diet Blog and Journals

um um um... idk. lol  I should be getting dressed now. my bf will be here in an hour. lol. ah well. I have a whole hour yet. =)
noone is ever going to read this so I dont really know why im bothering. guess I just miss writing in my diary. I should start that again.
My brand new scales arrived today! they are awesome! My weight is now 60.8kilos, bout 9st and a half. fukin brilliant! Wont be long till im in those size 10 jeans. =D

Ive not been to the gym in a while. will have to go this week. and keep it up. otherwise I will never get into them size 10s. And I refuse to carry on being fat.

I think its a little strange that I look at myself in the mirror and I dont think I look any different from when I was 11st. still a fat arse. but im a size 12 now =D so awesome.

A friend called me boney not long ago. =(  shes just jealous. im not bony. i know im not. Shes just put on weight in the past year and ive lost it and shes not happy about it. thats all. I should text her actually. Ive not spoken to her since friday I think and shes back at uni now. Should get in touch see how she is.

uh. im hungry. Shouldnt have had that dohnut earlier. was a stupid thing to do. did u know eating sugary things like dohnuts makes u crave them more. feel hungry more often. odd that. i hate it. shouldnt have had that dohnut. we have apples. I could of had an apple. or a mint. think I will have a mint now actually... no theres no point. I might aswell go brush my teeth and get ready to go out... bit mental this. im practically talking to myself... saaaad. ah well. I read that its good for u to have a diary and I really should start one again. its not like I can talk to anyone about my dieting or my new scales so its good to get it out somewhere.