Home, sleepy on a friday night.

I'm home alone on a friday night, :/
nawt really what I want to do on my friday night.

I was suppose to be with Brianna doing bad things,
but One, Dominic won't let me.
Two, my dad is being unfairly fair.

let me explain, me and Dominic had this BIG convo about how hes agaist all drugz and alcohol and shiz. and how people invite him tuh parties and tell him to cheat on me coz i will never know.
and hes all like, "i dun wana do that coz i dun wana screw things up wiff you"
and so im not with brianna for the main reason I dont wana lose him and id feel bad if i lied to him which i culdnt do.

as I always write in this like its my diary. :p
I really cant help it ahah, my life is pretty borning. :p

I plan on doing something exciting soon though.

My dad is getting on me about my grades, I'm smart but in the street smart way.
the way were im too stuborn to study because I never did before.
and I have a D in history, which is my secound favorite academic class.
because my teacher is great.

My dad also doesn't trust me, well he doesnt trust aj, "not me" but its whatever,
i'm not a dumbass I know he doesnt trust me
but i think he should?
why ?
because all im going to do is prove him wrong.
I think I can take care of myself.
which I probably cant.

I am probably going to be sick again, speaking of stupid stuff.
I couldnt see Dominic this weekend and I dont know whats up with me
but Ive been getting really, really sad over nothing.
Like I almost cried twice today.
well i did cry once.
I was so upset i was like iwanasmoke?!!? so i wanted to walk to madres.
but then it was getting too dark and i was scared, :p
So I walked up to the pond, freezing, raining
and i just started runing to each side of the soccer field.
I probably ran about a half a mile total.
walked a mile.
me being a dumbass gahh.

but tomorow on the bright side, im going to Julia's (new fran i made :D)
for a DREW BARRYMORE GER CRUSH MOVIE MARATHON
yeeeeeeah, ahahha.
but it be fun, cheerful what I need.
and then we are going to see Whip it :D
which has Ellen Page in it if I am correct
WHO I LOVE.
and Julia and the other kidz are theader kidz
(speicality center theader kids)
who are SUPER funny c:

Im pretty siked.
she lives in midlo. which is by Dominic on the way there Imma feel so gah D: coz everything will remind me of him.

Sunday Im doing nothing.
I need to work on my science fair projcet though
which I dont want to do. but i have to :C
maybe it can help me get my C up to a B in science?!
I hope.

My sister was being pretty cool this morning.
I put alittle shimmer on her eyes and straighten like alittle bit of her hair, not to much coz i dun wana hurt it.
just enough (: so i got her to take a picture with me :D


<3shes pretty adorable.

So nothnig is going on,
but I just got the GREATEST IDEA ?!?!?!

about like what Im going to do with this buzznet cept making it my lameass diary :p
I could post songs like really good new and upcoming songs?
no?
ehh your right its pretty lame.

but imma try it.

I've been obessed with these songs lately.

Fire by Augustana
Sing Pretty for Baby by Saosin
If Only They Knew by A Rocket To The Moon
Worlds Away by From First to Last

kay, these are all okayyly known bands?
well this kinda fails.
well ill try it once.

anybody with feed back? (:

<3

anyways I need to take a shower because my hairs a mess from me walking in the rain and the wind. and my make up too from crying and rain.

So I hope everybody is having a better friday than me.

Much love<3
HannahLaurenAllen//MelvinLolaRodrigues (;

P.S. Im going to try and get more pictures in these, they feel bare D: