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I feel like a little girl all over again! haha. i find myself crushing on certain guys and actually getting nervous!! Dest does not get nervous haha she is confident and makes other people nervous. Do not you like my new alter ego? Her name is dest diamon feathers. kind of sounds like a stripper name, but that was not what i was going for. bible! Back to what i was writing about. i do not know how to text or talk to this "crush", i blush and i giggle too much. this is starting to sound like a catchy little love song. i am just happy that i am feeling this. atleast its something right? it is kind of like fate a tad,  the way this is all working out. maybe this tim really will be mine! besides my fabulous "love life" hahahaaa thats lame, my social department is changing.

last night i went to a playoff game with a whole new set of friends, and had alot of fun. usually i do not chill with people that i think are totally different from me, but last night i wanted to venture out and go on the other side of the fence. it worked out to my advantage, and everyone was totally cool. we talked like we were friends forever and related to each other. we all have great senses of humor, so we were giggling the whole time. which brings me to my next subject.

my friends have been annoying me lately. haha.i had to get that off my chest. its always an exuse, a complaint, or a plain lie. november is full o fresh starts so i will not let someone lie to me again. i really can not stand it. so let it be. they can not use and abuse me. i love the to death but that is just not okay. i am a pretty good friend, and i try my best to include everyone in everything, but i will not waste my time. i was six months too late. lately, every change that is going on in my life is for the better. it is like spring cleaning. cleaning out the closet and getting rid of all the old tattered clothes, and bringing in the amazing delicate things. i am not saying my friends are old and tattered, i just mean the same old things in my life. the change is good.

i am not really doing anything this weekend, just chilling and relaxing. it may seem sad and depressing but everything is positive in these eyes! everything in your life is planned specifically for you. no matter what you do, your fate will follow. i also believe that you can change the negative things in your life. i think life was intended to be hard and cruel, and it is a test to see who will preservre. if that is the word! you can determine if you will let your fate be what is suppose to be or do something to eff it all up. it is up to you to decide. i have been to hell and back and if i had to i would go again in order to get what i want. you can think of ambition as a sin or as a virtue. to me it is not a sin. go after what you want. i'll take what should be mine. do not take that or think of that statement in a way i did not intend. i refuse to close my eyes, and let this world destroy me. this is all up to me, to decide if i will enjoy life or hate it. i choose to enjoy it and have fun! i have great years ahead. soon i will be sixteen, then eighteen, and then twenty-one. i honestly do not believe that i will make it past thiry-five, but i am not jesus so i would not know that.

speaking of jesus, i want to explore new religions. my family is basically catholic, even though ywe do not really go to church. but i want to see what other people believe in, and what religion they practice. it does not mean i would convert to it. i just want to explore it. i think it would bea good experiance and can only better me. i want to look into judiusm and buddhism. i spelled them both terribly. they both seem very interesting.this post was way longer than i intended. but i will keep my buzz posted! haha

"Winner winner chicken dinner!"

Help?

So I was talking to my dad and apperntly I'm mormon.. WTF IS MORMON! I have never ever heard of this religion in my god damn life! My dad said that we aern't big on religion but we are in fact MORMON! I need your peoples help,what is mormon-ism? Idk,help help help! I mean I am totally lost! I can't find shit about it! x[ so please leave a comment and help me before I end up having to listen to my parents nag about this damn religion! HELP HELP HELP! 

Is it even a religion?

I'm lost,I need your peoples help,big time!

In the 24th chapter of New Moon, Bella holds an impromptu meeting at the Cullen house and forces the vampire family to vote on whether or not to turn her into the undead. SERIOUSLY. But this isn't the worst part! After the family agrees that she eventually needs to become a vampire, Edward asks Bella to marry him, since she wants him forever. AND SHE SAYS NO. BECAUSE IT'S DUMB. BUT BEING A VAMPIRE FOREVER ISN'T. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. Intrigued? Then it's time for Mark to read New Moon.

Full review of the 24th chapter of New Moon inside...

What can I say about Blasphemy day that wouldn't simply be me adding to the noise about it? I could repeat all of the clever things I've read about it, such as blasphemy is the only true victimless crime. Still, that's just regurgitating what's already out there.

So here's the truth: I angry at religious people. All the time. It's silly to be angry at religion itself. A religion is simply a set of rules. No matter how hateful, sexist and abusive those rules are, if no one plays by them then there's no problem. And all organized religions have employed practices of sexism, abuse and hate, form Judaism to Buddhism to whatever other religion you can think of. But it's not religion I hate. What's really important to remember is that it had a purpose at one time. Back when were were barely civilized (relative to today, not stating that we are truly civilized now) we needed religion. Why? Because of the fear and terror that it instilled in humans. When there was very little communication and transportation was slow what reason was there to not kill the next goat herder, take his clothing and flock and move on. It could be months before anyone knew the victim might be missing and most likely no one would ever know who's path he had crossed. People had less to work with and live on. People had more to fear from nature. That fear was the only thing that could keep a community in line. And that hate, or at least distrust, of the other was all that could keep a community together. You combine superstition with hate and community and that's a very simple recipe for religion.

As the years went on people needed more from it. Religion had to offer deeper truths than just a legal system to abide by. So mythology began to mesh with philosophy to become a more modern version of religion. The problem is that religion already has to have answers. What good is a system of universal truths if some of it isn't true? So religion starts with answers and and then works those answers into the observable world. It's the equivalent of trying to write the answers to a calculus book before calculus has been invented. In short; it's a poor choice.

And we've come so far since then. We've learned about thepoor  world and our brains. We don't need the idea of an invisible friend sitting in the sky, watching our mistakes, in order to not be cruel to each other. But those answers that were written before we were smart enough to ask the right questions still apply to most of the population. That fear and hate is still tethering people to their ethics. What terrifies me are the really religious people who are afraid of atheists. They rant about how people can't be moral creatures without the fear of god. What that tells me is that they can't be moral creatures without their fear of god. That were they to realize there's no reason for them to be a theist then they'd feel OK killing and stealing.

Does this apply to all religious people? Yes, but not to the extent of murder. I've seen religion tie some of the kindest people I know to horrible rules of behavior. One of the people I used to trust with advice and knowledge actually encouraged me to find someone else to marry because my fiance was not of the same religion. I've seen people who believe in equality for all people no matter their sexual orientation turn their backs on gay marriage because they thought their bible told them to. Hell, Christianity's strongest ties to Judaism are based on a handful of mistranslations and passages taken out of context by apologetic cultists trying to gain political power.

Today the only thing religion is good for is making your decisions for you. Bibles don't take the last few thousand years into account so the choices are probably not going to be the soundest choices. So what's the alternative? Well, I'm going to side with the tools we've been building up for millennia: amazing communication and an incredible understanding of the world around us as well as within. Beyond that, for when we come to unmapped regions of knowledge? We have logic and the scientific method. Yes, it's slow but the universe isn't going anywhere. It's more work to actually think and be rational but a deeper understanding of the natural world lets people see that this universe is so much more complex and impressive than if it had been tossed together over a week by someone who was bored and lonely. Reality is majestic enough without throwing a blanket of magic, fear and lies over it.

How does all of this relate to Blasphemy Day? The whole point of Blasphemy Day is to protest (specifically regarding the UN) rules both legal and social that make it taboo to criticize religions. Defamation of character is an attack on a person but defamation of religion is a defense of reason, which is what the modern world is built on. Blasphemy Day is supposed to show those who live by faith that talking about religion in all of its glory and gory details won't destroy creation. The proper response to criticism isn't anger and violence. It's to think about it and then respond in kind. Blasphemy isn't a crime. It's an invitation to discussion. Once a topic is declared off limits to criticism then it's off limits to growth and instantly becomes irrelevant. Every single idea in science is open to scrutiny under the scientific method. If it doesn't hold up continuously then it's torn down and built up or tossed out. Nothing in science is sacred and untouchable. Why is religion different than any other set of ideas? Fundamentalists keep complaining that they want equal regard in society, schools and the government. That means opening up to analysis, observation and criticism. When they hear blasphemy that's only because it's the answer you've already chosen for whatever question is asked. But what it really is is an invitation to the equal treatment they've been demanding.

I could just put out a string of insults that are factually true but phrased to create ire:

• The main reason you're the religion you are is because of where you are born
• Pascal's Wager applies just as much to Zeus and Satan as it does to Jesus and God
• If you believe that Jews and Christians have the same god then you haven't read either bible
• The Jewish bible, Christian bible and Koran all have many authors and editors. There is no direct line of truth from any of those writers to the version you have read
• Even Buddhists have committed acts of violence in the name of their faith

I'm not going to end with those, however. The most blasphemous and useful thing I can close with is this:

I have no faith in god. I have no faith in people. But in regard to people I do have hope.

Blasphemous, I know. Oh, and maybe one quote for the road.

"Faith is believing what you know ain't so." - Mark Twain

Lately Denny and I have been talking alot about religion and I have a few things on my mind I want to write down in an attempt to find clarity and get it out of my head. First off, let me start by saying that I don't wish to offend anyone with this and of course I believe everyone should be free to practice any religion of their choice, as long as it doesn't allow you or require you to harm others of course. With that said here are a few things that have really been bugging me about religion.

Why is it that people feel they can just shove their religion in my face? Especially the popular religions like Christianity. For example, why do some people feel the need to send holiday cards that are all about religion? "May God Bless you and your family on the holidays." I don't believe in god and you know it, so what are you trying to prove with that card? I find it so frustrating that as an Athiest/Agnostic (I say both because these days I'm leaning more towards atheism but I wouldn't be so arragont as to say I know for sure) I'm not really aloud to say exactly how I feel without everyone getting all offended like I'm trying to take something away from them, but they can just talk and talk about god as if everyone should know his existence is somehow certain. If your belief in god is so strong, I should be able to say that I don't think that god exists without you being offended. I mean, I'm not offended when you say you believe in god, I just get offended when you try to shove it down my throat and act like I'm somehow lesser than you because of my beliefs or preach to me about how I need to find god in order to reach some eternal happiness. Why can't they just say "we are thinking of you during the holidays and we love and miss you", or something to that affect. Why doesn it have to be about god? Go ahead and believe in god if you want to, but you know I don't, so please just keep it to yourself. Imagine if I sent a christmas card saying, "well I know god wasn't actually born on this day because he doesn't exist, but the holidays are a great excuse to just tell family and friends you love them and are thinking of them. So Happy Holidays." They, for good reason, would be offended. So why am I not afforded the same courtesy? 

I find it soooo frustrating and backwards that religion has somehow been used as a way to find fault in others and judge them, even though most religions clearly state it is only for god to judge others. For example, alot of religious people look down on people who have sex before marriage despite the fact that marriage is a very new concept but sex, on the other hand, has been around forever. It is a human instinct to have sex. Marriage however, is just some idea that society came up with. So apparently, until the invention of marriage, lots of humans were all living in sin. Wow there must be alot of people who never even heard of marriage that are now in hell. Sucks for them. Another example is how most religions condemn gay people despite the fact that homosexuality is something you are born with. And make no mistake, that is not questionable or debatable! You are born gay, straight, or bisexual, there is no choice! (As a sidenote, I can't wait till the day that scientist can prove that you are born with your sexuality and that it is not a choice.)  So why is it that people feel they can judge homosexuals? If there is a god, he/she made them that way so you should just love them as one of god's children, accept them, and leave it to god to do the judging. I have found people who are open minded about religon or are not relgious to be the most accepting and least judmental. How ironic. Don't ya think? 

As Denny said, "I have found when you are speaking philisophically with someone about religion and they say they believe that jesus christ was the son of god and died for our sins, it's just their way of saying 'I don't really want to talk about this.'" Which leads me to the point, you can't debate with most religious people. Whenever someone can fall back on, "well it is the word of god" or "because the bible says so", there is no room for debate. You simply can't argue with something someone has determined to be "the truth", as if there has ever been any one truth in the world. I find it extremely redundant to discuss religion with most religious people because they always have "the" answer. Now, debating with someone who believes in god and loosely follows religion, that can actually go somewhere. There are lots of people that are religious that I enjoy debating with because they don't claim to have the answers, just ideas. No one has the answer, why don't people understand that? No one knows for certain whether or not there is a god. I don't care what book you read or what priest you talk to, no one can possibly know that. I find people who are willing to accept that to be much more open minded and easy to talk to. As they say in Dogma, "it is better to have an idea about religion than it is to have a belief, because beliefs are almost impossible to change."

I once heard a person say that athiests have no morals. Wow. Where do I start with that sentence? Hopefully not many people actually believe this, but the fact that even one person believes it is disturbing. Ok, so lets disect that sentence. So he was saying that because athiests don't have the bible and priests telling them what is right and wrong, they couldn't possibly figure it out for themselves. So by saying that, it leads me to believe that without the bible and priests telling him what is right and wrong, he, by himself, wouldn't figure it out. Right? So basically that leads me to conclude the opposite. If he thinks that religion dictates our morals that actually means that people who are not religious are more moral because they figure out what is right and wrong all on their own, they don't need some religion spelling it out for them. And therefore, he, void of his religion, would have no morals. What utter nonsense. Obviously, I don't believe that you can conclude someones morals based on religious beliefs, only actions can really determine that. 

I find it so funny that people have actually tried to tell me that I am brainwashed. Me? The Anostic? So, basically, the fact that I say I have no idea what happens after death and I have no idea if god truely exists, somehow makes me brainwashed. I had no idea the definition of being brainwashed meant having a lack of certainty in a belief. Interesting. My parents never forced us to practice any religion and in fact, wouldn't even tell us their religion until we were 18 because they wanted us to make up our own minds. My sister is Christian, my brother is Athiest I believe, and I am Agnostic leaning towards Athiesm. So then I guess my parents really suck at brainwashing. It's the kettle calling the pot black. 

As you can tell, I have alot of issues with religion, my list could go on forever. Some people who have the same issues as me, such as Bill Maher, would go so far as to say that we should get rid of religion and the world would be a better place without it. I totally disagree. Yes, there are some religious people who have twisted religion and used it for hate rather than for understanding, love, or a sense of belonging. But that is not all religious people. I think that if religion makes you truely happy and brings joy to your life, good for you. How hypocritical would I be if I tried to deny you of that happiness? All I ask is that you don't judge others who believe differently, don't treat others as though you are better than them, don't tell other people what to believe, and just remember that your bible says to let god judge. Religion can be a light for people who feel they live in darkness. (Corny I know, but it's true) It gives people hope that even though the world may sometimes overlook us or mistreat us, our goodness is not going un-noticed. It gives people hope that maybe there is some purpose to life and maybe we aren't here all alone, just another sheep in the heard. And who doesn't want to feel that way? Who doesn't want to feel like there is some greater power beyond ourselves that is looking out for us all? Most of the time, I hope there is a god. Not the bibles version of god, but a god who sees people for who they are and sees their intentions and looks out for them and rewards them for their good nature. But the god I imagine won't judge me for being bisexual, won't judge me for having sex before marriage, won't care that I've smoked weed and broken the law. The god I imagine would just love me for being kind hearted and caring for others. He would know I am not perfect and I don't always make the right decision but he would love me for the goodness in my heart. That kind of god I can, not believe in, but hope for.  

Hmmmph. I have just spent the last 5 hours on math because I have a midterm tomorrow. FIVE HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't even think. I just gave up...*yawn* I logged into Facebook to give my brain a rest but now it hurts more because I'm trying to figure something out that my friend said. I'm happy for her, but....I don't understand religious people at all. I cannot see any logic. Maybe I should be looking for faith? Hmmm I don't trust blindly. Plus, I'd rather be wrong about "God" and go to hell, then spend the rest of my life going to church, pretending I believe in it. My choice, don't try to save me. I'll save myself.

I've bought this book (Buddha In My Pocket by Christina Rodenbeck) years ago, and I never really understood the concept it was giving me, when I read it. So, late last night, I felt like reading and I looked at my bookshelf and picked that book up. Reading it again made me realized what this whole religion thing is. Even though both of my parents are Budhists and I have a aunt who lives at the temple, religion never was an interest. Therefore, after reading that book about life, Buddhism is not like many religions I assume. I still don't believe in religion, to be the downer, haha.  

I never understood Christianity, Jesus and God. To me, god is just a ghost living in the clouds where people down on earth praise him. It sounds a little lunatic-ish... No offense. There's no proof that he existed. 

Budha was different, he was a human being who had values of life and just believed in living, (as what I've read in that book) there were many words of wisdom that was in this book that I think I will share with you guys. This will probably be a segment i'll start doing to interact with all of yas.

The first words of wisdom, I believe was not from Budha himself, but from the author, and it made me think about how it relates to my life: 

"Budisum isn't a dogma, it is about attitude" - Christina Rodenbeck

I think that's an amazing quote because the religion im most familiar with is christianity, (many people i know are christian) and back in history missionaries will go out and try and transfer anyone who wasn't christian. You can't change history, but I feel that's so unnecessary. 

So with this quote, I'm just going to change it a little to make it more me. 

Life isn't a dogma, it's about attitude.

tell me how you feel about this quote. 

ps. pick up the book, if you like. 

I'M NOT TRYING TO CONVERT ANY OF YOU. I'M JUST GIVING YOU AN INSIGHT TO MY RELIGION!

I'm Mormon or LDS. NO I don't have a million siblings and NO I don't have more than one mom. If your thinking "Big Love" that's FLDS. So I was flipping though my "Book of Mormon" and I found some interesting scriptures.

Alma 40: 11-15/19

11) Now, concerning the state of the soul between death and the resurrection-Behold, it has been made known unto me by an angel, that the spirits of all men, as soon as they departed from this mortal body, yea, the spirits of all men whether they be good or evil, are taken home to that God who gave them life.

12) And then shall it come to pass, that the spirits of those who are righteous are received into a state of happiness, which is called paradise, a state of rest, a state of peace, where they shall rest from all their troubles and form all care and sorrow.

13) And then shall it come to pass, that the spirits of the wicked, yea, who are evil-for behold, they have no part nor portion of the Spirit of the Lord; for behold, they chose evil works rather than good; therefore the spirit of the devil did enter into them, and take possession of their house-and these shall cast out into outer darkness; there shall be weeping, and wailing and gnashing of teeth, and this because of their own inequity, being led captive by the will of the devil.

14) Now this is the state of the asouls of the bwicked, yea, in darkness, and a state of awful, cfearful looking for the fiery dindignation of the wrath of God upon them; thus they remain in this estate, as well as the righteous in paradise, until the time of their resurrection.

15 Now, there are some that have understood that this state of happiness and this state of misery of the soul, before the resurrection, was a first resurrection. Yea, I admit it may be termed a resurrection, the araising of the spirit or the soul and their consignation to happiness or misery, according to the words which have been spoken.

19) Now, whether the souls and the bodies of those of whom has been spoken shall all be reunited at once, the wicked as well as the righteous, I do not say; let it suffice, that I say that they all come forth; or in other words, their resurrection cometh to pass abefore the resurrection of those who die after the resurrection of Christ.

Yes, I was bored but I deiced to (instead of watch a movie) look through my scriptures. And I also have a "Bible", but I was thinking that you guys really don't know about "The Book of Mormon". Don't get the wrong impression here I just thought you'd like to read something thats not so...regular. And my personal opinion is if you believe in God and Christ than your awesome! If you believe in some sort of "all might" than thats cool too!

OK...Ive always been really into learning about world religions and cultures. I have always felt you can learn lots of things from all of them(myths are fun to listen too). So today I went to a friends Bar Mitzvah(google it) and met this lady whom recognized me from 5 years ago, when i had bleached blonde short hair. She works as a physic healer and i always thought that stuff was crazy but she proved me wrong...sorta.

 A/N:Well just now i was listening to fallen by death in the park ft hayley williams and i was gonna write that it was a cool song and that i can likes songs by poeple who like jesus and have lots of passion. well my heart by paramore, all time fave, is either about jesus or love or both and u can feel and hear the passion and it came on next on shuffle. OK thats a sign.

So she has had these dreams/premenitions/visions and now i totally believe her. The praying to odd ghosts freaks me out when i hear it and i dont believe it but i do believe your passion can help someone. She did pray for her mother to get better and she surprised doctors but you hear that a lot and im convinced passion and heart has a lot to do with it. She said that if you go i want you to go peacefully and u mean the world to me. that i think helped her mother pull through. But off that subject. My brother had an accident when he was a preskooler (not a peepee onebut he had a brain injury) and a few years back a doctor miscalculated a yearly cat scan u get done after having a brain injury. It was human error that caused us to freak out about the idea of him having something wrong; tumor bleed so on and so forth. She had a vivid dream about my brother in her house outside of LA, called the friend that introduced us to her, who then called us form virginia. We were told he was gonna be all right. We didnt worry as much and what do you know it was a mistake. So what she said it was gonna be fine. Tonight she told us about what the dream was like and how she felt he was going to do great things and the way she described it to him at the party he was blown away. It was what he was what he aspired to be what he gave off. She knew our friend was gonna have two kids but a true surprise so she called his brother and told him. A year later him and his partner both gave sperm to a female donor and they both took. The twin sisters are by definition fraternal twins but they are half sisters. Yes the parents are gay and no matter what you think they are great people. 

I have heard many stories about these visions and i do think calling on the ghosts and charging people for it as a job is odd and wrong. But i do think they are real. It happened to me and i brushed them off a few times. But nothing so important...meeting a guy in a city hundreds of miles away...stuff like that. As far as religon. None are bad. None are right. Monotheistic religions/one god or power are almost identical. Judiaism, Islam, Christianity all come from the same place. They have many similarities and branches and when it comes to choosing the church/mosque/temple or form its what is right to you. Those people who say they are the best are in it for money. If you force someone into religion what is the point. Its not a safe haven. Thats why the catholic church calls them fathers and sisters. Its supposed to be a second home where there is no shame. The differences between those three and all the branches is based on culture more than anything. Im jewish and the culture is rich and strong and historic and interesting and very tasty. between sephardic and ashkanazy it doesnt change at all but im the latter and we have a fun language(yiddish, its in everything now). If Jesus hadnt have died that way all christianity would be other branches of judaism. His followers changed it. He was a good rabbi and know some shitty ones and some great ones and those great ones are inspirational. If they were to die you can see why years later one side of the story would turn into that. islam is probably the more intense cuz it is the youngest...really young at that. 1500 years about. Compared to judaism which is 5600 around and christianity which is 2000 but came from a more reformed judaism. Give it some more time and soon only the orthodox will be noticed...if that at all. No they are not terrorists. they are just the newest of the big religions and to us any radical is the face of the whole body of poeple. Its very similar to other things. Covering your head for modesty's sake was recently taken to an extreme. The beard is so they dont get vain looking at a shaven face but now they are contradicting it with the largest beard. The same way jewish women get the nicest wigs...if theyre nicer than you own hair it beats the purpose. Religion is a way that people feel safe. You can still believe in science. I do...i just think something created it but then it left and we've been doing pretty good on our own. Maybe the profits heard a voice. Maybe they had a realization but couldnt sell it like that. Hearing god sounded better when medical illness wasnt a well know term. Maybe An angel never stopped abe but it was just a lesson. We know that theyre were jewish slaves in egypt but did they split the sea or use smarts to take advantage of tides and currents. Romans did crucify all there crimes and made jews hand over there criminals...but lightning wasnt the worst that could happen. THey were known to light the crosses on fire to show travelers their way and what could happen if they did wrong. Yes every religion has its downfalls. But so does every person. As far as all those eastern ones. They were made more to be like philosiphies so they can be mixed together and still be followed in different contexts. I use a lot of those ideas in guiding my life. Last month i told my father"if energy can be created or destroyed only change size and all that stuff doesnt our energy have to go to something even if its not a pearly gate" he told me i just proved budhism but i still call myself jewish. the way chinese emperors where made to be like god actually worked. If they were failing it was a sign god didnt like them. If a natural disaster came and they knew what to do they were strong. If the emperor was like bush after katrina it showed that the gods wanted a new one. The strongest challenger got it. It worked better than some elections we have now.

I guess what im saying that even if those people werent chosen by god it doesnt mean you can follow what it says. Its still a moral guideline and a safe haven. And even if you dont follow any of that you can believe in a higher power. If you are religous is doesnt make you closer to god. If you are religious it doesnt make you hate other people. That is just putting up walls. No matter what everyone is equal. I totally got in trouble tonight for saying a gay joke about show tunes. A/N that just showed me not to do it unless ur a stand up comedian. Being a minorty also doesnt let you be racist toward anyone but u sure do get away with it. Passion is what makes things great. It upset me at first when i realized how much paramore likes jesus. How josh was like our fans are everything and jesus why we r here. Its what he believes just dont shove it down my throat. I dont know if what he says is any different form what heidi and spencer pratt say but they give us nothing and should shut up or go crawl in a cave. Sorry I really hate them. Tell me if they are saying the same thing but they channel their passion the right way instead of saying the devil made them lose a game show. Passion is passion no matter what. Let it inspire you but dont shove it down someones throat. If that is what i did im sooo sorry. I just wanted to get what i felt like down and see what other people think. COMMENT. Let your passion about anything(catnip is fine) inspire someone else to write a song that inpsires someone to paint a picture that has an essay written about it which then becomes a book that makes someone else cry and write cliff notes. Let that person leave it to be picked up and who knows where you can go.

thank you and i feel like writing more!!!!