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So right now im not doing anyting at all. Tho im supposed to be reading my notes and books and such for skool shiit. I don't feel like doing anything at all. I want to draw. But I somehow can't. hmmm.

I feel confused.

Am I supposed to be here right now?

Is this what I'm meant to do?

Can I do this?

I'm letting myself down.

It's sickening.

I didn't mean it.

I'm really not good at this.

Am I?

What do I really want?

What's my heart's deepest desire?

Can someone please give me a Mirror of Erised?

So finally, I may find peace.