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i love apples. they are my favorite atm. i just wish the apple tree in the backyard would grow. damn winter :

i also wish i didnt have to move. is so depressing.  2 weeks ago everything was fine and now everythings changed.

everyones painting and cleaning and fixing. i dont like change. well, it would be okay if i had a little more warning.

dad was gonna build a house and out of no where hes gone and bought one..hmm..

i will no longer be able to walk everywhere. sounds funny coz im lazy, but i like the convenience. im so close to friends, and the shops. why now?

but one thing thats upsetting me is my room. usually my walls and doors are covered with posters and drawings and photos...

now theres nothing cept some marks and ripped paint D: i miss my mess. all my drawings and bits are now in a box in the corner of my room.

i'm a creative person...so waking up to a white room is sad.i pride myself on being different and now it seems like all the others..

but me and katie were thinking of selling t-shirts and jewellery. starting a kind of business. like, we make t-shirts and stuff then go sell them at the market.

i make myself bows and bracelets and tutu's so i'm doing what i like. and maybe later if we get an actual business, katie can model the clothes :)

we are smart cookies. we think things through. but we need money to do all this yeah? 

we thought we'd put an ad in the newspaper for dog walking... to make money because we dont like to work.

like working at mc donalds or something. no way would we do that. we eat the food not sell it. but now we cant coz im not gonna be around.

like, its a 2 second drive to get to katies from the new house, but like an hour walk. whereas here its like a 5 minute walk. hmm.

everythings changing and nobody seems to care. i dont want this... like fair enough the new house is better..

but this house is closer to everything. i dont want my life to change just because my dads going through a phase D:

life sucks atm. i want jelly.