pictures Blog and Journals

Its been awhile since i updated my buzznet,

this journal is gonna be filled with lots of pictures, ohhh how i love photographs,

The other day i was browsing online because i really want a pair of sequin pants, omfg i fell in love with these from Les Chiffoniers sequin pants. Too bad i cant really afford them grrrrr....

my life has been pretty sucky lately,

a week ago i broke up with Trenton, my cheating boyfriend {now exbf}.

I still love him so much, forever and always.

its been hard getting over him but i know i can do it.

"I have never felt this kinda pain before, feeling like my heart was jammed in the door, but just the sound of your voice, or the touch of ur hand, could turn my heart into a pile of sand!"-Song lyrics tehe, i have this song stuck in my head.

All week ive been having breakdowns, in public places sadly, like the mall, bank, and movies {before going into the theater, i went there so i wouldnt be home depressed, and so i could be somewhere noone could see me cry}, gahhh ive been a sucker for chick flicks and romance movies a lot lately, at the theater i saw "Love Happens". which takes place in Seattle.... which is where Trenton recently moved too.... omg sounds like such a nice place, i want to go there sooo badly.

Yesterday my exboyfriend Kyle came over to surprise me with a card and flowers to help cheer me up cuz ive been losing my mind lately, it was veryyyy sweet tehe, Trenton sent me flowers on our 3 month anniversary lol.

But Kyle is veryyyy sweet. tehe... ohhh how i have missed him, he has changed a lot, and is a better person now.

Last night i was so bored, {ive been very bored and restless lately} so i decided to have a massacre! yessss its been awhile, i went to the Halloween Bootique in the mall and got lots of fake blood, then last night i went into the shower and poured it all down me tehe, then took pics, ive always wanted to be in a horror movie, i can be pretty scary sometimes, i used to freak out my friends a lot too, like we would be out in a foggy field at like 3am and they would be like "wow lets just wait for the zombies to come out, this is a horror story waiting to happen", then i would suddenly turn into a zombie and scare them, it was sooooo funny haha. i loveee scaring ppl for fun sometimes tehe. and yay Halloween is just around the corner. I already know what i am going to be, and i made my outfit months ago, for fun. What are you going to be for Halloween? I wont tell until you tell... tehe...

So today my friend Laura who ive known almost my whole life had a photoshoot, and i was a model. she is a photography student at the University, so these pics are all just practice and for fun.

i have never modelled before, absolutly zero expierience, but it has allways been my dream {as cheesy as that sounds tehe}, i knew i was always tall for a reason. I know i dont take that great of pics tho. These are just some pics from the shoot.