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I know I get like this every time I watch anything apocalypse related, but just cuz I'm not saying anything doesn't mean I'm not still concerned. have you ever seen any of those Nostradamus programs? it's frightening. I don't care what anyone says. something big is about to happen to the world, and there's nothing we can do to stop it. so far my plan of action is to figure out what exactly is coming and then to find a place to go where I can avoid that.

seriously though guys? you should check it out. Nostradamus has been incredibly accurate. he's not the only one who's predicted the end of days for 2012. I wouldn't be as freaked if he were. my guess is one or more of these: plague, flooding, cosmic interference (no I don't mean aliens), and/or nuclear holocaust. well, I guess that pretty much covers all of it... lol. Idk. right now flooding and cosmic interference are looking like the most valid. the former could even just be an effect of the latter. who knows?

I want to go back to church because if the world ends by something other than cosmic interference, I'm pretty sure it's some sort of higher power controlling it. if I pray hard enough maybe my soul will be spared or something. I don't really believe in God, but it's mostly because of all the bull shit that comes along with him. idk if you've ever been forced into a religion, but I can tell you it's enough to make you really mad when think about it. but that's a story for another day.

so I want to go to church but the whole issue is my somewhat hedonistic ways. the whole lifestyle that's sending me to hell is my main reason for not going back. I can't give up weed. or partying. it's too much fun. but that's the whole thing, isn't it? giving in to temptation and indulgence. the devil has taken me and he's keeping me down. or that's what the christians will tell you. lol

enough crazy talk! I swear I'm not insane. just easily moved. lol