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Hayley's P.o.v.

I realized Josh had left as I read the note, so I decided to sit down and think. "I've seen love die way too many times when it deserves to be alive." I sang out loud. I teared up at the last word... 'alive'. In maybe a month or two i won't be 'alive'. I told myself over and over again. I loved Josh, truly I did, but would I risk making him hurt more when I died? I couldn't, shouldn't make him love me, he might suffer over me. We are Broken, that's what I think. I suddenly felt a wave of nausea and ran to the washroom. I kneeled near the toilet and vomited my dinner. But before I could do anything else, my vision was suddenly filled with black spots, and before I knew it, I felt a sudden pain as my head hit the tiles on the bathroom floor.

Josh's P.o.v.

I tried calling Hayley for the fourth time but still no one was answering. I decided to drive to her house, after leaving 2 hours ago. Maybe something was wrong with her. I rang the doorbell, but still no one answered. "Hayley!" I said anxiously through the door. But there was no sound. "Hayley? If you can hear me hit something!" I yelled through the door. All of a sudden I heard something hit the wall. "I'm kicking the door open!" I said. I put as much force as I could as I kicked the front door open. I then saw Hayley lying on the floor. "Hayles! Are you okay!?" I asked anxiously, She said nothing, she just shook her head. She tried saying something but I couldn't make out what she was saying. It sounded like "help." or something. "It's okay Hayles, everythings going to be okay. I gotta call 911." I said. I took my phone out of my pocket and dialed 911 as fast as I could. "911. What's your emergency?" A woman asked, "My friend is on the floor. She has cancer but its that bacteria thing they don't know about. I need an ambulence." I said quickly into the phone. "Sir, calm down everything will be okay. Now tell me specifically what happened." "I came over to her house because she wasn't answering her phone. Nobody was answering the door either so I kicked the door open and found her on the floor. I think shes dizzy or something, She can't talk and I don't know what to do! Last time I checked she was in stage 3 of cancer because it was spreading to her whole body!" I said as fast as I could. "Sir, we have traced your call and an ambulence will be there as soon as possible." "God, thanks." i said. "Bye," "Bye." I hung up and looked at Hayley, who was still silent. I moved her hair so it wasn't on her face, and she was sweating. "Hayles, you stay with me now you hear me?" I said tearing up, "I love you," She said whispering, her eyes begin to slowly close. Dear god, Hayles, Don't go. "Hayley! keep your promise! for christ sake, please keep your promise! don't leave me now! don't!" As I finished that sentence peremedics came rushing into the house. "Keep your promise," I said tearing up.

~~Flashback: 2 years ago~~

Hayley and I were on a beach, watching the sunset. "You know Hayles, whatever happens to me and you or the band, I will always love you," I said to her. We were dating, and I loved her to the point that even if me and her or the band broke up, I would still love her no matter what. "Same here, I will always love you." She said. "I bet I love you more though." She said giggling, "Nope I love you more!" I said picking her up like a little kid. "I love you more, infinity, beyond, and google!" She said like a little girl, "Well I love you double infinity, beyond, and google! I win!" I said laughing. "Don't drop me!" She said, "Your too light, and besides, I don't think I want to put you down." I said flirting. "Really? well, then. I guess you win." She said laughing. "Hayley," I said saying her name seriously, "Promise me that whatever happens to anybody, we will love eachother until were grey and old." I said smiling at the 'grey and old' part. "I, Nichole Hayley Williams promise to love you until we are grey and old," She said kissing me. I kissed her back and from there, it was our first time.