Your not selling yourself, they're just buying you.
Halloween has come and past and I miss it already. Definetely what I miss the most is that there isn't horror movies on tv all the time anymore. So last night I went and spent more money than I should of on movies, but o well haha. My Halloween was a blast. The night before Halloween I went to a show and it was awesome. Tons of great bands and we all had fun hanging out and meeting new people afterwards. I even got one of the guys to dress up in a girls lion costume.
Then on Halloween of course I did a bit of trick or treating because I can never pass up free candy. After I went to a family friends Halloween party for a little while with my lovely mother. Hit up some haunted houses, which were cool but creepy because some people in the houses didn't want me to leave haha. They kept telling me how great of an addition I would make to the house, Creepers! Then I went to my friends party and had a costume change from and M&M to a dead person. When I was and M&M if I ate M&Ms would that make me a cannibal? Who knows. But we had a bunch of fun maybe too much who knows haha.
I am finally starting to get to a place in life where I am happy again and I need to keep working on it. I have let so much negative affect me the last couple months and I am done with that. I am done trying to please people who I know don't matter and I am excited to open up another new chapter in my life. I am going to focus more on what I want to do than letting people keep use me to get what they want.
While the world speeds up take a few deep breaths and slow down.
I know now who truely cares about me and I will keep those people close. This is my family and I know they always have my back.
In Love and Life
SidneyLynn Ray
