featured [Day 113 - Lost.]
Lost.
I gotta swallow some bug spray
Because the butterflies in my stomach.
They just won't go away.
I lost my mind the last time.
Seems to me that I never learn.
Seems to me that I'm just blind.
I've just strapped in my heart,
I can't give it away again.
Although, it does think it's ready to depart.
Alas, perhaps it's too late.
My heart's still here
But my mind has flown away.
I'm lost with this, same as my head.
This emotion, this feeling, I'm reeling.
It's good, yes, but not how I was lead.
I'll just keep feeling for my mind.
Feeling new faces from time to time.
Maybe I'll find my mind intertwined
With another lover's brain.
Try and tie it down this time
And try not to complain.
-Just an exaggerated thing I'm feeling right now. It's not exactly love. It's more like trying to try.
-The first 3 lines I wrote on a paper a long time ago but in a different way and I was like "awww I should use this." I remember writing it. And who I wrote it about. But I don't even like him anymore so yeah. :)
-Picture goes because I've lost my mind. :O
-Stupid picture took a long time to make just right. I don't even like it all that much anyway. All sizes though!
10:16 PM
4/23/09
I gotta swallow some bug spray
Because the butterflies in my stomach.
They just won't go away.
I lost my mind the last time.
Seems to me that I never learn.
Seems to me that I'm just blind.
I've just strapped in my heart,
I can't give it away again.
Although, it does think it's ready to depart.
Alas, perhaps it's too late.
My heart's still here
But my mind has flown away.
I'm lost with this, same as my head.
This emotion, this feeling, I'm reeling.
It's good, yes, but not how I was lead.
I'll just keep feeling for my mind.
Feeling new faces from time to time.
Maybe I'll find my mind intertwined
With another lover's brain.
Try and tie it down this time
And try not to complain.
-Just an exaggerated thing I'm feeling right now. It's not exactly love. It's more like trying to try.
-The first 3 lines I wrote on a paper a long time ago but in a different way and I was like "awww I should use this." I remember writing it. And who I wrote it about. But I don't even like him anymore so yeah. :)
-Picture goes because I've lost my mind. :O
-Stupid picture took a long time to make just right. I don't even like it all that much anyway. All sizes though!
10:16 PM
4/23/09









I love your necklace.. :D
Thanks so much everyone!