suicide Blog and Journals

There has been a fourth person from my school commit suicide this year. All Tuesday and Wednesday we had news reporters at school and we were told not to talk to them. The school was on the news Tuesday night, chanel 9. Then Wednesday we had chanel 7. They reported live before school started, I watched it on TV while I was getting ready in the morning. It was a year 8 girl. I didn't know her and she went to the junior campus (but yet the reporters filmed at the senior one). She hung herself because she was cyber bullied. And yet everyone said she was a happy, bright and bubbly person who wouldn't even consider suicide. I guess you never know. Her funeral was yesterday and there was about a thousand people there. Which is pretty amazing. Plus all of the Geelong Football Club attended.

Apparently some Beyond Blue (if you don't know what that is it's like kids help line I suppose) worker wants to come talk to us. I'm so so sick of all the death at our school. Every year there is a death. Last year it was because a girl didn't take her medication for a heart condition, because she was bullied about needing it. And the years before the deaths were because of car accidents. But it still doesn't make it any easier.

Then Brigit died on Neighbours. And all week I had been happy about it cause I hated the character, but then I had to cry while watching because of all the suicide.

Gosh I hate death so so much.