eisley Blog and Journals

^^it's very true^^
but like it says 'don't you listen, baby don't you listen..' i'm sure we've all are/had to deal with that, myself included

These past few weeks have kinda gone by in a blur. most of the time i don't know what day i'm in.
after being tired of doing all this work and putting in a lot of effort and not getting any sort of recognition or a simple 'you're doing a great job, Sandra. keep it up' i broke down in front of my boss. I was pissed off at myself for letting my facade tumble. but we came to an  understanding after talking. that whenever i felt he wasn't being fair (which he isn't most of the time with me, for some reason) that i should talk to him about it. i realized that throughout the months i built and built this big 'mound' you can say of resentment towards him, and it felt like a weight off my shoulders, being able to let that out.

i also realized that i need to apply this with my dad. i don't know if i can anytime soon.
baby steps, i guess.

most of you guys won't even read this because i'm not bragging about idiotic stuff, or i'm not gossiping about people, but oh well. fuck it.

btw. that Russell Brand. what a douche. hahahaha kidding, but in a way not. it doesn't matter that it was Robert, it was kinda rude. and the ragging on the Jonas Brothers got old after a while. just my opinion.

speaking of the vma's, i have to say that one of my favorite performances of the night was Chritina Aguilera. i don't really care for Rhianna (or however you spell her name)

finally got my car fixed so now i can go to more shows :)

QUESTION: is my buzznet being retarded and not showing you guys my newest posts? just wondering.

I'll be an Aunt in less than a month. i'm really excited to meet my nephew, i already bought him this really cute Carter's dinosaour outfit. so cute!

i finally bought something for myself! i haven't been able to do that in a while. i got a sweet baltic Amber ring at this rad local jewelry store on Hawthorne. they sell some of the oldest Amber in the world. i'm really happy with my purchase. it weighs a bit, but i don't care. i have a feeling they'll see me there a lot.

i saw a video of Envy (Envy On The Coast for those of you who haven't been graced with their amazing music yet) playing "Suckerpunch" in Manchester...oh man, i miss those dudes and going to their shows.
someone recently asked me what was my favorite concert of all time? i've been to my share of concerts but i can't decide on just one. so i said any and all of EOTC's shows are my favorite. they're not monotnous with their sets. each time i've seen them, it's always a different vibe. a gnarly sweet vibe!
so ulitmately Envy On The Coast is the best concert(s) i've been to.
it's really hard for me to put into words how they make me feel when im standing in the crowd watching them perform their hearts out. so much passion. so much energy. so much life! they're definitely in it for the right reasons, and i love them for that.
ok enough of my love for those guys and their music.

i ran into an old co-worker a couple of weeks ago. he wants to hang out...

my High School Prom date found me on myspace today. kinda weird. but we'll see what happens.

i have to pee (you probably don't want to know that..but hey i'm human!)

there were a lot of other topics i was going to delve into but i've lost track of stuff and i've gotten distracted.

i've been really into Eisley lately. more than before



Au revoir!
-Sandee