miami Blog and Journals

Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom just recent got married.. Sometime over the past week, I think. I'm not for sure, so if you really want to know, you won't find that here. ;) Anyway, wasn't Kourtney(Kim's sister) also with some black man? They are broken up now, I'm sure, but whatever. Is Kourtney the only normal one in the family!? STICK TO YOUR OWN RACE! I'm not racist, but I don't think white girls and black men need to be together. This also goes vice-versa. There are also reports that maybe their wedding was fake and just staged for some more publicity for the show Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Personally, I don't think that it's true. If they would have done that, they probably would have chosen a white guy. It's Khloe's choice to get married to this black man.. LoL! Well, I guess the question for me is, Why do these girls love black men so much? Maybe because they come with a big package? ;)

Chapter Four: This Is Where We Find Out What We're Made Of

 

*John's POV*

 

"You're an amazing kisser." That's what she told me last night as I looked into her eyes. I went in for nothing and got that. Pretty amazing night if I do say so myself.

"'Mornin' bro." I came down the steps with an extra skip in my step.

"Hi." he looked at me like I was up to something stupid.

"Well, Johnny, you're never up this early..." Mom told me. I looked at her and hugged her. "Good morning, mom." I laughed, taking the piece of toast that came out of the toaster right when I came by it. "What happened to you last night?"

"John's in-love with the neighbor." Josh said with a chuckle. 

"Is that true?" Mom asked me.

"Yes, it is." Josh continued.

"Eat up little twurp." I said, slamming his head into his bowl of cereal, only he didn't even touch it, but it made him scared.

"No, mom." I told her with a voice of my own. "It's not true." I said with a big smile on my face.

"Then why don't I believe you?" mom smirked and so did I.

 

*Brooklynn's POV*

 

He sang to me, I cannot believe it. And then... he kissed me! I smiled as she put on my eyeliner and then went upstairs from my basement bedroom to get breakfast. "Morning y'all." I said with a huge smile.

"Good morning, sweetie." dad said kissing me on the cheek. 

"What do you want for breakfast?" mom asked me as I sat down in a stool in the nook. I started dazing out and twirling my hair around my finger. "Brooklynn?" mom said loudly until I heard her.

"Yeah?" I asked with a perky voice.

"What do you want for breakfast?" she asked with a strange tone to her voice.

"Um... a bagel." I smiled at her. "With strawberry cream." I added.

"If I wouldn't know any better, I'd say that you're developing a crush on the neighbor." dad said and I laughed.

"Oh please, daddy." I told him. "John and I are just friends." I explained.

"Story of a teenage girl." Miami, my oldest sister, rolled her eyes while she grabbed an apple.

"Shut up, Mimi." I yelled.

"Yeah, whatever." she walked towards the door. "I'm off to work." to informed everyone, but I didn't care. I stuck out my tongue at her... we weren't even close to being even, though.

I woke up in a plain white room.It was decorated by flowers and balloons and drawing everywhere.I looked around and saw Ryan and Brendon sleeping there on a chair.I turned the other way and there was Spencer sleeping on the floor.I tried moving but my bones cracked.I whimpered.

Hmm is that you? Ryan mumbled.

Ryan help! I pleaded.

His eyes went wide and he jumped out the chair.

LIDON!!! YOUR AWAKE!!!! He cried.

He came and carefully hugged me.I noticed his eyes bloodshot red and his nose snot-filled.I tried hugging him back but my arms hurted.

BRENDON, SPENCER!!!!! LIDON IS AWAKE!!!!

There eyes popped open.They all had bloodshoted eyes and snotty noses.The attacked me in a hug which was very painful.I started whimpering and they let go.

YOUR FINALLY AWAKE!!! Spencer cried.

Guys how long was i asleep? i asked.

Brendon eyes looked down.

You were in a coma honey, Ryan told me.

HOW LONG! I asked once more.

2 months, Brendon whispered.

My eyes got watery.

I AM GOING TO KILL HIM!!! I screamed.

It hurt my lungs.

OMG YOUR FINALLY AWAKE! The nurse came in.

We were about to pull the plug on you but they didnt let me! The Nurse said pointing at the guys.

I got pissed and threw my pillow.

Can you just help me get out of this god forsakin place! I told the nurse.

Well we have to place a cast on your ribs and your arm.

How about my legs? i asked.

Miraclisly, nothing happened to your legs.

I smiled and waited for the doctor to come and put my casts.After that, Ryan signed me out and the guys helpped me out of the hospital.

Was they really going to cut the life for me? i asked while a tear fell.

Yes, Ryan told me.

They said it was 1 out of 500 that you were going to wake up cause the damages were to bad but Brendon kept saying wait another day and you just woke up today, he finished.

I cried silently.

This is the final straw! I whispered to myself.

We arrived at my house.I ran out the car and went inside the house.There was my dad preying.

OMG LIDON YOUR AWAKE! He told me.

BAM! I punched him.

DONT YOU EVER IN YOUR LIFE TOUCH ME!!! NEXT TIME YOU LAY YOUR HAND ON ME, THAT WILL BE THE FINAL DAY YOU BREATH! I told him and made a blow on his knees.

I ran upstairs and opened my closet.There was my mom things and i layed there just looking at the things and thinking.

Should i do it? Then everyone came in and noticed my mother section

.Umm guys it is not what it looks like! I said nervously.

Ryan grabbed my wrist.

Lidon what is that! he asked me fiercily.

It was the last thing my mother left before she died.She commited sucide! I cried.

Ryan came and hugged me.

Now i know why she commited sucide! My dad abused her!!! I cried in his shoulder.

Brendon came inside the closet and noticed to razors, the rope, the letter, the blood.

This is sooo Freaky! Spencer commented.

I never found out why she killed herself and i finally got the puzzle piece! I cried.

I'm Sorry but Lidon, you have to throw this all out! Brendon told me.

NO!!! I cried but it was to late.

He threw it out.I started crying more.

I cant stay here! I told them.

You dont have to! Ryan told me.

I pushed Ryan off me and i ran out the room.I ran as fast as i could.I went a bus and left.I told the driver to tell me when i am far away from this place.When he finally did we were at a airport.

I walked around and noticed some teens alittle older but they looked like my type of people.We chated abit and we became friends.I told them about my situation and they let me go with them.We were going to leave to Miami.Yes! somewhere far away from Vegas.I will miss this place terribly but i cant be here anymore.I had to start over and be happy.I sound selfish but im not, i deserve this, i been in a coma for 2 months! I should live my life!!!!!

so about a week or two ago i did a show with my ballet company and it was AWESOME, and now i were doing another show. these are like little filler to keep us busy between our bigger shows. and yes im in this one too, which lead me to me telling you...my feet are KILLING me!!! and yet even though i have rehearsal tomorrow afternoon im going to ultra music festival tonight with my brother.

the joy of living in Miami. :D





what to you have planned for the weekend?

The Durango Independent Film Festival, happening in Durango, will have an array of festival events including late night parties for filmmakers and VIPs running through March 8. The annual Chicago International Movies and Music Festival brings together movies and music, showcasing films about music, movie scores and soundtracks, and other syntheses of moving images and musical performance such as the world premiere of musician Martin Atkins' directorial debut about his foray into the Chinese musical underground, '16 Days In China', during the festival's run March 5-8. Interactive discussion panels planned for the Puerto Rico Music Business Conference enable its participants to receive strategies, recommendations and true-life tales, applicable to any music genre, from experts currently shaping industry events. The Miami International Film Festival whose program is international in scope, but with a special emphasis on Ibero-American cinema, hosts over 350 filmmakers, producers, talent and industry representatives from around the world, during it's run, March 6-15. Entertainment industry career guidance group urnetworkalliance is hosting a series of power breakfast sessions on Saturdays during the month of March. At the opening session Lelia Shearer, Casting Associate of Elissa Myers Casting, currently casting a mini series for PBS, will be in attendance. Joining the sessions is possible through the group's Meetup page (www.meetup.com/urnetworkalliance/calendar/9613814/) or email to: info@urnetworkalliance.info

The Chicago/Midwest Chapter of the National Academy of Television Arts and Sciences holds its annual Career Day Seminar on March 14, for college students interested in television as a career and for young professionals looking to advance in their profession. Certainly on the cutting edge, U.K. based group Crossover Play explores new forms of entertainment for digital media: the relationship between play and narrative, formats dependent on user contributions, mobile or location based entertainment with a broadcast component. It engages all this at the Sheffield Doc/Fest, March 15-20, and the group has presence on Facebook and Myspace as well. At Cable Congress '09 in Berlin, view tomorrow's technology and discover the latest content available at the exhibition, in addition to panels featuring top executives from Europe and the world's leading cable, technology and media companies. Then meet your peers at the exclusive Gala Dinner, Lounge Bar, buffet lunches or coffee breaks, all taking place March 18-20. The United States Institute for Theatre Technology Annual Conference & Stage Expo offers over 175 sessions featuring design, technology, costume, sound, architecture, management, engineering, and production. With over 150 exhibitors the Stage Expo provides conference attendees with the opportunity to see the newest products and services on the market today, when it runs March 18-21 in Cincinnati. Chicago Filmmakers Open Screening is back in operation, and it gets going again with a March 21 start date showing practically anything of a 20 minute duration that comes through the door, except of course, for X-rated material.

The upcoming Film/TV Production & Finance Summit taking place in Los Angeles, March 23-24, tackles current challenges attached to financing a film, television or online content in the current economy, as well as to address international co-ventures between the U.S. and Canada, how to make money through branding products with your content, online distribution, as well as, how to get the Film/TV production distributed and financed by studios. The Leadership Music Digital Summit, produced by Leadership Music, an educational 501(c)(3) focused on cultivating an educated, issue-oriented music community,  conducts the Summit, March 23-25 in Nashville to identify and explore new technology opportunities, innovations, and challenges, and to foster a knowledgeable, issue-oriented, vibrant community of music professionals. At this year's 2009 Game Developers Conference, happening March 23-27 in San Francisco, some of the party and networking functions will include: Playstation Interactive Lounge; Intel Visual Adrenaline Lounge; Game Connection Reception; IGDA Members-Only Party; ISM Charity Poker Tournament; GDC World Mixer; Booth Crawl. NXT STAGE Online & Mobile Entertainment Conference & Market, is a market conference and networking forum to discover future trends and digital content, March 24-25 in Hollywood. This years IPTV World Forum 2009 in London will continue to address the key strategic issues for telcos deploying IPTV, and will also focus on the challenges facing satellite and internet broadcasters, when it runs March 25-27. This year's South Beach International Animation Film Festival, running March 26 - April 5, offers screenings, parties and special events taking place at a variety of venues around Miami and the Beaches, along with art exhibits, hands-on demonstrations, seminars, and workshops about the newest technology and creative software. Film, Stage & Showbiz Expo will take place March 31 in New York, and will highlight some of the following areas: film festival, designer's showcase, focus groups, round table meetings for networking, movie reel showcase, original music showcase, headshot lane, live audition recording, and much more.

The above events are only a sample of what is fully listed. Complete details are on the "Media, Entertainment and Performing Arts Industry News and Events" page at actorschecklist.com/news.html. Video and podcast versions of this news summary are also available at popular video sites around the Web like MySpace, YouTube, Daily Motion, as well as on The Actor's Checklist podcast blog at actorschecklist.com/loudblog, a great place to get your iPhone, ipod or Apple TV download from. The Free Home Video Showcase at www.actorschecklist.com/video now serves as an archive for all past video presentations. This month on video you will again see an interesting array of performing artists from the indie sector on video, in a lineup that will be announced. The Actor's Checklist continues to build it's archive of high quality digital video. All past video uploads of the monthly news summary are now archived without the audio news narration to the Free Home Video Showcase.

So Friday night I was at work on South Beach & decided to step out of the office and grab a quick snack.  There are roughly around 500 people crowding around the window of the Christian Audigier (head designer of Ed Hardy) store and papparazzi are swarming the place.  I wasn't the least bit interested in who was in the store.  All I wanted to do was push through the crowd and get moving down the block.  I make it past the crowd and look back and who do I see?  Beyonce, Jay-Z, and President elect Barack Obama coming out of the store.  People were losing their minds out there.  I swear, I think I saw people crying.  It was the most ridiculous thing I have witnessed on South Beach ever!!!!  I understand people were excited to be near the three of them but the country is in a major recession and your going to spend your money on $600 sweat pants?  So stupid!!!!!  

I'm in Miami right now, with my mom and her boyfriend, the two very people I resent the most. I was powerless when I was told we were going to stay for four days. There wasn't anything I could do to prepare for it. Being in love made it that much harder, I miss him, being so far away. I feel like I've been cast out to sea, watching him wave back at me weakly from the shore. My shoes are damp and there's no where to sleep on this mental raft, it's leaking and the water is closing in fast. A storm is sending its postcards, warning me of its early arrival, making inevitable plans to meet me at sea. The clouds are forming their clique, taunting the hopeful sunset and shoving it into their shadow, signifying an early disaster.

(That's just the departure) 

As night fell, the violent, churning waves match the feeling in my stomach every time I look back and he's not there and when I turn around, I see past them, yet the words they speak cut deep. Memories washed to shore, as the rain fell, brushing delicately against my thoughts, just enough to aggravate my thoughts. As the crescent sand came into my washed eyes, dread ran through me.

The fluorescent sign of the hotel lighted my pale face upon arrival, the street lights combed through my hair, taking no time in bringing tears to my eyes.

It's only four days until I see you again.

I still miss you.

         

 

 

 

I dont know how to say this but um,

Scene kids S U C K

lil mamas and lil papis please, what are you going to get out of this?

Dressing and walking around like lunatics and big REALLY UGLY damaged hair isn't going to get you anywhere?

by the time your thirty you'll probably start going bald, and the only person to blame, sadly is yourself you low self esteem kids.

 

HAHAHA VVV

cant handle the truth?

IDC :D<3

       saw this cutiee . . in nyc. Couture Vespa ??  it's Louis Vutton style!

BETSEY JOHNSON'S NYC PINK PENTHOUSE

 

And then there's BETSEYVILLE

Take a vacation and get away from it all in none other than Betsey Johnson - the World-Famous Fashion Designer's Private Vacation Villa in Guerrero, Mexico!

 

available for rent...can you imagine =DD

 

GET !!

Get !!

RAY-BAN...folding sunglasses
 

Estefan Kitchen

By Emilio and Gloria Estefan. This is a fantasic cookbook with Cuban Food and with the holiday's coming a great gift for your mother or self. =) 

 

..gosh wanna go to miami. The famous Cuban sandwich. Lots of dishes also for vegetarians included.

TARGET . .slippers for the winter btw Soo  Soft & Comfy !!

 

  

  

 

 

Miami peeps...come out this Saturday, the 25th, and party at Karu-Y for the most badass Tila birthday party yet!