females Blog and Journals

Okay, I've been dying to type this for so long and finally I'm here and ready to spit out my secret between the sexes.

When it comes to GUYS I had ups and downs with them. Some became okay, some became bad, some became worse, some almost killed me, literally and seriously. Sometimes I always say that "I love them", "I like them" and off and on I say "I hate them". But when it comes to friends and relationships I know that sometimes it'll become ugly, but can make it up. Some of the guys I can see as my play brothers (big or little), just very understandable where I know where they come from and where they know where I come from and others, I just see as a friend or best friend.

Now, on with the girls.

When it comes to GIRLS, it just gets to me. Not just when the first time I saw a porno or whatever, just something about it. I have interest in girls, but doesn't make me as a bisexual. I do love pin-up girls and seeing them in sexy ass lingerie and etc. I can probably see myself with a girl, but not relationship wise, just having a fling. If a chick wants to have a relationship, then it will not work! Because I'm already dealing with being in a relationship I'm in for close to 2 years and living my own life and also changing my personality and letting my true colors come out.

 In the beginning I did tell myself and my family and others that I'm a bisexual about to 3 times at least and the last time I said that, made me wonder very hard that I'm Not Sure. And guess what people?! I'm happy with it! 

I'm still on a mission for finding my true self, but I'm still keeping me on who I was from mid-2006. I can see myself doing everything romantic, passionate and etc. to a girl, just like I be doing stuff to a guy (wink, wink) (giggles).