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Just heard Demi Lovatos new single Here We Go Again, and it reminded me of this boy in once knew, or well I still know him, but we haven't talked in about twoyears now..

But we had that kind of relationship Demi Lovato sings about the "I hate you but I love you" kinda thing for a really long time. We kept dancing around the issue of us being a real couple, but at the same time liking each other, and just not being able to get togeter or simply quit it and try to live without one another.

Eventually we had to change school, and now we go to different ones. And so now I havn't talked to him in two years, it's weird how somthing can change so much and so quickly. It makes me kinda sad to think about all of this, cause even if we couldn't figure out how to be together or without one another, we became really great friends - or maybe that was just me? Cause not seeing eachother was the same as throwing that friendship down the trash. But somewhere inside me I know that it was for the better, he was a typical bad boy, and even if i loved him, I'm better of without him!

Anywho I just wanted to share the song anf my own personal experience on the subject - cause like Oscar Wilde said it "Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes".

I wanted to post the lyrics here, but I couldn't find ones matching the song, so just go listen to it at www.myspace.com/demilovato

Love and secrets,

Christine xoxo