shannon Blog and Journals

To Shannon and Jared

Awake in my broken sleep

Faces of you and what I deceive

Are you selfishly calling my name

Bloodshot eyes and burning flame

I'm frozen, fallen

In the middle

Of a battle

I'm forced to fight

But not bleeding

I'm just staring

Awake in my broken sleep

There's nothing I have received

Your message that I can't read

I am completely deleted

I run, and hide

Living a lie

Deceitful, hollow

I can't let go

And not bleeding

I'm just staring

Forgetting blood

Forgetting love

I long for your touch

To be like you

Free with the truth

Sweet like a lie

I'm frozen, fallen

In the middle

Of a battle

I'm forced to fight

But not bleeding

I'm just staring

Cannot comprehend

Your misting eyes