The best am i getting?
(Hayley's POV)
I walked out of the bathroom quietly and saw Josh standing there in the hall's looking on the floor thinking.
"What did it say?"Asked Josh
"Positive."I said between sobs
"Wow!Really?"Asked Josh
"No it said POOP!"I said clearly mad
"Okay.What are we going to do?"Asked Josh
"I dont know.Give it up for adoption."I said
"I dont know.Do you want to give it up for adoption?"Asked Josh
"Yes I want to give it away."I said sarcasticlly
"I dont know if were ready to be parents."Said Josh
"Im not ready Josh.But were going to have to grow up and suck it up."I said
"Were not even together."Said Josh
"I know but where going to have to raise this child like if we were together."I said
"How are we going to tell our parents?"Asked Josh
"I dont know."I said honeslty
"My mom's going to kill me for having sex with you."Said Josh
"And you think my mom wont kill!?"I yelled
"Why didnt we use protection?" I mutterd
"Why did I have sex with you in first place?"I heard Josh mutter
I walked away to my "Room"that I share with Josh.I needed to get away from this crap hole.I had to do something to get away.I cant handle being here anymore.I looked around Josh/my room for something.Something I needed.I finally found what was looking for.I had to do it.Everyone said it felt good.Everyone said it made all your problems go away.Does it?I didnt give a crap right now I had to try.I got the knife and cut my wrist.It felt so wrong but it felt right,
"Hayley I nee-
It was Josh standing there in the doorway looking at me wide eyes.I just looked at him and threw the knife on the floor and stood up from my bed and looked at Josh.I didnt know what to say to Josh.He would think im some phsyco emo kid.
"Hayley why would you do this?"Asked Josh
"I needed an escape."I said looking at my shoes
"Hayley for the wrost matter in the world by no means do you need to cut."Said Josh looking at ground where I was standing
I broke out crying.Josh walked up to me and hugged me.I sobbed into his chest.
"Hayley will find something to do with the baby."Said Josh
"Josh im scared of what's going to happen in the future."I said
"You shouldent focus on the future focus in the present."Said Josh
"Okay."I said between sobs
"Can I ask you something Hayley?"Asked Josh
"Anything."I said
Josh got down on his knee's and looked up at me
"Will you be my girlfriend?"Asked Josh
"Of course Joshua!"I said hugging Josh
"I love you Hayley."Said Josh
"I love you to Josh."I said
"I thought you hated me?"Asked Josh
"Not anymore."I said
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Shortness must die!xD
