raqualalovesj Blog and Journals

i know i havent been posting much.
i havent really been doing anything lately.

ive made a million 'a very potter musical' quote things, like this for tumblr:

im going to town tomorrow after tafe with my sister.
we're handing out small world stickers and im gonna take some photos for her.
oh and im getting my rich fulcher ticket!
im so excited for that!

so, i will be trying to post alot more now.
i miss you buzznet.

last night was the civic park spectacular.
i wasnt going to go, but matthew called and asked if my sister and i wanted to go and since i had no plans, i went.

WORST PICTURE OF 2010?
me, jack & elodie

brandon & alex

elodie, brandon & dylan

bek & demi

bek, emma & jonno

jonno, demi & brandon

alex, jack & jonno

fun fun fun!

alex & the hell buff security man.

elodie, bek & the hell buff security man
he told my sister he could rest her head on his breast.
we died of good.

demi & matt.

this was one of my favourite parts of the night.
sitting in maccas with everyone at 11pm.
demi and matt had bags on their heads.
watching dr ulee, sex therapist & being loud.

then it got bad.
matt, bek and i had to catch the bus home so we went down to the interchange only to find out that our bus stopped running at 10.30.
we ended up catching a bus that would take us to the other interchange then we'd walk to my house from there.
it happened to be demi's bus and she said we can just stay at her house with dylan & jonno!
YAY FOR DEMI SAVING US!

so i'm really tired cause i havent really slept much.
& i have my first day of tafe tomorrow.

but i had a wonderful time (:

Hello Buzznet!
I hope you've had a great week!
I know I have!

I saw Did You Hear About The Morgans? and The Lovely Bones with my sister.
I love Hugh Grant movies!
But The Lovely Bones, oh, my god. It was amazing!
I almost cried. It was just such an incredible film! I'd really love to see it again!

I went to the beach with my Mum and my sisters.
I like the beach, but I dont go in the water. I just sit there.
Not gonna lie, I'm scared of the sea.

There was a race going on while we were there.
If I wasnt scared, I'd love to do something like this.

 

Then the day after that, Shylie woke me up and said that we were going to go to The Gorge and go swimming.
I wouldnt have gone in the water because its like, a river.
But when Kat saw it she was like, NO WAY! because shes pregnant and is giving birth any day now.
So, we ended up just going to the Payneham Pool.
There were so many kids there x_x and my legs got sunburnt so the bottom half of my legs are darker than the top half. It looks so stupid.

 

Two days after that my best friend came to my house!
it was so good seeing Bonnie!

I miss her already.

But Dad called me that night and said that I'm going to Sydney on Thursday night then we're road tripping to Melbourne!
So I'm pretty excited because I might get to see Bonnie again!
Oh and I get to see Dad.

OH AND SOME BIG EXCITING NEWS TODAY!

I went on MySpace because I was bored and I saw a bulletin about an Instore at We Are Godzilla and when I saw the show poster I was so stoked!
They used a picture I took of Keen Must Die on there!
I feel so professional!

Yeah, I know its only a We Are Godzilla Instore poster, but they used my photo for it!
Like, this is what I want to do when I'm older!

It really sucks that I cant actually go to the Instore though.
I'd love to see the Keen boys again.

I havent been to a concert since Short Stack and I am dying to see some live music!

Oh! And I made a new Tumblr!
http://voldemortsnipple.tumblr.com/

Anyway, whats new with you Buzznet?
Let me know!

I just realized I've been on here for a year!

I know I dont come on here as much as I used to but I really want to change that!
Now that I dont have tumblr I will be for sure!

Most of the people I've met on here have been lovely.
I have made a few friends who I dont ever want to loose.

You have hepled me change buzznet (:
You've helped me become a better person, a better photographer and a happier person!

Thankyou to everyone who has sent me friend requests, commented or buzzed my posts, suggested my photos to be featured, dropped me a note or message and joined my groups!

It really does mean alot (:

 

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Hooray! A new year!
I really want to change this year.
I know I said that last year.
And I did... but I didnt change into the person I really want to be.

I want to be a nicer person.
I want to get out of the house.

Today I deleted my Tumblr.
I spend way too much time on there. Yes, I made some amazing friends and I will continute to talk to them because we're friends on Facebook or pen pals.
I have also decided to stop doing my 365 project.
We all know how much I've been slacking and if i keep going like this, I won't finish it till next year.

I am however going to try and update you once a week (or two) with what I've been doing.
I still love you buzznet, but I just want to try and get away from the internet.

I start Tafe full time this year and if I want to do good, I've got to stop spending so much time on social networking sites.

I haven't made any resolutions because I never stick to them, but I am making changes in my life.
And my Mum will see that I stick to them.

I'll be using formspring, facebook and twitter almost everyday.

Formsping - http://www.formspring.me/raquala
Twitter - http://twitter.com/raquala
Facebook - Raquala Kamai

And I have MySpace, but I never really go on there.
http://www.myspace.com/raqualak

I dont use Flickr and LookBook alot either, but I do love them.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/raquala/
http://lookbook.nu/raquala

 

xoxox

I got to Thebbie at 1.30pm.
Waited outside for 6 hours.
Almost had my arm broken just trying to enter the venue.
Almost passed out during Die For You.
Lost Molly.
Made a friend who looked like SE7EN from brokeNCYDE during The Sundance Kids.
My new friend pushed me to the front so we could find our friends.
Found Molly.
Cried when I saw Andy Clemmensen.
Finally made it out to the merch area.
Met every member of The Sundance Kids.
Two of them called me pro because of my camera! ;D
Saw Jimmy and Jumpnow walk past.
Died a little inside when they didnt stop for photos.
Went to the carpark.
Met everyone in Die For You.
Chris was obsessed with the pop up flash on my camera
Waited some more to try and meet Short Stack.
Died when I saw Bradie Webb.
Got 2 photos with Andy.
Thrusted Shaun while he was bent over signing something.
Got 2 Photos with Shaun.
Got a photo with Bradie and he signed my ticket.
Chased after their car to get on Short Stack TV.
Met Jimmy, Jumpnow and Liam

Last night was insane.
The only thing that could top it, would be to meet Jared.

My ticket Bradie signed

The Sundance Kids!

Die For You!

Andy is god.

Shaun <3

Andy <3

Short Stack <3

Bradie and Andy <3

Shaun <3

STALKING SHORT STACK LIKE YEAH!

everyone i met;

lol that rhymed.

So Fowlers was pretty great!
It was the Amber Calling Drive Drive EP launch but my sister wouldnt let me stay and watch Amber Calling.
But the 3 bands I did see tonight were great!

First was Keen Must Die
I really like them! I will deffz be seeing them again!


They're my favourite photos I took of them (:

I was a little angry when I realised I got there late and I couldnt stand on the side of the stage where I normally stand.

 

Second were the amazing Hold On Kid
Tonight was the second time I saw them!
They're great!

Aww! i just got a comment on MySpace from them!

Hey Lovey!!!
thanks so much for all the photo's and for coming out tonight!
we hope you had a kick ass time :D
Love Hold On Kid

They're sweet!

I got their demo too! Its so great!
looooool! I just got another comment!

haha oh awesome!!
we gave out one that ended up being a blank cd so we're glad some peoples came out right hahahaha
thanks again for the photo's!
we hope you enjoy the rest of your night
Love us!!!

Looool! Thank god mine turned out fine!

The last band I saw was The Invitation.
Their music is great! But one guy was scary!

I think its clear who.
The guy with the gag :S

But all in all i had a great night!

Check out all the bands too!
They're all linked to their MySpace's!
And if you go on Keen Must Die's page, make sure you listen to Blah, Blah, Blah.
Its so great!

PEACE! <3

i'm thinking of moving back to kildare.
modbury scares me.
its so big, and there are guys there.
i'm not used to being around guys...
its awkward.

kildare is closer too. its only like a 20 minute walk...
and i know basically everyone there.

i feel like i dont fit in at modbury :S
but then if i go back to kildare, i dont think i'll be welcomed back...

im confused.

i feel like i need to re-think my whole life and where its going.

i want to be a photographer, but i dont feel like im good enough.
none of my photos lately have been good...
i've lost inspiration.

half of my shirts i only have because jared has shirts like it.
i listen to the music he listens to.
and i dont know why.
the music is good.
but i dont even know if i like these shirts or not.
i just wear them because i love him...
yes, this is going to sound pathetic, but i dont know who i am anymore.

i need to talk to someone.
the one person i really want to talk to though, doesnt want to talk to me.
and thats making things worse.
i feel like im losing my friends.
i hate my life right now.

and i promise i'll start posting on here regularly again.
my sister used all our downloads and were at dialup speed, so buzznet wont load half the time.
and i get my laptop back next week.
daddy fixed it (:

Buzznet, I feel as though I've been neglecting you lately.
But, tomorrow Bek and I might be taking some photos. If I can be bothered.
Saturday We Are Godzilla have an instore acoustic so I can finally see Amber Calling and Danny Kintore play again!
Photos of them will be coming your way!
Thats if Mum lets me go.
She hates me at the moment...
I feel like, everything I do isn't good enough for her.
The other day, she said she wouldnt be surprised if I ended up like my brother Ben.
I was like, Thanks Mum, I can tell you love me.

I'm thinking of not having a Harry Potter party for my 16th, and instead I want to go to every Australian show 30 Seconds to Mars play.
My friend Cass wants to, and Jess and I want to do it too.
Mum said if I pay, so I have till September...

I just really want to see Jared as much as I can.

Lately I've been having these dreams about him where the police take him away from me...
First one was we were standing outside this house and it just caught fire and the police just appeared and put him in their car and I was just stading there crying.
Then last night he was arrested for having bad tyres on his car :S
It doesnt sound that bad, but I woke up crying.

Anyway, I'm going to be posting a super amazing journal soon! Its going to be about Jared... I've been meaning to do this for about a year. I was going to put it on my myspace, but then I realised, myspace doesnt appreciate things the way you do (:

iloveyoubuzznet <3