nick Blog and Journals

My thoughts

i called joe about 10 times and no matter what he wouldnt answer so i decided to call kevin. Kevin came right over and listened to what i had to say. "Sorry if im boreing you" i told kevin "its alright keep telling me i dont mind" he replied back.

Kevin's thoughts

As i was leaving i could hear Sammy in the kitchen crying and weaping. I felt so bad. when i got home i started yelling at Joe and Nick and how they were makeing Sammy cry. So Joe said i will be back later hustlas.

Joe's thoghts

I went to Sammy's house i told her i was truely and deeply sorry. I tryed to kiss her cheek but instead we wound up makeing out. i told her i was sorry but she didnt care. I think she liked it.

My thoughts

Joe just kissed me. I think im in love with him now. I didnt care at all about Nick i was in love with joe. but the only problem was that we didnt want Nick to know. later Nick came over while Joe was still there. Nick told me he wanted to talk privatly.

Nick's thoughts

when i took sammy into a room where joe couldnt find us or see us i started to apolagize. I kissed her on the cheek and left i didnt turn back.

My thoughts

i was so mad at Nick right now he acually kissed me on the cheek. it was sweet but what if joe finds out he would be so mad and i dont want to brake his heart. And i didnt want to do that. I asked Joe if he wanted to spend the night and he did.We made pizza pies watched scary movies and talked. It was so fun even though he was a boy and my parents were out of town for the month. I just don't know how to tell Joe i love him cause im worried if i do he might laugh at me but im wondering if he feels the same about me.