The reason why I have only two top friends
One is to sort of symbolize my boy. Don't laugh. Cause honestly, if you do laugh or think I'm some crazy girl, then you can go ahead and say it. I don't care for one thing and I'll give you the finger. HAHA! XD
The second one is a friend that has done so much for me and has kind of taught me, well not kind of, she HAS changed my life and taught me so many things. I used to be this negative bitch all the time and didn't appreciate things or people that I had. I used to think that negativity was bad so I was going to shut it out completely. Not thinking with my brain, I did get rid of it. I then learned to realize that life is not perfect. Life is full of negative moments and I am sometimes negative myself. To judge someone upon the things they say and if it may be negative and not really on a positive notion of things then so what. Seriously, you have a life. Just live it. Everyone has their negative downfalls. Just move on and walk forward without going backward.
Yeah so I have kind of learned that from her to just appreciate the people and the things you have in your life. Things could be a lot worse. I could have nothing and have no friends. I mean that is pretty bad. Being alone.
I just know without her I wouldn't be who I am now and today at this moment. I know she will most likely think I am just speaking bullshit or she won't believe me but this is all from the heart.
She's the one that has told me the truth even if it hurts me. She tells me how it is and she keeps my head on straight.
I truly am glad we are friends again. I love you! :)

xxoo
Being honest and just telling you how I feels. Hehe ^_^