eyelinersmudge Blog and Journals

To the untrained eye, Madison (EyelinerSmudge) may seem like a walking contradiction. Her political views don’t always jibe with her emotions and her musical favorites seem out of sync with one another. But we learned this isn’t quite so. In a candid interview with the aspiring writer/photographer, we learned how she’s embraced her own differences, how art keeps her alive, and why the Manic Street Preachers are the greatest band on the planet. –Mark Oshiro, Community Manager, panasonicyouth

Learn more about EyelinerSmudge inside today's Get To Know....

Madison, Madison

what can I say about her? She's the following:  Amazing Beautiful Courageous Dumbfounding Enthusiastic Funny Gorgeous Honorous(made up word?) Igniting Jester Krazy(yes. with a K) Lush Magical Nice...

So, I won't go through all the alphebet, because truly, words can't really describe her.. Only the words of a person who has a crazy sense of realty and dreams..because as of late, I've definately been enthralled with this new love of mine.Hehe ..If only feeling could be really, truly felt through computer waves ...you would know ...you would know. I can and will ramble on. 

Madison, you make me cheesier than a quadruple cheesy dorito, woman! I basically wake up thinking of you and go to sleep thinking of you.

Imagine that? Being so in love with someone...like you think about them basically al the time! I find it beyond amazing.

I  know its amazingly cliche to say, but this chick, she gets me and I love it.

Love like this...can only be gushed and embelished and over dramatized in tabloids...

Oh, hollywood would be jealous.

I love you Madison.

Lynzie <3

.What's on your mind?
Warped Tour...and chocolate covered cherries.

2. What color is your underwear?
Red...wait. Perverts!!! >:|

3. Where is your father right now?
Sleeping..I think...?

4. Have you ever made out in a basement?
Er...No. My basement..is scary >.<

5. Run or Walk?
A fast walks or a slow run..either one .

6. What is the status of you and the last person you kissed?
 Someone.

7. Do you get distracted easily?
.....How many questions are on this..I'm ..What?

10. Have you ever kissed anyone named Amanda?
No....O.o

11. What was your childhood nickname?
Pandaaa!!

12. What would you change about your life right now?
My sisters health issues.

13. Where was the last place you went?
The lavitoryyy! xD

15. Look at your 3rd friend on your top, do you really like them?
YES!!!

16. Last person you had a deep long and meaningful convo with?
Jasssonnn! Haha..we talked about the Lunar Eclipse..and suchies.

17. Do you like someone right now?
Maybeh....

18. Can you keep a secret?
Yes..I take secrets to my grave.

19. What was the best year of your life?
 Erm...so far '08 is pretty sexxy.

20. Are you ticklish?
O.O YESSS!  

21. Your favorite romantic movie is?
a walk to remember. i pretty much love them all.

23. Have you ever played naked Twister?
Whoa...now..just whoa..

24. Have you ever been drunk at school?
Ew. Just ew..

25. Last thing received in the mail?
A letter saying I've been accepted to Hogwarts!!! If only....-.-

26. Do you have trust issues?
Doesn't everyone? 

21. Do you use smiley faces alot online?
Sometimes xD Oh shnap..what now biatchex?

29. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Erm...My aunt Deb.

30. Are you a cuddler?
Tottallyyyy. I'll cuddle you like a teddy bear!

31. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
Once

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32. What was the last advice you gave someone?
Be postive. B-E positive! It was more elaborate than that though...

33. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
Ohh bb gimme more?...lmao..not really.

34. Do you give out second chances too easily?
Hmmmm...

36. Kiss with your eyes open or closed?
Depending who I'm kissing..

37. Do you have a best friend?
NO. .Alll my friends are simply the best.

38. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
Soooo manny of my friends are guys.

39. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Erm..Tears were spilled when I watched Titanic the other night

40. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
Haters.

41. Is it awkward when you run into your exes?
No.

43. Plans for tonight?
Sleeping..

44. Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
Seeing people happy..and maybe a good tune and nice dollop of Daisy...actually..ew I hate sour cream.

45.What was the last song you heard?
Beyonce's new cd. Kickass.

TAGGED: eyelinersmudge, quarrentinedloser, cyanidecandy666, jessheartsfob

Yikes! I've Been Tagged!

Instead of talking about myself and my past 22 years of life, I wanted to do something special, switch things up a bit. So, I decided to make a tribute to the people in my life that I hold dearly.

First, I would like to say a little something to people in my life outside of the internet:

Immediate Family: Thank you for putting up with me. Especially these past 5 years.

Tami: Thank you for being a wonderful, understanding, sweet hearted, beautiful friend to me. Thank you for listening to me and being there for me when I needed help or a shoulder to lean on. You don't know how much you mean to me. Someday, I hope to return the favor when you need help or a shoulder to lean on.

Niki: Thank you for being there to help me threw a few rough patches in my life. You truly are heaven sent. I love you with all my heart and I hope you know this. You mean so much to me that it is hard to express.

Laura and Sharon: Thank you for being the most creative friends a person could ask for. I miss you both and I hope we can get together some time in the future. I wish only for the best for the both of you and for your brother.

Kari (My newly found friend from Photography class): It has been a bit of a shock to find someone who has so much in common with me. It makes me feel a lot less alone in this world. Thank you for showing me some really good times, getting me to talk about things that most of my friends don’t even know about, showing me that it’s ok to have a good time and take some responsibility that I am entitled to, for helping me out in photography class because lord knows I still have a lot to learn and remember, for pushing me to talk to Scott (let’s keep our fingers crossed and hope he gets the hint and talks to me a little more and maybe asks me out). You truly are a wonderful person and I hope to get to know you better in the future.

Lastly, but never the least in my heart and in my mind:

Russ: Thank you for being the first of a few things in my so called "love life." I miss you with all my heart. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wish that you were still here, on earth, with the rest of us. I wish you could have shown the world your full potential before your time on earth ended. You are an amazing person and I feel lucky to have gotten to know you for as long as I did. Oh, and just remember, I didn't make your 13th Birthday cake. It was Ashley's fault the cake came out mushy. Thanks for eating it anyways. Lol! Thanks for the memories. ;-)

Now, onto my buzznet buddies:

Ounceofwentz: Thank you for helping me see that boys aren't full of cooties and that it is ok to talk to the opposite gender. LOL! Seriously, thank you for being an amazing friend. I hope we can meet in person when you start going to school in Chicago. We must make super evil genius plans to take over the Chicago and make Fall Out Boy ours! *gives Dr. Evil laugh and put pinky finger to lips* Muhahaha!

Crash13: Thank you for being the most amazing BN friend ever. Thank you for showing me some of my current friends. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have gotten to know Vanessa, Helen, Viki and Kelly. Thank you for listening to me in my worst of times. You don’t know how much I appreciate your help. If there is anything that I can do for you, I’m here for you. I love you, sweetie!

Stewieismyhomeboy: You are a very genuine and sweet hearted soul. You have been nothing short of wonderful. I feel lucky to be able to call you a friend. Keep up the terrific postings!

Mrsstumph: You are a wonderful lady and I’m happy to be able to call you a friend.

Tinarocker: You are such a sweet girl. So very very sweet. Thank you for being such a wonderful person to get to know. Keep your chin up, hun. If you need anything, you know where I’m at. J

Ohthepainthepain: You are absolutely amazing to say the very least. Thank you for sharing your art with buzznet. You don't know how much I enjoy seeing your work on BN. You are an inspiration.  Your talent is truly amazing. Never give up on drawing because you surpass many people when it comes to your drawing ability. 

Ikkyg: My favorite Australian! Your talent is absolutely endless. Whether it be painting, drawing, photographing, you have a talent for art. Even your journals are terrific. You help make buzznet a great place to be on. Keep posting those terrific works of art.

Helen099: You are such a wonderful woman. Thank you for your support when I was feeling down. Your photos are amazing and I hope you keep writing your fanfic.

Stumpfan2007: My favorite lady from Great Britain who owns horses! You are such a wonderful person.

Vero89: My favorite girl from the Chicago area! You are such a sweetheart. I wish you the best of luck with your future wherever it takes you. Come visit me anytime you want if you do decide to go to NIU. I don't live to far from NIU. We can hang out and go visit John in Chicago! Hahaha. Good times are to be had in the near future. J

Hyperballad13: I swear, if we were to ever meet in a bar, it would be presumable that we would hit it off, and then get wasted. Hahaha! Just kidding. On a seriously note, you’ve got talent, a ton of talent at writing. Sometimes I don’t know what to say because I am that dumbfounded. Thank you for being more than amazing to me. I hope that someday your writing will be published.

Sweetharetheartsfob: Thank you for helping me see that I am not alone in my struggles with school and choosing a career path to venture down. You are such a wonderful person. You don't know how highly I think of you. Your writing is fantastic. You are a genuin person and I wish you many good things for you this year and the years to come.

Eyelinersmudge: You are a wonderful person don't let anyone make you think differnt.

Happylife: Your wildlife photography always astound me. Your photos are nothing short of aweinspireing.

Seb: Thank you for your wonderful comments on my posts. I truly appreciate it. It means a lot to me. Keep posting those great sock monkey shots. :)

Taker1: Kelly, you are a wonderful person. I really hope your wrist is getting better, hun.

Xxvikixx: You are the go-to girl when it comes to 30 seconds to Mars. You are a wonderful person.

Lexidiem: You are an absolutely amazing person. I guess one could say that you are the knight to the kingdom known as buzznet, slaying the spammers that seem to be plaguing buzznet. Keep up the terrific work.

Katykatykaty: You truly are an inspiration. Your photos are stunning. You have been nothing short of wonderful. Keep posting those Adventures of Patrick photos along with your many other absolutely terrific photos.

Bizarreland: You are such a wonderful woman. Dr. Mojo is amazing and I love your photography. I hope to get to know  you better.

Laranatalie: Thank you for your lovely comments on my photos. I think very highly of your photography. I hope you become an OG. I still can't believe that you aren't an OG already.

Patricko: Your photoshopping skills are nothing short of amazing. Thank you for the early birthday gift. :)

Heartbroken4stumph: Thank you for the constant updates on FOB, most of which I miss.

. The rule is, you must tag ten people. The people tagged must post a journal and tag eight more people.  You have to state ten songs that cheer you up always and why.

1. Stand-Rascal Flatts

This song is on my player, you HAVE to hear it...the name says it all really...it alwayds cheers me up.


2. My Way Home Is Thru You

The lyrics say "Oh Angel don't you cry"...and makes me smile everytime.


3. Breath-Breaking Benjamin/Benjiman

I can't explain why this song makes me feel great when I hear it...it just does. I think it reminds me of my two best friends Treay and Ethan. I don't even know all the lyrics...it just gives me this soaring happy feeling.


4. Whatsername-Greenday

I listened to thi last night to cheer me up...it gives me hope.

5. I Get It-Chevelle

This song makes me think of fighting with someone, and walking away...and that makes me happy. Period.

6. Ten Thousand Fists-Disturbed

This is such a great song...especially when you are feeling defeated.

7. Pop Punk is so '05, Church of Hot Addiction- Cobra Starship

Both songs make me dance...JUST DANCE!

8. No More Sorrow-Linkin Park

Have you heard that song? It's like a hardcore symphony. You can definately headbang to it.

9. Edge of Seventeen-The one that Wendy gave me...

I don't now anything about great music...well, great music of the 70's/80's. And Wendy was explaining Fleetwood Mac and Stevie Nicks to me...she gave me the version of Edge of Seventeen she had, it's live..with the Melbourne Symphony Orchestra. It's better then the recorded version, but it gives me hope..I think it's the beat.

10. Someday-Nickelback

Actually, this song is sad...but it makes me happy

With me, it's not really the song...but what was happening, where I was, who I was with th fitst yime I heard the song, or who it reminds me of.

Ok,

tag time people: chemicalapparatus,ounceofwentz,gemmaxloves,ikkyg, lexidiem, yashiyama, xblankface, eyelinersmudge, asherah,kiastar67

Ok, you have NO idea how hard that is to do...

1. If you could say anything to the person who has hurt you most in life what would you say?
    You’re not part of my family! You made my mommy cry!

2. When will your next kiss be?
     sigh I don’t know

3. What song are you listening to?
.    Que Vida La Mia--Reik

4. Who does it remind you of?
     Pedro

5. Last movie you watched? with who?
    I don’t remember

6. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
   Betsy---although she’s not really my friend but she’s my brother’s girlfriend so I guess she kinda is

7. What CD is in your stereo?
     Apparently there is no cd in there right now

8. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
     Not recently

11. What are you most looking forward to?
      performing on thrusday!

12. What are your nicknames?
       Vero, Lene, Lopez, Person, Girlie and Marz

13. Describe your dream life:
      Being a singer, married to Patrick, having kids

14. Where would you like to live?
       Illinois is a pretty awesome place so I’ll stay here

15. Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
      My parents don’t let me sleep at other people’s houses

16. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
       extremely disappointed?? Umm I don’t know but I was a tad disappointed this morning when I found out there was no sausage, my breakfast was sad without it lol

TOP TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU
1. Are you single?   Yes

2. Are you happy?  Kinda I guess

3. Are you bored? Not really
5. Are you Italian? no
6. Are you pregnant? I am 100% positive that I am NOT pregnant.

8. Are you cool? I’m pretty awesome to tell you the truth

9. Are you Irish? Nope!

10. Are your parents still married? Yes 23 years

TEN LASTS:
1. Last phone call you made: Claudia

2. Last phone call you received: Pedro—why does his voice make me feel funny in a good way?!

3. Last person/people you hung out with? My brothers

5. Last person you tackled?:  I tried to tackle my lil bro but he ended up hurting me lol

6. Last person you IM'd: Pedro---this was BEFORE he called me lol

7. Last text message you received: Fatima

8. Last person you hugged?: either Sergio or Jason
9. Last person you hated?:  I’ve only ever hated one person and that’s the man formerly known as my uncle
10. Last person you laughed with?: my brothers 

So Im tagging

bffofpatrick07

eyelinersmudge

missanais