Life on the Murder Scene Blog and Journals

So when in doubt, watch Life On The Murder Scene.

So, I did watch LOTMS and I swear to the Lord above that these guys are the most inspirantial men in the world. Whenever I listen to their music or watch interviews and what not, they always get me thinking about everything and it's also really a kind of release for me as well. But, my whole life I've wanted to do nothing but be an artist and over the years it went from a different kind of artist. First, I wanted to be a "Starving Artist" to a tattoo artist and to Graphic Artist. I've gotten to learn how to do a little bit of each but I started thinking "is this really what I want to do?"

I always judge myself when it comes to my art. I see other peoples art and I always think "Well, I'm never going to be as good as them" and most of the time it made me try harder. But recently I've gotten to like other things like writing and photography (I need a new camera). And now I'm even judging my own writing abilities and what not. Like the new one I'm writing, I keep thinking "Well it's not going so good, I need to do better" and I'm in such a rut and everything to me now seems ro be crashing down. And that's why I watched LOTMS, because they always seem to give me something to hope for and they always seem to make me work harder. And then it hit me, I'm 15 going on 16 and in three years I have to go out into the real world and that really scares me. And unbeknowingstly, I started to set up goals for myself as Brian was talking about when Gee witnessed 9/11. So, my goals for this year are: 1. To take weekend art classes (if there are any) at a local school. 2. To work on my writing and stay after school to possibly join a club (if they have a writing club) 3. To work hard and not to over work myself and ignore the call of the steel (an old addiction is coming back...don't worry, I'm doing my best to focas on something else besides that). 4. Try things that I might like and see if it works out for me.

I'm hoping to figure out things soon. I hate being in this rut.

aha, lazy person post.

 

• I've realized that I lie...kind of alot.lol. But you know whats the worst part? I'm good at it. Today I got away with lying to the same teacher twice. Well, it's pretty easy to lie to her because she's oblivious to the world.

         

 

• I've realized that me and my friends are idiots. Today I drew a watch on my wrist.

 

• I learned that it is not safe to lend anything to your friends. I NEED MY CAMERA BACK!(and my life on the murder scene mcr dvd!!)

 

• Today I have came to the conclusion that gummy bears rock and the world would come to an end without them(and no skittles wouldn't save you)

• The condom game is hilarious.

 

• I've realized that Warped Tour helps hopeless emo kids come out of their rooms and get a tan. I came to this conclusion while watching the new Red Jumpsuit Apparatus video for "damn Regret", seeing Ronnie Winter Extremly sunburned.(I think I now  know why his last name is 'Winter')

 

• AND::: I am addicted to buzznet, but more lately friendster. Hey if you have one add me up! www.friendster.com/femmeXfatal

 

 

Life On The Murder Scene Quotes;;
My Chemical Romance(For Everyone Who Lives In A Cave)

[FRANK]:Its Always awkward pretending to play...I Kinda feel like Ashlee Simpson. Ooooh ZING!.

[FRANK]:Bunks Rule!

[CAMERAMAN]:Did you read the new Ellen Degeneres book?
[FRANK]:Mm. Yeah.
[CAMERAMAN]:What did you think?
[FRANK]:It made me a lesbian. I only date girls now.
[CAMERAMAN]:I can't handle with that.
[FRANK]:You need an open mind my friend...

[GERARD]:This shit is easy peasy pumpkin peasy...Pumpkin pie motherfucker.

[GERARD]:What is iiiiiiiiiiiiiit? Oh Dude Thankyou so much.

[BOB]:Whaaaaaat? Mr Bean? Yo, see, only Mr Bean I DON'T have, Thankyou Chris.

[GERARD]: OH MY GOOOOOOOOD! It's for the hampster that I'm gonna buy!! *hugs box* This is so perfect!

[CAMERAMAN]:You lost your pants again Gerard?
[GERARD]:They're not women's cut, they always fall down.

[GERARD]:The only place that really scared the shit out of me, was the Tenderloin, because we walked off the bus in my make-up & costume, & this dude across the street in front of a crack house juts goes "Better stay on that side of the street motherfucker, I'll knock you out"
[FRANK]:*laughs*

[GERARD]:I am the master of the wicket.

[GERARD]:I'm sick of seeing my face, but I am allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'coz its my fucking face. You know what I'm saying?

[FRANK]:Did you drink the last beer?
[GERARD]:Well, you know, its not my goddamned fault there was only one left...

[GERARD]:Now what happened was, I went off the sidewalk & into the bushes....And I was just like WHOOOOOOAAAAA..& like killed so many plants.

[GERARD]:This is a kickball game, this is the most fun I've had..
[FRANK]:I think we're winning, but I'm really drunk so...

BOBCAM. :D
[RAY]:You're a man of many talents..
[BOB]:I know.
[RAY]:Drumming..Sound....
[BOB]:..Steady Hands *Shakes Camera*
[RAY]:Yeah Steady Hands.

[BOB]:There's Mikey...& Gerard..
[GERARD]:Sup Dude.
[BOB]: YO, PHIL, PAAAAAARTTTYYY TIIIIIME, EXCELLLLEEEEEENNNNTT. *Zooms in and out with the camera*

[FRANK]:When he pulled up I was just like, Did somebody order pizza?

[RAY]:Me & Gerard are 27, we've gotten past the poi--WAAH? *laughs* I just put my hand in a cupcake!!

[RAY & MIKEY]:Bob's..The Muscle..Yeah, Bob Definately doesn't take any shit...And he teaches us all never to take any shit..

[FRANK:]Bob will tell you when you're wrong..

[FRANK]:Ow Bob...OW! My Head!!
[BOB]:Are you gonna get out?

[BOB]:The man with the plan-Ray Toro.

[GERARD]:I'm Fucking fine...WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHEEEEEEEOWWWWWWW!!!!!

[RAY]:Sometimes I used to get left at truckstops, & I'd have to call them on my cellphone and be like "Hey Guys.." & they'd be like "Oh Hey man, Hows it going?" & I would go "You notice anything missing from the van.." & they'd sorta look around & be like "Oh Shit." & have to turn back round.

[FRANK]:When the water touched my balls, thats when I got scared...Thats EXACTLY what happened..

[//]:I forgot the hand sanitizer..
[GERARD]:Fuck you...

[FRANK]:Can you see anything wrong down there? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

[CAMERAMAN]:Lets have a life in the day of Gerard...
[GERARD]:Coffeeeee? Going to get coffee...Thats all me.

[RAY]:Some people choose to live by coffee, Mikey's one of those people who lives by coffee.

[FRANK]:Coffee is something that my body is now physically & mentally addicted to..You gotta choose your poisons.

[MIKEY]:Look at that sexy beast-Bob Bryar. *Bob hits camera*

[FRANK]:I felt like a ghostbuster, thats famous. Ghostbuster Famous...

[RAY]:Oh? Are you hugging me?

[FRANK]:I hear the casket's heavy, but I'm like 4"9 so I'm sorta just walking under it & I'm just touching it..I don't actually get to lift it..

[MIKEY]:I'm Gonna Play our Jams in the Schoooool. xD

[MIKEY]:My favourite part was dying!!

[GERARD]:Whoa badass....Thanks maaan =, this is gonna rip...

[FRANK]:*changes dressing room signs* OOOOHH ZANYYYY!

[BRIAN]:Guys, next video, somewhere dry like a Desert..

[GERARD]:Could you flip that view screen around? So I can take a look? I got some saltwater in my eye....Oh, I'm in the shit, For sure.

[GERARD]:Come on mum, come be in my video..

I Fucking Love This. All Honesty I Watch This About Twice A Day ;)

That's because for the next two hours I will be sitting in my room.

With my Life On The Murder Scene dvd in the dvd player.

Trying to regain confidence in my favorite band.

 

It'll be the first time I watched it in a long time... =/

Since before the concert!

I think all MCR fans should do this today.

Put Life On The Murder Scene in, Cuddle up with your favorite stuffed animal, maybe some popcorn [I hate popcorn personally], And just love one another. 

That's all I ask.

Bye.

-Sam=]

Gerard Way on Pearl Jam, his blonde dye job and his one regret about 'The Black Parade'

Sep 30, '07 8:20 AM for everyone

I put an x in front of each one that counts for me.

[x] 1. You know more songs than "Welcome to the Black Parade."
[x] 2. You know Gerard Way's brother's name.
[x] 3. You shout 'YES!' when one of their songs comes on.
[x] 4. You punch your cousins/brothers/parents/friends for dissing Gerard's hair.
[x] 5. You punch your cousins/brothers/parents/friends for dissing Gerard in general.
[x] 6. You know the names of everyone in the band and what they do.
[x] 7. You shop for hours just to find something like what a band member was wearing at a concert or on LOTMS
[] 8. You take time to right on the front of all your underwear "I love Gerard."
[] 9. You ask your mom "What's for dinner?" and are disappointed when she doesn't say Gerard.
[] 10. You start smoking so you can be HAWT like Frank and Gerard.
[x] 11. You ask for Bob the Bryar for christmas and cry when you don't get him.
[] 12. You do dirty things with your MCR action figures and are proud to admit it.
[] 13. You sleep with a picture of MCR and actually have to wipe off the drool stains.
[] 14. You piss themselves when they see them... on the televison.
[x] 15. You would admit to let them rape you.
[x] 16. You go in a rendition of Helena when you hear a guy in a restaurant say "So Long"
[x] 17. You have this/will put this on after their done on their profile.
[x] 18. Real MCR fans giggle everytime Gerard Way says the word 'way' in his songs
[x] 19. You will scream "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, **insert bandmembers name here**!!" on his birthday, regardless of how quiet the room is.
[x] 20. You watch "Life On the Murder Scene" twice a day then apologize to plants.
[x] 21. You often zone out, listening to MCR in you heads, and when someone asks you a question you scream the lyrics you were just thinking of.
[x] 22. You write 'my' and 'romance' around the word 'chemical' when in science class.(on occasion)
[x] 23. When hearing any word even slightly associated with MCR on the television, you insantly freak out and turn up the volume.
[] 24. You eat skittles and drink coke zero three times daily.
[x] 25. You have every MCR picture possible saved on their computer, and admit it proudly.
[x] 26. You have actually read and re-read and re-re-read etc. any MCR webpages you could find.
[x] 27. Youcan listen to a MCR song repeatidly and not get tired of said song.
[x] 28.You hear New Jersy and instantly think MCR MCR MCR MCR MCR!!!!!! (big time)
[x] 29. You try your hardest to mention MCR in any project at school.
[x] 30. You spaz out when they see the word 'way' in books, on trucks, anywhere.
[x] 31. You have at least one MCRSavedMyLife story
[x] 32.When someone says "'fro," you say "Ray Toro!"
[x] 33.When someone says "Chemical," or "Romance," you think..."MCR!"
[x] 34. When you think of New Jersey, you think of Belleville.
[x] 35. When someone talks about St. Helena, Montana, you think Helena.
[x] 36. You've had their CD for two weeks and iTunes says it's been played at least 46 times
[x] 37. You have mixed feelings about the Used. Bert? Or Gerard?
[x] 38. You wake up at two AM thinking about (insert band member's name here).
[x] 39. You view Alicia Simmons as the new Adrienne Armstrong.
[x] 40. You truly believe the Black Parade will come to you when you die (Hello Gerard!)
[x] 41. You believe they should hire you to be in all their videos since you dance to the songs like nobody's business.
[x] 42. Black is your favorite color.
[x] 43. The only reason you watch 24 is so you can have something in common with Ray. (never seen a full show)
[x]44. It pains you to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force because of the rejection it caused Gerard.
[x] 45. You know Bob is a fuzzy bunny and Frank is a princess.
[x] 46. You wouldn't mind watching Gerard draw all day
[x] 47. You count the days to and from your MCR concerts.
[] 48. You have their tour schedule on a Word Document on your computer.
[x] 49. You've written at least one fanfic.
[x] 50. You'd join the TMNT, just to be with Bob.
[x] 51. You wouldn't mind Gerard and Mikey smellling like shit if it meant you got to go on tour with them!
[x] 52. You'd offer Frank your shower at 3 AM.
[x] 53. Even your parents know the words to Welcome to the Black Parade.
[] 54. You dye your hair like Gerard did a few years ago and lament as that random red splotch at the back of your head fades away.
[x] 55.You scream when your parents accidentally throw away the review of the show you went to a week before. Then you immediately get it off the internet.
[x] 56. None of your friends like them but they could probably write a book on them you talk about them so much.
[] 57. You've Googled their high schools.
[x] 58. You adhere to the MCR Bible, the Ten Commandments of the Black Parade, the Ten Commandments of Gerard Way and the Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romantic.
[x] 59. You don't care anymore when people call them emo because you know they're not.
[] 60. You'd cut off Bob and Ray's hair if it meant you could have it all to yourself.
[x] 61. You relate to Mikey and his unicorn/coffee/sushi fetish.
[x] 62. You really wish Frank would talk on stage.
[x] 63. You celebrate their birthdays with religion. Yes, that means costumes.
[x] 64. You've named pets/stuffed animals/instruments after them
[x] 65. The people in your band have set a ban on you singing anymore MCR at practice. Needless to say, this is a rule meant to be broken.
[x] 66. You sneak into your computer lab at school at lunch to watch their videos.
[] 67. You call your younger sister "Mikey." Therefore, she hates you. But you can't help that she is skinny, tallish and wears glasses.
[x] 68. You plan on making a pilgrimage to Belleville, New Jersey as soon as possible.
[x] 69. You listen to every band they say they like during interviews.
[x] 70. You only tolerate Brandon Flowers because Gerard Way says he likes the Killers and Brandon likes MCR.
[x] 71. Your daydreams consist of commentary on your school day by Mikey, Frank, Gerard, Bob and Ray.
[x] 72. You call Gerard "Gee."
[x] 73.Your friends all get a glazed look when you mention MCR.
[] 74. You've read Ecstasy: Three Tales of Chemical Romance, by Irvine Welsh.
[x] 75. You wrote an essay about how you admire Gerard when your English teacher told you that you had to write something about xomeone you admired.
[x] 76. You're known to wear a black stripe over your eyes to school when you're feeling extra MCR-ish.
[x] 77. Life on the Murder Scene=LOTMS
[x] 78. You support Bob Bryar's solo project.
[x] 79. Even if they went gansta, you'd still love them.
[x] 80. You just wrote and/or read this (or forced a friend too.)
[] 81. You downloaded 'Final Dream' onto your iPod because it was the song that inspired 'Sleep'
[]82. You've watched Dune because the band watched it.
[x] 83. You wont rest until you get revenge on the MTV guitar tech that slaughtered Pansy!
[x] 84. You're starting to look like one of the band members!
[x] 85. Your dreams always have at least on member of MCR in them
[x] 86. You made a cake for a band members b-day
[x] 87. You are known at school as 'The MCR freak'
[] 88. You know everything that is said in LOTMS off by heart
[] 89. You cross yourself apon entering the the MCR section of HMV
[x] 90. You've stared at Gerard's face for more than 10 seconds
[x] 91. You have nicknames for the band members
[] 92. You cried when you heard Welcome To The Black Parade play on a radio station you despise
[x] 93. You have sang at least one MCR song all the way through in front of the mirror.
[x] 94. You are already planning for halloween
[x] 95. You have seen the nightmare before christmas.
[] 96. You have over five pictures saved on your computer of Gerard/Frank's Butt/Crotch!
[x] 97. Your friends are tired of you chanting MCR, MCR, MCR! while watching award shows
[] 98. You watched the movie frank, mikey and ray were in and cried when they died!
[x] 99. You've looked for the movie frank, mikey and ray were in.
[x] 100. The first thing that came to your mind when you heard my chem was 'where have you been all my life!'

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 This is how we do it On The Murder Scene By Car1Crash1Hearts

 

DO NOT PLAGERIZE

 

Chapter 1

Lexi walks through the crowded airport. She has short messy black hair and thick black eyeliner on her pale skin. She is fairly short and thin but it suits her. She is wearing a black leather mini skirt and a red wife beater and black biker boots. She has a black satchel bag draped over her shoulder. She sees the looks coming from the men with wives as they pass her. Lexi was used to those looks, the looks of desire and wanting. She would always play with their minds by winking or biting her lip as she walked past them.

 

She sees a group of teen girls screaming and jumping up and down at the gate where her plane is due to take off in an half an hour. Lexi shakes her head and goes off to look at stores. She walks into a newsagency and picks up a ‘Kerrang!’ and an ‘Alternative Press’. She goes up to the counter and pays for the magazines and goes to get a small thing to eat before her flight. She looks over to the gate and more teen girls have arrived screaming. Lexi steps up to the counter and orders a bagel because it is still fairly early in the morning. She sits down at a little table for two people. She looks over to the empty chair with a sad look on her face.

 

“Do mind if I sit here?” Lexi looks up and sees this pretty cute guy looking down on her with his hand on the chair. He has black hair swept over his face and his right nostril and left lip pierced. He also has two fleshies in the lobes of his ears.

“Yeah sure, if you want.” He pulls the chair out and sits down. Lexi sees he has fairly loose jeans on and a ‘Skeleton Crew’ hoodie.

“Hi, I’m Lexi.” Lexi says trying to avoid the awkward silence.

“Hi, I’m Frank but most people just call me Frankie.” Lexi smiles sweetly and looks down at the donut he is eating. It is a cinnamon and jam Kitchener bun. He picks it up and brings it to his mouth and takes a bite. Jam plops onto the side of his face.

“You have a huge chunk of jam on your cheek.” Lexi giggles and Frank picks up a napkin trying to clean it off, but he doesn’t do to well of a job.

“Ah who cares, I’ll deal with it later.” He says and continues munching on the bun.

“Hang on…” Lexi takes the napkin from his hand. “Do you mind?” She asks and Frank says it is fine. Lexi licks the end of the napkin and runs it over Frank’s cheek. She gets all the jam off and sits back and starts eating her bagel.

“You are so like my Mother. She wipes my face like that too.” Frank laughs, Lexi doesn’t know if it was a compliment or not.

“Thanks I guess.” Lexi says hesitantly.

 

“So why are you in the fine state of New York?” Frank asks Lexi.

“I am here because I had to come to my Grandmother’s funeral. Most of my family live here and I have never seen New York so I took time off to come see it. But I’m not a big fan of it. I live in New Jersey.”

“Is that where you’re flying to now?” Frank asks and Lexi nods her head.

“That’s where I’m flying too.” Lexi’s takes another bite out of her bagel.

“Wow that’s so weird. Are you stalking me cause if you are you can just tell me now and I have more chance to get away.” Lexi says and laughs, as does Frank.

“No I am not stalking you. Anyway I have to go get some things sorted before I board this flight so… nice meeting you Lexi from New Jersey and I hope I will see you again some time soon.” He shakes her hand, smiles and walks off.

Lexi cannot believe the connection she had just had with this total stranger. She walks to the bathroom and splashes some water on her face. She looks into the mirror and thinks about that gorgeous face of Frankie’s.

 

“Now Boarding American Airlines Flight 990, Now Boarding American Airlines Flight 990 to New Jersey.” A woman says over the intercom. Lexi splashes a little more water onto her face and makes her way to the gate. She hands her ticket to the woman who scans it and hands it back to her. She walks onto the fairly large plane and makes her way down to her seat.

“Seat 5 A.” Lexi says and looks down and sees Frank sitting in Seat 5 B.

“Hi there. So you are stalking me.” She laughs and he stands up so she can move past him. She sits down next to the window and stares out at the people loading the plane.

“I was on the plane first so doesn’t that make you the stalker?” He smiles.

 

“Who’s your pretty friend?” A man yells across the aisle. Lexi looks over and sees a cute looking guy with pretty goofy glasses. But it made him look cute in a nerdy sort of way.

“This is Lexi. Lexi this is Mikey.”

“Hi there.” Lexi calls out to Mikey. Mikey nods his head and continues back to reading. Lexi pulls out the magazines she brought earlier and starts flicking through them.

“Do you mind if I read one? I put all my books and junk in my luggage.” Frank smiles sweetly and has big puppy dog eyes. Lexi hands him the ‘Alternative Press’. The normal safety thing starts and Lexi continues to read as does Frank and Mikey.

 

They sit in silence for a little bit and then Lexi can’t stand the silence any longer.

“How do you know Mikey? Are you like brothers or something?”

“Well we could be called brothers but no. We are in a band together.”

“What band?” Lexi was expecting it to be some band she has never heard of. Frank flips to a page in the ‘Alternative Press’ and shows a picture.

“We’re in ‘My Chemical Romance’.” Lexi’s jaw drops as she looks at the picture. She sees Frank and Mikey in it.

“Oh my god. I can’t believe I didn’t realise. I have listened to some of your songs and they are pretty awesome.” Lexi was trying to make up for not knowing them.

“I’m glad you didn’t recognize us. I hate sitting next to some fan girl who screams and tells me she wants to marry me.” Frank smiles and Lexi read through the article quickly.

“So where are the other guys in the band?”

“Well Gerard is in Jersey already doing interviews and Bob and Ray are asleep on each other next to Mikey.” Lexi looks over and see Ray’s afro thing on Mikey’s shoulder. Mikey doesn’t even seem to notice.

“How does that not annoy you?” She asks Mikey. He slides the glasses back up his long nose and looks at her.

“We have been a lot closer before. Try having five maybe six sweaty guys piled into a mine van. You are pretty much sleeping on top of each other.” Mikey smiles at her and goes back to reading.

 

 

 

 

The plane starts roaring up and it screams down the runway. Lexi grips the arm rest and her knuckles go a white colour.

“So tell me about yourself.” Frankie says trying to get Lexi’s mind off of the plane.

“My name is Lexi Anders. I’m seventeen. I draw a little bit not that much really. I’m a bit of a movie buff. I have a dog ‘Scissors’. And I haven’t had a stable relationship in about four years. All the guys I date are losers. The guy I am dating is a loser. I live in Jersey and work at a diner. Tell me about yourself Mr. Iero?” Lexi races through and looks out the window.

“My name is Frank Iero. I play guitar and I’m in My Chemical Romance. I have a couple of dogs. I’m engaged to my like high school sweetheart.  Her name is Jamia.” Frank pulls a photo of him and his fiancée out of his wallet.

“Wow she is gorgeous.” Lexi smiles.

 

The plane reaches cruising altitude. And the steward’s start bringing a trolley of food and drinks down the aisle.

“Do you want brunch or anything?” Frank asks Lexi just as the steward’s are about to pass.

“No thanks I’m still kind of full from this morning.” She smiles politely.

“You had a bagel. That’s not enough. No wonder you look so thin.” Frank smiles and talks to the steward. He hands Lexi a box. She opens it and there is a roll, some butter and some chicken. Frank just has an apple.

“I would have taken the apple.” Lexi laughs and sorts out her roll. She takes a large bite out of it and continues talking to Frank.  

 

“What do you plan to do when you get back to Jersey?” Frank starts to munch on his apple.

“My boyfriend is picking me up and taking me home to our place when we land. He’s the only person I have left in Jersey. I’m a bit of an introvert. I normally just stick to myself. We’ll probably watch a movie, something romantic like that.” Lexi starts to day dream. She pulls back to reality.

“What do you plan to do?” She bursts out quickly.

“I’m having a dinner with my family. We’ve been doing television shows in New York and magazine interviews for the last couple of weeks. So we’re all just going to a dinner with our families. And we’ve got a tour starting up in just under two weeks.”

“Wow you’re really busy. I would love to go on a tour I think it sounds like a lot of fun with all your friends.”  Lexi says and looks out at the window again.

 

The plane starts descending and Frank and Lexi continue to talk. She looks over to Mikey, Ray and Bob. They are all asleep on each other. Lexi giggles and looks back at Frank.

“If anything comes up and you need someone to talk to just give me a ring.” Frank scribbles his mobile number down on Lexi’s hand.

“Alright I will.” Lexi smiles and looks at the number.

 

The plane screeches to a halt and everyone exits the plane. Lexi walks out of the gate and sees her boyfriend standing there; Frank, Mikey, Bob and Ray are greeted by their families along with fifty teen girls.  Frank waves goodbye as the pair are separated by the crowd.  

 

 

Chapter 2

 

Lexi sits in the car with her boyfriend Lukas. She looks over to him. His has short thick black hair and a bit of a beard. His face is harsh. They pull into Lukas house.

“Get out.” He says rudely which shocks Lexi and she hurries out of the car.

“Get inside.” He orders and Lexi pretty much runs inside.

 

Once they are inside he tells Lexi to take off her clothes. She refuses and Lukas throws himself on her and tears her clothes off.

“Please don’t do this Lukas.” Lexi cries and smells the strong stench of alcohol on his breath. He tears off her wife beater and bra and bites her bare nipples hard. Lexi yelps as she sees the blood running down her stomach. He continues to bite and Lexi continues to scream. He gets bored of doing that so he reaches down and pulls Lexi’s g-string off. He leaves her skirt and boots on. He moves down and bites hard on her clitoris then forces himself into her. He pulls her hair with every painful thrust he gives. Lexi screams again as she sees him grab a knife. She can feel the blood running down her thighs.

“Please don’t do this. Please.” Lukas smiles at her begging and thrusts harder and harder. He pulls her head up with her hair. He drags the knife from her belly button to the edge of her waist. Lexi screams as the blood runs out.

“Now everyone can see I own you.” He says in a psycho way. Lexi realises it is only going to get worse from here. She fights and manages to kick him in the face. He punches her twice as hard and picks her up and throws her into a wall. She lays lifeless against the wall and she feels a vase beside her. She picks it up and with perfect precision throws it at his face. He falls to the ground and Lexi runs for it.

She grabs her bag out of the car and just runs.

 

By the time she has stopped running it is completely pitch black. She is standing half naked and bleeding and covering her bleeding breasts with her hands. She walks into the cemetery and hides behind a tombstone. She pulls out her phone and shines it on her hand. She types the number into her phone and calls it.

 

“Hello.” The phone answers.

“Hi Frank its Lexi.” Lexi shivers behind the tombstone.

“Hi Lexi what’s going on?”

“You said if there was anything to call you. Well my boyfriend turned into this complete jerk and he’s really hurt me and you are the only person I can call.” Lexi starts crying.

“Where are you?” Frank starts to sound worried.

“In a cemetery. ‘Saint Luke’s’ I think.” Lexi whimpers.

“Alright I can be there in six minutes. Can you hold on that long?”

“Yeah.”

“Alright I will be there in a flash. I promise.” Frank and Lexi hang up and Lexi lies down on the cold grass behind the tombstone. She knows it’s cold but doesn’t feel it. She closes her eyes and drifts off to sleep.

 

“LEXI!!!” Lexi opens her eyes and hears two people yelling out for her.

“LEXI!!!” Lexi pops her head from out behind then tombstone and sees Frank and Mikey with flashlights.

“Over here.” She calls out and stands up. Mikey shines his torch on her and swears. Frankie runs over and covers her in his jacket.

“Fuck he did really hurt you.” Frank says and looks at her chest beneath the jacket.

“I’ll take you back to my house and we’ll call an ambulance from there. Ambos’ don’t come out to the parks anymore.” Frank and Mikey both wrap their arms around Lexi to stable her and keep her warm.

“I don’t want an ambulance. I just want to go home. It was a mistake to call you I’m sorry. I need to get home soon. If he wakes up and I’m not there he’ll kill me. And I left Scissors there. I should have gotten him. I need to go back!” She cries.

“Listen. You are safe with us I promise. Please we just need to get you to a hospital. Once I know you are safe I will go get ‘Scissors’ okay. I promise.” Frank looks deep into her eyes. Lexi could see the fear and tears in them.

“Okay.” Lexi cries and they get into the car and go speeding off down the road.

 

They get to Frankie’s house and Lexi sees all these cars in front of the house.

“I don’t want anyone to see me like this.” Lexi cries.

“I don’t really want to leave you in here. It’s only my family here. They won’t care. I promise.” Frankie sticks his hand out and Lexi grabs a hold of it and he lifts her out of the car. She limps as she walks towards the house. She looks down and see’s Frank’s jacket is drenched in blood.

“I’m sorry.” She cries and Mikey knocks frantically on the door.

“It’s fine. I can always buy another.” Frank says and holds Lexi up. The door opens and a beautiful woman opens the door. She has black hair and a gorgeous face.

“Frank what’s going on?” It was Frank’s fiancée, Jamia. She takes one looks at Lexi and runs her inside.

 

“Mum!” Frank yells out as he and Jamia rush Lexi to their bathroom. Frank’s Mother joins them all in the bathroom.

“What happened?” Frank’s mother says with a bizarre look on her face.

“This is Lexi. I met her on my flight today. Her boyfriend attacked her and yeah.” Frank says as he pulls away the jacket. Jamia gasps.

“We are going to need to call you an ambulance.” Frank’s mother rushes out. Jamia looks down to her bleeding thigh.

“Alright. Do you mind if I look? Frank can leave the room. It just helps when the ambulance gets here. So they know what they need to tell the doctors.”  Jamia tries to smile but does a pretty poor job.

“No he can stay if he wants. I don’t mind.” Lexi wipes away a tear and Jamia lifts up her skirt. She looks briefly and looks at Frankie.

“I just need to talk to Frank quickly.” Jamia and Frank leave the bathroom.

 

“He did a real number on her.” Jamia says wiping away a tear.

“What do you mean?” Frank says.

“Okay. She is probably never going to have feeling in her breasts again. If we don’t get her to a hospital soon she is going to bleed out from that cut on her hip. She is concust and probably has a cracked skull, he’s torn her to shreds, I think she has a broken arm and she’s got all these little glass cuts.” Jamia wipes another tear away and Frank gasps. Frank’s Mother walks back to the bathroom.

“The ambulance will be here in about five minutes.” She says.

 

Frank walks back into the bathroom.

“Hey there.” He tries to hold back the tears. Lexi takes off her skirt and looks in the mirror. She cries as she sees herself.

“How could I let him do this to me?” She cries and Frank hugs her. He can feel the blood soaking through his clothes.

“You didn’t let him.” Frank says and asks where he is. Lexi gives him and address and he takes off in a car.

Chapter 3

 

Frank pulls up and walks into the house. He sees Lexi’s boyfriend lying unconscious on the ground. Frank taps him with his foot and he jumps to life. Frank kicks him in the face and he falls back against the wall again.

“What the fuck man!” Lexi’s boyfriend yells. Frank kicks him in the face again.

“You come anywhere near Lexi ever again. You wont be going near anyone every again. Get it!” Frank clenches his jaw in frustration.

“I don’t care. She was a dumb cunt. I have three girls on the side and she didn’t even pick it.” Frank sees the arrogance in Lukas’ eyes. Frank kicks him hard in the ribs and spits in his face and leaves. As he goes to get in the car he hears a dog barking.

“Scissors.” He says and walks back through the house again. He see’s this beagle puppy locked in a small cage.

“Scissors?” Frank says fumbling with the lock and the little dog starts barking and wagging its tail frantically. Frank smiles and snaps the lock and pulls the little dog out of the cage. He carries him out of the house and into his car.

 

He gets his phone out in the car and starts ringing people. He drops ‘Scissors’ off at his house for his mother to look after until he and Jamia arrived home. When he arrives at the hospital he sees Gerard, Ray, Bob and their manager Brian all in the waiting room. Along with Mikey, Alicia (Mikey’s Fiancée) and Jamia. Jamia runs over to Frank.

“Where did you go?” She wipes a tear away from her eye.

“I went and saw the guy who did this to her and then I had to take her dog back to our house.” Frank hugs Jamia resting his head on her shoulder.

“Her boyfriend is just evil. He didn’t even realise what he had done to her.” Frank weeps a little and Jamia rubs his back as a tear runs down her cheek.

“They took her into surgery ten minutes ago.” Mikey yells out across the waiting room. Frank nods his head and sits down. The rest of the group sit in the chairs around him.

“She is very lucky you gave her your number.” Brian says and pats Frankie on the back.

“I should have picked up he was going to hurt her at the airport.” Frank burries his head in his hands.

“That doesn’t matter now. You got her to a hospital and she is going to be fine. A bit scarred up but fine.” Brian says and pats Frankie on the back again.

 

“What is going to happen to her when she wakes up? She said she has no friends, no one to stay with. I think she was living with her boyfriend. Her family live in New York but she doesn’t like it there.” Fear fills Frank’s eyes.

“She can stay with us if you would like. Until she gets settled.” Jamia smiles at Frankie trying to get him to smile.

“Thanks. We’re going on a tour in a week though and by the sounds of it she really only trusts me. I might just stay home from the tour.” Frank cracks his fingers.

“She can come on the tour. If she wants to of-course.” Brian smiles and Frank thanks him. 

 

They talk about random unimportant things trying to get their minds off of what is going on in the operation theatre. Finally after two hours and two hundred cigarettes later a doctor emerges from the corridor.

“Frank Iero?” The doctor has a hard time pronouncing the name but Frank jumps up and walks over.

“That’s me.” Frankie says with a worried look in his eyes.

“She’s asking for you. The operation went very well. She’ll have to do a police report later and a rape kit but the nurses will do that. We had plastic surgeons repair her breasts the best they could. Her leg wasn’t broken just the muscle was twisted but we fixed that. We had to take out her spleen but that’s nothing vital. Also the plastic surgeons repaired what they could of her vagina. She will probably never have feeling in her breasts ever again due to trauma and the same goes to her vagina. Also her arm was broken but we have repaired that and it should heal fine.” Frank shakes the doctor’s hand.

“Thankyou so much. Thank everybody else who helped as well.” Frank shakes his hand almost violently.

“Will she be able to go on a tour in about a week and a half?” Frank asks.

“If you don’t mind her arm is in a cast she will be fine. She’ll still be extremely tender and sore so don’t throw her in the mosh pit. But she should be able to walk and move around by then. If you’re going to be in a bus the whole time just every two hours have her walk around outside for a while. Just in case she develops a blood clot. She won’t but it’s just precautionary.” The doctor smiles and Frank thanks him again and rushes off to the recovery room.

 

He walks in and it is completely empty excluding the machines and the one nurse checking the machines.

“Lexi.” Frank whispers and she opens her eyes. Her face is all bruised and swollen and thick bandages are wrapped tight around her chest. They are still bleeding a little. And she has a black cast on her arm.  

“Frankie?” She mumbles.

“She’s still a little drowse from the anaesthetic.” The nurse calls out from across the room.

“Yeah it’s Frankie.” Frank runs his hand along the side of her face and rests it on her cheek. Her face is warm.

“How do I look?” She closes her eyes again.

“You’re a little beaten up but nothing to serious. Makeup will cover it all.” Frank chuckles with tears in his eyes.

“I need to go get ‘Scissors’. Imagine what Lukas has done to him.” Lexi tries to sit up but Frank holds her down a little until she has calmed down.

“I got ‘Scissors’. I will have to go back in a minute to get your things. And you’re going to have to be all fixed up in a week and a bit because you are coming on a tour with us. Well only if you want to?” Frank holds his breath hoping for a yes.

“Of-course I want to go.” Lexi coughs a little but smiles still with her eyes closed.

“I’m going to let you have some rest now but when you wake up you can meet the rest of the band. I wouldn’t want you locked in a bus with a whole bunch of strangers.” Frank laughs.

“Alright then.” She smiles and Frank kisses her forehead and moves to the door.

“Frank!” Lexi calls out.

“Yeah?” 

“Thankyou for being so nice to me and for giving me your phone number.” Lexi opens her eye’s to see Frankie’s gorgeous smile.

“That is absolutely fine. Goodnight Lexi.” Frank says and leaves the room. Lexi closes her eyes and drifts off to sleep.

Frank walks out of the recovery room and walks down the hallway.

“I need to go back to her house. To get her things.” Frank tells everyone.

“Wait until morning Frank. Or until some police officers can protect you.” Jamia worries.

“I’ll be fine. I need to get her things while he’s knocked out. Which he should still be.” Frank says and hugs her. 

“I’ll go with you.” Brian says and stands up from his chair. Bob stands up as well.

“We all know you two couldn’t handle yourselves in a fight.” Bob smiles. Frank waits for everyone else to say they’ll go as well but no one else does.

“Guess it’s just us then.” Frank says and the guys leave and get into Frank’s car.

 

 

Chapter 4

 

The guys pull up at the house. Frankie walks straight up to the front door, followed by Bob and Brian.

“It’s still unlocked.” Frank says as he opens the door, he is met with a fist. Frank falls backwards onto the grass. Bob swings round and punches Lukas in the face. And with one punch he is out cold. Bob moves his fingers around and clenches his hand into a fist a few times. He and Brian step onto the lawn and pick Frankie up and help him into the house.

 

They all go into separate rooms and start collecting what they think is Lexi’s things. They collect anything girly or in women’s sizes and put into the boot of Frank’s car. They pretty much clean out the whole house. Brian goes back into their bedroom and fishes around under their bed.

“What do you expect to find there?” Frank asks with a stupid look on his face.

“I don’t know something cool.” Brian fishes around for a bit longer and grabs a box.

“I’ve got something matey.” He says with a pirate’s voice and pulls the box out.

 

“What the…” Brian tips the box out on the bed. Like fifty porn magazines fall out along with DVD’s, sex toys and Polaroids.

“Wait is this…” Brian screams and jumps away from the bed.

“What is it?” Frank says and looks through the stash. And sees a few pictures of Lexi. It is of her boyfriend doing horrible, demeaning things to her. Frankie picks up one where she is being choked by a choker chair (they put on dogs to train them) as she gives him oral sex. In every photo her face is busted up and she is crying. Frank keeps looking through the stash.

“She was his sex slave.” Frank looks up at Brian.

“Do you think she enjoyed it?” Brian asks and looks around the room.

“I don’t think so. On the plane she called her boyfriend a jerk. I think that she was scared to leave him. She freaked out a little when I said I wanted her to go to hospital.” Frank tips everything back into the box except for the thing’s containing Lexi in them. He ripped up the pictures of her and broke the tapes and DVD’s.

 

“I found something else.” Brain says as he fumbles around in the back of a cupboard. He pulls out another box but it is somewhat smaller. He tips it out on the bed. There is a lot of female friendly porn and the occasional lesbian or threesome thing but nothing as violent as the previous box. There are a few erotic novels and a small vibrator.

“This must be Lexi’s stash.” Frank says.

“Should we take it for her?”

“Yeah I guess so. It’s only a small box no one should notice it. The vibrator might help on her road to recovery as well.” Frank says and he places it down the bottom of the boot.

 

The house is nearly completely empty and they go to leave.

“What do we do with him?” Bob asks.

“I’ve got an idea.” Brian says and runs back into the bedroom. He comes back out with a pair of hand cuffs. Brian drags him over to the radiator and hand cuffs him to it. Bob kicks him in the face as they leave.

 

When they arrive back at the hospital the sun is rising and Mikey tells them that Lexi has just woken up.

 

Frank walks into the room and asks everyone else to leave. Lexi smiles at him.

“I know what he was doing to you.” Frank wipes a tear away.

“You saw the pictures.” Lexi starts to cry a little.

“Yeah. Brian and I did. Bob didn’t though.” Frank sits on the end of her bed.

“I’m sorry. I understand if you don’t want to know a piece of trash like me.” Lexi cries and Frank stands up.

“Of course I want to know you. You didn’t choose for him to do all this to you. You were forced. He’s trash not you. And I will prove that too you on the tour.” Frank smiles.

“You still want me to go?” Lexi asks with tears in her eyes.

“Of course I do. You’re going to have to quit your job though. Because we will be gone for a while. Jamia has said she will take care of ‘Scissors’. And we’ve gotten all your stuff but we plan to buy you new things too.” Frank sits down next to Lexi.

“Thankyou Frank.” Lexi smiles and he kisses her on the forehead.

 

“We um… found your little porn stash thing and we thought that you might want it so we have it with the rest of your stuff.” Frank blushes.

“Thanks but I don’t think I’ll be masturbating for a while. And when I do I won’t want any of that. It will just bring up bad memories.”

“I’ll keep it all then. Just kidding.” Lexi laughs at Frank’s idiocy.

“I’m going to go grab a bite to eat.” Frank says.

“Can you ask Jamia to come in?” Lexi asks Frank.

“Yeah sure.” Frank smiles and waves goodbye and opens the door and calls out for Jamia.

 

 She walks in and Lexi tells her to sit down.

“Thankyou for your kindness over the past twelve hours. You have been extremely kind and warming to me. Most women if their boyfriend of seven years or so brought home a complete stranger in the state I was in they wouldn’t be so warming. Thankyou for offering me a room in your house. And thankyou for taking care of ‘Scissors’ while I am away. I know you may worry that Frank will not remain faithful as anyone in your position would.  I know you may not know me enough yet to trust me but you can trust Frank. On the flight back from New York he was talking about you and how much he loves you. He showed me a photo of you and him and he still has that look of love in his eyes that he did all those years ago when the photo was taken. If you would not like me to go on this tour I won’t. Just like if Alicia asked me not to go I wouldn’t.” Lexi looks at Jamia and she has a smile on her face.

“Thankyou for saying that. I would never stop you from going on the tour and neither would Alicia. So go off and have fun.” Jamia hugs Lexi and kisses her on the cheek.

 

hope u enjoyed. i'll be posting more when it is written. leave comments!!!

I know most of you know this but I felt like posting it anyways

This is MCR's first album: I Brought You my Bullets, You Gave me Your Love (2002)

The songs are

• Romance (instrumental)
• Honey, This Mirror isn't Big Enough For The Two of Us
• Vampires Will Never Hurt You
• Drowning Lessons
• Our Lady Of the Sorrows
• Headfirst for Halos
• Skylines and Turnstiles
• Early Sunsets Over Monroeville
• This is the Best Day Ever
• Cubicles
• Demolition Lovers

This is the album Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge (2004)

• Helena
• Give Em Hell, Kid
• To The End
• You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us in Prison
• Im Not Okay (I Promise)
• The Ghost Of You
• The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You
• Interlude
• Thank You For The Venom
• Hang Em High
• It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Deathwish
• Cemetary Drive
• I Never Told You What I Do For A Living
• Bury Me in Black (Bonus Track)

This is the album The Black Parade (2006)

• The End
• Dead!
• This Is How I Disappear
• The Sharpest Lives
• Welcome to The Black Parade
• I Don't Love You
• House Of Wolves
• Cancer
• Mama
• Sleep
• Teenagers
• Disenchanted
• Famous Last Words
• Blood (hidden track)

They also sang some other songs

• All I Want For Christmas is You
• Astro Zombies
• Disenchanted (shut up and play) Demo
• I Never Told you What I Do For A Living (Demo)
• Jack the Ripper
• Sister To Sleep
• Song 2
• Under Pressure (with The Used)

Also they had B-side albums

• Heaven Help Us
• Kill All Your Friends
• My Way Home Is through You

Then there was The DVD Life On The Murder Scene

Sorry, this is mostly for new fans or if you forget

Abby♥

Sorry I didn't post again yesterday.
I went to sleep.
Well I'm going to the mall in 30 minutes.
I watched YouTube videos today.
It was entertaining.
I don't know what to type.
I guess I'll post later.
  **Update**
I might be getting Life On The Murder Scene tomorrow.
Yay.
Well my sister started singing and dancing "Walk it Out"  and "Chicken Noodle Soup" at Walmart.  
I made a video of it . And it was quite funny.
Well I got to go get some sleep.

Night.

YES! I finally got fucking life on the murder scene! It's soooooo good!!!!

I swear it was hilarious when I found out that I got it (it was a birthday present). Anyway, it was last thursday and me and my friends went into sanity because they were going to order it in for my birthday present, the lady there said it would be in, in like 2 weeks, and I was awww, thats too long, but then I just kinda forgot about it.

Then at my birthady party (yesterday) my friend left the room and I just kinda forgot about her, then I heard her calling me and I was like why do you want me? I saw her by the door to the lounge room with a camera in her hands and got really paranoid, I had no idea what she was doing, but she just kept beckoning me so I came over looked through the door, saw Gerards face on the television screen and gasped, the look was priceless, my mouth dropped, and then I started jumping and screaming, I WAS SO HAPPY! the CD shop got it in in ONE day!!! not two weeks! It was such a surprise!

Then I found out that Amy wasn't taking photos with the camera...she was recording the whole thing. I find it kind of embarassing to watch, it looks so set up, and I do the weirdest things, but it's really funny. I will see if I can post it up.