Drama Never Ends Story of My Freakin Life Please Read if you 47739166 - evanesce

Drama Never Ends (Story of My Freakin Life) Please Read if you Agree.

I know everybody has their breaks up and makes up and well...can my life get anymore worse? Okay (Fred) the guy who stood up for me in front of (asshole) got drunk because his grandpa won the lottery. He called me and basically said he loved me...just wait. Once we were done with our talk he called my friend and told her the same exact thing. I called her to tell her the news and she said,"You don't even like him, I like him. He said he loved me more." Soon I figured out she freakin used me to get to (Fred) It wasn't that hard finding out cause she did the same thing to my other friend. She basically used my friend and took (Fred) for herself. The past knows how to find its way back to the future huh? Well I freakin hate it! Now my best friend is pissed at me and I am pretty sure by Tuesday, our friendship is over and me and Fred....that freakin bitch can have him. I actually trusted those guys and I am pretty everyone is gonna hate him cause my used-to-be friend is gonna tell people lies and get everyone to hate on me. I've had that same problem before and I am ready to go down that road again and fight. I don't care! They can hate on me or whatever but at least I still have my dignity. Fred lost his because he got drunk in front of everyone. Fuck. My.Life. Screw everyone I ever trusted.

My life is another season of the Hills. Just left over beer and trash that you have to pick up. Well all that trash is every piece of me, I have to pick my life back up again. My life is getting more depressing by the minute. I am forced to wear this fake smile but on the inside I feel betrayed and hurt. I hope all you guys do not go through the pain I am going through. If you are don't let anyone ruin your life. Your life is too precious to let slip out of your hands.

"blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again" - Going Under by Evanescence

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	Hollie would youturn me on?: 10/12/2009 11:16 AM I know whatcha mean my friend is going out with a guy ive liked for 2 years and i asked her not to. It really makes me angry cause shes a h-word and is already inviting guys over to her house.But the thing is i wouldnt go out with him even if he asked because i love him to much.And hes in my band and if something happened i couldnt hurty him.
	Jazz: 10/12/2009 12:05 PM dude that totally sucks :( but at least we have music to make us feel better :D
	stopthissong467: 10/12/2009 12:13 PM bloodofink said: dude that totally sucks :( but at least we have music to make us feel better :D yeah ik music is my only therapy.
	stopthissong467: 10/12/2009 12:14 PM withlovehollie said: I know whatcha mean my friend is going out with a guy ive liked for 2 years and i asked her not to. It really makes me angry cause shes a h-word and is already inviting guys over to her house.But the thing is i wouldnt go out with him even if he asked because i love him to much.And hes in my band and if something happened i couldnt hurty him. yeah it wuld be like paramore all over again and at least ik somebody who knows how i feel :)
	Hollie would youturn me on?: 10/12/2009 12:17 PM Haha of course id choose josh farro anyday....But most of the time she does use me and my other friend to get to guys shes never met!And ive been listening to misery buisness way to much with all this stuff going on it seems to fit
	stopthissong467: 10/12/2009 12:21 PM withlovehollie said: Haha of course id choose josh farro anyday....But most of the time she does use me and my other friend to get to guys shes never met!And ive been listening to misery buisness way to much with all this stuff going on it seems to fit with me emergency, circle, hello hello, just like me, and for a pessimist works with me rite now
	nrg24: 10/12/2009 1:07 PM I have gone down that road to! It sucks. Hope you make it thourgh. And rember music is always there for ya.
	cookiecutterr: 10/12/2009 1:13 PM aww your a good person i bet fred likes you much better anyway and egg that bitch on
	stopthissong467: 10/12/2009 2:28 PM nrg24 said: I have gone down that road to! It sucks. Hope you make it thourgh. And rember music is always there for ya. yeah paramore, hey monday, all time low, there for tomorrow, this providence, friday night boys, nevershoutnever, and you guys are always gonna be there for me. :D
	stopthissong467: 10/12/2009 2:30 PM cookiecutterr said: aww your a good person i bet fred likes you much better anyway and egg that bitch on yeah i want to too
	DontComeLookingForMe: 10/13/2009 7:40 PM If she was really a true friend she wouldn't have done that. Don't worry about it honey, they're obviously not worth it, you're a much better person than them and you're clearly way too good for either of them. I'm here for you if you need me honey. Just stay strong and don't let anyone push you around.
	stopthissong467: 10/14/2009 12:41 PM dontcomelookingforme said: If she was really a true friend she wouldn't have done that. Don't worry about it honey, they're obviously not worth it, you're a much better person than them and you're clearly way too good for either of them.I'm here for you if you need me honey.Just stay strong and don't let anyone push you around. aww thanks i appreciate it! :D