Panic at the Disco Blog and Journals

 

Shayla's P.O.V

God why would she ask me something like that I don't even know why I love him it's just I don't know. I just got all this to look at it. I'm going back like tomorrow. He made it bigger than it really is dumbass maybe thats why I love him so damn much. I really can't wait til tomorrow night or a month. Fuck it I'm coming back tomorrow.Should I call him first or text kendra back and tell her?No im going to surpise them.

so I texted kendra back:I dont know why well yeah I do call me later my phones going to die~ily shayla

so i stayed a couple of days then i headed back home where i be long

Delilah's P.O.V

recap*(5 last days)

so my lifes been a blur pete left after graduation to check on his record label but he's coming back in like 4 days or so never really said

End recap*

So Im going to meet gabe at starbucks >>>>>5 minutes later>>>>> So I just got to starbucks which gabe wasn't there so I sat at a table 

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he showed up 10 minutes later.Damn it gabe what took so long.

"your boyfriend wouldn't shut the hell up" 

what he's here? 

yeah I dropped him off at your/his house 

gabe? i said sweetly pulling out the look he cant refuse

"yeah you can go"he said

YAY i love you gabe i promise i'll make it up to you i say going out the door

>>>>>>10 minutes later<<<<<<

i got stopped at every red light its funny when im in a rush to get some where i get stopped at all the lights so i finally got home.

PETER!!!

DELILAH hey babe i missed you pete had said

so we got comfortable and we hung out at home for the rest of the day.

Mollys P.O.V

So bill and I are off on warped tour it gets really hot i cant take it so I stayed in the bus where it was cold 

bill is on stage at the moment.

Shayla P.O.V.

So like I got back I rushed over to the apartment the one place i knew he would be I unlocked the door and the lights were off so i went in my room and he wasnt there so i txt him "are you at home"

he said nope im out

so i didnt reply to that I got out of my clothes and layed down i fell asleep before he got back

Brendons P.O.V.

So i was heading home when shayla txt me I had made it home about 20 minutes later I went in the bedroom and turned on the light and shayla was back she didnt even tell me I guess she sorta hinted it to me but i was to ignorant to see it im such a dumbass shes so beautiful i dont know why i let her walk away in the first place i hope shes here to stay i love her so much i stripped and climbed under the covers next to her.

>>>>>>>>the next day<<<<<<<

i feel her stir next to me i untighten my arms that are around her i felt her gasp for air when i open my eyes to see her looking at me shouldnt i be the one doing that i missed waking up to those beauyiful brown eyes in the morning i got up and decided to get dressed so i went over to to the bathroom and started the shower i know it was the wrong the way i just left her laying there but she left me in a different state and expected me to still love but the funny thing is that I DO.

Shaylas P.O.V.

i cant beleive he just left me there he didnt say one word he just left to go get in the shower so i decided to get up and call kendra hello. hey kenni i made it back and has anything been fishy about brendon lately? well he mentioned a girl he had met the other day he said that she was everything that he once looked for and not to tell you he wanted to tell you himself. oh thats good for him well i got to go. i felt like i wanted to cry its only been a couple of days how did he find someone so fast.

Brendons P.O.V.

i had heard talking outside of the room so i stuck my heard to the door  hey kenni i made it back and has anything been fishy about brendon lately? well he mentioned a girl he had met the other day he said that she was everything that he once looked for and not to tell you he wanted to tell you himself. oh thats good for him well i got to go. apparenttly she had it on speaker phone i cant believe i let that slip my mind i had forgot to tell her i walked out the bathroom with just my boxers on she looked like she wanted to cry so i walked out of the room into the kitchen she never deserved this she didnt do anything. i fixed my coffee i liked it black so i drunk it straight. i started to walk back to the room on my way down the hall all i heard was sniffling i couldnt handle it i ran to the room she was looking at me straight in my face i froze right then and there.

Shayla's P.O.V.

my eyes were pointed straight at the door he ran through the door he froze so i spoke instead. brendon are you done with me. no its just i didnt think you were gonna come back to me after you left you never called me so i thought we were through. i might have kinda lost your number until i got back but i still cant believe you found someone else to love. actually i did meet someone but shes not for me theres only one girl for me and shes sitting in front of me he walked his way over to the bed and sat next to me. his eyes told a story of love but do you still love me or what. i never stoped loving you to begin with he pulled me to him to sit on his lap i wrapped my arms around his neck we sat there just like that for the longest time i couldnt believe it 

Brendons P.O.V.

i leaned forward and brushed my  lips lightly across her lips taking in the feel of her lips on mine. I wanted to feel more of her so i made our lips finally touch oh how ive waited for this day.I felt her arms pull us closer together i deepened the kiss sliding my tongue into her mouth i slid my hands to just above her waist she strated to suck my tongue it had started to turn me on.I had to stop before something happened so i pulled away. baby we need to do this the right way. and what way is that brendon? Lets have a movie date tonight ill run to the store pick out a movie and get some take-out how does that sound? It sounds like us but what about this other girl of yours wont she be jealous. She probably would be if I actually went through with dating her i had only met her once shayla plus your all i need i love you i. i didnt know if i should have told her that but now all i have to wait to see what she says. well brendon i love you too. i kissed her and ran out and it was pouring outside so i rushed to get the food that i need. The guy who owned the place knew me by my first name so i ot this one on the house i thanked him a rushed by the time i made it home it was storming really bad. I found shayla sitting by a window looking outside. i crept up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and spun her in the air. its time for dinner come eat. we walked into the front room and i sat out the food and put in A Walk To Remember which was her favorite movie so her face lit up when it started we ate and watched the moie in silence she laid in my arms and cuddled into my chest and fell asleep i wouldnt have it any other way.

 

 

Written by Kendra and Ashley

This chapter is Ashley's I've got chapter two

 

Chapter 1 When Everything Feels Like The Movies

Kendra walked slowly onto the footsteps of her porch, went inside, and sat her groceries on the counter. It was Saturday. She didn't have much to do besides clean the house before Caleb was home. The clock's bell rang out at 5 o'clock, just at the time when Caleb came in, "Hey hun, how was your day?" Same old Caleb. Asking how her day was as soon as he walked in the door. Routine really. "Fine, just went out and about for awhile. What about you?", Kendra asked as she was putting the food and materials away. Caleb stuttered, "Um...Nothing, Just.. Hanging with Brendon. As usual." Kendra nodded as she sat on the couch, flipping through channels on DISH. Caleb sat next to her, "Always watching Harry Potter, aren't you? Haha, I like you this way. Even though you are 18, your still a little kid, and I love it." Caleb grinned, "Of course, and I love you too." Kendra laughed, "We sound like a cheesy movie!" "Haha well, It's our cheesy movie."

Kendra's POV

Caleb pressed his soft, warm lips against mine and it was there I felt perfect and protected. As we kissed the phone started to ring. Caleb kept kissing me, but somehow, still managed to find the phone. "Hello?", Caleb responded, and he repeated himself again. No response. He put the phone back on the hook and continued kissing me again, and that's when Ashley walked in.

Ashley laughed, "Am I always the moment ruiner?" Caleb smirked, "Yes, sometimes it almost seems now as if you know we are in the middle of something and then you come." Kendra glared at Caleb, "Oh be nice .", she flicked him in the nose, sat straight up and fixed her hair. Ashley sighed, "So, what have you guys been up to? I haven't seen you around much because of school and all." Kendra shook her head and grabbed a soda, "Nothing really. Same old boring things", she said in-between sips. Caleb then sat up, "So, Ashley. What brings you here?" "Here to hang out with Kendra, dumbass. What else?", she laughed.

Ella's POV: Yes

Brendon's POV: I smiled and kissed her.

Ella's POV: He kissed me and I kissed back just then Cyn came up and saw us

Cyn's POV: I can't believe you'd betray me like this! You are dead to me! I shouted at Ella. I ran into my car and sped home. I got in locked the door and went up to my room and cried my eyes out.

 

Two weeks Later

 

Ella's POV:I've been dating Brendon ever since and met his friends and stuff, I felt bad about Cynn and I haven't seen her since that day. Just then Spencer, one of Brendon's friend walked in. He was etremly adorable! Wait what was I thinking I love Brendon right? Oh NO! I'm not soo sure now....

Cyn's POV: It has been exactly two weeks since I lost the love of my life to my EX best friend. Evy sometimes comes by and she tells me Brendon is fine which is all I really cared about now. I haven't gone out of the house and just pretty much spend the day crying. I rerly eat anything now and everything brings me down. I wish he would just come back............

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So watcha guys think? Who should Brendon chose? Who will Ella chose? Will things ever be right between the two friends? Tune in next week to find out! LOL! JK i'll post sooner than that! hehe I wanted to sound like an announcer on TV.

"Hi there." Gabe nodded towards Olivia with a quick smile, and looked back towards Pete, barely giving no time for Olivia to mumble a quick, "Hey."

"So do you need me today Pete?" Gabe asked him.

"Not today... I actually just wanted you to keep Olivia company while I help the guys. Is that okay?" He asked quietly.

"Sure whatever." Gabe said and gestured Olivia to come with him in the other room.

"I guess I could show you around the studio, well not studio really, it's designed to look like one, but Patrick actually lives here." Gabe told Olivia.

"So he lives here?" Olivia was amazed, she never thought it could be a house.

"Uh huh." Gabe said in a tone as if he was wasting his time being here with Olivia.

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Olivia spent at least an hour with Gabe, one of the most miserable hours she spent with a human being. It was quite awkward at times. She didn't understand why he was being such a jerk.

"Pete, I gotta go." Gabe hollered from the door.

"Ok, thanks man." Pete said and Gabe left.

"So what do you think of Gabe?" Pete asked.

"Ugh, he was being ... an ass, I could say."

"What?" Pete's eyes widened.

"You shouldn't have asked him to hang out with me, I didn't even want to and he clearly didn't want to either."

"Sorry. I'll ask next time. Hey Pat, are we done here?" Pete asked.

"Yeah, I can feel this song man, it's going to be a hit!"

"Awesome... oh hey Brendon, meet my new friend!" Pete called him over. He asked Olivia jokingly, "That's okay with you right?"

"Hey, I'm Brendon." He said nicely, introducing himself.

"I'm Olivia." She smiled to be polite.

"So, let's go grab a bite to eat!" Pete clapped his hands together, "Where's Spencer?"

"He left, Hayley wanted to go out to watch a movie or something." Brendon said.

"He's losing out, just us 3 can go then, Patrick's gotta do some last minute things with the song, but he won't need us. See ya Pat!" Pete said and they all left and jumped in the Tahoe.

Olivia wasn't really looking forward to having lunch with Brendon, as long as Pete was there, it was all good.

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They were almost done eating, Brendon was trying to make conversation with Olivia, while Pete had excused himself for an important phone call.

"So, do you have any brothers or sisters?" He asked.

"One sister, well, half sister." She answered and took a drink of her water.

"Oh, so you're the youngest too?"

"Yeah, I'm taking it that you are too?"

"Mhmm, I have two older brothers and two older sisters."

"I wish I had lots of siblings, maybe I wouldn't feel so alone." She said seriously.

Brendon looked down, just then Pete came in.

"Sorry about that guys. So let's get outta here." He said and paid for all of them.

Once they got back in the Tahoe, Olivia asked Pete to drive her home.

"Are you sure? We could just go to my place, and you could be alone there." He offered.

"Sounds good." She was relieved he thought of a better idea. She'd much rather be alone at his house than at her house because that would just bring up memories.

Pete showed her quickly around his New York apartment and let her be alone in his area he said 'where the magic happens', meaning writing his song lyrics.

She could hear him and Brendon laughing hysterically in the other room, but she didn't mind. She had millions of things to distract her in here but all she did was lay on the lounge chair.

After a good hour, she decided to hang out with Pete and emerged to find Brendon had left.

"I've noticed you don't really like Brendon much?" Pete mentioned as she walked into the living room.

She sat on the sofa next to Pete, "Not to be rude, but he's not that interesting."

"Are you kidding me? He's the most interesting person I know!" Pete defended Brendon.

"I was just saying! Well I don't really know him well yet, so if in the near future I do get to know him, then great."

"A Habit of Decomposing" (fanfic)

*Starring*

   Katy Perry       *Brendon Urie*        Lady Gaga          Tracey Phillips          Gerard Way               Frank Iero

....and many more!!!! 

 Chapter 10

                                                     

This story is mine and all characters and events (even those based on real people or evens) are entirely fictional.  I do not recommend that any of this be taken as true and if you do, you're a complete ingnoramus and you need to be knocked in the head!!! By the way, if I find out anyone has copied my story, I will personally come to thier house and punch them in the kidneys!

 

This format was based on **LaUrie's** "Across the Street"....just the format. I really liked the way it was set up and I give her major kudos!

  

Rated R: Explicit Violence, Sexual Content, Crude Language

 

SUMMARY: Brendon Urie is basically Mr. Perfect at his high school. His best friend Ryan has always been there for him, but he's always been sorta second rate. For years, these two have been close....until Stephanie Gemanotta (Lady Gaga) is transferred to thier high school.....then some very STRANGE things begin to happen......a murder perhaps????

 

Chapter 10

 

Katy sat in her desk in Bio II and quickly jotted down the slide Ms. Cole had put up on the SmartBoard. She was  always the first to finish taking notes, giving her time to iconspicuoulsy text inside of her purse on her desk.

"Trace, wat did G tell u???"

Ms. Cole put up another slide and Tracey swiftly scribbled it into her Hello Kitty notebook. She saw the screen of her phone light up in her purse and as soon as Ms. Cole turned away, she reached in her purse and clicked, "view."

"He sed that Brndn & Stef r goin out:/"

Katy couldn't visually show how furious she was, but the envy boiling up inside of her had reached it's dangerous limit.

"Wtf? I cnt believ ths...aftr all thes yrs...i luvd hm Tracey!"

She sent the message and leaned back in her desk. So this was it. Brendon didn't want her. She'd done everything she could think of to get him, and yet, he still denied her love. What was wrong with her? Why didn't anyone love her? Was it the way she looked? Was she ugly? Oh God, what if her breath smelled! There had to be a reason.....there just had to.

She was going to figure it out. She had to make things right.

 

 

After school, Brendon eagerly got in the truck with Ryan, ready to make plans with Stephani as soon as he got the OK from his mother. The only reason he had to do that was because his mother was off every Tuesday and insisted that they spend that time together.

"Man, I can't wait for tonight!" Brendon said as Ryan drove through the busy streets, "She's just so amazing!"

"I know," Ryan said, pulling to a stop at the light, "What about Katy though?"

Brendon was still quite angry with Katy. She'd tried to sabatoge everything! Even if she hadn't sent that stupid message, he was sure she wasn't mad about it being sent.

"I don't know about her," Brendon finally answered, "She's a really insecure, unstable friend...."

"She just really had a thing for you, Bro," Ryan turned onto the street that led to Brendon's suburb, "Girls go all kinds of crazy over guys."

Brendon chuckled, "Crazy is one thing, psycho is another."

 

Stephani decided it was time to get up and get ready for the day at 3:30 that afternoon. She pulled on a pair of leather leggings, knee-high black boots, and a scarlet-red, long-sleeved hooded shirt. She ran a brush through her hair and left her room, quickly dashing dowm the stairs for no apearent reason. She grabbed a bunch of grapes from the fridge and ran excitedly to the family room, where she prompty flung herself over the top of the couch and landed with a thud onto the soft cushions. She plucked one grape at a time and dropped them into her mouth, pretending she was an Egyptian princess. She couldn't help but be this hyper, after all, she WAS going out with the hottest guy in school after being there ONE DAY. She was definitly proud of herself.

 

Bredon waved goodbye as Ryan pulled away. There was no need to unlock the door; his mother was home and probably already had dinner made. He let himself in and saw his mother sitting on the couch, reading a Dean Koontz novel, and drinking what Brendon supposed was coffee.

"Hey babe," his mother set her book on the coffee table, "I made stroganoff!"

Brendon smiled, "Hey Mom," he began. His mother's face instanly changed; she knew he wanted something.

"What?" she said.

"Umm.....well....I've got this girl.....and.....well......we're kinda......sorta.....goin....out?" Brendon finally uttered.

"And....?"

"Well," Brendon continued, "I was wondering if I could go to her house tonight."

"Hmm..." his mother put her hand on her chin and squinted her eyes, "I don't know.....what will you do for me?"

Brendon hated it when his mother did this, "I don't know! What do you want?"

"If I let you go tonight," her tone was cunning, like a haggler making a deal, "you will un-clog the drain in the upstairs bathroom."

"Eww!" Brendon gagged, "The one Dad uses?"

"Yup. That way, he'll stop using MY bathroom."

Brendon rolled his eyes, "Fine."

"You're gonna eat first," she said as she stood from the couch and walked into the kitchen, "I didn't make this just for me."

 

 

Ryan sat on his bed, phone in hand. Should he call her? Should he just text her? She had to be really upset....surely she had heard the news by now. This could be his chance to swoop her away!

But just as always, he was too much of a chickenshit to do anything.

He threw himself backwards onto his bed and gabbed a pillow to cover his face. Why didn't he have the balls to say anything? Why couldn't he just walk up to her and say, "Hey, we should go out sometime; just me and you"?

His phone then buzzed in his hand and he removed the pillow to look at the screen. He felt his heart drop to the pit of his stomach when he saw the words, "KATY" pop up under the "calling" banner.

He hesitated for a moment, then without thinking, he hit the answer button and said, "Hello?"

"Hey," came Katy's exasperated voice, "I'm right down the road from your house. Mind if I stop by?"

"Uh," Ryan's brain froze. Say 'sure' you idiot! he told himself, "Sure," he blurted out, wishing he hadn't the moment the words graced his lips.

"Okay, I'll be right there," Katy hung up the phone and wound through the cars parked on the side of the street. She pulled to a stop infront on Ryan's little house and parked her Beetle next to the mail box. She climbed out and took a deep breath before knocking on the door.

She couldn't believe she was doing this.

 

Ryan ran to the door and quickly let Katy in. She smiled at him and gave him a tight hug around the neck before walking inside.

"Can I get you anything?" Ryan offered as he pulled himself a Vault from the twelve-pack on the kitchen counter.

"Nah, I'm good." Katy said as she sat down at the dinning-room table, "When will George be home?"

Ryan sat across from Katy at the table, "Oh, he wont be back until around ten-eleven o'clock."

"That's good," if only Ryan knew the significance of those words.

"Do you mind if I crash in your bed for a few minutes? I've had a stressful day," Katy said as she rubbed her shoulders.

"No, go ahead."

Katy stood from the table and turned towards the stairs, "My back hurts too. Do you think you could give me a back-rub?"

"Uhhh," Ryan was cautious, but finally said, "sure"

"Okay," Katy walked up a few steps, "Ya comin' er what?"

Ryan followed Katy upstairs and to his room. Katy belly-flopped onto Ryan's bed and quckly took off her shirt.

"What are you doing!?" Ryan asked incredulousy.

Katy giggled, "How are you gonna give me a back-rub through my shirt?"

She layed on her belly with the hooks of her bra being the only fabrick on her skin, "Well," Katy said, turning her head back to Ryan, "Sit right here," she slapped her hand on her butt, "And come rub my back."

Ryan couldn't believe this was happening; he was almost in as stupor as he sat on top of Katy's bottom, "Are you sure about this?" he asked nervously.

"Positive," was all Katy replied.

Ryan slowly began rubbing Katy's back; he put all his thought and effort into making sure he was doing it right, but after a few minutes, the straps of her bra kept getting in the way. Katy noticed this and said, "Here, these are probably in the way," and she unhooked her bra and slid it off. She threw it on the floor next to Ryan's bed.

Ryan was freaking out now.

There was a topless....no---BRA-LESS girl in his bed! Even though she was lying on her stomach, the idea of Katy's boobs against his sheets turned him on....

 

XD omg im so so sorry that this chapter was so short! I had to post something though because I kno its been FOREVER since I've posted a new chapter! XD sorry for the cliff-hanger! hahah I hope you guys forgive me and are still interested in this little story....like I said before, I've been having some personal issues.....but all is well and I will have the next chapter up ASAP!!

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Fall Out Boy has broken up.

What the hell?

It seems like, in this 365-day time, we are being bombarded with band break ups and deaths. First, Michael Jackson died.

I was sitting there, watching E!, and actually listening to Smooth Criminal. When Giuliana Rancic came on to say that he was in cardiac arrest, I screamed. I muted my iTunes, and broke down. I knew that he was going to die, then, and I was going insane. Michael Jackson, Michael Jackson, king of pop, was dead. I dealt with it the only way I knew how. The next morning, I woke up at around seven. I put on skinny jeans, the sparkliest top imaginable, and my rhinestoned white glove. I put on my sequined high tops, and walked for ten miles to get to the historic courthouse. It took me about two hours to get there, but by the time I had, I was joined by about twenty other Michael fans. We all sat in front of the courthouse in our MJ stuff. A few of us cried. The spirit of the gathering was so sad. I really couldn't stand it. I stood up, and started doing the dance from the Scream music video. It was only then did I cry. I cried so hard, but continued to dance. I danced Smooth Criminal, Billie Jean, Bad, Beat It, and of course Thriller. By then we had at least seventy people with us. I left, knowing that he'd never be forgotten. Michael didn't die in vain.

Then, not even two weeks later, Panic at the Disco broke up. I won't even try to fathom my depression. I wasn't over it until about three months later. By then, my life and perspective had turned upside down. I knew, instead of moping about it, that I needed to grow with them, and not jut cry and dwell in the past. I was so excited for the new stuff, that I didn't even suppose that disaster was headed straight for another band.

The Rev died. I honestly couldn't believe it. Breakups were inevitable, but death in someone that young? I lost my sanity for several nights there, and I was always holed up in my room, questioning life. Not my life, but life in general. Life being taken away from those who deserved it most just didn't seem fair. The same day The Rev died, I became an atheist. I haven't regretted it once.

Now, FOB is on "break". If they're going to break up, I wish they'd just tell us. We're strong enough, we can handle it (I think). My tearducts have been reopened. I hadn't cried since Panic broke up. Fall Out Boy signed Panic. I owe so much to that band. They are God, if there is one. Fall Out Boy basically made my life as I know it. This is the disbanding of everything I know. My car crash heart is broken. The believer in me is dying a slow and painful death. I cried so hard that I threw up, but that might have been due to some bad sushi that I had eaten a few minutes earlier. I love them. And that's all I can really say without crying.

RIP FOB.

 

ALL RIGHT!!!! IM GOING TO ATTEMPT THIS. FEEDBACK IS LOVED. POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE. (postive preferred) :] *********************************************************************************************************************************************************

 

The reverb of the bass rammed into my body like a train that was going full speed ahead. I didn't mind it though. This was normality for me. The screaming crowds, the intense sunburns, and the killer heat was all just part of the days work for me. Being the lead singer of the hottest band to come off of Warped Tour, I had to be used to stuff like that. Harlequin Girls was easily one of the best bands that Kevin Lyman had picked from obscurity. We had gone from playing local shows to being on the Hurley Stage at Warped, a feat that many bands reached in their third or fourth year. It really all happened that summer, that one summer that has led to all of this craziness. Being signed by Decaydance had been an amazing end to an even more amazing summer.

*****

"Get. Yo. Ass. Outta. Yo. Bed. Ahyyysap."

These words sliced through my latest fantasy like a knife through butter. I waved the person away with a very angry middle finger. This had been the best in my series of Warped Tour Hookups. The lead had been given to Evan Lester, the heart attack worthy lead singer of Red Car Wire. But, my salute couldn't persuade my visitor to leave me and my girl boner alone. I was completely woken by the cascade of ice water on my exposed lower back.

"What...the....hell...is your freaking problem?"

"Um, Aer, I hate to break it to you, but we have about 5 hours until we're leaving on our magical journey and you, mon cherie, have neglected to pack."

"BALLS!!!! Why are we doing this again?"

My assailant picked up the AP magazine from my nightstand and shoved it in my face.

"Aeryn Elaine Briceland!!!! Are you on crack? We are doing this to become them."

A hazy picture of Paramore was now in my line of vision.

"Dude!! You HAVE to meet this girl I know. Her name is Sarcasm."

"Haha, you're so funny. You should just change your name to Ellen DeGeneres already."

I rolled out of bed & faced my opponent. Ryan was 5'10" of emo hotness. His black hair was straightened to perfection and skinny jeans completed his look. He was biting his lip ring anticipating my next comeback. Instead I just pointed to the door, telling him to leave while I got ready.

After his departure, I stumbled over to my dresser and perused my selections. A few minutes of deliberation led me to my choice: burnt orange Volcom short shorts, and my Overnight Sensation shirt that boldly stated, 'Gabe Saporta slept here and it was an overnight sensation'. I put on my makeup, straightened every single hair on my head and then went downstairs in search of Ryan.

'Of course,' I thought, seeing Ryan at my kitchen table. He was currently scarfing down five waffles. I grabbed one from his plate and took it in search of the syrup. We ate in silence until Ryan had finished and leaned back in his chair.

"Fattie,"I mumbled through my mouthful of waffle.

"Psssshh. Give it up. You just WISH you had a metabolism like mine."

"Mhm. Sure. In the same world where you aren't such a stupid asshole, right?"

"AHHHHH!!!! You got me there."

Smiling, I downed the rest of my latte and headed back upstairs with Ryan hot on my heels. He flopped on my bed and I sat down next to him.

"Aight missy. Time to get down to business. Make a packing list and I'll approve."

He handed me my notebook and pen, and I started my list.

 

Stuff For Warped Tour

• ALL Glamour Kills

• Blink-182 shirts

• Band shirts (TAI, The Cab, Cobra, CIWWAF, FOB, TFNB, P!ATD, Paramore, ARTTM, TP, RCW, Cash x2, ATL, BLG, Breathe Carolina, Cartel, Relient K, BMTH, ADTR, TDWP, ETF, FF5, FTSK, Hey Monday, Ivoryline, 3OH!3, etc...)

• TWLOHA tees

• Stheart

• Killbrand (Zack Merrick, Runner Runner)

• Jac Vanek

• Marshall Threads

• skinny jeans

• shorts

• flipflops, Van, dunks

• hoodies

 

I passed my list to Ryan, who looked over it and approved. He helped me take out all of my clothes and accessories and we threw them haphazardly on my bed. My mom, hearing the noise, came up to help.

We worked like this for an hour, stuffing my various items into the mismatched luggage. Finally, we completed our task. My dad and Ryan took the suitcases to Ryan's Camry. I said my goodbyes, got in the car and we headed off.

Ten minutes later, we pulled up to Jeff, our drummer's house. The rest of the guys were already there and we headed inside. Jeff were trying to pack his drums away with little success. Max was eating his girlfriend, Layla's, face. And Jeremy was sitting on the couch absentmindedly strumming an acoustic guitar. He stopped when he saw us come in and stood up to give me a hug.

"Where's Simon?"

"Don't know, don't really give a fuck."

"You guys over?"

"In whose terms? In mine, hell yeah we're over, but in his, we're probably still together."

"What'd he do this time?"

"Same old, same old. Doctor Hana took care of his problems for him."

"Ouch, that's cold. I'm sorry Aer."

"Doesn't matter. We've got three months of hot guys ahead of us. I'll be more than fine."

Jeremy chuckled and sat back down to his guitar. I walked over to Max and Layla, put my hands over his eyes and whispered, "Get a room, dipweed."

He shoved me away and resumed his intense search of Layla's mouth. I punched him in the gut and sat down by Jeremy.

"Am I the only still in shock about this whole thing Jer?"

"Maybe. I'm in partial shock but I've slowly gotten used to the idea."

"It's so surreal, isn't it? We are playing the hurley.com stage our first year! Most bands don't play that for a few!"

"Maybe Kevin thinks we're just that good. We do have a pretty good fanbase here."

"Our fanbase that is everyone in Long Beach, right?"

"Well....maybe not that many, but we do have a fair amount."

"I'm just SO excited. I finally get to play music with people I've looked up to for years!!!"

"Same here. I'm pretty stoked."

 

 

 

COMMENT IT YOU LIKE, i know it's slightly BLAHHH right now, but i promise it gets better :]

The Wonder's Guild

I'll still be here. Waiting for you to change. If I stay here long enough, karma might come to you. Maybe one day you'll tell me why. I always knew that I never talked to the real you. You can't convience me that you're alright. That you're going to actually get help. Maybe I'm the one that's lying. Maybe I'm in the wrong.

***

(2 months later...)

"Hey it's gonna be okay.", Spencer assured his friend. Ryan just sat there, staring at the grave. If I stare at it long enough, he'll be okay again. Brendon sat next him holding his hand. Ryan looked at Brendon, smiling only slightly. "He's okay now. I promise.", Brendon said. They slowly got up and walked to Jon's car.

***

I think I never told you that I loved you. Which is strange because I hated you so much at the same time. I just wanted you to feel how you made me feel everyday. Scared. Lost. Broken. Now you're gone, and I can't help but be happy. I'll still miss you, but I'll always be waiting for that two worded phrase. I'm sorry. 

 

Author's Note

Sorry this is rediculously short. But yeah this is the end. Hope you enjoyed reading this story as much as I enjoyed writing it :D

I can't wait for you guys to read all my new stories and stuff. I missed you guys and I'm really happy I'm back on Buzzet!

OKay! Soo, these are the links to THE best stories that are here on buzznet. Well, in my eyes. It's the persons main page, so you're gonna have to click on the journal area on thier page. PLEASE check em out, nd tell me which ones you like best! Oh, and if you know any more stories that are good, tell me please [i exspecially like to read fall out boy related ones].



http://chicago93.buzznet.com/user/ FALL OUT BOY FICS-2

http://dudewiththeface.buzznet.com/user/ FALL OUT BOY FICS- idek. like... 8

http://paramorefanfreak.buzznet.com/user/ PARAMORE FICS [joshayley]-Erm....... 3-5?

http://jazzbrokenstump.buzznet.com/user/ FALL OUT BOY- erm... i've read one so far

http://auddumm12.buzznet.com/user/ FALL OUT BOY + 3OH!3- it's just a little of them. mostly about a girl nd her boy friend

http://ryroismytypeofdrugs.buzznet.com/user/ FALL OUT BOY/ COBRA STARSHIP/ PANIC AT THE DISCO [i think]/ PARAMORE- IDK. i think that there's like..... 3-4

http://ohhstar.buzznet.com/user/ PARAMORE- coming soon!!

Cyn's POV: I sat in a bench and started crying suddenly some one wrapped their arms around me

Brendon's POV: I hugged her and she looked at me. I think we should cancel the wedding for now......

Cyn's POV I just cried harder... I realized I was in love with him, but so was Ella

Ella's POV: What just happened? I asked myself. I just took my best friends fionce

Brendon's POV: Cyn...... i really like you but I was engaged to Ella... because I wanted to not because i had to. I think it's best if I date her.... and not you.

Ella's POV: Brendon came over and asked me to get back together with him

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ohh......... What will she say? Will she be a good friend or will she say yes? Dun. Dun. Dun. Lol i'll try to post soon wat do you guys Want to happen?