Hayley Williams Blog and Journals

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  I came back to the plantation with only the purest intentions on my heart.  I didn’t want to hurt Miss Williams, but I didn’t want to risk my job for her, especially when we were only friends.  If I kept wanting or thinking about having something more with her, it might make her a little paranoid to be around me.  Though, throughout the entire weekend, I couldn’t help but tell my little brother Zachary all about Hayley, even though he just rolled his eyes at me.
  My run through in the morning was exactly the same.  I was greeted by Mr. Williams.  I got some food from the cooks, then headed outside where I was greeted by Jeremy.  I headed out to an area past the tree because he said that land needed plowing first, but as I passed the tree, I heard a rustle of leaves, and then Miss Williams jumped down from the tree.
  “Where are you going, Josh?” she asked eagerly.
  “I’ve been assigned to work out here, ma’am,” I told her with a small nod of my head.
  “But, who’s going to talk to me all day?” Hayley pouted, making a face at me.
  “Well, you can still sit down on that patch of grass and just talk to me,” I said with a small smile, but then gave myself a mental slap in the face.  I shouldn’t keep leading her on like that, it would make things difficult.
  “That could work,” as all Hayley said as she slipped down into the grass.  “Now, what were we talking about on Friday, right before you had to leave again?”
  “We talked about a lot of things,” I explained before I planted the hoe into the ground. “Irish girls, sweet tea, family, things that made us happy...” I said, letting my voice trail off.  I thought we had stopped on things that made us happy.
  “Oh, yes,” Hayley said with a small nod of her head.  “Things that make us happy.  I believe I told you almost everything.  What about you, Josh?”
  “Well, I’m a pretty simple man,” I said as I grunted, planting the hoe into the ground.  “Almost anything can make me happy.  I just like the simple life, sort of.  I’d be happy with just about anything.”
  “Do kisses make you happy?”
  I nearly stopped what I was doing; Hayley had been pulling these kinds of comments before I left.  Did I like holding hands? I said yes, and she held my hand for at least five seconds.  Do I like flowers? I had said yes, and after lunch, Hayley had appeared with some freshly picked flowers from her garden.  She had also asked what kinds of foods I’d like, and they had magically appeared on my plate.  It seemed like this girl was trying to please me.
  “Um,” I said slowly, not sure how to react.  “I wouldn’t know.  I’ve never been kissed.”
  It was the honest answer and hopefully it could keep me out of an awkward situation where I might be forced to push her away.  These were small feelings I was feeling towards her; ones that I could get over almost instantly, ones that would put my desperately needed job at risk of being taken away.
  Too late, though.
  Hayley had stood up and was now brushing off her dress.  She looked up at me with a soft smile and looked me dead in the eyes before asking, “I could change that, Josh.  Would you like to be kissed?”
  “Um...” was all I could say and I felt myself suddenly become very clammy and self conscious of everything.
  “What’s wrong, Josh?” Hayley asked, frowning at me.  “I thought you liked me.”
  It was like I had been struck with lightning.  Hayley knew my feelings for her, and it seemed like she had the same feelings for me.  I knew I loved her.  She was perfect in every single way, but if her daddy knew we had something going on, he would kick me off the plantation.  I wouldn’t have a job, and I wouldn’t have Hayley.
  “I do Hayley,” I explained to her.  “I like you a lot. It’s just...I can’t put this job at risk.  I need it.  That way I can get money and see you,” I explained softly.
  “He won’t find out,” Hayley said softly.
  By now, we were just inches apart.  Hayley sighed and looked down, very gently placing her hands on my chest.
  “Joshua,” Hayley said added.  “I have never met any man that has treated me as much of a lady as you have.  Plus, on top of that, you have the most wonderful and polite personality in the world.  I can talk about anything with you. It makes you almost irresistible.”
  That was enough for my ears.  I couldn’t control my emotions anymore.
  I leaned down and pressed my lips gently against her’s.  Her lips were soft, and I found them moving back with mine.  I’d never tasted anything so sweet and so incredible in my life.  It sent a weird, tingly feeling up the back of my spine, something that I had never felt before.  If I didn’t need air more than her love, I would’ve continued to kiss her forever.  The moment was absolutely perfect.
  “Um, gosh,” Hayley said with a small giggle, her cheeks lighting pink.  “I would say you’re a pretty good kisser, Mr. Farro.”
 “Oh. Thank you,” I replied, finding my cheeks suddenly ablaze.  “You’re not half-bad yourself, young lady.”
  “Young lady?  Oh, you’re going down,” Hayley said, and then the next thing that I knew, I was pinned on my back and onto the ground with Hayley on top of me.
  I laughed and then struggled to roll out from underneath her, but I felt her small hands grabbing at me again.  Instead, I twisted around and cupped her face in my hands, mashing my lips very gently against her’s.
  “You’re an unhealthy distraction,” I teased her, poking at her side gently.
  “Yes, but you love it,” Hayley replied, patting the top of my thigh.
  I tried to get some work down in the next hour or so, but with Hayley around, it was kind of hard.  We were all over each other, whether it was hugging or playing around or kissing.  I felt kind of bad that I was slacking off, but Jeremy said I had done a whole month’s work in that past week.  I could slack off some.
  Hayley and I were in mid-hug when I heard the lunch bell ring.  She awkwardly pulled herself up from off of the ground and brushed her dress of, nodding her head towards with me a small smile.  “I’ll meet you back at the house, Josh.  It might be best if we don’t walk in all together because we’d probably be all over each other.”
   I chuckled and nodded, letting Hayley walk on ahead of me.  Once she was a good distance away, I headed back to the house, my head entirely spinning.  I didn’t seem to really notice that it was earlier than usual for lunch.
  Well, at least, not until I got up to the house.
  The cooks were running around like mad, trying to set the tables up correctly and properly.  Apparently they weren’t ready for lunch, either.  They were carrying food in from the smoke house and trying to dish out the servants sandwiches.  It was chaos.
  “Farro! Come here!”
  My neck turned around sharply, and I saw Mr. Williams glaring at me.  With dread, I knew he probably knew something that he shouldn’t.  Though, I obeyed him and approached him, trying not to look intimidated.
  “Yes, sir?”
  I felt Mr. William’s arm wrap around me as a sinister grin appeared on his face.  “Look, boy,” he warned me.  “I’ve seen you out there foolin’ around with my Hayley,” he said.  “And since you’re new, I’m just going to give you a warning.  Stay away from my daughter, boy.  I don’t want scum like you hurtin’ her.”
  I swallowed hard, but looked him dead in the eyes bravely.  “I wouldn’t hurt a hair on her head, Mr. Williams.”
  “Doubt that,” he said, and then spat directly onto the kitchen floor. “Just remember what I said, boy.”
  Mr. Williams pulled away from me with a jerk, and then headed back into the family room.  I swallowed hard, hoping he wouldn’t be too harsh on Hayley.
  I completely lost my appetite after that, even though I knew I would need my strength as I headed out to the fields.  Of course, Hayley came right out after I was out there, and she seemed pretty unphased.  I gave her a bleak, sad look.
  “What’s wrong?” she asked, pouting slightly.
  “Your dad told me to stay away from you,” I explained to her slowly, looking her dead in the eyes.  “He saw us, Hayley.”
  “Oh.” was all she really could say.
  We just stared at each other blankly for what seemed like forever.  A million thoughts were running through my mind.  I’m sure a million more was probably going through her head at the moment.
  “Well,” Hayley said slowly, pressing a finger against her lip.  “My dad will be out of town two nights after tomorrow.  Unless he told my Grandmother to watch us, we can see each other,” she said softly.  “We can wait that long, right?”
  I sighed, and then nodded.  “Yeah. I can wait that long.”
  Though, two days and not being able to see Hayley might as well be a lifetime.

This is just a short chapter, it picks up a story in the next one. :)

I was let out of the hospital a week later. That was possibly the most boring week of my life, just sitting around in the hospital, playing cards, watching TV, eating crappy foods. I asked why I couldn't leave and the doctors just said,

"We're concerned about you're heart activity. It shoots up at times."

 

I knew fine well why that was. Josh. He was here most of the time and every time he so much as touched me my heart rate went mental. It was kind of embarrassing, but Josh liked hearing it, it made him laugh every time.

 

"Hayles!" Josh shouted as I walked out of the hospital doors, well, I say walked, it was more of a hobble. I had broken my ankle, it was getting better now, but I still needed crutches.

 

"Josh! Hi!" I said as he ran over to me and grabbed me into his arms so I didn't have to walk.

 

"How are you now?" He asked, concern gracing his temples.

 

"Josh, you know I'm fine. I have been for the past week." I said, annoyed as he asked me that everyday.

 

"I know, but I worry about you. You're my girl." I smiled as he spoke, leaning my face towards his. He responded and kissed me back. I heard some laughing and looked up to see some paramore fans, obvious in that they were all wearing paramore shirts. They were pointing and staring at me and Josh, we decided to go and speak to them.

 

"Hi!" One of them shouted, clearly excited. Josh set me down as we approached them, keeping a hand on my waist so that I wouldn't fall.

 

"Hey," Josh replied, "How you doing?"  

 

"Good..." They all said quietly, getting nervous now. They were all about eight years old. "How about you two?" One of them spoke up.

 

"We're great thanks!" I answered for Josh, knowing he'd babble.

 

"So you two are like, a thing now?" A small blonde-haired girl with big brown eyes asked.

 

"Yeah, we are." Josh answered. I heard them all gasp and laughed.

"How long?" One of the boys asked.

 

"A couple weeks. Actually the day I got admitted to hospital." I answered.

 

"Woah!" The tallest of the lot said.

"Well we've gotta take off now, great meeting you!" Josh said to them, pulling me with him. Eventually we reached the cab in which Zac was sitting. I wondered where the other two were.

I got in the back with Zac and he seemed awfully happy. I was getting paranoid.

 

"Right, let's go!" The cab driver said. He began to drive away from the hospital, also the wrong way from my house. I kept quiet, thinking he knew a shortcut or something, when he suddenly pulled up at a large hall. I was confused initially when Josh opened my door and reached for my hand. I gave him it and followed him reluctantly, cautious as to what was going on.

 

"Josh, where are we?" I asked

 

"Just follow me and Zac."

 

"Okay..."

 

I did as I was told and followed him, keeping hold of his hand at all times. We reached the grand doors and he pushed them open.

 

"SURPRISE!" echoed across the room, and a large smile planted on my face.

Okay, I'm working on a new fanfic, this is chapter one. Let me know what you think!! COMMENT!

 

I hopped quickly off the train in New York; this was the only state I hadn't been to yet. But I had to find Josh, even though he didn't know it, and probably wouldn't believe it, he was the love of my life.

 

 

 

I still remember the day he ran off. I don't think I'll ever forget it.

 

 [FLASHBACK]

 

"Josh!" I yelled seeing the back of his head. "Hi!"

"Hey Hayley!" he answered, pulling me into a bear hug. I didn't think he was ever going to let go. To be honest, with what I had to tell him I didn't want him to.

 

Well he did, eventually and he stared into my eyes, realising there was something not quite right in them.

"Hayley," he began cautiously, "Is everything okay?"

"Err.. No. I need to tell you something. Can we sit?"

"Sure" he said, his voice uneasy.

 

"I led him over to the large wooden bench and began,

"Josh, I-I-I think we should break up." That's when the tears started, mine and Josh's "I don't think we should continue to date, it's breaking up the band. We've been through way to much with the guys to put ourselves before them. I truly am sorry. I love you Josh.

"Hayley. Why?" He said, still not quite grasping it.

"I just told you. For the good of the band."

 

"Okay, well then. I guess I'll just break the band up. I'm leaving. You'll never ever see me again. I hope you're happy."

 

"Josh no!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face and dropping to the floor.

 

[END OF FLASHBACK]

 

I could feel the tears forming behind my eyelids just thinking of it. That was a year ago, I'd been looking for him since the day after that happened, I told the guys, and they told me I would never find him and that it was pointless, but I had to try. I'd tried everywhere; New York was my last affordable hope. I couldn't just hop on a flight to London or jet off to Paris, yeah I was in a band and all, but I didn't have that kind of money. I trawled on down the street, looking all around me to see if he was near, I was dead sure that I saw him and I started to run, Then the guy I thought was Josh turned round, nothing but a mere stranger.

 

I broke down crying and had to use the wall for support. I wasn't expecting the wall to wrap arms around me. I looked up, sure enough, it was a friend. I saw Jeremy, it had been a while.

 
"JERMS!" I yelled at him, scaring him half to death.

 

"Hey Hayley."

 

I hugged him tighter, happy to see a familiar face.

"So how you been?" he asked.

 

"Meh. Terrible. You?"

"Not too bad actually." He answered. "What's up, still looking?"

 

"Yeah.." I said as the tears started to flow harder.

 

"Aww Hayles, come here," he whispered, pulling me closer and kissing the top of my head. "I'm sure you'll find him, you of all people would be able too." I smiled as his pessimism. That wasn't what was going on in my mind. I was failing. I was onto my last resort. NEW FRIGGIN YORK. Josh hated New York. But all the more reason for him to be here. It could take a while. New York was a big place.

 

"So what're you doing here?" I inquired.

 

"I live here now. I have done for the past half a year."

"Oh Cool, New York New York!"

 

"The place of dreams!" He said with a smile, Jeremy always knew how to cheer me up. "You need a place to stay?" He asked.

 

"Yeah, if you're up for it." I said. "You think you can handle me?" I giggled.

 

"Hayles, it wouldn't be the first time, remember?" he chuckled at me.

 

"Yeah I know."

 

"Late nights with Cap'n Crunch and Spongebob here I come. Yippee!"

 

So it was settled, I had a place to say, and I WOULD find Josh here. I'd go out looking everyday. He meant that much to me.

This is quite short, and you may find it a little confusing. But in the next chapter, things will be explained, so just bear with me.

 

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Josh

I lay down on my bed, contemplating my next actions. Yeah, I'm mourning for the loss of a girl, who I gave pretty much everything I had to. And yeah, my life sucks.

But, Hayley had never showed any interest toward Ryan. Could this just be a misunderstanding? Would Hayley do something like that to Lily? Would she do that to me?

I inhale a deep breath, calming the thoughts contained inside my mind. Why did things have to turn out like this, just when I was ready to admit that I love her?

My phone buzzes beside me, making me jump. Though I already know who the text will be from, I look at the caller ID, before flipping it open.

I read over the text. Should I let her explain? I slam my phone closed again.

No, things aren't that easy, Hayley. What is there to explain? I saw everything. She must've been willing, or she would have pulled away.

Ugh, Josh, you should have known! They way he looked at her...yuck. Ryan, to me, seems like a disgusting cow. But he's obviously what Hayley wants. And, the painful reality of that is that, she doesn't want me.

Again my phone buzzes noisily, vibrating my whole bedside table. I groan, reaching out to grab it.

Flipping it open, I am surprised, seeing that the text is not from Hayley.

Hey Josh. I haven't heard from
you in a while! Just got back from
California yesterday, and I was
wondering if you wanted to catch
up? Let's say, the park, 10 mins?

I smile. Perfect.

I stroll down the narrow hallway, my gloomy mood picking up. Deciding that it's too early for a full meal, I snack quickly on a muesli bar, afterward throwing the wrapping into the bin.

Looking through an open window from the kitchen, I can see the sun beginning to set in the horizon, the sky turning a rish orangey auburn colour. Instantly reminding me of Hayley.

I shrug off the thought, dashing back to my room, plucking my black hoodie off of the floor and slipping it over my shoulders.

I take a step outside, into the cold evening air. The trees in my front yard are swaying softly in the breeze, creating a soothing rustling sound.

This is my chance to go back to the past, and forget Hayley. My chance to go back to the way things were before her, before Daniela even. This is my only opportunity.

I shiver from the cold, digging my clenched fists into my pockets. I continue walking slowly toward the meeting point, trying to remove Hayley from my mind. Though, in all my spite, Hayley's face keeps popping into my brain, and every small sighting of anything relevant sets off a reminder of her.

God, Hayley. Why'd you have to do this to me?

Nearing the park, I spot a familiar female figure, sitting on the bench near the old oak, at the entrance to the park. Another instant reminder of an event, one shared with Hayley. The first time we kissed.

I stroll closer. The figure stands slowly, welcoming me, "Hey Josh! Took you long enough, huh?!"

I smile. She's still the same girl I knew 2 years ago.

I continue walking toward her, old memories flooding back into my mind. Oh, how I'd missed this girl.

I reach her. and she pulls me in for a tight embrace.

"Hey." I finally reply, pulling away

 

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Who is Josh going to meet?
It's not Daniela, or Hayley. I can tell you that much.

this story has gotten a littl weird, this part will be really dramatic!! :) enjoy!

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~Hayley's pov~

"Anyways," Maddy started as we all got up.

"You know Dylan?"  Bridge whispered.

"Yeah," I said.

"How?"  Maddy asked.

"He's my, well, he's my, dad," I said.

"Your dad?!"  Bridge whispered.

"Yeah, I don't really wanna talk about this," I said.

"Sorry, so, anything you wanna know?"  Maddy asked.

"Umm, yeah, how does this whole thing happen?"  I asked scared.

Bridge patted my shoulder.  "Daddy and Thomas take us to the store with all the lingerie, then we pick some out, and later that night, they take us to club to make money," Bridge said.

"When you say, 'make money,' you mean..." I couldn't even finish the sentence.

"Have sex with them for money," Maddy said.

My breath caught and I looked at the two girls for a while.

"Have you two, ever..." I started.

"Yes, but you HAVE to use protection unless you wanna get prego," Maddy said.

"How old are you two?"  I asked.

"17," Maddy said.

"16," Bridge said.

"Oh my God, you guys are really young not to be virgins," I said.

Bridge sighed and Maddy looked down.

"How old are you?"  Bridge asked.

"17, same as Maddy," I said.

"Girls, it's time to go," Thomas said as he came in with blood stains on his face.

Bridge and Maddy went, and I pretended to get something.

"Hayley, are you coming?"  Thomas asked.

He walked next to me.  I looked up at him.

"What did Dylan do to you?"  I whispered.

Thomas looked at me and touched his face.  He flinched as his hand made contact with his face.

"Don't do that, you'll get the cuts infected," I said.

"I need to tell you who I am,"  he said.

At that moment, I could tell that he didn't want to be here, doing this with Dylan.

"Well, who are you?"  I asked.

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~Josh's pov~

I was sitting next to my dad on the flight to Los Angeles and he kept trying to talk to me.  I just ignored him, he didn't like Hayley, he only wanted to be on TV or something like that.

"I know that she's gonna be fine, son," Dad said.

I rolled my eyes to myself and asked the flight attendent if I could change seats.  She said yes and I ended up sitting next to Angelica.

"I'm sorry about earlier," Angelica said.

"What did you do?"  I asked.

"When I snapped at you.  I looked at the situation in third person, and I realized that you, out of all people, are probably the most scared for her, and I apologize," she said.

I liked Angelica.  She wasn't like other girls who were always right in their own eyes.  I liked how she apologized about it.

"No problem," I said.

She sighed and I saw out of the corner of my eye, a few tears roll down her cheeks.  I let some fall down my cheeks too, and I put my head in my hands.

We landed and I was excited to get out of the plane and find Hayley.

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~Thomas's pov~

"Girls, it's time to go," I said.

Bridgette and Madeline left, but Hayley was looking for something.

"Hayley, are you coming?"  I asked as I walked over to her.

I stood next to her, and she looked up at me.

"What did Dylan do to you?"  She asked.

I touched my face an flinched.  That stung.  But what was I supposed to say?  'Hayley, your dad beat me cause I didn't want him doing this to you?'  No, I wouldn't say that.

"Don't do that, you'll get the cuts infected," Hayley scolded.

"I need to tell you who I am," I said.

"Well, who are you?"  She asked.

"I'm..."

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so who do ya think he is??? hhmmmmm.....

:( :( :(  AWW!! almost over ): ): ):

IM GUNA MAKE A SEQUEL THOUGH....

hope u enjoyed this!

<3 alwayz, Sarina

(Josh)

"YOU WHAT!?"Yelled Jenna

"Jenna its not what you think!"I said pulling away from Hayley

"Then why did you just tell her you love her!?"Yelled Jenna

"As a friend!"Yelled Hayley

"You know what Hayley we dont need to lie!We through!"I Yelled

"Your leaving me for for her?"Asked Jenna starting to cry

"Yes.She's 100 times better then you."I said

"No!Im hotter!"Yelled Jenna

"I dont see whats hot of you all you do is wear tight clothes!"I Yelled

"Im prettier and I thought you liked that?!"Yelled Jenna

"No.I was just using you so I could try to forget Hayley."I said

"The whole time we were together you really didnt love me?''Asked Jenna crying

"He didnt and I know you cheated on Josh with Chad!"Yelled Hayley

"Y-ou wh-at?"I asked shocked

"Yes!I did unlike you he actully wants some!!"Yelled Jenna

"LIKE I TOLD YOU I NEVER LIKED YOU!"I yelled

"Whatever im out Joshua!"Yelled Jenna

Once Jenna was out I looked at Hayley.

"Well that went well."I said laughing

"Y-e-e-ah."Said Hayley between laughs

(Jenna's POV)

I hated Hayley she always stold my boyfriends.I dated Chad before her then she took him.Then I started dating Josh and now she's dating him.This is so stupid!OW!Stupid poll.I always get hit by tree's or polls!So back to what I was talking about.I hate that ugly Hayley girl.She has the body of a 13 year old.And Josh and Chad really liked her!I really starting liking Josh but the only thing that botherd me is that Josh never wanted some.I finally got to my house not to far from here.

"How did it go?"Asked Chad

 

I decided to do a double update, enjoy!

Chapter 6

Zac's POV
"So?" I asked looking up as Hayley ran back inside.
"Oh, she is so nice" Hayley said in a high voice "I like her"
"Yeah, I told you" I said nodding.
"Yeah, we are going out on Saturday" Hayley said sitting down in the chair
"We are, where?" I asked getting excited
"Not you and I us you dork, Jamie and I" Hayley said laughing.
"Just the two of you?" I asked sarcastically
"No, the girls and I were going out anyway, so I invited Jamie"
"Oh, good idea" I said winking. Hayley nodded in agreement.

Josh's POV
"What's a good idea?" I said as I walked in hearing the last part of their conversation
"None of your business" Hayley said jokingly
"Girls night" Zac answered, raising his eyebrows and winking. I don't know why, but I was starting to get nervous about this.
"Well I better get going, I'll see you later" Hayley said getting up and practically running to the door.
"What was that about?" I asked Zac
"How would I know?" Zac replied turning back to the tv.
I walked towards my bedroom, and suddenly froze. Girls night? Hayley said we will pick you up? Oh no! Hayley is taking Jamie out for a girls night. This can't be good.

After a while I got bored so I decided I was going to do something I had been meaning to do for a while now. I walked out of my room, and straight to the front door.
"Where are you going" Zac asked from the couch
"Out" was all I said as I closed the door behind me. I walked to my left, and knocked on the door.
"Josh, hey" Jamie said surprised, as she opened the door
"Hey" I said looking at her, god she had the most incredible blue eyes.
"What's up?" She asked as I continued to stare
"I'm here to give you your first guitar lesson" I said as I slowly eased around her and walked into her apartment.
"I'm sorry what?" She asked as I walked to where her guitar was and picked it up.
"Guitar" I said pointing to the guitar in my hands. I decided to tease her. "I. Teach. You. Guitar" I said slowly
"Why?" she asked as she walked over to the couch and sat down
"You said you wanted to learn, so I thought, who better to teach you?" I said smiling and sitting down next to her.
"I'm sure you have better things to do on a Monday night than sit here and try to teach me to play" she said flipping through the tv channels
"Actually I don't" I said as I took the remote from her hand and switched the tv off
"Yeah, that wasn't rude" she said sarcastically turning her head to look at me
"Whatever" I said as I handed the guitar to her.

An hour later, we were still sitting on the couch, and I was still trying to teach her to play. She wasn't as bad as I thought she would be. She just had trouble with some of the chord changes, and how she held her fingers on the strings, but when she needed help I would adjust her fingers. Each time I did, I got a shock through my fingers, that ran down to my stomach. I didn't know what it was, but I didn't hate it.
"You aren't that bad you know" I said smiling at her.
"Geez thanks" she said frowning. "Well thanks for the lesson" she said looking up at me.
I realised I was staring at her again, but I couldn't help it. I knew I had to say something because she was looking at me waiting for a response. She waved her hand slowly in front of my face laughing "Is anyone home?" she said laughing again.
I smiled as I grabbed her hand, a shock running through me again. I started to lean my head closer to hers very slowly. I don't know what I was doing, but I couldn't stop myself. I felt Jamie freeze in place, looking at me with a questioning look on her face. Man she was beautiful. I inched closer one more time, and as I did I felt a vibration go up my leg. Well that was a new development, I thought to myself, my eyes getting wider.
Next minute Jamie was laughing and asking me "are you going to do something about that?" she asked pointing to my leg.

"What?" I asked confused and slightly worried that she felt it. She started laughing as I realised why my leg was still vibrating. My phone was ringing, but it was on silent, so it was just vibrating. I blushed as I pulled my phone out to see that it was Zac calling
"Hello?" I said into the phone
"Hey, where are you?" he asked
"Out, why?" I asked
"Just wanted to know, bye" he said as he hung up

God he was so annoying sometimes. He always picked the best times to interrupt.
I looked back to Jamie and noticed she was facing the tv again, and the guitar was gone, "Um, I didn't say the lesson was over" I told her
"No, but I did. I'm hungry" She said as she stood up and started walking to the kitchen.
"Me too" I said following her. "What are you going to cook me?" I said
"Apparently nothing" she said. "I guess I will have to go shopping tomorrow" she finished with a frown.
"Hey, why don't we go out and grab something?" I said suddenly.
"Well I guess it's either that or starve" she said as she picked up her keys and wallet.
"Geez thanks" I said rolling my eyes at her, as we walked out of the room.

So I don't know if i am going to continue posting this story. I haven't ben getting much feedback, so I don't know if anone likes it or is even still reading this. Oh well, comment if you like.

Chapter 5

Zac's POV
It was about 2 in the afternoon, and I was home alone. Josh had gone out earlier, so I was just watching some tv, when I was interrupted by a knocking at the door.

"Hey Hayles" I greeted Hayley as she stood in the doorway
"What's Up Zac?" She asked smiling and pushing her way in.
"Why Hayley, won't you come in?" I asked sarcastically as I closed the door.
"Thanks" she said laughing and sitting down on the couch.
"So what brings you here? I asked
"Nothing much, just got bored and I haven't seen you guys in soooo long" she said.
"It's been like a week Hayles" I said as I sat down at the other end of the couch.
"I know" she pouted "So what's been happening?" she asked
"Oh!" I exclaimed "We have a new neighbour, she's really nice"
"She?" Hayley asked raising her eyebrows
"Yeah, her name is Jamie" I told her "You should meet her, I reakon you would like her"
"Hmm, maybe I will. Has Josh met her?" she asked. I knew where she was going with this. I was already there.
"Yep. He was really weird though, and wouldn't talk to me when we got back here, so I don't know what he thinks of her" I said winking.
"Ah, I see" Hayley said standing up. "I think I should meet this new neighbour"

Hayley's POV
I walked next door and knocked on the door, Nothing. I knocked again... Nothing. Well this isn't going to plan. I turned to walk away, when I saw a girl walking towards me. She was wearing running shorts and a singlet, and had headphones in. When she saw me, she took them out of her ears and stopped about two steps away from me.

"Hi, Can I help you?" She asked me. Ah, she has an accent.
"Hi, I'm Hayley" I said holding out my hand. She took it and shook my hand nodding.
"I'm a friend of Zac and Josh's, and I thought I would just come and say hi" I said.
"Oh, well Hi" she smiled at me "did you want to come in?" she asked.
"Sure" I said with a smile. Well she seems friendly.

We sat and talked for a bit. We talked about where she was from, and why she was here, if she had a boyfriend, all pretty standard get to know you stuff. But there was something that I wanted to ask her.

Jamie's POV
"I know this is going to sound really weird, but I'm going to ask anyway" Hayley said looking right at me. We had been talking for about half an hour now. Just basic stuff about our backgrounds and why I moved her.
"Ok" I said looking back at her
"Do you know who we are?" she said
"Who is we?" I asked her confused.
"Zac, Josh & I?" she said, waiting for my response.
"Yes, Zac is Zac, Josh is Josh, and you are Hayley" I replied.
Hayley burst out in laughter. "I meant do you know what we do? Who we are?" she said emphasising the word who.
"Of course I do" I said laughing slightly "Why?"
"I'm just wondering why you treat us like we are normal people" she said looking embarrassed.
"Well, to me you are normal people. Do you not like being treated like that?" I asked
"NO!" she yelled, "We love it, it's just that we aren't really used to it. Most new people we meet who know who we are go all 'fan' crazy" she finished.
"Oh, well... Um, I guess I just think of you as normal people, who just happen to have the coolest job in the world" I said honestly. Even though I was a huge fan, I wasn't going to make a fool out of myself by getting all star struck around them.
"Well thanks" she said. "Well listen, I better get back to Zac, but before I go I wanted to ask you if you were doing anything this Saturday night?"
"Not that I know of" I said
"Well, a few of my friends and I are going out, you know, a girls night, and I'd love it if you came too, you could meet some new people" She said smiling.
"Ah, sure, why not" I said as we walked to the door. Hayley stepped out into the hall and turned to me
"Great, well we will pick you up about 8?" she said
"Sounds good, see you then" I said waving and closing the door

Josh's POV
I was walking up the hall towards my apartment when I saw Hayley standing in front of Jamie's door. I stopped so I could hear what they were saying.
I heard Hayley say "Great, well we will pick you up about 8?" and Jamie reply "Sounds good, see you then" What was going on? What is Hayley up to?

*NEW FIC*

Um, well. I don't really have a name yet. Or a banner. But I have this idea, that I kinda want to share.

So, here goes. This new fanfic involves the whole Paramore concept. (Written in Hayley's view) Hayley has a crush on Josh. She doesn't realise this, though, until Josh introduces his new girlfriend to the band. Trying to keep everything professional, Hayley happily accepts the fact that they can't be together, whilst unknowingly throwing herself into a deep depression.
So, Hayley later finds herself spiralling towards Alex (ATL), with intentions of making Josh jealous. BUT, she soon finds herself falling in love with him.

:o Who will she choose?

Sounds a bit like your typical soap opera, huh? Here's a quick preview of the first chapter:

 

 

I step off the bus, sunlight soaking through by skin.

Hello Nashville. A sigh passes through me. Last stop of the tour. Again, I sigh, inhaling the familiar scent of the atmosphere.

I turn, watching as Josh steps off the bus behind me. He places his arm to lean in on my shoulder, looking down at me.

"Here we are, Hayles."

I nod. "Final leg of the tour."

Josh's face lights with a smile, and a grin soon spreads across my own face. His arm stretches around my shoulder, wrapping around my neck, as a half-hug.

"COMING THROUGH!" A playful voice sounds from behind us. Zac charges into the to of us, seperating our embrace. He turns to face us, with a goofy grin planted on his face. I raise an eyebrow, catching Josh's eye.

"Zac, calm the farm." I laugh, as Zac's smile transforms to a pout.

"Hey look, food!" Josh yells, pointing back toward the bus.

Without hesitation, Zac yelps, diving onto the bus steps, scrambling back inside.

"Nice." I compliment.

"Old trick." Josh laughs.

 

 

K, so there's the preview of chapter one. Should I keep going?

If so, I would LOVE it if someone could make me a banner. PLEEEEASE?

Aaaaand, can I have some suggestions for names? It doesn't have to have too much relevance, it just has to sound right.

THANK YOU!

Hey guys! Second update of the day! :) Hope you enjoy it, It's kinda fillerish and pointless.. =/ Comment! :)




I woke to a boring square white room, filled with hospital equipment and there were quite a few cards a set of three balloons and HEAPS of flowers. How long had I been out?

I sat adjusting my mindset and pondering the last time I was conscious, Josh was in trouble. I looked toward the window, I would have opened the curtains if I hadn't been wired up in so many places, but I could tell from the lack of light streaming through that it was quite late, There was only one light on in my room and it was really dull, I was surprised I could see so much. I heard the doorknob turn and somebody walked in, I didn't turn to face them, I didn't really want to know who it was. I heard a gasp and footsteps running to my bedside.

"HAYLEY! You're awake!!!" Josh yelled, giving himself up.
"Shhh!" I whispered at him, If the doctors or nurses heard him they'd surely come to my room, I wasn't ready for them yet!

"Hayley, when'd you wake?" He asked solemnly.

"Around ten minutes ago," I answered, "Josh, why'd you sedate me?"

"Cause I wanted you to get better." He replied immediately. "You weren't cooperating with the doctor.

"Speaking of.. where is he?"

"Well it's two in the morning so he's probably at home."

"Ahh.. well why are you here?"

"I haven't left since I first brought you here."

"aww!" I murmured, "How long have I been under then?"

"Only two days. How's your elbow by the way?"

"Josh, I don't care. Kiss Me."

I grabbed hold of his neck with my good arm and pulled him towards me, he joined me on the hospital bed and brushed his fingers through my hair, this wasn't our first hospital kiss.

 [FLASHBACK.]

"Josh.. I-I.. I love you." I felt the blood creeping up into my face and I hid my face in my hands. Josh didn't reply. He seemed very shocked, just sitting there staring at the wall. I felt him tense up and then loosen.. his chest rose and then fell back as in pain. "Josh? Are you Okay?"

"Err.. Yeah.." He tensed up again. That probably wasn't very good for him. "I-I..."

"I knew you wouldn't love me back. Don't worry. I prepared myself for this." I felt the tears come on but I didn't want to let them spill over. "Josh?" He didn't respond and we just sat in an awkward silence for around 5 minutes until I finally decided to open my mouth.

"Josh. Will you ple..." But I was interrupted by Josh crashing down on my lips and I was completely stunned, falling into the kiss and deepening it. Still trying to remember to be careful, but I kept having momentary lapses and falling further into the passion. Josh responded well and deepened the kiss further as I grinned into it making him chuckle as I giggled. Ahh.. this was how it was supposed to be all along. I was so happy!

[END OF FLASHBACK.]

I smiled at the memory, he smiled back before pushing his soft lips into mine, I kissed him back, responding with all my strength, I didn't want this moment to end, ever. I pulled him on top of me and he began to kiss my neck, I smiled and he came back to my lips, I let my tongue out and ran it along his lip ring, the cool metal always felt so good and never failed to make me melt, He grinned like an idiot and pulled away, knowing that we'd gone to far for a hospital bed. I stared at him, he stared back. Then we both suddenly burst out laughing, I loved spending time with Josh, he made everything better.

 

We heard the doorknob turn and Josh hurriedly scrambled off me. Pretending like nothing had happened. I giggled as he fell to the floor, He got up and sat in the chair just as the doctor walked in. He took a look at Josh's wrinkled clothes and My dishevelled clothes and tried to stifle a laugh. Unsuccessfully.

 "So Hayley, you're awake. That's good news."

"If you don't mind my asking, what are you doing here at this time in the morning?"

"Nightly checks." He replied to me with a smile and a show of his overly white teeth. Fake.

I tried not to laugh when I saw Josh's reaction at the teeth, but I couldn't help it. Josh looked like he'd seen a ghost! He stared at me with confused eyes, making me laugh harder. Then it hit me.

"OH MY GOD! Where's Taylor?"

"Relax Hayles, he's fine. Just a broken leg is all." Josh said to me, completely dazed.

"Oh, all right. Is he still in the hospital?"

"Nah, they let him out a couple hours ago."

"Okay.." I said with a yawn.

"Hayley, you're not seriously tired are you?"

"Err.. yeah."

"But you've been sleeping for the past two days!" He said chuckling to himself. "So Doc, when's she allowed outta here?"
"First thing tomorrow."

"YAY!" I yelled at the top of my lungs, I was going home!

"Alrighty then, everything appears to be fine here. I'll leave you to it." The Doctor said on leaving.

"Now, where were we?" I asked, ushering him to come closer and interlacing my fingers into his hair. He shrugged and wrapped his arms round my waist, pulling me closer.