said, shaking my head, annoyed. "Just things about Gabe. Honestly, I don't even know why she's acting so stupid about it. I've never met her in my entire life, and she hates me. It's ridiculous."
"Don't worry about it, no one even likes her," he said, laughing softly.
I looked over at him. "Thank you," I said quietly.
He met my gaze, a confused look on his face. "For what?" he whispered.
"For just.. everything. I don't know. For just... being you. And being here for me. I know I can be a bit ridiculous sometimes, so thank you for dealing with it," I said, laughing lightly. He smiled, still holding my gaze.
"Well," he said, "I want to be here for you. I care."

Kind of short, but this is leading up to important things.
Predictions/thoughts?

Q: Who is your personal favorite character so far in the story?
Mine, I must say, is probably Ryland or Bill. They're both great.

:D

He led me around a field of tents, then behind a small brick building overlooking the highway. In the distant horizon, the sun was beginning to slowly set, a yellow light cast over us.
I sat down with my back against the wall next to him and we sat quietly for a moment.
"Um," he said, looking over at me awkwardly. "So how is your mom?"
"She's alright. I haven't seen her in about two months, but she's okay.. What about your parents? I miss them," I mumbled.
"They're good," he said. "They were pretty shocked when you left," he noted quietly, glancing at me.
I looked over at him and bit my lip, a pang of sadness hitting me like a ton of bricks. I'd affected so many people, hurt so many people, when I left. I hated it. I hated that I caused more pain everytime I tried not to. I hated that I felt trapped in the ticking time bomb of hurt, that I couldn't help it everytime I caused the people I loved pain.
"Are you okay?" he asked, touching my arm lightly. For the first time in six years, I felt a pang in my stomach. Electric shooting through my arm all the way up to my heart.
"Yeah," my voice cracked. "I just... I cause so much pain." Tears rolled down my cheeks. This was more crying in one day than I'd done in my entire life.
He slipped his arm around my shoulders and I leaned against him.
"I'm sorry, God. I'm being such a girl," I laughed, wiping my eyes.
"No worries. You've got to be sometimes," he said, grinning and biting his lip. He was still a kid. But now, he was a ten-year old trapped in a 30-year-old's body, not a 19-year-old's.
"So how's Warped Tour going?" I asked, looking over at him. His eyes caught my gaze, and it held for a few moments before his answer.
"Uh," he began slowly, not taking his eyes off of mine. "It's great. A little hectic, but being on tour with all these guys.. and girls," he added. "It's all just so much to take in. I can't believe how much I've achieved since Midtown."
"Midtown was really great," I said, hoping not to sound overly fangirl-esque.
"Thanks," he smiled widely. "I had no idea what I was doing, at first." He laughed and watched the cars speed by down below.
"It was definitely a good experience. But Cobra.. it's like its meant to be."
"Yeah.. meant to be," I muttered, unsure if was thinking or saying the things running around in my head.

Gabe's POV

She still had the same voice, even. The voice I'd only heard in my dreams. The voice I was dying to hear for real.
Her eyes were still amazingly captivating, but it was like they'd lost their spark. The spark that she'd held all the time I'd known her, was gone.
It pained me to see her this way.
Although she smiled, I could tell she was in pain. Even though she laughed, I could practically hear the tears ready to fall.
All I wanted was for her to be okay, for us to be okay again. I wanted to completely rewind and not let go of her at graduation, the time that I had last seen her six years ago.
It pained me to think that I could have stopped her. I could've stopped my own heartbreak.
As I looked into her dead, but amazingly gorgeous eyes, I heard a sound come from my pocket.

Camilla's POV

His phone started ringing, and I broke his gaze just before he grabbed for it.
I looked in the direction of the road, but listenened as he answered the ringing cellphone.
"Hello? Yeah." I couldn't make out the voice on the other end whatsoever. "Yeah alright, yeah. Mhm, me too. See ya," he hung up, then glanced over at me.
Before either of us had time to start a conversation, I saw someone walking towards us from the corner of my eye.
"Hey," said Ryland awkwardly. "Sorry to interrupt, but, uh. We're about to pack up and head out, man." Gabe glanced at me.
"You ride with TAI, right?"
"Uh, yeah. All my stuff is on their bus, so."
"Alright, then." He helped me up, and the three of us walked quietly back to the buses.
As I sat down on the TAI bus, thinking quietly to myself, I felt a sense of sadness. It killed me that it was so awkward, that it felt like we were at a loss for things to say. I'd been so incredibly depressed by how much I missed him, and now that I was with him it felt empty. I had been so happy to see his face, to hear his voice. I knew he was happy as well, but it was like something was stopping him. Like he wasn't letting himself be happy.
"Heyyyy, buddy," said The Butcher happily, sitting next to me on the couch.
"Hi Butcher," I smiled, looking over at his tattooed body. I always told him how much I loved his owl tatoos and that I was going to get an owl or owls just like them one day, if I had the guts to get a tattoo.
"So, we're going to a club tonight."
"Because we need to party," said Sisky.
"According the the Cobras."
"Well we have tomorrow off, so."
Bill listened to his friends talk widly, rolling his eyes at me and grinning.

Two hours later I was with Vicky-T on the Cobra bus, all of the guys on TAI's. Vicky was trying to convince me to let her curl my hair and, after a few more minutes of convincing, I let her.
I put on a medium length, purple dress, and electric blue flats. I slipped on pearl earrings and a matching necklace, putting a cardigan over my dress. I followed Vicky back to the bus with all the guys, and the second we stepped on all eyes hit us.
"You guys look hot," said Alex, grinning.
"Wait, wait, wait. Camilla? Dressed up?" Sisky mockingly pinched himself, then grinned sweetly at me.
"Thanks you guys," I said sarcastically. I didn't see Gabe on the bus, figuring he was outside or in the bathroom or something.
We walked into the club, the music obnoxiously loud and the bass turned up about 50 notches too high. Already, I was feeling annoyed, but the fact that I was with my favorite people in the world I ignored. I sat with them at a large table, then Vicky elbowed me.
"I have to pee," she laughed, looking at me sympathetically.
"Alright, alright. I'll go,"I said, grinning at her.
After five minutes of watching her readjust her ponytail, we were ready to walk back out.
On our way to the table, I noticed that Gabe had joined and my heart skipped a beat as he glanced at me, then double-taked.
I felt his eyes on me as I sat down next to Micheal, then noticed a girl in a skimpy dress walking our way.
Ryland, Alex, and just about everyone else at the table glanced apologetically, almost, as she walked closer.
She sat down next to Gabe, smiling at him. She was completely made over. Her hair was over-straightened, her makeup an inch thick in everyway possible.
Gabe whispered to her, draping his arm around her shoulders, then dropping it awkwardly.
He didn't catch my gaze the rest of the night.
Although everyone else had a nice conversation, me happily joining in, they did catch my gaze, a sad and apologetic expression on their faces.
Why were they sorry? Gabe was the one chatting it up with the skanky girl, avoiding me at all costs.
My heart ached, thinking about the fact that he really didn't seem to care. now.
I guess I knew what was holding him back.

Sorry I didn't post yesterday.
I hope you're not mad, at that or this chapter.
You'll just have to wait to find out what happens. *evil laugh*
Just kidding :D
Much love, buzzneters.

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William -

Cass and I were in my bunk, you know, doing the usual couple thing...
HAVING A RUBIX CUBE WAR. I was winning, Cass just didn't seme to be a ble to get the hang of it. and Eventually gave up whilst I finished mine off, picking up her incomplete one to finish too.
Then my phone stared to ring. So i placed the unfinished cube down like it was my only child, and picked up the phone.

"Hello?" I answered
"Hey Will, it's Pete."
"Oh, hey Pete, what's up?" I replyed with Cassadee watching me.
"Fall Out Boy have decided we wanna crash your tour, I had too much fun at your show to miss out." he said.
"AWESOME. that's really cool. It'll be lotss of fun, with Paramore crashing already"
"Yeahhh, that's what we thought, but yeah, we should be there in a few hours, and we are bringing along another baben artist for butcher to relate too, I dont want an angsty artist on tour, last time that happened Hey Mondays van was painted Rocket Stripes, was it not?"
I laughed at the memory, and Cass frowned, remember the epic tour prank we got them with
"Yeah, I suppose not, might happen anyway, even if he isn't angsty" i said, winking at Cass, who groaned at the thought of having to clean off their van again.
"Well yeah" I heard him laughign on the otherside of the phone. "We will see you soon Will, and Cass" he added, It was seriously like all the memeber of FOB had some sort of telepathic powers.
"See you soon" I said, and we hung up.



Cassadee -

I was jumping with excitement about getting to play with Fall Out Boy, how cool.

I jumped off Wills bunk, and grabbed his hand, pullign him down with me, and we ran into the living area of the TAI bus, and will exclaimed
"FALL OUT BOY ARE JOINING THE TOUR" everyone cheered, and that seemed to be all the announcing needed, because everyone, I mean EVERYONE. was sitting in theliving area, even Elliot and Hayley.

I was surprised to see we all fit.

"I thinkkkk, that maybe we need a trip to Walmart" I said
"So that we can get some supplies for a 'Welcome To Tour' kindof present, if you get my jist" and everyone smiled evily. We all loved tour pranks. Will wrapped his arms around me.
"I think that that, is one of the best idea's we have had allll tour"

Butcher -

Will had told me that FOB were bringing along a chick named Sara, who was supposedly really into art, and had her own little studio in Chicago, that excited me. i haven't had anyone to do art wiht for AGES, and i mean, yeah, it's nice to do art on your own, and have your own thoughts, but nothing beats having paint wars, and discussing techniques, sharing ideas. I was excited.

And this upcoming trip to walmart meant that i could get some more painting supplys too. and I reckon I'm going to paint the new chick completely blue for the tour pranks. how exciting.

i hope FOB knew what was coming.

Pete -

We were lready on our was to LA from CHicago on our bus. It wouldn't take us that long to get there, a few hours at most, but I knew that this was long enough to let the bands organise some pranks for us.

"You realise we are going to get pranked so hard" Joe announced what everyone, but Sara, was thinking.
"You guys do welcome pranks?" Sara smiled, she seemed so innocent, so unprepared for it.

"YEAHHH" Patrick said, with his arms around her
"But I wouldn't be too excited about it, knowing these bands, they'll pick on the new kid. AKA. you. Sorry babe" he said kissing the top of my head.




Sara -

I honestly couldn't care less if i was pranked hard or not. I had four brothers, i gre up with it. I was so ready.
"Oh, i don't care, I have four brothers, i know what it's like" I said
"Just keep your eyes peeled for a short heavily tattooed kid" patrick warned. Knowing that the butcher would be after me.

This was goin got be a fun tour...

Part Two-

"Well at least you only bruised your jaw, it could have been much worse." Said Andy as he opened up the door for Carolyn and they excited the hospital.

"Yeah, I'm glad everything is okay. But seriously Andy you didn't have to wait with me." Andy shrugged and flashed her, a bright smile. Carolyn's heart skipped a beat and she stuttered trying to spit out the next question she had, "What about the venue? Is everything okay? How much do you think the damage is?" Andy took his long, tattooed arm and wrapped it around her, touching his finger to her nose and then quickly snapping it back he said,

"I have a great idea!" Carolyn was so confused.  Andy picked up the pace as they walked to find her car so she had no choice but to follow him. As they got closer to the car Andy pulled out her keys and laughed to himself about the goofy picture of Carolyn and her dad dangling from the key chain. Carolyn again embarrassed, pretended she was looking for something in her pocket. When they finally reached the car Andy pulled open the passenger door insisting she get in because he would drive. A little hesitant she started to climb through the door, thinking "we did make it to the hospital okay." But andy grabbed her hand and stopped her. He took her head in his hand and stared into her eyes and said,

"I'm sorry to hear about your father passing. But I promise you, we will fix up the damage and it will be like new again. This isn't your fault." With that he smiled at her and said "I mean I am an artist for goodness sake!" Carolyn laughed and climbed back into the car. She had never met anyone like Andy before.

~       *        ~

As Andy and Carolyn arrived back at the venue she realized the parking lot was empty. The chaos and crowds of people had left. The building looked so abandoned and it was only the two of them now.  

"They were all sent home for the day. We knew the show was going to be cancelled so..." Andy said looking a bit disappointed. Carolyn said nothing as she followed him into the building. The outside seemed so normal except for the lack of cars. But once inside you could see burn marks running along the floor and up the walls. The room was dusty and smelled strongly of smoke. The electricity had been shut off and it was very dark. Andy saw the sad expression pass over her face and he wrapped his arm around her, pulling her close. He placed a subtle kiss on the top of her head. Carolyn looked at the palace her father had once built with her. She tried to remember standing in this same position, her father's arm wrapped around her tight, as they watched their favourite bands perform. And now all those memories were gone. Wiped out by flames.

"This was his dream" Carolyn said as a tear rolled down her check. "He could be having the worst day of his life, but as soon as he walked through those doors a smile would creep onto his face." Andy gave her shoulder a reassuring squeeze. "And now it's all gone!" Tears were  streaming out of her eyes now. She turned away from Andy in hopes that he wouldn't see her. He pulled her face into his hands and brushed the tears off her face. He was smiling now and Carolyn couldn't help but feel a warm jolt deep within her. Andy now looked as though he was going to burst with excitement as Carolyn looked up to him, confused. He told her to wait there and that he would be back in a second. He darted out of the room and into one of the side doors. She heard something banging around and what she thought was giggling. "What is he doing?" She thought to herself.

As soon as he had left he had entered the room again. Only this time with a bunch of his friends and a few of Carolyn's. They were wearing weird suits white suits that reminded her of Willy Wonka's Umpa-lumpas. Andy now in one of these ridiculous suits handed her a broom and said

"If we want a show next week then we need to get working!" Carolyn was now beaming. No one had ever done something this nice for her before. Andy was amazing! She would have to repay him in some way... but how?

~       *        ~

The first two days went by really quickly. Everyone swept up the dust and ash. And within an hour or two they started putting up new walls. Another team was outside making a new stage. By the end of the second night everything was put in place and it just needed to be decorated. But for now they were proud of themselves. Carolyn ordered a bunch of pizzas. They drank beer, ate, and watched Superbad on the new projector screen someone bought her as a gift. She could hardly believe that within 48 hours the worst thing that could have happened to her would turn into the best! She and Andy who now insisted that she call him "The butcher" were sitting on the floor wrapped up in a blanket. She loved cuddling into his chest and wished they could stay there together forever.   

Part One:

"So, I don't understand" William said with a confused look on his face. "You don't even know her name but you think it could be love?"

"I don't know how to explain it to you so that you could understand. But I have never been more comfortable with someone in only five minutes. She was beautiful, smart, and funny, she really had it all!"

"Okay, but you don't know her name. Doesn't that say something to you?" Andy sighed and jumped down from the stage. William stayed sitting there twisting the cap to his water bottle back on, with his long legs dangling over the edge.

"She was so different Bill. I need to find her. She works here. That's how I met her. She was showing me where to set up my drums. We connected. I need to find her! I'm going to ask Tony if he can find out who she was." Andy picked up his scooter and rode out of the room, leaving Will on the stage shaking his head with a half grin on his face. He could never understand Andy's obsession with scooters and how he could keep a straight face while wheeling that thing around.

~       *       ~

"Oh my goodness, he sounds like a dream. But do you really think he was sincere or just hoping to score, like a lot of the musicians you seem to pick up lately?"

"I don't know for sure. But hopefully I will see him after the show tonight and we can see where it will go from there." "Hopefully" Carolyn thought again to herself as she thought about the gorgeous man she had met this morning. His bright eyes, charming smile, and his sexy tattoo on his chest that was peaking out of his white v-neck shirt. Most importantly she couldn't help but to remember his very distinct smell that filled the air around her even five hours after meeting Andy.  She had never been so attracted to a man before. She was determined to see him again.

"Carolyn? Are you okay?" Snapping back to reality, Carolyn realised she had dazed off and may as well been drooling. She looked to her friend, her checks on fire from embarrassment and said,

"Yeah, I'm okay. I just can't shake him from my thoughts." Just then an alarm went off and the two girls jumped into the air, Startled. Soon Jim, Carolyn's boss came in saying there was a fire and that everyone needs to evacuate the building.  They grabbed each other's hands and headed for the nearest exit. As they exited the building and entered the parking lot Carolyn looked back and saw smoke rising out of the building. She could hear sirens in the distance but was afraid they wouldn't come in time. She started to feel weak in the knees as she thought to herself "My father's legacy. All his hard work and dreams were put into that building. He would never forgive me if I let it..." Her thoughts were so overwhelming. She felt like she was being pulled under something. What, she didn't know. She let the cold push her down and then everything went black.  

~       *        ~

She awoke to hear a strange noise. It sounded like a man trying to sing in a very high pitch that he couldn't reach very well. As the noise became more clear she realized that was exactly what she was hearing. She tried to open her eyes but they felt as heavy as sandbags so she let them stay closed and listened. She heard a very sad version of "some people want it all" By Alicia Keys and couldn't help but smile. A sharp pain shot through her jaw causing her to grimace. Finally her eyes opened and the singing had stopped.

"I hope you weren't frowning because of me?" Andy laughed as she realized he was sitting on the ground with her head resting on his legs. She tried to smile again but the pain came back. "Okay, sorry. I won't make you laugh. I understand." She tried to sit up but her head started to spin and Andy urged her to lie back down.

"wh..." Her voiced cracked a bit and she had to clear her throat. Trying again she said, "What happened?" Andy looked down to her and smiled warmly and said,

"A wire from Sisky's guitar sparked and caught on fire. The fire men have taken care of it and there is no serious damage. No one got hurt. Well, except you. I saw you start to sway but I wasn't fast enough. You fell face first into the ground. I don't think you broke anything though. How are you feeling?"

"I feel fine, just a little pain in my jaw." She was starting to turn pink in the cheeks finally realizing what was happening. A sudden surge of excitement ran through her as she realized who she was talking to. This was not how she planned on talking with Andy again.

(I hope you enjoy this. Give me some feedback if you wish! Thanks for reading!)

-RebeccaCK

(Will's Pov)

We were driving around looking for Allie when Sara's phone started ringing.  She looked at her phone and told me it was Lisa her assistant.  I nodded and she answered the phone.  I looked at her ever once in a while and she was still talking on the phone then her eyes went wide.  Her hands started shaking and I grabbed her free hand and gently squeezed it.  She pulled the phone away from her ear and she hung up the phone.  She threw the phone in the backseat and screamed.

"What's the matter?"  I asked

"Drive to the Conowingo dam."  She said

I nodded. 

"Is that where Allie is?"  I asked

She looked at me and nodded.

"We better hurry."  She said

I stepped on the gas and went faster.  As I was driving Sara was telling me everything that she knew about what happen and was going on.  We got to the dam and we got out of the van. What I saw broke my heart Allie was sitting on the rocks next to the flood gates but she was tied up.  I far as I could tell she was.  I looked over at Sara and she had her hand up to her mouth.  I ran over to her and wrapped her in my arms.  I hugged her then I kissed her.

"Let's go get her."  I said

Sara nodded and pulled out her phone.

"What are you doing?"  I asked her

"Calling the cops."  She said

I nodded.  She told them everything then she hung up her phone.  I grabbed her hand and we started to ran over to the dam when Adam yelled my name. I turned around and saw the guys running over to us.

"How did you know where to find us?"  I asked

"We been following you."  Adam said

I nodded.

"We want to help."  Mike said

I looked at Sara and she nodded.

"Okay,here is what we do."  I said

I told them what to do and they spit up.  I grabbed Sara's hand and we ran over to the dam.  I turned Sara so she faced me.

"You go and get Allie then you run.  Don't look back and keep running don't stop for anything."  I told her.

If there was any chance of saving Allie then I was going to take that chance.  I looked at Sara who had tears in her eyes.  I wiped them away and kissed her.  She kissed back and we kissed for awhile then I pulled away.

"Will,I.."  She started to say but I interrupted her.

"I love you too.  Now go and get Allie."  I said

She nodded.  She kissed me once more then started walking down the stairs.  I turned my head and saw Mike standing there.  I ran over to him and started beating the hell out of him.

(Sara's Pov)

I got half way down the stairs when someone grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back.  They started to pulled me back up the stairs by my hair and I struggled.  I try scratching their hand with my nails but it didn't work.

"Let me go!"  I yelled.

I heard a girl laugh and I automatically knew who it was.  It was Katie.

"No, in about 5 minutes the flood gates will open and your daughter will drown."  She said

I don't know how I did it but I got free.  I turned around and started hitting her.  I kept on hitting her then I heard the alarm signaling that the flood gates were opening.  Katie laughed and I punch her.  She fell and was unconscious.  I smiled.

"Leave my family alone."  I said

I turned around and ran down the stairs.  I ran over the rocks to were Allie was.  She was under the water.  I drove under the water and saw her.  I grabbed her and I swim back up to shore.  I got on the rocks and carried Allie further up so that the water couldn't reach us.  I looked at her and she was tried up.  She had tape across her eyes and mouth.  I laid her down and she started screaming through the tape.

"Sh, It's okay.  It's me mommy."  I said soothly.

I took the tape off and started untying her.

"Mommy?"  She asked

"Yes baby. It's me."

I finished untying her then I took the tape off her eyes.  She blinked a few time then she jumped on me.  She hugged me tightly.

"I missed you mommy."  She said

I rubbed her back and hugged her back.  I kissed her forehead.

"I missed you too sweetie."

I got up and placed her on my hip. I walked back up the stairs and stepped over Katie.  I walked on the dam and looked over at Will who was finishing off Mike. He saw me and smiled.  I heard a gun shot then Will went down and then the dam collapsed.  Some of the dam landing on Will.

"Will!!!"  I screamed out.

Mike couldn't move cause a large piece of the dam was on his leg.  He smiled at me.  I felt a hand on my arm and it was pulling me away.  I turned around and saw Adam was pulling me over to the car.  I let him take me over to the ambulance that was standing by.  I felt the tears coming down my face.  William was dead and I didn't save him.  The paramedic wrapped me and Allie in a blanket.  They checked us over and said that we were fine.  I rubbed Allie's back and watched as the police took Mike and Katie away.  They put them in the back of their car and drove off.  A police man walked over to me.

"Hi Mrs.Beckett,can you tell me what happen?"

I told him everything and he wrote it down.

"You have to save my husband."  I said with tears going down my face.

"Ma'am we're moving the pieces right now." He said

I nodded.  He walked away.  I looked at the dam and didn't understand how it fell apart.  I watched as they lifted pieces of the rumble and threw it to the side.  Tears were streaming down my face and I held Allie tighter to me. 

"Can they leave?"  I heard someone asked

"Yes, they can."

I just kept watching the firefighters moving pieces of the dam and throwing them aside.  I felt a hand on my arm.

"Come on Sara."  Adam said

I shook my head no.  I was going to stay and see if they got Will out.  I wasn't ready to leave yet.  I wanted to stay until they got him out.

"Come on.  They will call you when they get William and besides you and Allie will freeze."  Adam said

I didn't realized until now that Adam was right.  I was shriving and Allie was asleep cause she was so cold.  Adam put his hand on my arm and started pulling me to the van.  I didn't fight him.  I just let him led me to the van.  I climbed inside and sat down in the backseat.  I held Allie not caring that she was supposed to be in a car seat.  I let the tears come down not bothering to wiped them away.

(Adam's Pov)

I started the van and started driving back to the hotel.  I looked in the rear view mirror to see Sara was holding Allie tightly against her and crying.  I couldn't even imagine what she was going through.  She lost the only person she ever loved.  Her and Will have been together for a long time and they were made for each other.  I watched as she started to fall asleep.  I looked at the clock and it was 8 o'clock at night.  Sara has been through a lot and I was glad that she was getting some sleep.

"I can't believe what happen."  Mike said

"Me either."  I said

"So what do we do now?"  Andy asked

"I don't know but we need to cancel the tour."  I said

"Already done."  Michael said

I nodded.  I pulled up at the hotel and we all got out of the van.  I walked over to the door.

"Hand me Allie."  I said

Mike handed Allie to me while he took Sara.  We walked into the hotel and went straight to Sara's room.  Mike handed me the keycard and I slide it in the slot.  I opened the door and walked inside.  I walked to the bedroom and sat Allie down on the bed.  I got her pajamas out of her bag.  I took her wet clothes off and I dried her off a bit then I put her pajamas on.  I threw her wet clothes on the floor and I picked her up.  I laid her down on the bed and tucked her in.

"Mommy."  She said tiredly.

"No,it's Adam."  I said

"Mommy."

She kept saying mommy so I picked her up and took her to the other bed where Sara was sleeping.  I laid Allie down next to her and tucked her in.

"Mr.Duckie."  She said

"Right here." Mike said placing it next to her.

I was glad that we had Allie with us and that she was safe and sound.  We walked out of the room quietly and I shut the door.

"Let's stay here for tonight then we go home in the morning."  Andy said

I turned around and looked at him.

"I agree but we have to convince Sara to go home through."  I said

Everyone nodded.

"Let's get our stuff."  Michael said

We all nodded.  We all left and got our stuff then came back to Sara's room.  We all put our stuff on the floor and we all found a place to sleep.  I got my sleeping bag and laid it on the floor.  I climbed inside and fell asleep.

(Will's Pov)

Anger was building up inside me.  Not one doctor has come out and told me about Sara.  I worried sick about her and I was worried about Allie too.  I wanted to know how Sara was doing and if she was okay but I couldn't get a freaking doctor to talk to me.  I looked around and everyone was here waiting for some information on Sara.  I got up and looked around.

"Bill,where are you going?"  Adam asked

I looked at him.

"I'm going to look for a damn doctor." I replied.

He nodded.  I started walking until I found a doctor.  I walked up to him and tap his shoulder.  He turned around.

"Can I help you?"  He asked

"Yes, I want to know how my wife is."  I said

"Name?"

"Sara Beckett."  I said

He nodded and turned around.  He pulled out a clipboard and he faced me.  He looked through the papers on the clipboard.  He kept flipping through the pages and it was driving me insane.

"Aw,yes."  He said

"What?"  I asked curious.

He looked at me and smiled.

"Your wife is fine and is breathing on her own now."  He said

"Can I see her?"

"Sure. Room 165."  He said

I nodded.  I thanked him and walked away.  I walked past the guys in the waiting room and went to her room.  I opened the door and walked in.  Sara was lying in bed sleeping peacefully.  I smiled and walked over to her.  I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.  I looked at her and she had a purple bruise on her neck.  I lightly touched it and she moved.  I moved my hand and sat down in the chair next to her bed. 

(Sara's Pov)

I woke up to someone talking.  I opened my eyes and I was in the hospital.  I felt a hand in mine and I looked around.  I saw Will and he was talking to the police.  I remember what happen and I felt tears coming to my eyes.  My beautiful baby girl was gone and I was probably never going to see her again.  I wiped the tears away.

"Will."  I whispered.

My throat was sore and it kinda hurt to talk.  He turned around and stood up.  He kissed me and stoke my hair.

"Hey."  He said

"Hey."

He kept stroking my hair.

"Did you find Allie?"  I asked

He looked at me and shook his head.

"No,but the police are looking for her."  He said

I nodded.

"Can I have some water please?"  I asked

He nodded.  He poured me a cup and handed it to me.  I took a drink and shallow it.  It kinda hurt to shallow it.  I winced and put the cup down on the table.

"Throat hurt?"  Will asked

"Yea."

The doctor came in and check me out.

"Mrs.Beckett,you can go when ever your ready." He said

I nodded.  He unhooked the machines from me and walked out of the room.  I scooted to the side of the bed and slowly climbed off the bed.  Will held out his hands but I refused to take them.  I got down and Will pointed to a bag in the chair next to him.  I walked over to my bag and got some clothes.  I walked into the bathroom and changed.  I walked back out and walked over to my bag.  I got my brush and brushed my hair. I put my hair into a messy bun then I put my brush back in my bag.  I put my shoes on and zipped my bag shut.  I grabbed my bag and put it over my shoulder.

"Let's go so we can find Allie."  I said

Will nodded.  He got up and walked over to me.  He took my hand in his and we walked out of the hospital.  We got into a cab and went back to the hotel.  We got there and got out.  We walked inside still holding hands and we went to the elevator.  He pushed the up button and the door opened.  We walked inside and he pushed the button to our floor.  The door opened and we walked out.  We walked to our room the room where I last saw Allie.  The room I almost died in and the room were some psychos took my baby.  Will slid the keycard in the slot and opened the door.  We walked in and I walked to the bedroom.  As I walked into the room I step on something.  I looked down to see Allie's stuff duck.  She never went anywhere with out it and it was her favorite stuff animal.  I bent down and picked it up.  I threw my bag on the bed and held the duck close to my chest. Mr.Ducky is what Allie called him and it suited him.  The duck was yellow with a black suit and red tie.  He had a top hat that had a red rose sticking to the side.  Mr. Ducky had one eye missing cause Allie bit it off when she was 2.  I remember giving her this duck.

~Flashback~

I had already gave birth to her and was holding her in my arms.  I looked at Will and he was staring at Allie.  I looked at Allie and she opened her eyes.

"Aww,she opened her eyes."  Will said

I smiled.  She had Will's eyes and they were beautiful.

"Can you hand me her duck? It's in my bag."  I asked Will.

"Sure thing."

He walked over to my bag and pulled out the duck.  He walked over to me and handed me the duck. I started playing with Allie and she smiled.  I showed her the duck and made it give her a kiss.

"Can I hold her?"  Will asked

I nodded.  I handed Allie to him and he gently rocked her.  He smiled at her and started to walked over to the door.

"Where are you going?"  I asked him with a smile on my face.

He looked at me and smiled.

"I am going to show our bundle of joy to everyone out there in the waiting room."  He said proudly.

I laughed.

"They are going to be jealous of you."  I teased.

"Good.  I want them to be jealous."

I laughed.  He walked out the door and I fell asleep.

~End of Flashback~

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Will putting his arm around me.

"It will be okay."  He said

I nodded.  We got up and walked out the room.  We got to the lobby and walked out of the hotel.  We got into a car and started driving. I told him everything that happen.

(Will's Pov)

I watched as Sara tucked Allie into bed.  We just got back from eating dinner and Allie fell asleep on the way here.  Sara kissed Allie's forehead and walked out of the room.  She shut the door and I wrapped my arms around her.  She leaned into me and sighed.  We were now in Maryland.  I kissed Sara on the cheek and we walked over to the couch.  We sat down and Sara snuggled up to me.  I smiled and turned the tv on.  Our favorite show The Notebook was on and we watched it.  I was glad that she was here and that Allie was better. 

"Your really good with Allie."  I whispered in Sara's ear.

She turned towards me and smiled.

"Thanks."

"Your welcome."

I couldn't resist anymore.  She looked so pretty with the light from the tv glowing on her face.  I leaned my head down and kissed her.  She kissed back and pretty soon a make out session was starting.  Sara pulled away and she had a big smiled on her face.

"Allie."  Is all she had I to say to stop me for going any further.

We wouldn't want little Allie catching us.  I wouldn't even know what to say if she saw us making out.  I knew Sara wouldn't know either so it was best to stop making out if Allie was home.  After the movie we got our pajamas on then we crawled into bed.  I wrapped my arms around her and she snuggled closer to me.  I was glad that we worked things out and I missed the feeling of her body close to mine.  I missed holding her in my arms and I missed holding her in my arms while comforting her.  Everything was working out and that's how I wanted it.  I kissed Sara on the cheek and went to sleep.

(Sara's Pov)

I woke up to someone knocking on the door.  I looked at the clock and it was 11:30 in the morning.  I turned my head and Will wasn't in bed.  I rolled over and I saw a note on the nightstand.  Dear Sara, I'm sorry I wasn't there when you woke up but I had an interview I had to go to.  I forgot about it and I am sorry but when I get back me,you and Allie are going out.  So be ready.  I should be back at 12 in the afternoon. 

                                                                                       Love,

                                                                                     Will

I smiled to myself and threw the note away. I looked over at Allie and she was still asleep.  The knocking got louder so I got up and quietly walked out of the bedroom. I shut the door and went to the door that led inside.  I opened the door and immediately a plastic bag was over my head.  They tied the bag to my head.  I couldn't breath and I was struggling to breath.  I put my hands to the bag and tried to rip a hole in it so I could breath.

"Oh, no you don't Sara." A girl said

She grabbed my hands and tied them up.

"I'll go get Allie."  A guy said.

I recognized the guy's voice.  It was Mike and he found us.  I didn't know who the girl was but apparently she was working for Mike or with Mike. She threw me on the floor and grabbed me by the back of my hair.

"Sorry, I had to do this Sara but you understand. This is the only way I could get Will back.  Sorry you won't see your kid grow up but I will take good care of her." She said then let my hair go.  My face hit the floor.

I was angry and I was trying to untie my hands but it was no use. The girl laughed.  I heard a door opened.  I couldn't really see through the bag because everything was blurry.

"Mommy!!"  Allie said

I started to fight to get the ropes off of me but I couldn't get them off.

"Say bye to your daughter." Mike said

I toss and turned but the ropes was not loosening up.  They laughed and left.  I closed my eyes and tried to slow down my breathing.  I thought about mine and Will's wedding day.

~Flashback~

I walked down the aisle and my eyes locked on Will.  He looked so handsome in his tux.  His tux was black with a white shirt and a blue vest.  He smiled at me and I smiled back.  I looked at all the people that were standing up for me and my smiled got bigger.  I finally reached Will and he took my hand. We walked up the 3 little steps and looked into each others eyes.  He pulled my veil back so he could see my blue eyes.  The priest began then soon enough he sighted the vows.

"Do you William Eugene Beckett Jr. take Sara Nicole Lee to be your lawful wedded wife?"  He asked Will.

"I do."  He said

The priest asked me the same thing.

"I do."

"By the power invested in me and the stated of Chicago I pronounced you husband and wife.  You may kiss the bride."  He said

Will pulled me closer to me and kissed me.  I kissed him back.  We walked out of the church and got into the limo.  We got to the reception and we started dancing.  We cut the cake after a while.  After everything was done we got back to the limo and it drove us to the airport.

~End of Flashback~

My flashback was interrupted by Will calling my name.  I kept my eyes closed and I felt my head being lift then place down.

"Someone get the scissors!!"  He yelled

I kept my eyes closed and breath really slowly.  It was getting harder to breath now but I had to hang on. I needed to save Allie and I needed to be there for Will.

"I go see if Allie is here." I heard Mike say.

"Hang on Sara."  Will said

"Is she still alive?"  Adam said

"Barely."  Will said

I couldn't breath much longer and I could feel my eyes get heavy.  I tried to open my eyes but they wouldn't opened.  I heard Will curse and yelled for the scissors then call 911. I felt my body relax and it got harder to breath.

"Hang on Sara.  Help is coming."  Will said

(Will's Pov)

Sara's body went limp and she stopped breathing.  Andy came and gave me the scissors.  I cut the plastic tie that was around the bag.  I put the scissors down on the floor and I took the bag off of Sara's head.  I felt for a pulse and she didn't have one.  I laid her on the floor and started cpr.  I kept begging her to wake up.  I kept the cpr going and I kept checking for a pulse.  I finally felt a pulse but it was weak.  She needed to go to the hospital.  I held her in my arms and kiss the top of her head.  The paramedics arrived and they loaded her on a stretcher.  I watched as they put a tube down her throat and I followed them out the door.  I got in the ambulance and held her hand all the way there.  I told the paramedic what happen and he wrote it down.  We got there and I helped them unload her.  We rushed inside and the paramedic told the doctor what happen.  They rolled her into a room and made me go wait in the waiting room.  I didn't know what happen but I wanted to know.  I wanted to kill whoever did this to her.  I just hope she remember what happen.  I waited for hours and nobody was telling me anything.  I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. Sara and Allie were my life besides the band and I wouldn't know what to do if something happen to Allie and Sara.  The guys came and sat down next to me.

"We talked to the cops and they will find Allie for you."  Adam said

I looked at him confused.  I thought Allie was with them safe and sound.

"What?"  I asked.

He sighed.

"Allie wasn't there or anywhere in the hotel."  Mike said

I couldn't believe someone kidnapped my baby girl.  Mine little angel was missing and I didn't even notice that she wasn't there.  I should have made sure she was there but Sara needed me.   She would have died if I didn't help her.  I shouldn't be shooting myself for saving Sara before I looked for Allie should I? 

"I thought she was with one of you."  I said

Adam put a hand on my shoulder.

"It will be alright.  The police will find her."  He reassured me.

I nodded.  It was my fault that she got kidnapped and my fault that Sara ended up in the hospital.  I laid my head back and sighed.  I was going to save Allie when I found out that Sara was okay and after I see her.