October 14, 2009
Technology!
posted by Mikey on Oct 13, 2009 9:46pm
Like the elegant wing-ed Phoenix of legend, the My Chemical Romance website has indeed "leveled up". We can now all participate in the fun and rewarding experience known as blogging. I'm still getting used to the interface, so bear with me folks. Let the good times roll and keep it clean everybody. "no swings to the face, and no mom jokes!" cheers! Mikey
Posted by Injustice Is The Norm. on 10/14/2009 10:56 AM Comments (4)
May 15, 2009
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Who are they?
Homosapiens;Male;5 of them;Band;Called My Chemical Romance...;)
How long have you known about them?
2004. Thats 5 Long Lovely Years :D
Who introduced you to them?
My sister was watching I'm Not Okay and Helena. At First, I was like oh whatever! But then I actually listened and completely fell in love.
What was your first impression of them?
That they're so creative,and just great musicians + their lyrics <3::Albums/Songs::Favorite album?Three Cheers For Sweet RevengeFavorite Song?Ok I'm Going to pick fav.song from every album-Bullets : Headfirst For Halos-Revenge : It's A Fucking Deathwish, Not A Fashion Statement.-Parade : House Of Wolves.Favorite album artwork?Oh Defintely Revengee !Least Favorite album?Everyone single one was/is spectacular and unique.Least Favorite song?Maybe, Sister To Sleep ; oh yeah i went there.Least Favorite album artwork?Liked all::THE BOYS::Who do you like better, Matt or Bob?Bob.Should they have a keyboardist?Eitherway it'd work.Which one, if any, is your hero?I can't really choose...it's a team effort;eventhough they're different; they combine to be a great bundle.Do you think they have changed since the beginning of the band?Indeed.Have you ever met them?Frankly,no::THOUGHTS::Do you think that they are "emo"?Never;I hate when people use that term against them,it's just because they don't know shit.They label stupidity on geniusness.Just because of the black clothes;and the fact that they're a band... >:|
JonasBrothers have wore black and are a "band" are they called emo? no!
Did you freak out when Mikey ditched the glasses?
At First I was like woah,but it was his choice and it helped him so it's a good thing.But No I didn't freak out about it,it's not really a huge deal.
Do you obsess over Gerard's hair?
Nope,No even when he had it long,brown highlights,bleached,black,medium black it's all hair...
What song could describe your life at the moment?
This Is How I Disappear,Disenchanted,The Jetset Life Is Going To Kill You,I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Should they go back to their old sound or let The Black Parade live on?
I'm sure what evers up their sleeve for the next album will be great as well.
Do you believe everything you read/hear about their personal lives?
No sir.
::OTHER STUFF::
Are they your favorite band?
Yes they are.
Could you ever stop liking them?
I Highly Doubt it.
Would you get a tattoo to show your dedication as a fan?
I hate needles.Seriously,it's not 'cause of Gerard.
How many times have you seen Life on the Murder Scene?
wow,well I really lost track after the few MILLION TIMES <3
Have you had to rebuy cds because you wore them out from listening to them too much?
I take care of all my cd's.They're are in their case in a box I have of cd's.
If you could say anything to them, what would you say?
I'd tell them what a mad genius they are.And something else,which I really don't know.
Have you seen them in concert?
No,and it really upsets me.
What is the most you would pay to see them in concert?
I have no idea.
When did you first discover MCR?
2004.
When did you start to like MCR?
2004ish - 2005
Which was your first album?
Revenge.
What was your first music video?
Helena.
Which band member's name did you learn first?
Gerard, but I couldn't quite memorize the spelling, it'd always be Geard,Gerard,Gared,i don't know, but I'd try.
Favorite music video?
I'm Not Okay,Desolation Row,I Don't Love You,Vampires Will Never Hurt You
Favorite Band Member?
Gerard.Yes I have reasons, no those reasons do not involved his physical looks.
::THIS OR THAT?::
I Brought You My Bullets,You Brought Me Your Love/Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge?
Both are great,but my top songs are more in Revenge;Revenge it is.
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville/ Vampires Will Never Hurt You?
Vampires Will Never Hurt You.
Honey this Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the Two of Us/Cubicles?
Cubicles.
Our Lady of Sorrows/Headfirst for Halos?
Headfirst for Halos.
Demolition Lovers/Drowning Lessons?
Demolition Lovers; I think it's the cutest 6minute song ever.lol
This Is The Best Day Ever/Skylines and Turnstiles?
Skylines and Turnstiles.
Romance/Interlude?
Romance
Helena/Cemetery Drive?
Cemetery Drive.
Give 'Em Hell, Kid/Hang 'Em High?
Hang'em High
Thank You For The Venom/To The End?
Thank You For The Venom,
I Never Told You What I Do For a Living/It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Fucking Deathwish?
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Fucking Deathwish.
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us in Prison/The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You?
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You.
The Ghost of You/I'm Not Okay (I Promise)?
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
To The End/Demolition Lovers?
To The End,
Vampires Will Never Hurt You/I Never Told You What I Do For A Living?
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville/Cemetery Drive?
Cemetery Drive.
The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You/Cubicles?
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
I'm Not Okay/Headfirst for Halos?
Headfirst For Halos.
The Ghost of You/Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough for the Two Of Us?
The Ghost of You
Skylines and Turnstiles/Thank You for the Venom?
Skylines and Turnstiles.
Give 'Em Hell, Kid/Our Lady of Sorrows?
Our Lady Of Sorrows.
To finish up...
Is My Chemical Romance Your Favorite Band Ever?
100-finity% Yes
If not, who is?
If Not,Like then Fall Out Boy;Yeah I know what you're probably thinking but ILoveThemToo!
Rate Your Obsession on a Scale from 1-10
0- I dont obsess, I love.
Would you defend them physically if someone dissed them?
Depends how bad.
Do your friends like them?
Very Few
Did you make them like them (Come on, admit it)
The Few? Yes I did.:D
Posted by mcfoatd on 05/15/2009 7:50 PM Comments (0)
April 12, 2009
The song of the day is "I Don't Love You" by My Chemical Romance, one of my favorite songs from the album The Black Parade XD for my fifteenth birthday party this song i danced with my older brother...
Posted by julidoubt on 04/12/2009 11:55 AM Comments (0)
April 4, 2009
Band: My Chemical Romance
Album: The Black Parade
1) I Don't Love You
2) The Sharpest Lives
3) Sleep
4) Famous Last Words
5) Mama
Posted by julidoubt on 04/04/2009 2:17 PM Comments (0)
February 18, 2009
Feb 18 2009 7:57 AM EST
'I think it's going to get by on its musicianship and its own merits in the songs,' frontman Gerard Way says of less dramatic album.
By James Montgomery, with reporting by Matt Elias
There was a time, long before the multiplatinum records and the pancake makeup, before the Eisner Award-winning comics or the Dylan cover in the "Watchmen" film, when My Chemical Romance were just another band from New Jersey. They would like very much to get back to that time.
So that's goal number one with their new album — the follow-up to the massively successful, massively ambitious Welcome to the Black Parade — which they're currently writing in Los Angeles. They hope to get back to their roots — to make manic, fast-and-furious, spur-of-the-moment punk. And, above all, to keep it simple.
http://www.mtv.com/videos/news/342687/were-not-hiding-behind-makeup-anymore.jhtml
"When we had just finished Black Parade, I think doing that record made us feel like we could do everything. And so I think the way to top a record that already kind of does everything is to not do everything," MCR frontman Gerard Way smiled. "I don't think this is gonna be a 'kitchen sink' record. I think it's going to get by on its musicianship and its own merits in the songs.
"And every record ... I like to think they're snapshots of what your band is at that moment, and this is really going to be that. I think there's going to be lack of concept, I think it's simply a snapshot, I think it's going to be direct and very honest," he continued. "It's not going to be hiding behind a veil of fiction or uniforms and makeup anymore. ... From the stuff we've been playing so far, just feels very pure. That's the best way to describe it. People who were really big fans of our first record, they'll find things they're really going to love about the new material — and not because we sound like that first record at all, it's because there's a purity to it. There's less happening."
It's a tactic they first learned while recording their version of Dylan's "Desolation Row" for Zack Snyder's upcoming "Watchmen" film: Stop thinking and just get busy rocking.
"From working on 'Desolation Row' ... I think it was very natural. We just kind of did stuff and the song was there. There was no over-thinking," Way explained. "[But, having said that] we're not going to make a retro record at all. It will sound like a modern rock record, but I think we would like to try to redefine that, what that actually means. By saying it sounds like a modern rock record, it'll sound new — I don't think it'll sound like what's on the radio right now."
And to that point, though it may sound like MCR are trying hard to strip away the rather, uh, grandiose leanings of The Black Parade, they've still got the swagger of a band that's moved units and toured the globe. They've been surveying the musical landscape that's appeared in their absence, and they're not very pleased by what they see. Take, for example, the (working) title of one of their new songs: "New Hair, Same Sh--."
"It's about having new hair, but it's the same sh--. That's the concept," Way laughed. "I think the new album is going to be a response to the two years of touring on Parade. A reaction to what's happening right now — everything that we're not a part of — and a response to it."
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Posted by jussijames on 02/18/2009 10:29 AM Comments (2)
January 19, 2009
This is for those who cried to the Ghost Of You.
For those who felt empowered during Famous Last Words.
For those who felt they could relate to Im Not Okay.
For those who want to start a riot because of Teenagers.
For those who are Demiliton Lovers.
For those who Killed All There Friends.
This is for those who got Welcomed To The Black Pararde.
For those who aren't Afraid To Keep On Living.
Who aren't Afraid To Walk This World Alone.
So lets Crash The Cemetry Gates with heads held high and MCR in out hearts because we are the MCRmy.
For anyone who loves Gerard no matter what colour his hair was.
For anyone who loves that Pansy Frank and was worried when he got sick.
For anyone who has ever fantasied about playing with Ray's hair.
For anyone who got worried when Bob got burnt.
For anyone who cried every single time Gerard got drunk or high.
For anyone who bought MCR's new ablum the very second they could and protect it with their lives.
For anyone who can't watch The Ghost Of You without crying when Mikey gets shot.
For anyone who isn't okay.
For anyone who loves My Chemical Romance with ALL of their black little hearts.
For anyone who didn't just listen to their music, but their lyrics too.
For anyone who thinks they'll die alone.
For anyone who wanted to jump up on stage just to give them hugs.
For anyone who wanted to meet them just to say 'Thank you'.
For anyone who wanted them for their advice, not their money.
For anyone who wants to say 'I love you' without any remorse.
For anyone who is sick of having their heart broken, or getting hurt.
For anyone who can honestly say that MCR saved their lives.
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "Gerard, Frankie, Bob, Mikey, or Ray."
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "My Chemical Romance or MCR."
For anyone who says I am My Chemical Romance with pride, and with honesty.
For anyone who will repost this, and actually take the time.
For anyone who has had a relative say, "Please no more MCR today!"
For anyone who gets excited/ hyper when they see a random person wearing an MCR shirt.
For anyone who will go across the country to see a My Chemical Romance Concert.
For enyone who listens to the message of MCR.
For every one who dont know where they'd be with out them,
For every one whos lives changed the moment they heard one song.
For every one who would hold a funeral procession at school if MCR broke up.
We ARE the MCRmy
They told us they weren't OK.
They told us vampires would never hurt us.
They want us to say our Famous Last Words and join The Black Parade.
They said the mirror wasn't big enough for the both of them.
They cried for the ghost of us.
They introduced us to Helena.
They don't love us like they did yesterday.
We ARE the MCRmy.
Real MCR fans know more songs than Welcome to the Black Parade.
Real MCR fans know Gerard Way's brother's name.
Real MCR fans get exited and hiper when one of there songs come on the radio.
Real MCR fans punch their cousins/brothers/parents/friends for dissing Gerard's hair or anything about MCR for their sake.
Real MCR fans know the names of everyone in the band and what they do.
Real MCR fans shop for hours just to find a jacket like the band's have for concert.
Real MCR fans will keep reading this.
I AM a Demolition Lover.
I am NEVER Okay.
I WAS Welcomed To The Black Parade.
I AM young and I dont care.
I AM disenchanted.
I AM filled with Unapolagetic Apathy.
I mourned Mikeys glasses and the Death of Pansy.
I Live Life On The Murder Scene.
I DID cry to the Ghost Of You.
I DID feel empowered to Famous Last Words.
I worried about Bob and his burn.
I helped Gerard stay sober.
I have an obsession with Rays hair.
I AM NOT Afraid To Keep On Living.
I AM NOT Afraid To Walk This World Alone.
I DID Crash The Cemetry Gates.
I Brought You My Bullets When You Brought Me Your Love.
I DID give Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge.
I DO know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison.
Ive Given Em Hell And Hung Em High.
I HAVE Killed All My Friends.
I DID give you gallons of blood.
I HAVE seen the Early Sunsets OverMonreville.
Vampires CAN NEVER hurt me.
I AM dead and I will be buried in all my favourite colors, BLACK. SO SHUT YOUR EYES, KISS ME GOODBYE AND SLEEP. THESE ARE OUT FAMOUS LAST WORDS. SO THANK YOU FOR THE VENOM, SO LONG AND GOOD NIGHT.
I AM the MCRmy and, they DID save my life.
Post this if you are truely part of the MCRmy...
Posted by gerardismyidol16 on 01/19/2009 6:36 AM Comments (1)
...And gratefully, I couldn't.
I may be going out on a limb here, but I just realised something.
And if I'm wrong, don't beat me up about it, keh?
Last night I was listening to Sleep.
As I lay paying close attention to the voice recording at the beginning, a thought struck me.
'This sounds like Frank', I thought.
Now, I have no idea if I'm right or wrong. I just thought maybe we could discuss this?
Listen to the tape recording.
Does it sound like dear Frankie, or is it just... me?
EDIT:
I am fucking stupid. It's Gerard, not Frank. Oh gosh. T_T
Posted by Problematique~ on 01/19/2009 2:54 AM Comments (11)
January 13, 2009
Warner Sunset / Reprise Records to Release 12” Picture Disc of My Chemical Romance’s Reinterpretation of “Desolation Row” for Watchmen on January 27, 2009
Posted : Tue, 13 Jan 2009 14:53:40 GMT |
| Author : CA-WARNER-SUNSET/REPRISE |
| Category : Press Release |
BURBANK, Calif. - (Business Wire) A 12” vinyl picture disc of My Chemical Romance’s powerful cover of Bob Dylan’s “Desolation Row,” recorded exclusively for the upcoming feature film Watchmen, will be released by Warner Sunset / Reprise Records on January 27th, 2009. Fans will be able to pre-order the disc through the band’s website, www.mychemicalromance.com, as well as via www.watchmenmusic.com and www.becausesoundmatters.com beginning today.
The disc’s A-side is My Chemical Romance’s “Desolation Row,” featured in the film and on Watchmen: Music From the Motion Picture. The B-side is “Prison Fight,” taken from Watchmen: Original Motion Picture Score, composed by Tyler Bates. Both albums are due from Warner Sunset / Reprise Records in anticipation of the film hitting theatres March 6th.
A complex, multi-layered mystery adventure, Watchmen is set in an alternate 1985 America in which costumed superheroes are part of the fabric of everyday society, and the "Doomsday Clock" — which charts the USA's tension with the Soviet Union — is set at five minutes to midnight. When one of his former colleagues is murdered, the washed-up but no less determined masked vigilante Rorschach sets out to uncover a plot to kill and discredit all past and present superheroes. As he reconnects with his former crime-fighting legion — a ragtag group of retired superheroes, only one of whom has true powers — Rorschach glimpses a wide-ranging and disturbing conspiracy with links to their shared past and catastrophic consequences for the future. Their mission is to watch over humanity...but who is watching the Watchmen?
Watchmen is directed by Zack Snyder from a screenplay by David Hayter and Alex Tse, based on the graphic novel co-created by Dave Gibbons, published by DC Comics. The film is produced by Lawrence Gordon, Lloyd Levin, and Deborah Snyder. Herbert W. Gains and Thomas Tull are the executive producers, with Wes Coller serving as co-producer. The film stars Malin Akerman, Billy Crudup, Matthew Goode, Carla Gugino, Jackie Earle Haley, Jeffrey Dean Morgan and Patrick Wilson.
Warner Bros. Pictures and Paramount Pictures present, in Association with Legendary Pictures, a Lawrence Gordon/Lloyd Levin Production, a Zack Snyder Film, Watchmen. Watchmen will be released nationwide on March 6, 2009. It will be distributed domestically by Warner Bros. Pictures and internationally by Paramount Pictures.
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Posted by jussijames on 01/13/2009 10:15 PM Comments (0)
November 24, 2008
BABY G due early next summer 2009!
http://www.buzznet.com/musicnews/gerard-way-linsdey-ballato-expecting-j3418821/

My Chemical Romance singer to be a dad
NEW YORK (AP) — My Chemical Romance singer Gerard Way's newest creation isn't a CD — it's an upcoming baby.
A rep for the singer says Way, 31, and wife Lindsey, bass player of the band Mindless Self Indulgence, are expecting their first child. The baby is due early in the summer 2009.
The pair have been married since Sept. 4, 2007.
My Chemical Romance is known for hits like "Famous Last Words" and "Welcome to the Black Parade."
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Posted by jussijames on 11/24/2008 5:09 PM Comments (5)
November 17, 2008
Um yeah, this isn't my first story ever, the rest are located on http://www.ficwad.com/author/64229 But, I hope you enjoy. It's a Frerard of course.
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Love Is Watching Someone Die
[Chapter One]
“Gerard? Where are you?” Mikey, his little brother called out, his voice echoing through the vacant house. “Gee? Where’d you go?” he sighed, heading downstairs to the basement. “You in there?” He banged on the old wooden door, stickers, various signs and drawings scrawled on it. “What do you want Mikes?” Gerard huffed, busy at his desk, pencil crayons, markers, paint and paper all over the place, lining the table, his bed and floor. He was an artist, and a young one at that. Only eighteen years old, most wouldn’t considered him a prodigy, if he had ever shown his creations to the world. Being an introvert, he never said much and was always known as that strange kid with long hair and chalky skin, due to almost zero exposure to sunlight. A small window in his room, which was covered most of the time, was basically the only light he’d gotten. “Frank called.” Gerard’s eyes then lit up. Frank was Gerard’s best friend, as well as Mikey’s. He had known them for a long time, and believe it or not, this was because of church. Finally, the boys realized that going to mass every Sunday with their parents was good for something. They’d become close due to the constant meetings held at each other’s houses for various Bible study groups and such that they were forced to go to. None of them were really strong believers, but they knew someone was up there for them, and when they were in trouble, they could turn to Him. “He wanted to come over and I said okay. Is that cool with you?” “Yeah, that’s great.” A soft reply came from beyond the door. “Get him to come into my room or something.” Gerard began to clean up his art stuff, piling papers neatly and fixing boxes. Fumbling with everything else, he wanted to make sure things were perfect when Frank came over. He never knew why he got so nervous around the younger boy, but he did. They were best friends, and it’s not like stupid things hadn’t been said or done before. It wasn’t even the least bit awkward between them, at least, not yet.
Mikey heard the doorbell ring a couple of times, which Frank usually did. It was just his thing when he came to people’s houses. “Hey Mikey,” he smiled warmly and gave him a hug. Frank and Mikey were both in the same grade at high school, juniors, while Gerard was a senior. No one really noticed the age difference though, since they were so close. “Where’s Gerard?” “He’s locked up in his room, as usual. He wanted you to meet him there or something.” Mikey was okay that Frank liked to hang out with Gerard more, mainly because they didn’t see each other as much. Mikey saw Frank every single day, so it wasn’t much of a difference. “Okay, thanks dude.” Frank made his way to Gerard’s bedroom, and knocked a certain pattern on the door. Kicking it, it flew open and Gerard sat on his bed, reading a Batman comic book. “Damn am I glad that I know that secret.” He smiled, and Gerard smiled back, inviting him to sit on the bed against the wall. “Batman again?” “Yeah, I know you’ve read this one though.” Gerard never said much, so it was Frank’s job to keep a conversation running if necessary. “What’ve you been up to lately?” “Oh, you know. Homework, college forms, stress, coffee, music, drawing. Just the usual shit.” He said casually, flipping the colorful page. “Drawing? I thought you gave up on that…” “Did I say that out loud? My mistake then.” Gerard tried to cover. “Gerard, you know you shouldn’t be ashamed of your artwork. Mikey showed me your old sketchbooks, and it’s amazing.” Frank’s hand accidentally rested on Gerard’s thigh, causing a surge of electricity between them, making Gerard jump. “Um, sorry.” Frank’s cheeks appeared a peachy-red color, looking down at his legs. “I-It’s okay.” He sighed. “And how on earth did Mikey find those? I told him I burned them a long time ago.” “He’s your brother, how am I supposed to know?” “That’s very true.” Gerard breathed deeply, inhaling the scent Frank brought with him. It was sweet with cologne and watermelons from his shampoo. It was his favorite smell on earth, and only Frank possessed it. He rested his head on Frank’s shoulder, which he really didn’t mind anymore since it was a common occurrence, especially because they were prone to falling asleep on each other while watching movies and lounging on the couch. “Gerard?” Frank whispered. “Yeah?” “Are you okay?” he asked this sensitively, as Gerard suffered from depression. He needed to check up on him once and a while, and well, once in a while had come. “I’m okay Frankie,” he let a smile emerge from his lips and lifted his head, looking at Frank’s sparkling, hazel eyes. “Why?” “I’m just seeing how you are, that’s all. You’re my best friend, I can’t just leave you be you know. I hate seeing you sad.” He answered honestly. It crushed Frank’s heart to see Gerard in a state that he couldn’t help or fix. He knew that once Gerard was dejected, he detached himself from the world, and almost no one could help him. “Thanks Frankie. You’re my best friend too, and I don’t know what I’d do without you.” He allowed himself to collapse in Frank’s strong arms, stroking his hair. Frank constantly thought of Gerard as more than a friend though. He’d wish it would happen sooner, but he was always waiting for Gerard to realize it. He knew that the time may never come, but he just had to keep the faith and pray that Gerard would see that Frank really did love him. He was too scared to take the risk and say those three little words that might change everything. “You want to go watch a movie in the living room?” Gerard proposed. “Mmm, yeah. I’d love to.” Gerard, leading him out of the room and to the couch on the main floor, pulled his arm. Mikey had disappeared into his room, probably to call his girlfriend Alicia so they could go out on a much needed date. “Let’s watch something you like today ‘cause we watched Superman last time. You pick.” “The Nightmare Before Christmas!” He exclaimed as Gerard pulled out the box. “After all, Christmas is in only 34 days!” “Wow, you’re already counting?” “Yeah, I love Christmas.” Frank laughed an adorable, high squeal. The movie was popped into the VCR and they settled in on the couch under large, thick, black blankets. Frank’s head rested on Gerard’s side and he smiled seeing this movie. Being born on Halloween, Frank was often thought as “the scariest child around” and he could relate to Jack Skellington, being the “scariest being in the world.” They just sat there together, curled up with each other, watching the animations flash by on the screen. Gerard finally spoke when the movie was nearing the end, with the tender moment between Jack and Sally. “They were really meant to be together weren’t they?” “Yeah, it’s amazing.” “You think you’ll ever find anyone like that in your life?” Gerard mumbled, playing with a strand of Frank’s black-brown hair. “I think I have…” He said so that it was barely audible. “What was that?” “N-Nothing Gee.” “No, Frankie, tell me. Please.” Frank always found it hard to lie or say no to Gerard, yet, he had so many secrets that he desperately wished he could just tell him, and this was one of them. “I-I think I already have.” He spoke louder this time, changing his position beside Gerard so he could look at Gerard’s reaction. “Who is it… if you don’t mind me asking?” Gerard was now almost whispering into Frank’s ear, sending a slight chill down Frank’s body. “It’s…” Frank paused. He wasn’t sure he was ready to go through with this and tell his best friend that he actually felt something more. “It’s okay if you don’t want to tell me…” Gerard exhaled. “No, I want to tell you, but promise you won’t freak or anything.” Frank was actually going to do it. He sucked it up, and decided he might as well go through with it, because bottling it up wasn’t doing any good. “I promise Frankie. I’d never do that to you.” Honestly, Gerard was hoping Frank would say that it was he. “You, Gerard Way.” Frank’s head slumped down into the fleece covering his lower body, not wanting to make things awkward with Gerard. “Frankie, look at me.” He lifted the shorter boy’s chin as tear stained cheeks reflected off the gray-white natural light. “Why are you crying?” “Because…” he sniffed, “I didn’t know what you were going to say.” “Oh Frankie… you don’t know how long I’ve wanted to tell you that I’ve always loved you.” Gerard tried to smile at him, forcing an almost instant reaction from Frank’s own face. “R-Really?” he stuttered. “Yeah. I love you.” “Gerard, I love you too.” Frank said and heard those words that would make him the happiest he’d ever been. “How long have you known?” “Since the day I met you. I know it sounds so corny… but I knew you were different. I mean, Mikey seemed nice, but there was something about you that really got my attention. You’re special to me in so many ways.” “Frankie, I don’t know what to say. I mean, you’re one of my only friends, and well… are we boyfriends now or something?” Gerard was slightly confused. “If you want to… I mean we don’t have to.” “But I do.” “Okay. Hi boyfriend.” Frank giggled like a teenage girl. “Well at least I’m playing the man in this relationship.” “Nuh-uh!” The whining began. This all eventually led to a massive pillow fight and Mikey stopping at the entrance, staring at them like they were insane. “Well ladies, I’m going to dinner with Alicia. See you Monday Frank and I’ll be home late Gee.” He waved and the other two boys smiled, and then broke out into laughter, rolling on the sofa and floor. “Gerard, you’re crazy.” Frank commented. “Oh, well I’m sure you’re the sane one.” “Shut up.” “You just suck at comebacks, admit it Iero.” Gerard picked him up from the floor as well as a few pillows and the blanket. “Does us being together change anything?” Frank asked innocently after that as Gerard turned back on the TV. “Only if you think it does. We’re still friends, just remember that. Even if this doesn’t work out, you’re still going to be my best friend.” Gerard put his arm around Frank’s shoulder, pulling up the blanket again. “Gee, why do you love me?” “Because Frankie, just because.” He laughed and shrugged. “That’s not a valid answer.” “Because you’re you. Your personality, your smile, your laugh, everything about you.” Gerard knew he could go on forever listing why he loved the boy who was in his arms. “You wanna know why I love you?” he smiled, paused, and continued without Gerard having to say a word, “Because you understand me. You’re not like everyone else who judges me before hand and says I’m going to be ‘bad news.’ I love you because you’re Gerard, who’s my best friend, boyfriend, and probably my savior.” “Your ‘savior?’” Gerard raised one eyebrow at him. “Yeah. Mostly from boredom at those stupid bible study groups, but I know you will be, for real.” “How do you know that?” Gerard wanted to know why Frank thought all this. It made no sense to him whatsoever, but obviously, Frank knew why. “I just do. I can’t explain it.” “Frankie…” Gerard breathed slowly, taking his time, not knowing whether it was okay, “D-Do you want to um, maybe, like… stay the night?” “With you?” “Y-Yeah…” “Gerard!” he screamed, wrapping his arms around Gerard’s neck, “I’d love to! Of course!” “Won’t your mom be worried about you though?” Frank lived with his mother, because his parents divorced when he was six. Since then, he’d usually spend the summer with his dad over in Newark. “I’ll give her a call, she probably won’t ‘cause it’s here at your house.” He grinned, grabbing the cordless phone from the other side of the couch. He quickly dialed the number of his mother’s cell phone and spoke quickly. “Hey mom, you mind if I stay at Gerard and Mikey’s for the weekend?” Gerard heard mumbling at the other end, “Okay, yeah sure. No problem. Bye! Thank you!” He pressed the off button and then looked at Gerard. “I can stay!” “Seriously?” “Yeah, as long as your parents are okay with it, it’s fine with her. She told us to have fun.” Frank winked suggestively, but Gerard didn’t exactly catch it. “They don’t really care that much. They barely see me anyways.” “What? We’re just going to hide in your bedroom until Monday comes? That’s your idea of fun with me?” Frank pouted. “No silly. We’ll go places. Get coffee, go to the park, whatever.” “I like the sound of that.” “Glad to hear it, but I think it’s getting late.” He gestured towards the darkness of the sky beyond the window. Suddenly, Frank yawned loudly. “Me too…” “You need to shower or anything?” Gerard told him he could use whatever he wanted. “No, it’s fine. Maybe just change clothes and wash my face.” “Oh, okay. Help yourself to anything in my drawers, and I’m sorry if they don’t fit you, but I don’t think Mikey’s stuff will be any better.” There was a small awkward pause, “Well, I’m going to shower. Just head downstairs whenever.” “Sure.” Frank nodded, also getting up from his position with Gerard. He rubbed his eyes and stretched, letting the blanket fall on the floor again. He picked it up, threw it over his shoulder and went into Gerard’s room to raid his drawers. He opened the dresser, going from top to bottom. He was a bit embarrassed to tell Gerard that he did in fact just sleep in his boxer shorts, or in a pair of sleep bottoms, so he grabbed some gray sweatpants and a t-shirt, letting his jeans drop to the floor. He sighed and slipped out and into the new shirt, but decided to put back the pajama pants. He knew he didn’t really need them, and it would just be extra work. He folded his clothes and put them on the desk chair, then relaxing on Gerard’s bed, opening the forgotten comic book, re-reading the pages. “Hi Frankie.” Frank’s heart skipped a beat. “Sorry if I scared you.” Gerard started to rummage through the drawer, getting some clothes over his towel-wrapped body. Frank tried not to stare at Gerard’s pale, slim figure, but he couldn’t help it. His arm muscles were defined, his skin was creamy white and god, he had abs to die for. Frank blushed a bit when Gerard gave him a funny stare, sitting next to him, clad in pajama bottoms and a band t-shirt. “You tired?” “Kind of.” “Hey, you wanna play some guitar?” Gerard offered knowing Frank loved to. “You have a guitar?” Frank eyes lightened. “Yeah, I don’t play and it probably needs tuning, but you can give it a try.” Gerard stood up and took a case from the far corner of the room and unlatched it, revealing a shiny black acoustic guitar. It looked like it had never been played before as he slipped it into Frank’s calloused hands. “It’s beautiful.” Frank remarked, trying to tune it by ear. Frank was actually really good at guitar, but like Gerard’s artistic talent, almost no one knew about it. Gerard sat cross-legged near Frank, watching him play a little tune. “You want me to play something for you?” “Um… I don’t know. Can you play ‘Twinkle Little Star?’” Gerard just wanted to hear Frank play, anything. “Yeah, I’ll give it a shot.” He strummed a few chords, and then started to create a rhythm. Gerard listened to the music, and swayed back and forth. Suddenly, he just felt like he wanted to sing. “…How I wonder what you are,” he started to sing softly. “Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky…” Frank stopped strumming and stared into Gerard’s eyes. “Gee, that was amazing. I didn’t know you could sing.” Gerard rubbed his head, “I don’t sing…” “But you’re so good at it.” “Yeah, but I don’t want to… not since Elena died.” Elena was Gerard grandmother who was extremely close to the family. She taught Gerard so many things when he was a child, and losing her was one of the hardest things they’d have to overcome. “Gerard…” Frank put down the guitar and rubbed a circle into Gerard’s thigh, making him squirm a little bit, “You shouldn’t hide it. If you’re good at something you need to show people that you are.” “But Frankie, I don’t want to. People will just laugh at me.” “No they won’t. I promise.” Letting out a yawn, Frank placed the guitar back in the case. “I’m tired… can we sleep please?” “Yeah, sure.” The boys obviously didn’t mind sharing a bed and being so close to each other. In fact, this was probably a bonus. No one had to know that they were romantically linked, because both families knew that they were the best of friends. Gerard tugged at the sheets and arranged pillows so it would be comfortable for both of them. “Hey Gee…” “Yeah?” He was just starting to settle in. “D-Do you mind if I um… take my shirt off? Y’know… just to bed?” Frank blushed beet red. “No, go ahead.” Gerard licked his lips subconsciously, wanting to see Frank’s body. Better yet, he wanted to feel him and taste him even more. Just the thought was making Gerard a little bit hard. Frank slid the shirt off his shoulder, exposing tan skin with muscles. Gerard stared and his mouth watered a little bit, but he snapped back into it when Frank asked, “You okay dude?” “Yeah. I’m fine.” Gerard sighed, settling back into the comforter. Frank slipped into his arms and Gerard rested his hands on Frank’s abdomen, feeling the muscle and softness of his skin. Frank didn’t seem to mind, but he actually liked it. He turned around so he was now facing Gerard, and asked, “C-Can I kiss you Gerard?” “W-What?” He wasn’t ready for that question, and he thought that Frank would just be forward enough to do it. “Is that a no?” Frank looked like he was about to cry, until soft, chapped lips pressed against his own tenderly, slowly. Both of their eyes closed, and they were left to their senses. Frank hands managed their way into Gerard’s hair and Gerard’s hands roamed Frank’s midsection. They worked their lips together perfectly; even though this was Gerard’s first ever time kissing anyone. Frank had a little more experience with some girls he’d dated before, but never had he felt such passion and love for anyone else. Gerard was so much better than any girl he’d ever been with. The two broke apart at the same time and lay together in silence, still with legs entwined and arms wrapped. Gerard breathed in Frank’s scent, and vice versa. Frank was so happy, as was Gerard. Slowly, they forgot about the world and drifted off into a peaceful, undisturbed sleep, still in each other’s arms.
Posted by lilrainforest on 11/17/2008 7:47 PM Comments (4)
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