April 17, 2009Fuck the Economy!MY DAD GOT LAID OFF TODAY AND LET ME JUST SAY... THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS! THANKS ALOT EX-PRESIDENT BUSH! YOU DID A FINE ASS JOB OF RUINING OUR ECONOMY SO WE GO INTO IRAQ FOR OIL...TRY TO SECURE OURSELVES UNDER THE COVER OF "WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION" WHEN ALL ALONG WE WERE THE SO CALLED WEAPONS...WE DESTROYED OUR OWN ECONOMY AND HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT OURSELVES... PRICES HAVE SKYROCKETED ON EVERYDAY NEEDS BUT NO NEED TO WORRY(LOOKS LIKE GAS IS CHEAPER NOW! WOOT FUCKIN WOOT!) (IS THAT JUST A COINCIDENCE?) WE GO INTO ANOTHER COUNTRY AND KILL THE DICTATOR RUIN THE LIVES OF HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF CIVILIANS TRUE THAT 4,000 US TROOOPS WERE KILLED BUT 100,000'S OF INNOCENT IRAQI AND MIDDLE EASTERN CIVILIANS HAD THEIR LIVES TOSSED ASIDE LIKE A BOX OF RAG DOLLS...WERE THESE YOUR NECESSARY EVILS? REMEMBER HOW NO ONE WOULD SUPPORT US IN THIS WAR? REMEMBER HOW ALL OTHER COUNTRIES PULLED OUT? NOW WE HAVE A DEFICIT THAT IS OF UNIMAGINABLE PROPORTIONS. WE ARE TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN DEBT NO ONE IS HIRING PEOPLE ARE LOSING THEIR JOBS THEIR FAMILIES.... THEIR LIVELYHOODS.. BUT DONT WORRY... YOU CAN STILL BUY GAS AT $2.OO A GALLON!
Posted by razorbladejake on 04/17/2009 8:56 PM Comments (4)
April 16, 2009I'm never eating that again!HOT AND SPICY CHEX MIX! ITS QUITE OVERRATED DONT YOU THINK? ANYWAYS..I'VE BEEN UBER BUSY LATELY TRYING TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER....YEAH.. BUTBUTBUT... (AND NOT THE ONE YOU SIT ON) I HAVE ALOT OF NEW VIDEOS COMING OUT ON YOUTUBE! SO BE SURE TO CHECK THEM OUT AND SUBSCRIBE TO MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL IF YOU ARENT ALREADY YOUTUBE.COM/RAZORBLADEJAKEMUSIC I JUST REDID MY LAYOUT FOR BUZZNET (I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT) I'M REALLY STARTING TO GET BACK INTO THIS SITE AGAIN AND IT MAKES ME UBER UBER HAPPY! LOVE YOU GUYS!! XOXO RAZORBLADEJAKE (P.S. IM GOING TO GO SEE THE MOVIE CORALINE TOMORROW!) WHO'S SEEN IT AND WHAT YOU THINK?
Posted by razorbladejake on 04/16/2009 1:18 AM Comments (2)
March 3, 2009I'VE REALLY BEEN LACKIN USING THIS SITE LATELY HAVENT I?I'm sorry I havent been updating as much as usual but I've just been so goddamn busy! butbutbut...
Im gonnna be on here alot more often! workin on a new layout for my buzznet woot woot! RazorBladeJake
Posted by razorbladejake on 03/03/2009 7:01 AM Comments (0)
February 28, 2009100 Truths. About Me. Woah.Get to know me better. :) Read this.
001. Real name → Jake. That's all I'm saying.
002. Nickname(s)→ Hey You. (everyone calls me that) 003. Zodiac sign → Aquarius. 004. Male or female → Male. 005. Elementary → N.E.S.
006. Middle School → C.U.P 007. High School → H.H.S
008. Hair color → Dark brown. 009. Long or short → Medium-ish. 010. Loud or Quiet → In the middle. 011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans. 012. Phone or Camera → Camera. 013. Health freak → NO WAY. 014. Drink or Smoke? → None. 015. Do you have a crush on someone? → not that i know of. 016. Eat or Drink → EAT. 017. Piercings → Lip. 018. Tattoos → None. 019. Been in an airplane→ YEAH. 020. Been in a relationship → YEAH. ONCE. 021. Been in a car accident → YEAH. FUN. 022. Been in a fist fight → Nope. FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → Lip. 024. First best friend → This girl. 025. First award → None. 026. First crush → Forgot. 028. First big vacation → Australia. :D Woo. LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → My friend. 030. Last person you texted → My friend. 031. Last person you watched a movie with → My friends. 032. Last food you ate → Oreos. 033. Last movie you watched → Step Up 2. Sucked. 034. Last song you listened to → Chop Suey! by System Of A Down 035. Last thing you bought → a game.
036. Last person you hugged → mom. FAVES: 037. Food → too many. 038. Drinks → too many.
039. Clothing → jeans. 040. Books → books?
041. Music → too many.
042. Flower → gross.
043. Colors → black. 044. Movies→ scary ones? 045. Positions → what??? 046. Subjects → english. IN 2008..... I've _______
X=no, Y=yes 047. [X] kissed in the snow 048. [Y] celebrated Halloween 049. [X] had your heart broken 050. [Y] went over the minutes on your cell phone 051. [Y] someone questioned your sexual orientation 052. [Y] came out of the closet 053. [X] gotten pregnant...(that's hilarious) 054. [X] had an abortion 055. [Y] done something you've regretted 056. [Y] broken a promise 057. [Y] hid a secret 058. [Y] pretended to be happy 059. [X] met someone who changed your life 060. [Y] pretended to be sick 061. [Y] left the country 062. [Y] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it 063. [Y] cried over the silliest thing 064. [Y] ran a mile 065. [Y] went to the beach with your friend(s) 066. [Y] stay single the whole year CURRENTLY: 067. Eating → Oreos. 068. Drinking → Water. 069. I'm about to → go somewhere else on the internet.. 070. Listening to → the water coming from the shower upstairs. haha. 071. Plans for today → party, internet, eat, sleep. ta-da.
072. Waiting for → 3 o'clock. YOUR FUTURE: 073. Want kids? → maybe. 074. Want to get married? → maybe.
075. Careers in mind → still thinking. WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY? 076. Lips or eyes → eyes 077. Shorter or taller? → taller 078. Romantic or spontaneous → both
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach 080. Sensitive or loud → both 081. Hook-up or relationship → relationship 082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → both HAVE YOU EVER: 083. Lost glasses/contacts → lots of times. 084. Ran away from home → yes! 085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → haha..yes actually.
086. Killed somebody → WTF. NO. 087. Broken someone's heart → i think. 088. Been arrested → NO. 089. Cried when someone died → YEAH. who doesn't. :? DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → yup. 091. Miracles → yup. 092. Love at first sight → maybe.
093. Heaven → yup. 094. Santa Claus → not anymore. 095. Sex on the first date --> NO FREAKING WAY.
096. Kiss on the first date → sure? ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → not that i know of. 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → kind of. it's up and down.
099. Do you believe in God → yup. 100. Post as 100 truths (what if i don't, huh? just kidding)
Posted by abihanjo on 02/28/2009 2:38 PM Comments (0)
February 13, 2009Valentines day for the rest of us..So its that not so wonderful time of the year when people spend way too much money to buy each others love. Candy Stuffed Nonsense Flowers xo,ugh! Not that I'm at all bitter, but come on I've been single for... QUITE SOME TIME NOW! and I've finally opened myself up to the fact that I don't need somone to make myself feel worthy and all that shit. At the moment, all I need is myself.... and when I find that special someone....maybe just maybe I can be happy. And I can Love.
But for the rest of you... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY <3
Posted by razorbladejake on 02/13/2009 3:16 PM Comments (4)
January 16, 2009I pretty much suck at life..Some days I feel like I'm on top of the world. Other days I feel like I'm going nowhere and have absolutely no future. Where am I going in life, what am I doing? Who am I? The lines that were once written out so clearly have been blurred and smudged. I feel so ugly and beautiful. Worthless yet treasured. Why? Why would anyone care about little old me..and why should they? I'm nobody... but I'm ok with that. Becuase I'm still learning who I am...and what I am. Human.no. Enigma.perhaps. I can't get to close to you. I can't let you in. Becuase once your a part of me...I'll never let you go.
Posted by razorbladejake on 01/16/2009 8:29 AM Comments (2)
December 26, 2008Screaming NonsenseThe nite falls, silence, darkness, my mind races. I feel like I'm half a person. I'm looking so desperately for my other half. Where are you? -faint dim light from my candles keep me company- I'm waiting. I'm screaming out to you. Are you deaf to my calls? Where are you I wonder? Are you lost too in a sea of despair? Are you out there searching for me as well? -darkness once again consumes me- In this darkness, time lasts forever. I'm left with my thoughts and all the time in the world. But here I am left to lament and am stuck on myself. As I currently am. Without you. Alone. I can barely read these scribbles anymore. They're largely nonsensicle.-is that even a word? stop think write stop think write My feelings and emotions appear as pools of black on a lined sheet of paper. I may seem well constructed and that I have it all together, but secretly I'm dying without you. And I don't even know who you are. The nite falls, silence, darkness.
Posted by razorbladejake on 12/26/2008 9:30 AM Comments (0)
November 19, 2008heart to pen to paper..pen to paper, ink flows onto blank sheets, fingers dance across the table, wrist aches, heart trembles, pupils dialate, stomach tightens.. Surely the emotion known as love makes us feel completely insane. It obliterates our hopes and dreams. It tears the fabric of our minds apart and leaves an abandoned city of fear and pain. It hurts. It makes you feel worthless, regardless of gender. So why do we seek out something that hurts us so? My seemingly neverending search for a boy to call my own is filled with many trials and tribulations that life enjoys watching us struggle through. Whether it be distance, age, or a multitude of factors, it seems I should just accept being single for the rest of my life. I'm always either too feminine, too masculine, too tall, too short, too fat, too skinny, too ugly, too pretty, too something or other, or just as they put it "not my type". I'm at the point in my life where I want to find someone who wants more than a 2 week relationship. Am I not worthy of anything more than a one night stand? Yeah sex is great, but making love with someone whom you are truly and deeply in love with is BEAUTIFUL. Someone you could see yourself with forever. Someone who understands you and would do anything for you. a soulmate a lover Why does it have to hurt so bad? Have you ever felt so alone? Surrounded by those who love you but aren't in love with you. I feel like I'm in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs but no one can hear me. Somone please hear this muffled voice. Feel this bewildered heartbeat. See this battered soul. Heal the wounds I have inflicted upon myself. Make me feel like myself again Make me feel like I've never felt before. Come to me and join me in my story, my life. Let's turn our stories into OUR STORY.
sighs. sets down pen. closes eyes. sleeps and cries Dreams.
Posted by razorbladejake on 11/19/2008 12:05 PM Comments (2)
October 17, 2008save me perfect boy.As I lay here sipping from my mug of coffee(i think its the only thing keeping me alive) i feel so incredibly hungry. I can't eat. I'm not worth the pleasure of food. I'm starving to feel something other than the pain, the stress. I could easily end it all, whether it be by the slit of my wrist, or my moms bottle of vicodin downstairs... I can't let my darkness consume my body. I won't give into the pain. I must fight it, buts its a formidable foe. FATHER HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US??!?...make me feel even more worthless and alone. Did you ever love me? You ruined me yet again. How do you expect me to forgive you? You've called me a fag so many times that the word has lost its meaning. YEAH IM A FAG. Is that what you wanted to hear??? I feel so alone I have people behind me supporting me, but how long until those supports break? Everyone behind me, no one beside me... Take away my fears. I've been looking for you for so long. The perfect boy to make me feel whole again. Do you exist or are you only a figment of my imagination?? I've yet to find you. Please find me soon. Only you can help me fight my darkness, myself. Save me from myself. Runaway from the noise and the silence. From my mother who cries her eyes out daily... from my sister who's breaking out in hives from the stress... from the house thats become my cage... a building that prevents me from breathing. The pain is taking over. Please save me Perfect Boy. Save me from the darkness. Save me from myself.
Posted by razorbladejake on 10/17/2008 6:56 AM Comments (3)
September 5, 2008MEET MY FRIENDS: XO (Feat. Jeff and Jake of Say Anything)
XO is the side project of Say Anything guitarists and twin brothers Jeff and Jake Turner. XO is set up to take over the Fall with an exciting acoustic tour with Shanti, Paper Mache and Smile Smile. Check out the tunes, tour dates and more below and don't forget to sign up for the XO mailing list and/or Street Team.
 SHOWS BEING CONFIRMED DAILY   NOW YOU CAN FOLLOW ALONG WITH XO AND THE FALL TOUR! Bookmark these sites and add us to your friends TODAY! Photo stream on FLICKR.COM Follow us on TWITTER: xoshantitour Live Video Chats On Stickam.com There is much more coming so stay tuned, leave us a note, let us know where YOU would like to see US play. Let's be friends ;) Booking and/or Press Questions? Please Visit: 
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