deathstars Blog and Journals

Okay so last night me and a friend were supposed to be going to see the Deathstars gig in Plymouth, but then he (my mate)cancelled on me, so i was left to go with my mum.  I'm seventeen fucking years old and I can't be trusted to go to a gig by myself?

Anyway, we got there and queued for about half an hour, then finally got in, by which time the first support band had nearly finished their set (check them out on myspace, they're called The Defiled and the lead singer - Stitch D - is really hot!!!).  So then the second band came out (Marionettes, also on myspace) but I didn't like them as much, I kinda found them a bit too metal, you know, all the roaring and shit. 

After they'd finished their set I went and bought a couple of t-shirts - the Defiled and a Deathstars one with Bone on it - and then got back to find I'd lost my place.  So I went to the other side of the room and squeezed in there  - and in front of me was this really tall guy with a marine-captain cap so of course, I couldn't see a thing.  In the end I got so pissed off I went and stood on the skirting-board bit of the wall and leant on my mum's shoulder (oh yeah, I'm so cool XD).  Eventually the Deathstars came out - and they were motherfucking AWESOME!!! Whiplasher kept making jokes about sex - which sounded really funny with his Swedish accent.  So yeah, that was basically my evening, I didn't go and mosh or anything, but it was still the best night of my life, after the Mindless Self Indulgence gig last April.

Oh yeah and I got pix :DDD

Whiplasher Bernadotte - lead singer

 Nightmare Industries - guitar and keyboards

 Cat Casino - guitar and backing vocals

 Skinny Disco - bass and backing vocals

 Bone W Machine - drums

THE TOP 5 BANDS I DISCOVERED THIS HOLIDAYS!!

1. Nightwish.

A Finnish heavy metal band who's lead singer is a trained opera singer!!

I am currently in love with the song Eva!!

2. Deathstars.

A band who I consider as the new Marilyn Manson!!

Only more pretty!!

3. New Found Glory.

ok, sure this band has been out for years.

But I've only just discovered how much I love them now!!

4. Calling All Cars.

This is my brother's friends band!!

These guys are AWESOME with their unique sound and great songs like Animal and Shake Girl!!

5.Lacuna Coil.

Okay, Ive listened to Enjoy The Silence one too many times!!

So what!?!

Strawberry Gashes

Ch.1

Emil was sitting outside at lunch, he wasn’t hungry that day so he went out earlier then everyone else. He is in high school, 18 years of age. Awesome pale skin, long silky black hair. But it’s dyed his natural hair color is blond of course. I was in the early spring in Sweden, school was about to get out. He was happy about that. One he hated school and the teachers. Two he could play his guitar without getting asked “is your homework done?” and then three, he could hang out with Andreas. His best Friend sense Kindergarten.

Andreas doesn’t go to Emil’s school anymore, his mom put him in Private school. That was part of Emil’s fault whether he liked to admit it or not. When he and Andreas were 6 and 7 they hung out every day. They never left each other’s side. In second grade, and mind you they didn’t know any better. But they married one another. They had the little celebration in Emil’s back yard by the red roses.

Emil took his dad’s pocketknife from his back pocket. Andreas looked worried at the blade. “ It’s ok Andy it will only hurt at first. But once the blood hits the air it won’t hurt any more. I promise” Andreas smiled at Emil. “I trust you….!” Emil smiled and hugged the small younger boy. “Ok hold your hand out.” Andreas held his tiny hand out, Emil make a little cut on his hand. Andreas hissed a little from the pain. Then Emil cut his own hand, he then held Andreas cut hand in his. The blood touched, their little fingers laced together. “We’re now married.!” Emil stated. “ Don’t grown-ups usually kiss?” Andreas said sweetly.

Emil Blushes, Andreas giggles, the older boy closed his eyes and leaned forward, Andreas did the same. Their lips barely touch when all of a sudden, they both hear Andreas’ mother shout “ ANDY, EMIL NOO!!” she runs over picks up Andreas. Away from Emil, that upset him a bit. She noticed the pocketknife, she quickly looked for any cuts and then all hell broke lose when she found the cut on her sons hand.

Emil’s mother then came out of the house. “What? What’s wrong?” Andreas’ mother turns to her. “ This is what’s wrong!” she showed the other mother the cut on little Andreas’ hand. Then Emil’s mommy checked his hand and found his cut. “Why would you boys do this?” they both said. Emil looked embarrassed, Andreas took the hint he didn’t say anything either. He actually thought Emil was mad at him.

“Maybe you boys should take a break from each other….” It hurted for Andreas’ mom to say that but she didn’t want anything like this to happen again. Emil’s mom agreed, Andreas started to cry. Emil got really upset. “ NO!! I DON’T EVER WANT TO BE AWAY FROM ANDY!! HE’S MINE YOU CAN’T TAKE HIM FROM ME!!” Emil’s mom got eye level with him, she calmly told him, “ I’m sorry Emil but this is best. Maybe when you’re older you’ll understand…” Little Emil had the most heart-breaking look on his face.

An that was it they haven’t gone to the same school since then. But ever weekend they’d stay at each other’s house for the entire weekend. They’d stay up late talk about random things, eat till they puke, even watch porn. Then start asking each other why the guy does that move to the girl, all the normal teenage stuff. Well normal to them. Then came when Emil was 16 and Andreas was 15, the kiss that never happened was brought up again.

“Remember when we we’re really little we got married.?!” Andreas said while lying on the floor of Emil’s room, his feet propped up on Emil’s bed. The older boy thought about it, giggled a bit. “yeah, I remember what about it?!” he turns to Andreas. The younger boy blushed “Well we never got to kiss….” Emil then blushed. Andreas then moved to the bed where Emil sat. “by our own law we’re still married. An as your husband I want you to kiss me…” The boys’ faces turn really red.

Emil nodded, “Ok..Close your eyes.” He told Andreas. He did so, Emil leans forward. His eyes closed, all of a sudden there was a knock at the door. It was Emil’s dad, “ hey you guys hungry? I’ll call for pizza!” Andreas was trying not to laugh. Emil sighs laughs a bit “Yeah!! Sure thankx dad!” Emil turns to Andreas. “Heh shut up Andy!” They never we really far apart from each other.

Ruby Blood

Ch.27

last chapter

Jussi and Jyrki were married and ever so happy. Their wedding was in a cemetry, the stars in the sky shined so bright. All their friends came, Whiplasher,Cat, and the twins. Nightmare came smiling again, he was holding Donnabella as her parents got married. Bone came with his mate Lucy she was holding on to a very sleepy little boy. Bazie, Archize, Timo-Timo smiled at their firned and new bandmate/firend. Skinny and his girls came(wife and daughter). Ville came with Bam his human lover.

Lilly was combining Jussi and Jyrki's souls together so that their bound together forever. Jussi was wearing a beautiful black dress with red lace. Jyrki couldn't keep his eyes off him. "Jyrki cut Jussi's wrist and Jussi cut Jyrki's wrist." they did so, "now connect the bleeding wounds together." they did just that, Lilly tied a black ribbon around their wrist. 'The blood danced together, drip together, now and forever your bound together. May your lifes be wounderful, with you two as mates and a new baby." Lilly held out her hands, Nightmare stood up and brought over Donnabella. Lilly held her between Jyrki and Jussi.

" I give you the new family of the dark!" she then hands Donnabella back over to Nightmare. "Jyrki you may now Bit your husband." Jyrki looks into Jussi's eyes for along time. Jussi did the same, they smiled at one another. Jyrki brought Jussi  lovingly closer, an sunk his fangs into Jussi's pale neck. As that happend, the blood flowing from their wrist turned to a beautiful ruby color. "I love you Jyrki." "I love you too Jussi" blood dripped down from the corner of Jyrki's lips. they smiled again at eachother, then shared a bloody kiss.

Jyrki and Jussi weren't going to their honeymoon just yet they wanted to wait when Donnabella was one more week older. The resption was at Jyrki's and Jussi's home.

Achrize got Drunk Happy, he walked up to Jyrki put his arm around him. " DUDEZ !!!! * kisses Jyrki's cheek then Jussi's cheek*  I'ms SOOOOOOOOOOO Happia for you twoz lovey birds! and you go a BEAutiful baby girl. You guyz are AWSOME!!! YOOOOOOOH!" He walks off to party with the others. Jussi and Jyrki look at eachother then start to laugh. Jyrki hugs Jussi close to him. " I can't tell you how happy you and Donnabella make me." Jyrki whispers in Jussi's ear." heh, then don't say kiss me."Jyrki chuckles and does so. Lilly brings over Donnabella, Jussi takes her" Theres my beautiful baby girl!!! Thankx Lilly * Jussi hugs Lilly* Jyrki and I owe you alot. " " oh no  you don't just take care of Don for me, shes got the best parents in the world." Jussi smiled at Jyrki as he held their daugther close to him. Jyrki smiles he kisses Donnabella's head, then kisses Jussi on the lips.

 The End

(Song for story Nymphetamine(piano)

Ruby Blood

Ch.26

Hours had past, no one spoke a word. Then Lilly finlly came down to get them. " Jyrki you have a beautiful Baby girl." She says with a smile. Jyrki stood up right away, "she ok though?" "Yes shes prefectly healthy.""An my Jussi how is he?" Her smile turned to a frown. "he....he doesn't have much time Jyrki.....I tryed my best.....I'm sorry..." Whiplasher and Cat came down the stairs. Whiplasher was holding a crying little teenager. Cat seen Jyrki and Hugged him, "Jyrki I'm...""...It's ok it's not your fault....." Jyrki hugged back and left to see Jussi.

Jyrki entered the bedroom,"Jussi...." He seen Mischa over next to the bassnet that held his new baby girl. He turned his head to the bed and seen Jussi. His skin was no longer that beautiful pale color, it was a sick blue. He was breathing heavy, he really was dying. Jyrki walked over to the bed and sat next to him. "...Ju...Jussi....." Jyrki cried quitly, Jussi weakly opened his eyes. "Hi...baby..." He whispered to his Vampire. "Jussi..!I'm sorry.....y..you can't leave the baby and me alone....please don't do this....." Jyrki hugged Jussi. " I don't have a chose Jyrki......" Jyrki cried harder.

Then he stopped, he sniffled a bit. "Yes you do....Just tell me you want to be a Vampire and I'll change you. Tell me....please." Jussi couldn't speak anymore, but he nodded yes. Jyrki took Jussi's wrist and bit it. Jussi gasped at the sting of the bit. Jyrki hadn't bit him sence the last time they had sex.

To Jussi it felt good to feel the bit. Jyrki then bit his own wrist and held it in front of his love. Jussi feed from his wrist, he could feel Jussi's heart slow down. Then he was dead, all Jyrki had to do was wait a couple hours. An hopefully the tranceformation would work.

The bay started to stir, Jyrki picked up the tiny infent. He rocker her back and forth. Singing to her, she looked at him with those big beautiful blue eyes. An hour had past, an there was no sign of Jussi moving. Then another hour and Jussi rose from the dead. Jyrki didn't hear him though." And you were worried on being a daddy." Jyrki turns toward the bed baby still in his arms. He sees Jussi Alive! His skin was that baby doll pale color, eyes were shining bright, smiling with fangs.

Jyrki was over joyed he walked over to Jussi with their baby and sat next to him. He kisses his lips,cheeks, chin, forehead. All over his face, Jussi giggled. "Please don't ever scare me like that again. please don't my dead heart couldn't take it..." Jussi kisses Jyrki,"I'm sorry, I promise I won't." They kiss again.

The baby sneezes, "oh bless you!" Jussi smiles at the baby woh still dosen't have a name yet."Hmmm, what about Donnabella ann Linnankivi." Jussi said, " I like it, But she has to keep your last name until October 31." "What? Why that three months away? Why does she.....Oh my god! Jyrki are you...?" Jyrki deeply chuckels,"Yes Jussi my love I am preposing to you." Jyrki get on one knee in front of his child and the love of his eternal life."  Jussi Heikki Tapio Vuori will you marry me." Jussi couldn't speak again, he just nodded rapidly." I-I will!" They share a kiss, and there are more kisses like this to become in the future of a life time.

(song to go with story is Cradle od Filth- Stay)

Ruby Blood

Ch.25

Jyrki sat there waiting worried, on the brink of crying in fear he might lose the love of his life and their child. Bone seen how stressed out he was and sat next to him. "Every thing will be fine Jyrki just wait." Jyrki quickly turns to Bone and hugs him, he looked like a small frightend child clining to his mother. Bone stroked his hair. " I....I'm ....so scared for them....I can't lose them I'll die...." Nightmare walked over, " no you won't we're here for you we're always gonna be here theres nothing the Gods or Devil can say scare us away." Nightmare sat next to them. Bone looks back at Jyrki. " Jyrki when was the last time you ate?" " Last night....." Nightmare held out his wrist for Jyrki, but Jyrki shook his head no. " Jyrki you need to feed, now do it...!" There was gentleness in his voice alnog with sturness.

Jyrki slowly moved to his wrist, he bit it. Nightmare whinesed at the pain for a min. Jyrki drank and drank then let go of his wrist when he had his fill. Blood ran down the corner of his mouth. Then a tear fell with the dropping of the blood. "Jussi...." he whipered. 

Ruby Blood

Ch.24

Jyrki has been restless lately, not angery or anything like that. Just excited for their baby, questions raced through his head.'will I be a good Father, will I know how to take care of him or her, Is it going to be a boy or girl.' he hasn't had a proper sleep in a couple weeks. The Baby will be due very very soon. Jussi's been clam as ever, he was so relaxed he still had the weird cravings but other then that it was a okay!

Mischa followed Jussi around alot, she could tell the due date is getting closer an closer. The baby has been getting really restless though. "JYRKIIIIIIIIII!!!! Honey!!! where'd ya go?!" "I'm in the kitchen babe!, Why you need something?" "Yeah, ummmmm I need a doctor!" Jyrki comes out of the kitchen. Jussi's water broke. Jyrki gasps. "Ok remember to do your breathing!!!!" he ran up to Jussi's side. " Thats the thing......Jyrki...I..c-can breath......" Jussi faits, "JUSSI! JUSSI!!!!" An like it's suppost to be The 69 Eyes Deathstars all come rushing in. Archize shouts, "SOMETHINGS WRONG ISN'T IT!!" all Jyrki could do was nod, Whiplasher came in with Lilly next to him.

Lilly was the only clam one, she turned to Bone, Nightmare, and Skinny "take Jyrki out of here..! I will need less stress when I'm here trying to save them." Jyrki grabbed Lilly's hand "Lilly....Mama whats wrong with Jussi...?" "the baby.....sense it's half Vampire the sack it was in is full of venom......it's killing Jussi.. an sense hes not pushing the baby is drwoning. Now stay with Bone, and them...I beg of you Jyrki don't be stuborn...." Jyrki agrees and leaves with Bone, Nightmare, and Skinny they leave to the apartment lobby.

All anybody could do is wait. It's been 7 hours sense Jyrki left the apartment. He paced back an forth, Nightmare got tired of watching him walking so he caught him in an embrase. "Jyrki my friend calm down, you must be stronge for the baby and Jussi." Jyrki hugs him " Can't my heart hurts for my loves." Theres was nothin he could do though all they had to do is wait, and leave it to Lilly.

Song for Story: L'ame Immortelle and Oomph!- Brennende Liebe

Ruby Blood

Ch.20

Jussi's eyes widen, he was amazed that he and Jyrki weren't the only ones out there where it's. A supernatural Creature and a human. "So your mate or lover whatever you call him, is...?""Human, yeah I could think bout changing him. I'd be afraid that in the change I might lose a peice of him." Ville softly says. Jussi nodds in understandment then turns to Jyrki. "Is that why you hesitate to change me? Your afraid that a little piece of me might disappear?" Jussi looks at Jyrki with big innocent eyes.Jyrki kisses his forehead, "yes thats why I'm so hesitated to do that. But now I can't change you cuz it will cause a birth deffect to our child. Tell you what on our son or daughters first birthday i'll change into a vampire." Jussi smiles, " that sounds like a good deal to me." Jyrki smiles at Jussi.

Ville stayed there all night talking about the baby shower for Jussi and Jyrki's baby.The date of the shower is set to a month for then.  As the days go by more and more Jussi could feel the baby moving. Jyrki was so happy every night when he woke up, and Jussi would still be sleeping. He would quitly get up, get dressed kiss Jussi, rubb his slim tummy we're their child is and left to hunt and get things for the baby.

Cat and Ville painted the spare room.It's now the new nursy for the unborn child. The theme is Baby Nightmare Before Christmas. Little Skull Animal toys, a black lace basinet.The carpet was charcoal black. To Jyrki and Jussi it was the prefect baby room. Now they wait for the arrival fo the Baby.

( song to go to story Devil Driver- Clouds over California)

Ruby Blood

Ch.19

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" Cat screams with joy, and hugs Jussi tight. Whiplasher Hugs Jyrki in congatulating them." Oh MY GOD!!! I'm sooooo happy for you guys! OH we have to give some sort of dark Goth baby shower" he turns to Whip. "Remind me to call Ville when we get home, ok?!""ok hun" Whiplasher kisses the top of Cat head. "Ville whos Ville?" Jussi looked at them all. "He's the werewolf leader for another pack we're close to. He's really cool but if you want to meet him before the shower thats totally up to you." Cat runs over to the phone, "I'll call him right now" he starts to press numbers.

Whiplasher smiles and laughs at his mates hypractive state. "He's very excited for you guys." Jyrki laughs"I can see that!" Jussi laughs to then get serious look on his face, Jyrki notices it. "whats wrong baby?" "I'm really hungery!" he runs to the Kitchen."Ooh sence he's having a vampire baby he needs the special food, Oh Hey Ville can you come to Jyrki's house? Great see ya!" Cat turned toward the people behind him. "He'll be over in a few." Cat bounces over to Whiplasher, and hugged him. Then out of no where, Jussi felt the first kick. "OH! OH MY GOD I FEEL IT!!! HOLY crap!" Jyrki laughs and holds his tummy. "See it's already growing, growing to soon meet us." Jyrki softly says to Jussi, "I Bet it's a girl!" Cat says, "I agree!" Whiplasher says after him.

"I can imagine you two taking care of a Beatuiful Baby girl. Your very own little vampire princess." Whiplasher smiles at them. "Who knows what  the baby will be a boy girl, either way they'll be our little Prince or Princess" Jussi turns to look at Jyrki. Dagger and Thisle were sitting on the floor playing with Mischa. The Giant puppy rolled over on her back, the twins rubbed her belly. Whiplasher walked over and picked up Thisle, kissed her chubby cheek. She did that really really cute little giggle."Dada!"  she put her hands on his face. He kisses her little round hands" Daddy loves you so MUCH!!" he hugs her, then Dagger tugs on his pant leg. "Oh Daddy loves you too!" He scoops up the toddler. Now Whiplasher was holding both of his kids.

It's was one of the sweetest pictures every. Cat takes Thisle in his arms, "Mommy loves you both two." He leans over and kisses Daggers forehead."Mama!" he squeaked. Jussi could wait for that to be him and Jyrki. There was then a knock on the door. "Ooh Ville's here!" Cat says, he looks at Thisle, shes saying,"Vil! Vil!" Cat laughs,"yeah lets go see uncle Ville!"

He walks over to the door and opens it. "Hey Ville!" "Vil! Vil!" a tall skinny man stepped in. His hair was a mase of Brown curse and waves. His beard and mustash were thick, beautiful pale skin. His eyes were the real killer though, they were EMERALD green you could lost in them for days. He wore a Black Kiss shirt and tight(girl) Black jeans on. Low rider, it showed off his plevic tattoo. On his left arm a really cool sleeve tattoo. An Jussi had a feeling he had alot more. He walk over to Jyrki and Jussi with a grace in thoughs old beat up Convers.

"Hey Jyrki!" He hugs Jyrki, "An this is....Jussi right!?" Ville looks at Jussi. Jussi statrs to shy away, until Jyrki grabbed his hand and pulled him in to a tight hug." Yes this is my Jussi" He kisses Jussi's temple. "Hello I'm Ville Valo!" Ville holds his arms open to Jussi. Jyrki whispers to Jussi, " He loves Hugs" Jussi smiles abit, and hugs Ville. "nice to finlly meet you." "nice to meet you! Jyrki you didn't tell me he was this hott!" Jussi blushes.

"Any ways lets get to talking about your baby shower!" Cat looks around behind them at the door. "No Bambie?!" Jussi looks up "Bambie, That Disney Deer?!" Ville Brustes out laughing."What/ What did I say?!" Everyone but Jussi is laughing. Jyrki holds Jussi close," No thats just a nickname Ville gave to Bam, Bam hates it when WE call him Bambie." Ville finishes laughing, "No he and I are in a little fight right now." About what?" Whip asks." about our next house, I want to stay here but he wants to go else where." Whos Bam?" Jussi asks. "The human that I'm in love with." Ville smiles

( song to go to story Too happy to be alive by H.I.M)

Ruby Blood

Ch.17

Warning: This story contants things not suitable for closed minded people! If you don't agree with gays, Bisexauls or men having kids then don't read this story at all. Thank you so much.

Jussi sat there in the Bathroom, nervous. Nervous what the results might be, he sat there for 5 mins. biting his black nail polish painted finger nails. He took a deep breath, stood up then checked the thing that made him so nervous. The home pregnecy test, Jussi looked at it and took a sharpe inhale of breath it said 'Positive' the room became very dizzy to the scared man. Question went though his head such as,'how? HOW? Why? When?' then the poor man faited. Jyrki heard a thud in the bathroom, his first though is Jussi. "JUSSI you ok?Jussi!?" He opens the door to see Jussi sitting on the ground hand on top of his head. Looking so scared and confused," Baby, Jussi whats wrong?" He kneals down next to his lover.

Jussi looks to Jyrki and says,"How?" "How what babe?"Jussi hugs Jyrki." How am I Pregent?" Jyrki was stund now. "I-I don't know baby!? I'll call up Lilly and Sliver" Jussi pulled away from Jyrki just a bit but still hugging him. "w-who are they?" Jussi looked like a child when he said that. "Their my friends hun, Lilly is the old Witch I told you about, that took care of me after the Vampire that turned me was killed." "oh, ok so she'll know how this happend." Jyrki nodded.

Jyrki places a hand on Jussi's fit tummy,"do you think it will be a boy or a girl" he smiles to comfort him. Jussi smiles back, "I dunno as long as it's healthy I don't care." Jyrki smiles even bigger and kisses Jussi. "We'll get though this together. I promise to be by your side and help you with the babies." Jussi smiles," heh, Half human and half Vampire" They kiss again.