Cut And Eat.
You think you're bad?
I do it worse.
You best get used to looking at the inside of a hearse.
You think I need you?
You need me.
I'm your most important human being.
You think you look good?
You should see me naked.
At least I don't cut and eat my emotions.
Fuck you for being... Read More
We're not robots but we act like them. We're all enemies but we act like friends. No one walks around naked anymore. No one talks when they're aching. Not one of use know a damn thing. We don't see the mistakes we're making. We're all tired but we can't sleep. We like living gast and running... Read More
Cleaning out my mind with a toothbrush, Cleaning out whatever gave me a rush. I don't like my feelings anymore. I hate all the things that you like, All the things you made me like. I want to be indifferent instead of angry. I want to be apathetic instead of sorry. You gave me all... Read More
Alone, Again.
Alone, on the verge of tears again,
In the back of a broken van.
It seems to me that I have no friends.
They've all chosen shit over me again.
I don't remember who did what.
But since when have I ever paid attention?
I don't remember how to live.
But since when have I ever... Read More
Throwing up at three in the morning. Going to sleep at four. Waking up an hour later Because of banging at your door. Time to get back up for another day. Restart your useless life, But try to fit me in before.
-I wrote this today. -Photo fits because I tried to picture this person in... Read More
What Is This?
I don't care today
And I won't care tomorrow.
I won't care enough
To comfort your "sorrow."
You can't stand to be alone,
But that's all I wanna be.
You don't know me yet,
So you can't possibly like me.
I don't like this feeling.
I'm stuck in something
I don't want to be involved in.
And it might... Read More
Woman.
Why can't you tell when I'm upset?
And if you can tell, then why do you ignore it?
Hot tears from a hot body on a hot face.
When anything comes out of me, I blow up.
Monotony can't take anything different than itself.
But I am different, I was never like this.
I'm sick and... Read More
Drainage.
Drained my thought
And drained your life.
You don't know
About the ways I lie.
My capabilities go unknown.
This means I'm not worth is,
I might promise you that.
But this is not on purpose.
It's almost all I know.
I've spilled your will
And your knowledge
All over the ground.
I'm trying with force
And failing by choice
To turn things around.
My... Read More
Make Believe.
I see that you tend to pretend
That people actually give a shit about you.
I wonder how they will feel about you
When you're in pieces.
My hands are itching to tear you apart.
Limb from limb, eyes to fucking heart.
These will be the scars you can't lie about.
I pity you when I... Read More
Sticking To It.
Virgin eyes and ears and legs and toes.
You are not like me, every body knows.
I'm on a safe road and I've got a safe home,
And you've just realized that you'll always be alone.
I don't care what you say to them.
I'm not going to be your friend.
I don't like... Read More
How It Is
Your single dimple makes me smile.
But we haven't done anything worthwhile.
Your laugh brightens up my day,
But those days never want to stay.
Whatever it is that we have is nice
And I do suppose it would suffice.
But this is just how it is.
Can't do a thing that's too much of... Read More
Naturally.
I'm so used to being alone.
I'm so used to being disrespected.
I'm so used to being upset.
I'm so used to being neglected.
It's almost foreign to feel good.
It's almost impossible to feel good.
I'm so used to doing all the work.
You don't do what I think you should.
I don't do what cliches say... Read More
I Don't Understand Sign Language.
My preparations scare me.
I shouldn't be so angry.
I asked you if you could handle me.
You said yes without a doubt.
I didn't mean it lightly though.
I was being completely serious.
Now you're my trashy accessory
And I'm your snobby know-it-all.
But I can't know this at all
If you don't speak... Read More
Expire.
I keep holding this in.
People have expiration dates
So do a lot of things they make.
So do a lot of things they feel.
I'm holding back my impulses.
What I can't stand about you,
Sticks out like a sore thumb.
Well, excuse me if I like quaintness.
But I'm trying, I always try.
The uncomfort, the despicability.
I... Read More
Light Head.
My eyes are heavy and stinging.
My neck can't hold my head up.
Anything soft comforts me,
So when are you gonna show up?
There's still more to explore,
But no moving on.
I'm not risking my mind again,
So just come on.
My ears want to fall off,
My jaw wants to melt.
My heart feels a bit... Read More
What Should I Make Of This?
I don't listen to the radio anymore.
No sound comes out it.
I think I may have broken everything.
No doubt about it.
See, if I got paid for telling lies,
I'd buy myself a planet.
But luck doesn't fancy me.
Doesn't give a shit.
Sometimes I think I may be deaf
Since I... Read More
Why is the wall so strong? We're both weak on opposite sides. Can't see a thing over it. Can't hear a thing through it. Too high to climb. Too long to go around. Where is the wrecking ball? Where are the bombs? We're weak on opposite sides. We're trying to take it down With nothing but pebbles. Why is this... Read More
Three's A Party.
The number three can be very lucky.
The number three can make a party.
Three strikes; three chances.
Three tries for the romances.
Third time's the charm.
Karma means no harm.
Lessons learned; practice works.
My third try I found that luck does lurk.
Champions party hearty
And three makes quite a party.
-This was a silly thing... Read More
Corners.
I'm still hanging in there.
No doubt about it.
I still fucking don't care
If you care about it.
I am satisfied.
You are dying.
I know you always lied
And that you're still lying.
I see no content in you;
I see no satisfaction.
You're not trying are you?
Too many distractions.
-Wrote this just now. *sigh*
-Photo fits because of the... Read More
Familiar Like Family.
Different opinions and different thoughts
Make us go completely insane.
We're all completely impatient.
And we would make terrible teachers.
We yell and we scream
To get simple points across.
This means we are terrible speakers.
We can't seem to chew lies
And we can't swallow truth.
We can't even digest melancholy.
We are raggedy and we are... Read More
