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Me and my friends went to see new moon yesterday. I had already heard by a lot of people that it was really bad, but I've seen twilight so I thought I'd give it a try. Bad idea. It was absolutely ridiculous. Before new moon came out, everyone said that the new director is so much better than Catherine Hardwicke, but I'd pick twilight over new moon anyday. I have to say that parts of the movie were actually decent, mostly things they changed from the books. There were alot of jokes, they were flat, but funny anyway. Everytime Edward came on the movie got worse and worse. He delivered the cheesiest lines of all time, even for a teen movie. When he arrives at school right at the beginning of the movie and in slow motion too...I was almost embarassed for Robert Pattinson, because if that was me I would feel absolutely ridiculous. Good for him he never watches his own movies. Then the scene where Bella hits her head underwater and becomes unconscious. I mean how clumsy can one person be. That was only topped by a 'reflection' of Edward slowly floating into the picture from above, that was so cheesy that half of the movie theatre started laughing. The only thing that I really liked, apart from the book changes that I've briefly mentioned, was the volturi. They looked the part, they acted the part and were the most interesting thing in the whole movie. The vampire that interrupts Bella's and Edward's make out session in Volterra was hot(for those of you who've already seen it: the one on the left, the other one looked really creepy). Dakota Fanning was pretty good, too. She looked scary, I think it's because she blinks a total of one time in the whole movie. The movie should have ended after the fight in Volterra, because afterwards the movie got so boring. I didn't like that Edward asked Bella to marry him in the woods and that the movie ended with a close-up of her face looking constipated. What also bothered me, something that already bothered me while reading the book, is that Edward thanks Jacob for taking care of Bella while he was away. If I was a guy and I was in love with a girl that got her heart broken by a dude that left her for no fucking reason and I spent months on trying to make her feel better and just when things got started between us, her ex would show up and say 'thanks I'm taking over now', I would be pissed the fuck off. What was Meyer thinking when she wrote that bullshit?

I'm going to watch eclipse when it comes out just to see if it's worse than new moon.

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~2 months later~

Things were going pretty good I guess. The Jacob drawer was now closed, all my thoughts of him closed shut. The only time it opened was when Nessie would ask where he was. And my response? "I don't know, somewhere.". It was just that one particular day that the Jacob drawer opened wide. "Edward, stay here with Nessie. I'm just gonna go for a quick hunt." I said as I got dressed. "Be safe, Bella." He replied, putting Nessie to nap. I ran to the middle of the forest, an inhaled deeply. "Deer, north." I said quietly to myself. I raced north, thirsty. I silently approached the deer, ready to spring. The deer turned around, shocked as I was to see each other. My instincts took over, I crouched down, ready to spring. A loud hiss came from me, defending myself. These passed few days have been agonizing. I realized I didn't love Jake like that, but, to know the one you used to love loves you now. When you already have a daughter and a husband, and you are a vampire. I was mad at him for that. The big brown wolf suddenly phased back to a human. I had enough strength to turn around and run back, but I was stopped when Jake called my name. "What do you want!?" I said, my voice sounded like daggers, each word hurting him. "I'm sorry." He said, being truthful. "You know what Jake? 'Doesn't change anything. Sorry'." I said, repeating the hurtful words Jake had said to me months ago. He remembered that, hurt showing on every inch of his face. I laughed with no humor, and prepared to run. He grabbed my wrist, trying to talk to me. I got defensive, and punched him in the face. I knew it was wrong, but anger flared through me. Jake started shaking violently, took my neck, and through me to the ground. I did not care if he was mad, because now I really didn't care. I got up, and let the vampire extincts take over my body, and I just watched as I attacked him violently. He fought back to once in a while, scared to hurt me I guess. Suddenly, I was filled with rage, disappointed that he had no surrendered. I hissed quietly, tackled him to the ground, and bit him. I didn't know what came over me, but I was shocked to see that I bit him. His blood flowed through my mouth, it was not pleasant. How do I describe how it tasted? Like I don't know, unpleasant? Gross? Those 2 words were what it tasted like. I spat out his blood in disgust, and looked at him shocked. No part of me didn't want to fight him anymore. Part of me felt guilty. I walked at a human speed, thinking too much to have the concentration to run. "Bella, please." Jake said behind me. I turned around, not suspecting he was behind me. He suddenly kissed me, and I just stood there, waiting for it to be over.

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Days passed, Edward came over each day, telling me the events that occurred back home. All day, I would stare out the window as I lied on the bed, looking at the rain that pounded down on the hard cement. Apparently, Jacob was depressed just like I was, thinking about me. But the worst part was, I didn't know who to love. I loved Edward more, but Jacob I loved too."Bells, can I come in?" Charlie asked, knocking lightly on the door. "Sure." I mumbled, dazed. As he opened the door, his scent flooded the room. Something set me off, maybe because I hadn't gone hunting in a while. He stared, wide eyed, as he saw his daughter waiting to spring at it's prey. I could not stop myself, part of me wanted to stop, but part of me was dying for his blood. "Bella! Stop!" Edward called as I was just about to spring at Charlie. Edward jumped through the window and tackled me to the ground. "Bella, find a will. Please stop, I don't want to hurt you." Edward said, looking at me with scared, tense eyes. "Whats wrong with her!?" Charlie asked Edward anxiously. "Charlie please, no questions. I have to keep her down before she kills you." He replied, still tense. "No Edward, I want to know what's wrong with my baby girl now!" Charlie said, voice raised. "She's a vampire." Edward replied, cringing at the last word. Alice suddenly came through my bedroom door, styrofoam cup in hand. "Bella, drink this." Alice demanded, as she threw the cup at me. I caught it just before it hit the floor. I pulled the top off impatiently, then drank the animal blood fastly. When I finished, I stood up and saw Charlie, shocked to know that I was a monster, a vampire. "Charlie, I'm sorry." I said, my voice cracking on every word. "Are you really a vampire?" He asked, keeping his distance from me. I nodded, too ashamed to speak. I almost killed my own father, I was a monster. "Since when?" He asked, "Since I had Renesmee. I almost died shortly after giving birth to her, so Edward turned me into a vampire." I mumbled, but Charlie listened, taking in every word. "Bells, you should have told me sooner." He said, walking toward me. I looked at Alice and Edward, who were looking back at me and Charlie. "It would have broken the treaty." I said to him slowly, "But I'm sure Jake-" I cringed at the name, "will understand." I said. "Oh, for the werewolves?" He asked, "Yes the werewolves. Werewolves and vampires are supposed to be enemies. But we found a way to cooperate. That's where the treaty comes in. Specific rules so we don't piss them off." I said to him, he was taking this all well. I though he would have busted a vein for the thought of his daughter being a vampire. "Okay. Bells. I don't care who's a vampire and who's a werewolf. Your still the same as before. Just, can kill people." Charlie said smiling. "Actually, since being a vampire, I've never killed a human before. Were vegetarians." I said smiling back. "Wait, who is 'were'?" He asked. "The Cullen's and me." I replied. "So you eat, I'm guess animals?" He asked, I nodded. There was like a weight lifted off my chest. Now I had no secret to hide from Charlie. "Oh ok, so is that it? No body's secretly a witch or anything?" he asked. "Nope, just vampires and werewolves. We don't know about the witches yet." I teased. He chuckled, and hugged me tightly. "Just please don't tell anyone." I said to him, "I promise, I won't" Charlie said as he kissed my forehead like a little kid.

"Mommy!" Renesmee yelled as she saw me in the driveway. "Hey Nessie!" I said as she ran over to me. "Hey, it's Grandpa Charlie too! Hey Grandpa!" Nessie said, hugging Charlie. "He knows." I heard Edward tell Carlisle. "He won't tell anyone. But he knows." he continued. Carlisle nodded, okay with the fact that Charlie knew. All of a sudden, the werewolves came out of the forest. Each having a certain role in the pack. I saw a russet brown wolf, it was him. I felt just like I had when Edward left, lonely, useless, like there was this hole in my chest. But now, it ached for Jake. I don't know why I was like this, I had everything I've ever wanted, a family. I had a daughter and a husband. But why wasn't I okay with that. Was there something else I wanted. I tried not to think his name, but I couldn't help myself. It was Jake. I quickly gave Nessie to Rosalie, who was sitting on the porch with Emmett and Jasper. I walked gracefully towards Edward's side, and took his hand. I wanted to be over Jake, I had to. There couldn't, I mean shouldn't be another way. Can't there? All of a sudden Jake phased back to his human form, and approached my slowly. Taking every step with caution, like he was afraid I would fall apart like a puzzle. "Bella." Jacob said, I couldn't stand him. I wanted to run away again, just leave and think. I left Edward's side and began to walk into the Cullen house, walking quickly. "Wait." Jake said, grabbing my wrist. I felt the sudden urge to attack him, to jump and tackle him. "Get your hands off her!" Charlie said. I was surprised it was Charlie who yelled at Jake, at first I thought it was going to be Edward. I took a quick glance at Edward, who's face was full of hurt, and looking down. "Jacob! I'll say it one more time! Get your hands off my daughter!" Charlie yelled, Jake did what he was told, and took his hand back. I ran into the house now, Edward following behind me. I could hear Nessie ask what was wrong with me to everyone, but nobody responded. I didn't want her to know what was going on, she deserved to be happy. I ran upstairs to Edward's old room and went into the far corner of the room. I leaned against the wall, and gently slid done to the floor, putting my arms around my legs. I started to cry without tears while Edward hugged me and tried to calm me down. "Why would you do that Jacob!? Your a really good kid, you know that? But what you did to Bells was out of the question! You know what she did for these passed days!? She lied in her old bedroom, looking out the window, not moving. She was like how she used to be when Edward left, moping around. That's why I'm so angry. I don't like seeing her like that! Sad and angry, like nothing in this world can help her. And it's all because of you! She has a husband and a daughter for Christ sake!" I heard Charlie yell to Jacob outside. "I'm sorry Charlie. I didn't know it would affect her like that." Jacob said apologizing. "Well you know what Jacob, don't apologize to me, apologize to her!" Charlie yelled. I heard his footsteps as he walked to his cruiser. Slamming the car door before he left.

   

 

I just found out about this, but you can hear a preview of "Trouble Is"  (a song I wrote with Ron Aniello and Shelly Pieken) during Allison Iraheta's promo before the new Twilight movie! my cheeks are going to fall off my face I'm so happy :)

Allison will be hosting an eight minute block prior to the showing of New Moon in 1,200 theaters across the country. New Moon hits theaters on Friday, November 20th!
During the block, Allison will be talking about her upcoming album and playing some tracks for your listening pleasure, including "Friday I'll Be Over U", "Pieces", and "Trouble Is".
Allison's management tells AI Now that the special will be airing at Regal, United Artists, Lowes, AMC and Cinemar Theater chains.

 

 

Part 2!!! P.S. I advice that you keep a box of tissues beside you:) just a heads up:) Buzz and Comment!!!

"So um, what's up Jake?" I asked him. We were walking down a forest, the smell of deer alerting my senses. But I slowly pushed them away eagerly, trying to pay attention to what Jacob had to say. "Well, remember the days when you and me were in my garage? Talking like there was no tomorrow?" He asked. Oh no, where was this leading to? "Uh, ya. I remember." I replied nervous. Dear God, spit it out already! "I miss those days Bells. I miss when you were human-" He said, cringing at the word 'human'. "I miss when we were holding hands on the beach in La Push, I miss when we were in my garage, talking about life. I miss the way you kissed me before I went to battle Victoria and the rest of those newborns. I.miss.loving.you." he said. "Jake." I just said, feeling a stinging sensation in my eyes, but no tears, due to the fact that I was a vampire. It was obvious. I missed him too. Remembering the day after the battle when he said he would set me free, because he loved me more. Did I make the right decision? Did I make a mistake choosing Edward instead of Jake? Of course not, if I didn't choose Edward, Nessie wouldn't be alive. I wouldn't be a vampire. I would have kids with black hair and tan skin, the boys shaking uncontrollably, then popping into wolves. But why was I thinking about this? Did I truly love him, but didn't realize it until now. "Jake. Jake, please." I said, my voice cracking on every word. "Bella, I love you." He replied, a tear falling down his cheek. "But you imprinted on my daughter! I got married! I'm a vampire! Doesn't that turn you off just a bit!? And why did you have to set me free!? Because if you didn't we could be together right now! But now that can't be, because I have a daughter, and a husband!" I said, furious now. But not to the point where I wanted to attack him, I could never do that to him "I did imprint, but, I don't know what happened. It just left, i don't know. And no, being married and a vampire does not turn me off one bit, even though your a vampire, I know that you are still my Bella. And the reason why I set you free was because I thought I was being responsible. But I now find it was a mistake! I don't know what to do Bella! I love you but I don't want to hurt you, or Renesmee, or the rest of the Cullen's for that matter. "Bella!? Jacob!? What's going on here!?" Edward asked anxiously. "I have to get out of here! Please, don't hurt eachother or anything." I said to both of them. I ran as fast as I could back to the Cullen house, took the 'after' car, which was the Ferrari, and raced to Charlie's house. On the way there, I felt as if I was into hysterics. I was crying, but no tears fell. "Bella!? Honey, what are you doing here? Is everything okay? You look horrible." Charlie said when he answered the door. "I'll tell you later, dad. Can I just go up to my old room?" I asked, trying to keep my voice from cracking. "Sure, sure. Do you need me to stay? I was just about to head to the station but I can take the day off if you'd like." Charlie said. "No, no. It's okay, go to work. I just want to be alone for a bit if that's okay." I replied, I loved how my dad was being supportive. "Bella, I'm here for you if you need anything. I'll be at the station, call me!" He said as he headed out the door. I ran upstairs to my old room, having a sense of de ja vu. My throat burned as I lied down on my old bed, the smell of me when I was human was still here, making me thirsty. But I just lyed on the bed, my arms around my legs. Why was life so unfair?

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"Aunty Alice? Where's mommy and daddy?" Renesmee asked Alice. Me and Edward were not too far considering we could hear Alice and Renesmee at our cottage. As I was running with Edward, I couldn't help but notice the werewolves not too far ahead. "Hunting. But they'll be hear in exactly... 13 seconds." Alice replied laughing. "Okay Aunty Alice!" Renesmee replied, and started humming my lullaby. Me and Edward looked at eachother as we heard our daughter starting to hum my lullaby that Edward wrote for me 2 years ago, shortly after we first met. "Were home!" Edward called as he opened the door of the cottage. I suddenly smelled a wiff of eggs, bacon, and pancakes. If I was still human, my stomach would rumble, but it smelt gross now that I was a vampire. "Smell that Renesmee? Esme made breakfast for you and the pack! Come on lets go!" I said carrying her. "No mommy. I want to run." Renesmee said sweetly. "We should see how fast she runs." Edward said smiling. "By the way, did you know mommy is faster then daddy?" I said to Renesmee. "Really? Then let's run! Aunty Alice, can you run too?" Nessie asked Alice. "Definetly! Come on!" Alice replied, laughing at her neice. We all ran fast out the door and slowed down, matching Renesmee's pace. She was fast, but not as fast a full vampire, but she was definetly faster then a human. All of a sudden a brown huge wolf was beside her, running with her. "Hey Jacob!" I said to him, he turned his head and winked at me quickly before turning to look at Renesmee. "Horsey! Horsey!" Renesmee called. Jacob moved closer to Renesmee, and Renesmee jumped onto Jacob's back. Nessie gripped on his fir, making sure not to tip over. Edward opened the door when we got there, the smell of eggs, bacon, and pancakes did not smell appitizing to us vampires, but to the mortals and werewolves, it was sort of like an amen, especially with Esme's cooking. Edward then took Nessie off Jacob's back so Jake could shift back to a 'human'. "Bella, you still look like a freak." Jacob said to me jokingly. "Aww, thanks Jacob. You make my heart melt." I said back to him sarcasticly. "I mean, your so beautiful. But the eyes are still bright red." He replied, still laughing at my sarcastic remark. "Sure." I said smiling back at him. My eyes were still bright red, but whenever I hunted, the shade of the red turned auburn carefully. It was just a matter of time until I had golden eyes like the 'special vampires'. "Here you go Renesmee. Please don't drop any food." I said to Nessie as I handed her a plate of food. She skipped over to the seat next to Jacob, and touching his face softly. I knew what she was doing, sharing her thoughts with Jake. "Sure, Nessie" Jake said, he then took Renesmee's plate and put it on the table, then took Nessie and set her on a chair. "Thank you!" She said as she started eating. I knew it was a drag to know that Jake had imprinted on Renesmee, my daughter, but you could tell that Jake would never hurt Renesmee, and I knew also because if he hurt her, he would hurt me.

"Now, plié." Rosalie said to Nessie as they were doing ballet. I did not know that Rosalie knew ballet, but 2 weeks ago Rosalie decided to teach Renesmee how to do it. If I was still human, I would have made a river from all the tears I would cry, because watching your daughter litterily grow before your eyes, was painful, but I was still happy. Also, she reminded me of myself when I was younger. Going to that old ballet studio in Phoneix, where James bit me. I shook the thought away from my mind and concentrated on watching Rosalie and Nessie in matching pink tutus. "Mommy, you have to try this!" Nessie said to me after her lesson with Rosalie. "I have honey, when I was your age. I used to dance too." I said laughing with Edward, she was so cute. "Okay! then join me and Aunty Rosalie!" Nessie said excitedly. "Fine, but just this once. I don't have a tutu though." I said frowning, I definetly didn't like the idea of having to do ballet again, especially infront of everyone. But I wanted Nessie to be happy. "I have an extra upstairs, I'll get it." Rosalie said running with unhuman speed up the stairs to grab me her extra tutu. She came back down after 2 seconds with a purple tutu in her hands, with matching ballet slippers to go with it. "Don't worry about how far you can stretch, vampires stretch a long way." Rosalie said, handing me the tutu and the slippers. I just nodded and ran upstairs to Edward's room, from long ago. I'm surprised they didn't give someone else the room. I changed into the tutu and the slippers, it was a perfect fit. And i'm glad it was purple, pink was definetly not my color. "Wow, mommy! Your pretty!" Renesmee said as she saw me walk downstairs, I looked across the room, everybody's eyes wide and jaws dropped. "What? Is it that bad?" I asked everyone, "No sweet Bella, Your very very very beautiful!" Edward said, running over to me to kiss me lightly on the lips. We heard Jacob and the pack laughing, but they tried to hide it at once. I just rolled my eyes and went over to Nessie and Rosalie. "Okay, now pirouette." Rosalie instructed. I wracked my brain, trying to remember what that was, and quickly did. I joined them as we spun all at the same time, me being the last to stop since it was all new to me in this new body of mine. "That was perfect Bella." Rosalie said praising me. "Yay mommy!" Said Nessie. "I'm going to take a break, you guys can continue." I said to them as I went to lean against the wall, watching the two dance to Clair de Lune, me and Edward's favorite classical song. "I never knew you were one for ballet." Jacob said, startling me. "Sorry did I scare you? I thought you would hear me so.." He said apologizing. "No, it's okay. I was just deep in thought." I said, smiling at the last word. "So, um, what's up?" He asked. "Are you trying to do small talk with me Jacob Black?" I asked jokingly. "Maybe." He said smiling guilty. "Well, i'm fine, thank you for asking. How are you?" I asked. "Nothing much, just the same as you, deep in thought." He replied. "Can we take a walk?" He asked. "What for?" I said, "I have to tell you something, um, privately." Jake replied. He was nervous, but what for. "Well, okay. Let me just change." I said heading upstairs.

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PREFACE

Have you ever felt like you had everything in life? family, life, love. But what does it feel like when one of the things you love in the entire universe is taken away from you? I stared at the bright red eyes of his, they were daring, no sign of regret was shown in him. I dug my feet more into the winter snow, waiting to spring. But as I sprang into the air, someone dragged my leg down and put me into a headlock. "You thought you would get away with it that easily Bella? Think again, love" He said before he bit my neck.

Chapter 1: Remember the time when...

 

"Goodnight Mommy, Goodnight Daddy." Renesmee said to me and Edward before she skipped to her bedroom. Renesmee was now 2 months old, but looked like she could pass for a 4 year old. Everyday Carlisle still measured her, and said that everyday she grew but it was slowing down. I turned to Edward who was smiling in awe at his daughter, and turned to look at me. "I love you Bella." Edward said quietly to me, quiet enough for Renesmee not to hear. "I love you too Edward." I said as I leaned in to kiss him. Now that I was a vampire, I now had the ability to run fast, have super strength, and protect my thoughts and others around me. One thing that didn't change though from when I was human to when I became a vampire was the clumsyness. I still bumped into people from time to time, which was totally embarassing. But what was the most best of them all, was to live for an eternity. Because I don't think I would want to die if I was still mortal, due to the fact that Renesmee, Edward, and Jacob were now back in my life. 2 months ago I was changed, and during that month, things happened. I gave birth, I nearly died shortly after giving birth to Renesmee, became a vampire, and the Volturi came to kill Renesmee. Lucky for us, the Volturi agreed to keep Renesmee alive. We kissed for a while, his lips against mine. Our clothes were on the floor, his hands on my waist. He thrusted, his body on mine. Our bodys were like puzzle pieces, each piece fitting together perfectly.

Me and Edward lyed on the bed for a while, staring at eachother. It wasn't akward, it was peaceful. I traced a scent of a group of mountain lion running near our small cottage in the forest, and my immediate reaction was to get up and hiss. "Calm down now Bella. Let's call Alice and see if she can take care of Renesmee so we can hunt." Edward said beside me. A knock came from the front door, and I already knew who it was. I laughed quietly and opened the door. Alice was on the doorstep, smiling. She was wearing a blue dress with flats, and her hands were on her hips. "Don't need to call me," She said pointing at her brain with her index finger. "I already know, go hunt. I'll keep an eye on Renesmee for you." Alice continued smiling as she walked throught the door. "Might as well tidy up the place." she muttered as we closed the door. I broke into a run, I was still faster then Edward since I was technically kind of still a newborn. Heck, I can still beat Emmett in arm wrestling. "I'll race you." I said to Edward who was running beside me. "Don't cry when I beat you." He replied smiling as he started running fast. He passed me, but I quickly ran as fast as I could and caught up to him. "Can you smell them?" I asked him, "Yup, were close." He replied. I was ahead of him now, and I could see him smiling from the corner of my eye. "I win!" I said stopping, he stopped beside me and held my hand. "Aww," He said pretending to whine. He pulled me up and kissed me on my forehead first, then on my lips. "I'm thirsty, come on." Edward said running towards the first mountain lion he could see. I did the same, wrestling one of the other mountain lions down and biting its neck. I looked at my clothes and saw my jeans were wrecked. I might as well have been wearing a skirt. I still wrecked my clothes whenever i hunted, but everybody said I would get the hang of it, though I doubted that. After I drained the mountion lion I climbed up a tree, sat down, and watched Edward drink his second mountain lion. The way he hunted was with such grace, he was so beautiful. I knew I was beautiful too because of the whole vampire thing, but I missed how the old Bella looked. But one of the perks was that now I didn't look like an ordinary human beside Edward even though being human was part of the whole cherade. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to see Edward beside me. "We should get back." I said to him as I got up. But I first kissed him, and soon we were in a full makeup session. We both heard someone clear their throat, and we looked down to see Emmett, Rosalie, and Jasper giggling. "Good to see you two are having fun up there." Emmett said inbetween giggles. "Oh grow up Emmett, it's not like I haven't seen you and Rosalie making out before. Remember that time when-" Edward said, but Rosalie tackled him. "Don't even start." She said daringly, "Try me." Edward replied jumping off the tree and messing up her hair. "You ruined my hair." Rosalie said to him angry now, But we all laughed at her. "See you guys in a bit." I said as me and Edward started running home.

 

Well, I have never made a fan fiction about bella and edward but i want to give it a shot. A fan fiction is basically writing a story about characters that already exist. The fanfictions i've done have been purely about Hayley Williams and Josh Farro from Paramore. So, if you guys would like me to create a fan fiction, please comment below saying you will read it, because there technically no point if i write a story and no one reads it. So please comment so i can see if i want to continue it. Also here is what the fan fictions about. The title Fall during sunset. The story takes place after Breaking Dawn. Everything is well, Renesmee is healthy, life is perfect for Bella. But the Voltori have another surprise visit, checking up on Renesmee, seeing if she is still safe to keep alive. The volturi take Renesmee, wanting something in return so they can give Bella and Edward's child back. What will the Cullen Coven give up to have their Renesmee back? And what will the werewolves give up to have Renesmee back in Forks? Love? Family? Or themselves? Only this story will tell. So please give feedback A.S.A.P. please!

So friday was the premiere of New Moon (or the official anyway) and I went to my "local" cinema to see it (first show of course) and OH MY GOD! It's SO great - this might be a little biased since I am a total Twitard - but I really think I was a great movie. When I walked out of the theater I just wanted to go right back in and catch the next show, I really think they captured the book way better the second time around.

With Twilight, I'm sorry to say, I was mildly disappointed they changed, what in my opinion is a key plot line, and it didn't quite capture the relationship between Edward and Bella as described in the book. It's more intense but also more "slow going" in the book and I do realize that must have been hard to transform into a movie. And then of course the budget was a constant burden, in my opinion.

With New Moon I think they did a really great job, of course there are things missing, but I think it works better than it did in Twilight - this might be because i'm Team Edward so I don't really care if there's Jakob missing, but actually I don't think it has anything to do with it. Also you can clearly see that New Moon had a whole other budget than Twilight (this time they knew it would earn it all back!) so all those little things are just better and it's simply better movie work (if you can say that). New Moon was also way more fun than Twilight both Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart and Taylor Lautner and their respective characters cracked more jokes. I know that's also a bigger part of Jakob's personality than Edward's but I just think it was the movie in general, they chose some of the funnier parts this time, where as in Twilight it had to be all this seriousness (and yes it HAD to be).

The only bad thing was the ending, but in case some Twilight fan actually reads this I won't tell why, but TRUST ME when you leave the theater you'll be desperate to see Eclipse - even though you know what happens, 'cause I truly pity those who doesn't.

 

One of the best things about the movie is Taylor's six pack all tan and wet, even if you (as I) are on Team Edward you can appreciate the hotness that is that boys stomach.

When the thorn bush turns white thats when I'll come home,
I am going out to see what i can sow,
And i don't know where I'll go,
But i don't know what I'll see,
But I'll try not to bring it back home with me.

Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me,
As you watch me on the crossing paths agree.
'Cos all i want is here right now,
But its already been and gone,
Our attentions always last that bit too long.

Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me, and you're still there.

Far far away,no choices passing, no time confounds me, and you're still there.

In the Full moon's light i listen to the sea,
And in between the silence, hear you calling me,
But i don't know where i am,
And i don't trust who I fear,
But If i dont wanna, will i hear them leave?

 

so new moon hit cinemas this weekend, i hadn't even seen twilight until last monday but i must say i am amazed. I have read twilight and I have almost finished new moon, i will have finished the last two by next week knowing me. You can tell Stephenie Meyer has been influenced by some very great novels and through that inspiration has created something amazing of her own.

I didn't realise until I was browsing the web today how big the whole twilight franchise is, perfume? plasters? bella swans replica bedding? jewellery? dolls? Crazy world. I logged on to facebook yesterday and 95% of status updates referred to it. It's like when the x factor is on tv haha. Twilight, tv, drugs, music and alcohol. No wonder people think the british are crazy.

 

i think twilight is just one of those things that comes along every so often and captures so many people. In the film sense, some very pretty casting hasn't seem to do any harm either

I must admit there is something in edward cullen that fascinates me

As for Rob Pattinson, what a great model. The UK press (I have no idea about US) have been hounding him this week over some rather interesting photos that were taken of him a few years ago, scarves and knee high socks, I would post but i'm sure you've seen them.

 

So what's your verdict on twilight?